Author Notes~

Okay, we all know I don't put author notes first, but I do today because you all, my lovely sweethearts, deserve an explanation as to why i was away for so long...

Okay, so, my original update date was on the 25th of Jan, right after new I had a really bad chest infection for over two weeks and I couldn't attend college. Once I came back all my teachers were bitching about me not attending lessons even though I had a not from the hospital saying why I was away. I had a lot of catching up to do and in between all that my younger sister had an operation (she's okay now :3 ). Then my head teacher nearly kicked me out of college because of low attendance, it seemed like she couldn't understand that some people GET ILL A LOT! (like me, for example, I've been ill for over a week now) so, all that stress and lack of sleep got me pretty depressed and I got a writers block for three months... Sorry about that :(

Anyway, enjoy the chapter~! :*

Chapter 14 - I want you...

"I w'nt ya..."

Tino's entire face flushed red and he shivered lightly, getting goose bumps all over his small body. He pulled Berwald closer to him and whispered shyly, his voice trembling in both anticipation and worry. After all, it's been a while since he last done it and knowing Berwald's size didn't help in calming him down either. "I'm yours..." Said Tino, his voice shaking a little, the red hue on his face deepened. Berwald kissed him tenderly, trying to sooth Tino's worry. It helped the small Finn to calm down a bit. Feeling the small body underneath him relax, Berwald deepened the kiss, gently exploring his lover's warm mouth. The little Finn moaned softly into the kiss, lacing his fingers in Berwald's short, blond hair. Berwald continued the kiss, dominating it firmly while sliding his hands down Tino's warm and silk-soft skin, wanting to feel every inch of his boyfriend. Tino mewled quietly, melting under Berwald's touch. The Swede continued going lower and lower down Tino's waist till he got to his hips, rubbing little circles with his thumbs on the velvet skin beneath his hands. Tino was already getting a little breathless, his arousal growing.

Tino trembled beneath Berwald, stressing a little more. Berwald sensed it and stopped all his actions. "Are ya okay, Tino?" He looked down at Tino in worry, seeing as his lover was clearly uncomfortable with something. "I'm just a little stressed..." Tino looked away, not able to look directly at Berwald right now. He loved and trusted him, yes, but that didn't change anything. Tino was stressed beyond what he could handle. Berwald frowned, not knowing weather to be hurt or upset. "Did I do somethin' wr'ng?" Tino stopped breathing at this point. He didn't mean to make Berwald feel this way."No! I didn't mean it like that, sweety." He tried to reassure the man above him, kissing him tenderly and pulling him closer to his chest. "I love you... It's just that..." Tino stopped to think. Why was he feeling like this? He wasn't sure himself and he didn't know what to say right now. This was getting really awkward now. "J'st wh't?" Asked Berwald after a moment of silence. "I don't know... I want to do it, it's just that..." Tino's voice got quieter as he spoke. "I'm scared it'll hurt." Berwald looked at Tino mildly surprised. "Tino, ya know I won't h'rt ya." He frowned more, getting slightly hurt. Tino felt like slapping himself now, he didn't mean it in that way. "Don't ya tr'st me?" Tino's eyes got lightly clouded by tears. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that..." He covered his face with his hands, his breath getting a little shaky as he spoke. "It's just that... I didn't do it in years and..." Tino's voice was so quiet now, that Berwald could barely hear it. "And you're quite big." Berwald took a moment to decode what Tino just mumbled and once he did, he gently moved Tino's hands out of his cute, little, round face and kissed him lovingly. "'t's okay, d'rling. We d'n't h've to go all the way if ya d'n't w'nt to." He wiped the tiny tears from Tino's cheeks and hugged him tightly, feeling that Tino's arousal was long gone. "I'm sorry, Ber. I really do love you and I do want to do it. I'm just a little scared." Berwald smiled to him gently and kissed him again, a bit more passionately this time. "We'll take it sl'wly th'n." Tino felt relieved and nodded delicately, nuzzling the crook of Berwald's neck.

"J'st tell me if ya w'nt to stop." Berwald began to massage Tino's waist gently, while kissing and delicately nibbling Tino's neck. Tino purred quietly into Berwald's ear, sending small shivers through his lover's body. "I love th't sound..." Tino blushed and moaned when he felt the Swede suck hard on one of his sweet spots on his neck, just below his ear. Tino's hand started wondering around Berwald's lower back and hips, earning him a few soft moans. Berwald could feel that Tino relaxed and slowly got turned on again, so he continued kissing, biting and sucking his neck, marking Tino's neck all over. Yes, Tino belonged to Berwald and he had to mark what was his, leaving nearly black hickeys all over Tino's neck was the best way to do it, or so he thought. Tino let out a loud cry as Berwald sucked on a particularly sensitive spot. Berwald stopped for a moment, looked at Tino and smirked upon seeing how brightly the little Finn was blushing. His eyes were sparking and dark with lust, taking a deep purple colour. His usually pale skin was now red and Tino was gently biting the side of his red and kiss swollen, bottom lip. Berwald let out a low purr, seeing Tino like this made him want to pound into Tino senselessly, but of course, he knew he couldn't do that, or at least not now, especially that Tino was slightly anxious.

Tino broke Berwald's daze when he spoke. "Are you okay?" Berwald blinked a few times and looked at Tino slightly confused. "Ja, why?" Tino smiled and kissed Berwald gently. "You were looking at me for a very long time." Berwald was a bit too lost in thought to feel the time flow, but Tino was right, his sexy blush was slowly fading, he really must have gotten lost in thought. "Sorry, Tino. I w's just th'nkin'..." Tino quivered an eyebrow. "Thinking? What about?" Berwald blushed hard, looking anywhere but at Tino. "Stuff..." Tino wasn't sattified with that answer. "Ber~" Berwald sighed heavily. "I w's day dreamin'..." Tino got slightly annoyed, his voice getting a bit harder. "What about?" Berwald blushed harder. "Us... Makin' love..." Tino sighed and smiled, kissing Berwald's neck and whispered huskily. "Well, if you weren't day dreaming, we could be doing that right now." The little Finn chuckled and pressed his knee against Berwald's crotch, earning a low growl from the Swede. "Yer right..." Berwald straddled Tino's lap and held his hands above his head with one hand, while kissing and licking his way down Tino's smooth collar bones.

Tino mewled and started gently scratching Berwald's back, all he got in response was a low moan, one that made Tino moan in response. Berwald unbuttoned his shirt that Tino was wearing and softly moved it down his shoulders. He then continued caressing Tino's chest, his kisses traveled down Tino's soft skin, going lower and lower, till Berwald reached Tino's nipples. He gently kissed one of them and delicately pinched the other one, making Tino squirm beneath him. The Finn moaned his lover's name loudly and started taking Berwald's trousers off, however, Berwald was very impatient right now and decided to help Tino by getting up and kicking his trousers off, staying only in his boxers now. Tino shivered at the sight of Berwald being so aroused that his underwear could barely cover what was inside. Berwald blushed lightly once he realized what Tino was looking at. Instead of getting more embarressed, he decided to go back to his own task, gently sucking Tino's nipples till they were hard. Tino was constantly moaning the whole time and moving his hips in anticipation. "Yer beautif'l, Tino..." Berwald smiled and kissed Tino tenderly. "I love you." Tino kissed him back, licking Berwald's lips softly. The Swede gently sucked on in the smaller man's tongue, earning a small purr. Tino came back into the position, where his knee was right at his lover's crotch. He pressed it lightly against Berwald's arousal, making his lover moan in need. Tino smirked in satisfaction and did it again. Berwald groaned and gently bit Tino's neck. Tino moaned softly and did it once again, still smirking. "Tino~..." Tino's smirk wasn't fading. "Yes?" Berwald started kissing down the smooth skin below him, sucking from time to time to leave a small trail of love bites. Tino began squirming beneath him again, realizing just now that he was completely naked. Berwald was slowly getting closer and closer to Tino's erection.

He began kissing the smaller man's hips, making the Finn moan loudly. He gently sucked on his second hip, that made Tino's erection twitch and Berwald decided to tease it with a soft lick through the whole length. Tino cried out Berwald's name, arching his back at the sudden wave of pleasure. "Berwald~ please!" Berwald sucked on the tip of Tino's erection for a moment and looked up at his breathless lover. "Please wh't?" He asked with a small smirk. Tino murmured something in response, too quiet for Berwald to hear. "I c'n't hear ya, it m'st have n't been th't import'nt th'n..." He shrugged and started sucking Tino hard and fast, bobbing his head on his lover's erection, taking his whole length into his mouth. Tino head started spinning from the sudden rush of pleasure in his whole system, he moaned Berwald's name over and over, till Berwald stopped. "Would ya like to repeat wh't ya said earli'r?" Berwald looked up at him through his eyelashes, looking like a predator, devouring his pray. Tino shivered and said quietly. "I want you..." The Swede sucked him again, just for a good measure, he could see how frustrated it make Tino when he did that. "Ya w'nt wh't ex'ctly?" Tino growled, annoyed. "Please take me." Berwald smirked. "I c'n't hear ya..." Tino smirked a little to and moaned like a slut. "Berwald~! Please take me~!" He looked at Berwald, blushing hard, and spread his legs wide open for him. Berwald was more than satisfied with Tino's response. He reached for a small bottle of lube in his bed side table and poured some onto his fingers, warming it for a moment. "I love ya, Tino." He said as he kissed Tino's inner thigh. "I love you too, Berwald." Tino smiled lovingly to Berwald, which smiled back and leaned towards the little Finn to kiss him tenderly.

Once the soft kiss broke, Berwald came back down, in between Tino's legs. He started delicately kissing and licking Tino's inner thighs, sending soft waves of pleasure through his little body. When he moved into the second thigh, he began softly caressing Tino's entrance with his fingertip, making his lover mewl in pleasure and anticipation. Tino was painfully hard and all he could think about now, was either touching himself, or being touched by Berwald. Luckily for him, Berwald moved his attention to Tino's erection, licking it gently, kissing and sucking the tip, making Tino beg for more. He finally slipped his finger in, slowly, only till the first knuckle, making sure not to hurt the small man below him. Tino tensed a little for a few seconds, but relaxed fairly quickly, letting Berwald continue. Once Berwald felt Tino relax completely, he slowly move his finger further, till it was all inside. Tino wasn't uncomfortable, so he gently moved his hips, giving Berwald a hint to carry on. Berwald moved his finger gently, touching the soft warmth around his finger, checking if his fingers were long enough to touch the sweet spot that would make Tino scream in bliss. And he found it. Tino cried out Berwald's name, throwing his head back and still moaning moments after. Berwald hooked his finger on Tino's prostate, earning one more, this time louder, scream, making Tino's erection leak. "Ber~! If you'll continue that, I'll cum..." Tino whined while looking at the Swede. "Ya c'n't cum yet..." Berwald smirked as he said it and didn't touch Tino's prostate again, till it was time to add the second finger. He wanted to distract Tino for a moment, so he gently rubber his finger tip against it, making Tino moan loudly. Before Tino knew it, he was already being scissored softly, getting stretched quickly but not painfully. Tino was moaning softly, getting used to the sensation of being full again, it was a while since the last time after all. After a few moments, Tino relaxed enough for Berwald to add the third finger.

All the way through, Berwald was very gentle, which made Tino forget all his stupid fears from a couple of minutes ago. He was fully relaxed, so even though Berwald prepared him quite quickly, Tino wasn't hurt. Berwald moved his fingers inside Tino, gently, making sure his love was comfortable. Once Berwald was sure Tino was well stretched, he delicately took his fingers out and passed them on Tino's erection, softly moving his hand on the smaller man's erection. Berwlad got up and took his boxers off, then took the luble again and poured a fair amount onto his erection, coating it well in it. He moved closer to Tino and positioned himself at his lover's entrance.

Berwald leaned down and kissed Tino passionately, slowly pushing the tip of his own erection inside the small Finn. Tino moaned into the kiss and shivered, focusing on relaxing the lower part of his body. Berwald moaned lowly into the kiss. "Ya feel so good, Tino. So t'ght and w'rm." He murmured into Tino's ear, sending a pleasant shiver though his body, making him fully relaxed. "You make me feel really good too, love." Tino smiled and wrapped his legs around Berwald's lower back, softly pushing him further inside till he was all in. Berwald moaned in satisfaction and waited for a moment to let Tino adjust to his length. Tino gave a hint to Berwald that he was ready by moving his hips softly, that's when Berwald began to slowly rock inside of Tino, making both of them moan and shiver. They both knew well that they wouldn't last long, they were slowly reaching their limits for today. Berwald slightly changed the angle and began rubbing against Tino's prostate, making the smaller man squirm beneath him and scream in ecstasy. The Swede began moving faster and harder, hitting Tino's prostate harder, making the Finn feel the first inklings of his orgasm coming close. Berwald wasn't far behind Tino, feeling the same. Tino began slowly tightening around Berwald as he improved in the speed and strength. A few more thrusts and Tino was nearly there, crying Berwlad's name over and over, his muscles tightening more and more. Berwlad felt exactly the same, though he wasn't as vocal as the Finn beneath him. Berwald reached between them and started moving his hand fast on Tino's leaking erection. That was enough to bring the smaller man over the edge. "BERWALD~!" Tino screamed and came into Berwald's hand and onto his own chest, tightening around his lover really hard. The sudden tightness was what got Berwald done. He gave a low moan and came into Tino, collapsing onto the smaller man's chest after a few last thrusts.

Afer a few seconds he rolled off of him, at the same time slipping out of the Finn, and he hugged Tino tightly against his own chest, not caring about the mess. "I love ya, Tino. So much..." They were still panting loudly, their hearts pounding. "I love you too, Ber..." Tino answered with a soft kiss to Berwald's neck. The Swede shivered and pulled the covers over them. "I'm so tired, Ber. This was amazing." Tino smiled brightly and kissed his lover tenderly. "It w's." Berwald chuckled softly and kissed Tino's hair gently. "Sleep, love. I'll clean up in the m'rnin'." Tino nodded and searched blindly for the switch on the lap to turn it off, once he did, he cuddled against Berwald's chest and started drifting away. "Goodnight, Ber~" He said with a gentle kiss to Berwald's chest. "G'night, Tino." Answered Berwald, kissing Tino's forehead and falling asleep moments later.

Author Notes~

Okay, I know that this wasn't perfect and that I surely made a million grammar and spelling mistakes, but it's the best I can do after a tiring day of college and personal problems and illnesses... Please review, it was my first ever sex scene so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me what you've thought of it... Even though I don't deserve the reviews because I was away for so long...

Anyway, I hope you all liked it (more or less) and sorry once again. :(

I don't own Hetalia, but I do own this story... :3

I hope I'll see you all soon~! (yes, sooner than three months this time...)

~Alexandrite-Raven