AN: Hello guys! Happy to announce that chapter 14 is up ^^
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'Thinking'
"Talking"
Chapter 14
Confession
Shizuru stayed still under the steams of fountain. Refreshing water drops freely fall down her porcelain face.
She sat unmoving for a good five minutes trying to process what had happened. Her eyes were wide opened as shock married her face.
She can clearly hear her still fast beating heart against her ribcage still racing wild. Her head was clouded as she didn't fully acknowledged what just happened. A mixed feelings filled her insides.
'W-what... was that?' Her thoughts was in total mess. 'Was that what I'm thinking it is? But it couldn't be? It's impossible? Is it?'
Shizuru lifted her shaky hand to her still tingling lips. A taste of Natsuki's soft lips still was there. She moved a hand out from her lips and looked at it. She still could feel that throbbing bulge under her palm. An image of Natsuki's lust filled eyes and flushed face fresh in her mind. The bluenette was in the same dazed state as Shizuru was, but as soon as her mind cleared, Natsuki's expression changed into complete horror and embarrassment before she jumped onto her feets and ran away.
A poking feeling under Shizuru's palm was so familiar. But it couldn't be. Natsuki...
"Oh my God! Natsuki..." Shizuru gasped out as realization finally hit her. Her heart clenched in guilt and pain. She must find her! She lifted herself from the ground and run after bluenette.
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Natsuki stood in front of a mirror inside her bathroom. Her shoulders low and head buried in her palms.
'Oh my God! She knows! She knows about it now...thought I wanted her to know… but not in that way!' Natsuki nervously shook her hair and moved a few fallen strands backwards in one swift motion trying to control her breath and raging heart.
'What am I gonna do now!… That look in her eyes… I chickened. I couldn't stand that look. I felt scared, like if I was back in my sixteen. That day with Kaoru...she had the same look when I told her...There is no way she will accept me..'
"I'm pathetic..." Natsuki sighed in self pity, dropping her head even lower. Deep in her thoughts she hadn't heard that the door to her bathroom resort was opened. She forgot to lock it.
"N-Natsuki..."
The name slipped almost as a whisper. Hearing familiar voice Natsuki stiffened not ready to met it's owner owner.
'Oh my God! She's here!' Natsuki screamed from inside.
"Natsuki.." Shizuru called her again pleading to face her "can we talk? ..Please" Shizuru didn't know what to do, seeing Natsuki in so much pain shattered her heart into pieces. She was confused as well but far from disgust. She wanted to calm Natsuki, so, moved by her own feeling Shizuru move closer to Natsuki hearing no response from the girl.
Natsuki's entire body stiffened when she felt a warm, small hand on her shoulder. She was really nervous to face Shizuru. She was scared of rejection. She was trembled.
"Natsuki.. Please..look at me."
Natsuki greeted her teeth 'Crap. This is harder than I thought, but I guess there's no point to hide anymore' so she took a deep breath and slowly turned around to face the girl she cared the most.
Their eyes met. Natsuki saw so many emotions playing in her gorgeous ruby eyes. She saw, confusion, guilt, adoration and something more deep but sure not what she had expected to see. This brought her hope and Natsuki relaxed a little. Moved by emotions she brought her hand up and gently cupped Shizuru's cheek.
"Shizuru, I..I-I" Shizuru covered Natsuki's hand with her own encouraging her to continue "Shizuru...I know I'm a way not perfect.. And I-I, I'm not fully a woman nor a man, but...I.."
Natsuki was cut off in her struggled speech with Shizuru softly pressed finger to her lips effortlessly silencing her.
"I don't need a perfect Natsuki, because you already are perfect to me..." Shizuru whispered leaning closer to Natsuki who blushed to Shizuru's sudden words. Natsuki's brain already was in haze. She felt the heat on her cheeks. Shizuru, slowly, moved her finger from Natsuki's lips to caress her strong and sharp jaw pulling the girl closer. Natsuki's hooded gaze moved from those burning rubies to plump, slightly parted lips. She felt Shizuru's burning breath on her lips as Shizuru spoke again. "...you brought me back to life...Na-tsu-ki… and I don't care who you are because I.. I like you.." whispered Shizuru before Natsuki close the gap between them.
The kiss was light and innocent at first. It was full of love. But soon it become more needy and heated. They both moaned into kiss. Natsuki slide her hands under Shizuru's shirt and brought her closer leaving no space between their bodies while Shizuru circled her hands around Natsuki's head.
Natsuki licked Shizuru's lower lip asking for permission. Shizuru instantly opened her mouth and moaned in delight when felt Natsuki's warm, eager muscle slipped inside and started massage her own.
Shizuru's felt light headed. Her legs start to tremble. Her stomach filled with familiar tingling each time she felt Natsuki's soft lips or saw her staring at her with those deep emeralds.
She knew she started to fall into Natsuki deeper and deeper each day. Especially, when she saw her with that Nao.
It become hotter and hotter with each passing second of their make out session and it become hard to breathe, so they broke the kiss for much needed air much to Shizuru's disappointment. But then she lost her breath when suddenly she felt Natsuki's eager lips on her neck nibbling at her pulse point.
Shizuru gasped and drop her head backwards giving Natsuki better access moaning at delight. She felt Natsuki's growl. Her body responded to Shizuru. Taking brunette by her tight ass she pushed Shizuru onto her, now hard, erection.
Feeling Natsuki's excitement and want for her body sent shiver go down her spine. Not able to hold anymore, Shizuru bite Natsuki's ear before whispering with need and lust filled voice.
"Show me how it is to be with you, Natsuki"
This passionate request made Natsuki mad with want. She felt herself hardened even more as her erection started to throb painfully inside her pants. She don't need to be told twice. With one swift motion, she lifted Shizuru by her ass making brunette to gasp at her strength and eagerness. Shizuru instantly wrapped her legs around Natsuki's waist as her newly formed lover marched into her room. Their eyes never left each other.
Natsuki laid Shizuru gently onto her bed and slowly crawled on top showering her entire neck and face with light kisses. Natsuki slowly and teasingly trailed her palm down Shizuru's exposed neck before cupping her breast and giving it a firm grope making Shizuru moan.
"Ah, N-Natsuki.."
"S-Shizuru.." Natsuki breathe huskily looking with clouded in lust into deep burgundy. She felt so hot and bothered because of Shizuru. She wanted to take her right here and then. She wanted to take Shizuru hard and make her scream her name. But she don't want to scare her or jeopardize their first time together. She want Shizuru to enjoy their moment, but first she want to be sure, so she asked her giving a chance to back up.
"A-Are you sure you want this"
Shizuru took Natsuki's face into her hands pulling her close "Yes, Natsuki, I'm sure"
Shizuru kissed Natsuki deep pulling her shirt off.
"Wow" Shizuru gasped seeing Natsuki's toned front. Her hand moved to Natsuki's strong six pack.
"Like what you see" smirked Natsuki giving Shizuru better look by lifting herself a little.
"Very" huskied Shizuru licking her lips in hunger. She slowly trailed her hand lower and closer to Natsuki's crotch, making bluenette to close her eyes and growl in want. She then hooked her slender fingers under the hem of Natsuki's jeans and roughly pulled her down smashing their bodies and lips against each other.
Natsuki happily submitted to Shizuru's needs and kissed her back passionately. Natsuki painfully slow freed Shizuru from her grey cotton shirt in which she changed her earlier last night, leaving her only in her matching black underwear. Natsuki stared down at her goddess lying beneath her speechless for a whole few minutes, enchanted by her beauty.
Shizuru blushed under such intense look nervously looking into those sparkling with deep adoration emeralds
"God, Shizuru.. You are so beautiful! I-I, I w-want you so bad" growled Natsuki hungrily eyeing Shizuru's tempting forms.
"Then what are you waiting for" giggled happily Shizuru to a smiling Natsuki who leaned down to claim those soft lips eliciting a muffled moan from the girl. Shizuru spread her legs wider giving a space for Natsuki who took an invitation and rest her body onto Shizuru. This made Shizuru moan in delight as she felt Natsuki's erection press firmly against her crotch. To encourage the bluenette and to get more frictions, Shizuru slowly traced her leg up Natsuki's tight and then, reaching bluenette's firm ass, she pushed the girl onto her harder, nibbling at Natsuki's lower lip who pulled her head backwards.
Natsuki's released a deep, pleasurable groan as a waves of pleasure rolled over her body. Natsuki opened her heavy eyelids to take in a woman that she was madly in love with. Those ever red eyes heavy with lust but there was something else, something much deeper.
Not breaking their eye contact Shizuru lifted her head, slowly inching herself toward Natsuki's flushed face. Natsuki never moved. She saw Shizuru's tongue slowly came out of her parted lips moving agonizingly slow to her. Natsuki's lips tingled with sensation when Shizuru traced her wet muscle across Natsuki's upper lip. Natsuki caught her tongue and suck gently on it before pulling it inside her mouth. Shizuru sucked in a sharp breath and followed Natsuki's lead. Natsuki played with Shizuru's tongue inside her mouth while Shizuru began to explore her taught stomach. Ribbons of fire pulsed from her fingertips as she traced along bluenette's muscles. Natsuki own hand found it's way to Shizuru's breast. A singer gasped when Natsuki found a sensitive spot right under her right breast and she accidently bucking her hips against Natsuki's. A low moan reverberated through the room, most likely from Natsuki, but they wasn't sure..
They separated for a moment to catch their breath. A heat radiate from both of them. Both burned in desire to feel each other.
Shizuru's hands unclasped Natsuki's bra and send it fly somewhere into the dark corner of the room.
Not wanting to waste a time Natsuki leaned over and unclasping Shizuru's bra and sending it the same direction. She traced her tongue down newly revealed skin speeding up Shizuru's pulse. She heard girls labored breath that became quicker with each passing second as Natsuki moved closer and closer before finally she took Shizuru's erected nipple into her mouth while tugging on the other one.
"Ahhhh..N-Nat-suki.." Shizuru pushed her chest onto Natsuki's mouth more. One of her hands found its way into girls silk, midnight locks pushing the girl closer for more frictions while she slide her other hand down Natsuki's lower back. Feeling Natsuki's naked torso made her world right round. Good that she already layed on the bed, else she for sure would fall onto the floor.
Hearing those soft noises made Natsuki very bothered and mad with desire she couldn't hold it any longer she wanted to taste her all.
Natsuki shifted in between Shizuru's legs and started to slide down her body showering singers lean stomach with light kisses. When Natsuki reached the hem of Shizuru's panties she looked into her rubies asking for permission. Her eyes held slight nervousness and anticipation at the same time. She gave a slightly nod and Natsuki slide her black, silk and already soaked wet panties down her legs.
Natsuki then lowered herself on her elbows and kissed each tight here and there slowly inching herself to her prize.
"Shizuru.." Natsuki breathed in Shizuru's scent and shivered. Her tongue darted out and she gave Shizuru a first long lick savoring a sweet taste.
"Nnnnhh...aahhh.." Shizuru cried out arching her back as a jolts of pleasure rolled over her.
Liking a taste Natsuki instantly dove in for more. Shizuru shot her hands down to find something to hold onto something as Natsuki's eager tongue explored her inner folds. Sensing her lover crave for contact Natsuki took Shizuru's hand interviewing their fingers.
"Ahhh! N-Natsuki!" Shizuru's panted out trying to catch her breath as Natsuki's skilfull tongue made her insane "N-Nat...suki… aaahhh! Yes! AHHH!" Her free hand shot into Natsuki's hairs pushing her face onto her more and Natsuki was happy to obligate.
Seeing Shizuru like this made her heart beat race over the edge. Her own desire to possess the singer was so great that she felt that she could burst herself in any second. She was so hard it was almost painful. Still holding onto Shizuru's hand she reached her own erection and started to pump it to ease herself a little humming at the sweet taste of her lover's juices flowing down her throat.
Shizuru shut her eyes tightly feeling her soon approaching peak. Sensing Shizuru's tension Natsuki spread up her peace working her clit. It took few more licks for Shizuru to burst in pleasure as she squeezed on Natsuki's hands and screaming came into Natsuki's mouth.
Her chest rose with heaviness up and down as her brain tried to process all what happened in a past hour. She felt bed shooks and saw Natsuki stood to take off her remaining pants and boxers leaving her in the same state of nudity as Shizuru. Shizuru hungrily eyed her sculpted and strong forms. Her mouth watered at the sign of Natsuki's proudly stood ten inch thick shaft.
"I guess that I passed your expectations" smirked Natsuki crawling up Shizuru's body
"Definitely" breathed out still hot Shizuru.
Natsuki lay down onto Shizuru's body grinding her cock teasingly against Shizuru's wet pussy.
"Are y-you r-ready?" asked Natsuki between kisses.
"Yeeees.." moaned Shizuru against Natsuki's lips while looking into those deep, now forest green, eyes filled with want.
Natsuki stole one last kiss and slowly pushed her shaft inside.
"Shhizuruuu..." growled Natsuki in pleasure. "You are s-so t-tight.."
"Ahhh.." moaned Shizuru when Natsuki bite onto her neck giving her time to accommodate to her size waiting patiently for a command. This gentleness and fondles and such care with what Natsuki treated her during all their time since their first met melted Shizuru's heart. Each Natsuki's touch was so gentle and filled with love. Shizuru knew, she won't be able to leave a day without her knight anymore without those piercing eyes, without that smile and those touches that made each part of her alive. She was deeply in love with Natsuki and she will give her all. Finally, realizing her feeling, her eyes filled with tears.
"S-Shizuru?" Natsuki reached her face, gently wiping tears with her thumb. "Why are you crying. Did I do something?" asked Natsuki lost. Her eyes filled with hurtful and sorrow.
"No, it's not you" calmed her Shizuru lovingly caressing her right cheek. "I-I.. I'm just happy" said Shizuru smiling warmingly to the girl above her.
"Me too" Natsuki smiled back and gave Shizuru a quick peck on the lips. Shizuru flashed and nervously looked from side to side. She felt the need to say it but she was so nervous.
"N-Natsuki I-"
"Hmm?" hummed bluenette busy with trailing light kisses down Shizuru's jaw and long neck to ease the girl with anything she was about to say encouraging her in her own way.
"Natsuki.." moaned Shizuru "I..Natsuki, I-I l-love..you"
Natsuki stopped all her ministrations. She stare speechless into now embarrassed young singer beneath her. This confession took her by surprise. Her heart stopped hearing those, oh, so wanted, three words. It seems Natsuki was out of this planet far too long as Shizuru became really nervous seeing Natsuki still in stupor. She thought Natsuki was going to reject her as the girl hadn't reacted and when she was about to take said words back, she felt Natsuki's lips firmly pressed against hers in a deep and passionate kiss.
"I love you too, Shizuru! I fell in love with you from the first look that day" Natsuki confessed finally releasing Shizuru's lips "And I'll never let you go" said Natsuki with a stern look before seal their lips again.
Shizuru circled Natsuki's neck smashing their bodies together leaving no space between while Natsuki trailed her hand down Shizuru's hip and brought her leg over her butt for better access before starting to move.
Feeling Natsuki moving inside made her complete. Theirs moans become louder and louder as their bodies bodies moved in sync faster and faster. Natsuki moved in and out of Shizuru in a steady pace driving her lover mad for more as she started to squirm beneath and buckle her hips faster to met Natsuki's.
"Ahhh. hah..hah..f-faster, N-Nat-su-ki"
"Zu-ru" moaned Natsuki feeling Shizuru tightened her walls around her throbbing cock. Not waiting a minute she slammed her cock deeper. Taking a short and quick strokes she started to move faster and faster. Feeling her peak she took Shizuru's hard bud and start to suck on it while massaging her other bud with one hand and pinching Shizuru's clit with her other in hopes to bring her to sweet release faster.
Feeling Natsuki all over her body brought Shizuru in madness. She felt herself become wetter with each passing second as a sloping sounds of the flesh banging against each other become louder and louder. Her heart did over fifty beats per mile. She felt a familiar feeling started to form down her stomach. And then, Natsuki's strong strokes brought her over the age as she shut her eyes tight pressing screaming to the night her name all over again while digging her nails into Natsuki's back.
To Be Continue..