The Dark-Light
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.
By Anime-Goddess-Sakura
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Chapter 14 No masks
Natsuko was livid as she finally made it to her chambers. She couldn't believe the nerve that the Dark-Light had. It seemed that she had already sunk her claws into her Sesshoumaru. And what enraged her even more was how Sesshoumaru had held her. The Demon Lord was never one to show emotion, not even in the rows of passion. She should know. Even when he had bedded her, he had stayed detached and had barely touched her and now here he was holding that little bitch. She growled as her hand lashed out and connected with the wall, leaving four claw-like stripes on the surface.
Her eyes bled red. She took a deep breath to calm her senses. She was getting old and it was time to take a mate and she hoped that Sesshoumaru would be that youkai. However the way she saw things now, she would never have Sesshoumaru. Not after the way he treated her and allowed that bitch to almost purify her. She tentatively put her hand on her burned neck. It still stung. It would take some time to heal. However she knew that the blow to her pride would never be healed.
Snarling she walked to the window and threw it open, letting the night air enter. She had to get her revenge, no one embarrassed her, no one, especially not a bitch like that Dark-Light. Unconsciously her claws dug in the wooden railing as she tried to control her temper.
Yet all of the sudden a dark chuckle alerted her of a new presence. She quickly turned around to see a pair of crimson eyes looking at her. She instantly went into defensive.
"Lady Natsuko." The voice said sensually.
"Who are you, show yourself." She snarled, her temper reaching its breaking point.
She had just about enough for today. However the lady gasped, taking a step back as the figure stepped out of the shadows. Her eyes grew wide as fear took over her.
"Naraku." She whispered; he brushed her fear aside as he slowly walked towards her.
"It's hurts to know that he doesn't want you, doesn't it? It stings that he's chosen her over you. It's was painful to see him holding her, the way you wanted him to hold you, doesn't it?" he asked walking slowly towards her; it distinctly gave her the impression of him stalking her.
"How did you know?" she gasped as he appeared in front of her all of the sudden, trapping her between him and the window.
She instinctively closed her eyes as he raised his hand towards her face. However her eyes snapped open as she felt the gentle caress on her cheek.
"Tell me, do you want revenge?" he asked softly caressing her cheek.
"Yes." She muttered lowly; he smirked at her response.
"I can help you with that." He said calmly, watching her expression intently.
"How?" she asked curiously.
He smirked, showing off his fangs. She was walking right into his trap. Females could be such foolish creatures when it concerned matters of the heart. Well, he wasn't about to complain, she would make things much easier for him.
Warm hands traveled on her skin, seeming to brand her. Warm lips nipped at her flesh, making her shiver, evoking feelings in her that were foreign to her. Rich chuckle reached her ears as strong and powerful arms wrapped around her. She could feel his hot breath on her neck, making her pulse jump.
"So responsive." He whispered huskily in her ear.
She wanted to smack herself as a moan left her lips. She felt at the moment like her whole body was on fire. She was afraid of whatever he was invoking in her for she wasn't in control. A fierce and angry growl left her lips as she tried to regain control of her body.
"My little Hikari, you shouldn't resist me." He whispered in her ear, she could hear the amusement in his voice and it only strengthened her resolve to fight him.
"Resistance is futile; you cannot win against me, little one. You're mine and soon that beautiful purity that surrounds you will be tainted by me."
"NO!" Mitsuko yelled sitting up in bed.
She let out a relieved sigh as she noticed that it had been all a dream and that she was safely in her bed. She was relieved to see that Sango was still asleep. She put her hand on her chest and was surprised at how rapidly her heart was beating. Cold Sweat ran along her forehead and the rest of her body. Using the back of her hand she wiped the sweat off.
She shivered, goosebumps breaking out all over her skin. She couldn't believe how real the dream felt. What bothered her was, what she had felt in the dreams. Those feelings were just so raw and for once in her life she hadn't been in control of herself. The feelings had not only been raw and strong, but they had also been unknown to her. Although she hated to admit it, it scared her.
Shaking the thoughts of her head, she looked at the window. The sun was already coming up. Slipping out of bed, she stretched languidly like a cat, without making a noise she stepped towards the window. Closing her eyes she took a deep breath of the morning air. It seemed to calm her, especially after the dream she had. She sighed contently as the wind played with her hair. These were the little things she enjoyed. A small smile appeared on her lips. Opening her eyes she gazed at the welcoming sky.
Today seemed like a beautiful day, hopefully it would be one too. Scrunching her nose, she decided that a bath was in order. She was all sweaty and she felt dirty. And she hated feeling dirty. Knowing that she wouldn't be able to go to sleep anymore, she decided to go take a bath. Taking one last look out of the window, she gathered some clothes Kagome had borrowed her and headed out of the door.
Kagome had never felt safer in her life. Letting out a satisfied sigh, she snuggled closer to the warmth next to her. She wiggled her nose as something soft brushed against her nose, tickling her. She swatted it away with her hand. Whatever it was seemed stubborn as she once again felt it tickle her nose. Growling in frustration, she tried to swat it away again. Only to hear a soft rumbling sound, that seemed to be coming from her pillow.
She ignored it and buried her face deeper in her pillow as the rays of the rising sun were annoying her. Birds chirped happily outside, making her want to throw a rock at them. Normally she was an animal lover and she would do anything to protect the furry and feathery friends, but when it came to her sleep, well let's just say that her sleep was more precious to her.
"Stupid birds…should just use Tetseiga on them." She mumbled.
Her pillow seemed to rumble again. And being half-asleep she did the only thing she could do that at the moment.
"Stupid pillow, stop shaking!" she yelled angrily, while throwing a few punches at it.
Her eyes snapped open though as her hands were grabbed. Raising her face, she was met with Sesshoumaru looking amusedly at her. She blinked a few times; her still asleep brain didn't quite understand what Sesshoumaru was doing in bed with her? Well, she sure wasn't about to protest. She could think of many others, that she definitely wouldn't want to share a bed with, one of them being Jaken. She shivered disgustedly as she imagined waking up next to the green toad.
'Scary.'
She shook her head, trying to banish those thoughts. Staring at Sesshoumaru she decided to enjoy this moment. She just settled on gazing at him. She didn't even realize that she was practically straddling him. A goofy smile appeared on her lips as she gently traced the markings on his cheeks. Who would have ever thought that those marking could be such a turn on?
The markings made him look sexy as hell. She grinned, her fangs gleaming in the sunlight. She couldn't help, but wonder if he had any other markings under those clothes. Okay, she had seen him completely naked before, but she didn't really have the time to study all of his 'attributes'. She almost smacked herself. Okay, she was definitely turning into a female version of Miroku.
No wonder, her mother warned her of the company she kept, telling her that her friends would influenced her way of thinking. She brushed the thoughts of Miroku aside as she gazed at the Demon Lord under her, who seemed content with her exploring.
Sesshoumaru on the other hand was comfortable with letting her do whatever she wanted at the moment. Truthfully he had expected her to scream when she had woken up and found him in bed with her. Instead he was mildly surprised to see her just look at him lazily. It seemed that she had no problem with sharing his bed and by the way she was reacting she seemed almost happy and did he dare say aroused. It was very faint, but he could detect the alluring and spicy scent of her arousal. However he quickly brushed naughty thoughts that began invading his mind aside as he settled his eyes on her.
She wore an almost child-like fascination as she continued her exploring. Her fingers strayed from the markings on his cheeks to his pointy ears. She gently teased his sensitive ears, her fingers tracing the outline. His skin tingled from where her fingertips touched. His eyes unconsciously closed as he let out a purr of satisfaction, causing her to giggle. He let all the tension in his body melt away as he relaxed completely under her touch. He almost let out a frustrated sigh as her hands left his ears. However the next moment he felt her fingers on his closed eyes.
"I always thought you used eye shadow, but I see it's all natural." She whispered, tracing the red lines on his closed eyelids that indeed reminded her of eye shadow.
Pursing her lips, she leaned closer towards him and traced his lips. The feather-like touch made the Demon Lord snap his eyes open to gaze at her. She ran one of her thumbs over his lower-lip enjoying the fullness of it. She giggled as his tongue darted out and licked her thumb. Raising blue eyes, she watched as he stared lazily at her.
"You stop that right now." She said faking to be angry as she pointed her index finger at him accusingly.
She let out a shocked cry quickly sitting up as his tongue once again darted out to lick her finger, only this time he didn't stop there, instead he managed to get her finger in his mouth and proceeded on sucking lightly at it. Her breath seemed to catch in her throat. Words seemed to freeze in her throat as breathing seemed to become increasingly difficult.
His eyes never left hers as he gently sucked on her fingers. She gasped as he expertly twirled his tongue around her small digit, while his fangs gently graced her skin. His eyes that were an intense golden color looked like molten gold at the moment as the sunlight illuminated him. He sure made a picture of ethereal beauty. The markings on his face seemed to stand out even more against his skin that had an ethereal glow to it or maybe it was just her imagination. His silver hair glistened in the morning sun.
One word came to her mind as she sat there observing him, SINFUL. Oh yes, the demon Lord was TEMPTATION spelled with capital letters. He knew exactly what he was doing and he didn't seem to have any qualms about doing what it needed to get what he wanted. Kagome finally understood that it was a whole new ballgame. She was treading on unknown grounds. And that Sesshoumaru had the upper-hand here.
The Demon Lord was considered by many to be an ice prince, but she knew better. As she looked in his eyes, she could see the fire burning there. Yes, Sesshoumaru was a very passionate being from what she could tell. It was just hidden there under the surface. Passion that could burn when released completely. He had to have quite an iron control to keep all of those emotions at bay.
She had a feeling that the reason why Sesshoumaru held his emotions under control was for the whole rawness of his emotions. He was afraid to get hurt or to hurt her or anyone else in the matter. Her heart ached for him. He was quite different with her, showing her much more than he would show the others, still she knew that there was so much more of him for her to know. And she wanted to know all there was to know about him. She wanted to know what made him happy, what made him sad, angry etc.
Her eyes almost saddened at this. She didn't want him to hold back. No, she wanted him to be free with her, to show her the real him. No masks, no secrets between them. She gently laid her other hand on his chest, just where she could feel his heart beating. He released her finger and looked questioningly at her. Her eyes were glistening with unshed tears.
He was just about to ask her, what was wrong, but she could him off by putting her finger on his lips and silencing him.
"No masks, no secrets between us, no restraints. I want to learn everything there is to learn about you. I want to know what makes you happy, what makes you sad. I want to know the real Sesshoumaru." She whispered her blue eyes locked with Sesshoumaru's.
Sesshoumaru was taken back by her statement and he was unable to say anything. Fortunately he didn't have to say anything as she slowly leaned forward and captured his lips in a sweet innocent kiss. Unlike the other kisses that they shared this one was soft and slow. It was almost as if she wanted to convey what she was feeling at the moment in that one kiss.
Sesshoumaru at first was taken back by her by her boldness, but quickly recovered and returned the kiss. His wrapped his arms around his waist, bringing her closer to his body, so that her chest was pressed against his. He could feel her heart hammering in her chest.
She gently nibbled on his lips, before soothing it with her tongue. Softly she coaxed him in parting his lips so that she could slide her tongue into his mouth. Her tongue gently traced his fangs, before wrapping around his and beginning a small battle. She just couldn't get enough of him. His taste was completely unique and so manly and spicy. It was addicting to say the least. Reluctantly she broke the kiss. She almost smiled as Sesshoumaru let out what sounded suspiciously like a whine.
"No masks, no secrets." She muttered once again, this time lying on her head on his chest.
"I promise." Sesshoumaru whispered, gently tracing a hand through her dark locks.
He smiled as she let out a contented sigh. He had to admit that what she had said had surprised him. There was still so much of him that she didn't know, so much of him that he kept hidden. He was astonished that she had seen right through him like that. For her to ask him to be himself with her, had almost made him cry out in joy. She was willing to accept every thing about him. She wanted the bad and the good; she wanted him as a whole, no secrets, no masks, and no lies.
She was truly unique and he couldn't help but consider her a possible mate, in fact the more he thought about it, the more it strengthened this idea. She was kind, loving, loyal, strong, forgiving, beautiful and pure, everything that he could want in a mate. Yes, she would make the perfect mate.
She treated every creature with the same manner, it didn't matter if it was a human, youkai, hanyou, to her all of them were the same and that was something that he respected her for. She was the Dark-Light, she was above all of them and still she treated everyone at her equal.
He could never forget the kitsune pup that she treated and considered her own. Others would have not hesitated to just ignore the little orphan, while she on the other hand took him in and became his surrogate mother. He knew very well that she would protect him with her life if necessary.
This made him think about his little ward Rin. He had been thinking for a long time to adopt the child officially by youkai law. The child had been the first ray of light and hope in his life. She not only softened him, but she had also taught him the love of father and daughter. Yes, Rin was indeed his daughter, no matter what others thought. He could also see the way that Rin was slowly getting attached to Kagome. It was clear that the child loved Kagome and Kagome loved the child back. It was clear that she would make a good mother to Rin.
He couldn't help, but smile. He was brought out of his musings as Kagome sat up abruptly.
"I really need a bath, I must really stink." She muttered, easily climbing off him and jumping of the bed.
Sesshoumaru propped himself on his elbows so that he could look at what she was doing. He watched as she picked her black backpack. He still didn't understand how such a small thing could carry so many things.
"You don't smell bad, you smell like me." He said smirking.
She quickly looked up to stare at him. He chuckled as he watched the red invade her cheeks. She shook her head as she tried to regain her composure. Putting on hand on her hips, she tried to glare at him, but failed miserably as her lips threatened to break in a smile.
"Sorry Fluffy even though I admit that I do love you scent…I seriously want a bath right now." She said grinning from ear to ear.
She walked towards the bed where he was still laying. Bending down, she gave him a chaste kiss on the lips, which he hungrily returned, only to growl as she pulled away too soon in his opinion.
"See you later." She said smiling brightly as she skipped out of the door.
He blinked a few times. Rolling his eyes, he fell backwards on the bed. She could be very strange sometimes with her mood swings. That was something that he would have to get used to.
Sweat glistened against their bodies as metal met metal. Sesshoumaru and Ciro were in the dojo, sparring. Both of them had taken off their shirts, leaving them bare-chested, seeing how hot it was. Sesshoumaru's hair was held in a ponytail at the base of his neck, while Ciro held his in a high ponytail on top of his head. Both youkai charged at one another, their swords connecting with one another. Sparks flew as the blades slid against one another.
"So cousin, care to tell me how you came upon the Dark-Light?" Ciro asked trying to push Sesshoumaru back, but the Demon Lord of the West was proving to be quite a challenge.
"Your curiosity will be the end of you." Sesshoumaru answered pushing him back.
Ciro skidded to a halt as he balanced his weight. Sesshoumaru had always proven himself to be a worthy opponent. He smirked as he straightened up, his eyes showing amusement.
"Hmmmm…I must say she's quite beautiful and still unmarked. I wonder if she would let me court her." Ciro said smirking.
However the next instant he had to duck, to avoid getting his head chopped off by Sesshoumaru's sword. The Demon Lord of the West growled threateningly at him, but the younger Lord brushed it off. Oh, he really was enjoying this.
"Don't tell me that the great Lord of the Western Land is finally interested in a female? Now pray tell did you bed her already?" He asked as his sword clashed against Sesshoumaru's.
"I'm not like you dear cousin, I won't bed a female just for the pleasure." Sesshoumaru growled as his feet shot out and hit Ciro in the side, knocking the air out of him.
The youkai quickly recovered and stood up, while glaring at his cousin. That had hurt.
"Well, then why did you bed Natsuko? If I'm not mistaken you don't feel anything for her."
Sesshoumaru growled at this. Only the name of the lady made his blood boil. He still didn't forgive the butterfly youkai for saying all those things to Kagome.
"I was young and foolish back then. Now that I'm older and wiser I would never share my bed with that wench!" he spat out.
"Ah. Yet I've been wondering, the Dark-Light does carry your scent on her, but she's still unmarked. So basically she's free game." Ciro said jumping up and bringing his sword down on Sesshoumaru, who blocked it with his own.
Metallic sounds were heard as the two swords slid against one another, sparks flying. Neither youkai backed down.
"What are you getting at Ciro?" Sesshoumaru asked as the fire inu youkai jumped back.
"That I think I will court that little female or at least bed her." Ciro said casually.
The next moment, he found himself pinned to the wall, dangling from his throat, with Sesshoumaru snarling at him. His eyes were bleeding red as he glared icily at his cousin.
"You will not lay a hand on my Kagome. She's off-limit." Sesshoumaru bit out.
If it had been any one else, he would have backed down, but Ciro being Ciro was stubborn. He quickly kicked Sesshoumaru in the stomach, making him release him. He growled loudly at Sesshoumaru as he too bared his fangs at the Demon Lord of the West.
"I will tell you once again. She's unmarked dear cousin and therefore free game, if you wanted to keep her to yourself, you should have marked her already. She's beautiful, powerful, every thing that any Lord would want. " he said growling, his eyes grew even brighter and resembled flames as he looked straight at Sesshoumaru.
"You will not touch her, Ciro!" Sesshoumaru barked out, causing the other youkai to growl back.
Both of them had discarded their swords and were circling each other with their claws extended and ready. A chuckle alerted them of another presence. Leaning against the door, stood Arashi. Dark blue eyes full of amusement looked at them as the elemental youkai smirked.
"Who would have thought that I would ever see the day that the Great Lord of the West would fight with his cousin for a female? I find this highly amusing." Arashi said running a hand through his bangs.
"What do you want Arashi?" Sesshoumaru asked coldly straightening up as he once again regained his control.
"Sora wants to see us in his study." The Lord said straightening up and looking calmly at the two other Lords.
"What does the old bird want?" Ciro asked scowling.
"I don't know firefly. However I'm sure it has something to do with our two 'Lights'. Speaking of lights is it my imagination or is Kouga quite interested in the Dark-Light? The wolf did resemble a love-sick pup as he talked her earlier. If I'm not mistaken they're somewhere in the garden at the moment. All alone, I might add." Arashi said enjoying it very much as he watched Sesshoumaru's eyes narrow.
"Maybe you should be careful Sesshoumaru. It seems that not only do you have Ciro to look out for, but also Kouga. Even I must admit that the Dark-Light looks quite delicious." He accentuated this by running his tongue along his lower-lip.
"Keep out of my business Rain-Child." Sesshoumaru growled, walking pass Arashi, making sure to brush his shoulder rather roughly.
Arashi turned around and watched the Demon Lord walk away. He could practically see the anger and jealousy emanating from him. He smirked.
"What are you planning, Arashi?" Ciro, who had been standing there asked.
"I'm not planning anything. I just find it humorous to see Sesshoumaru in such a state." The blue haired youkai said simply, before exiting the dojo as well, leaving Ciro to his thoughts.
Kagome had just come out of the bath, when she bumped into Kouga. The wolf youkai seemed to ogle her for a moment, making her very self-conscious. She knew that she looked a bit different, but did she really look that different. She couldn't help, but blush as Kouga's arctic blue eyes ran over body.
"You look beautiful Kagome." He whispered, making her blush even deeper.
"Thanks Kouga." She said smiling warmly back at him.
The smile that she gave him made his heart stop for a moment. He still couldn't understand how one female could have such an effect on him.
"Ummm…would you like to have a walk?" he asked tentatively.
She wasn't sure at first. She didn't think it would be such a great idea to spent some alone time with Kouga. However the look on his face, made it impossible to say no. Sighing she nodded her head. He quickly offered her his hand which she took; together they made their way to the gardens.
Kagome let a happy squeal as the sunrays hit her skin. It felt so good. The sun was shining brightly and it lifted her mood even more. Looking at Kouga, she was taken back by the gentle smile she saw on his face as he stared at her. Even though she didn't see Kouga as a boyfriend material, she had to admit that he was handsome.
The sunrays danced on his face, making his eyes stand out even more as his bangs fell in his face, giving him a very boyish look. She couldn't help, but smile at him. Together they made their way through the gardens. The gardens were huge, with every kind of plant, flower or tree imaginable. Everything looked so green and healthy and the atmosphere was calm and soothing.
As they walked they shared small talk, about her friends, Kouga's pack and such. She even laughed as Kouga told her about Ginta and Hakkaku's misadventures. Kouga couldn't help chuckle as she told him about how many times she had sat Inuyasha. All in all they were having a good time. It surprised her though that Kouga hadn't called her his woman yet.
They came to a stop under a big weeping willow. They sat down on a bench next to one another. She sighed happily; she had really enjoyed the walk. She looked up as she felt Kouga brush a strand of hair out of her face.
"Kouga?" she asked uncertain as she noticed the look in his face.
"You've changed." Kouga said softly as the breeze played with their hairs.
"What do you mean?" Kagome asked curiously.
She almost looked away as Kouga turned to look at her with intense arctic blue eyes. She could see something shining in those blue depths, something that she was unable to comprehend.
"The constant sadness that dog boy caused you is gone. Your eyes are so bright and lively now. And your aura seems to flare and hum with life and happiness."
She was shocked to say the least. Kouga was more observant than he looked. The Kouga that she was having a conversation with at the moment was a completely different Kouga from what she was used to. The wolf youkai sighed as he looked up, his gaze running over the leaves of the tree. Kagome once again thought that only if they were under other circumstances they would have maybe had a chance.
"I'm envious of the one that managed to take your pain and sadness away." He said breaking the silence.
A wry smile appeared on his lips as she noticed his eyes saddened a bit.
"I've tried to be the one to take away that sadness, but as you can see I've failed miserably. Don't get me wrong I still love you, Kagome." He turned to look at her, making her gasp as her eyes widened like saucers.
"But even I know when to back down, especially when it comes to Sesshoumaru."
She was once again taken back. Kouga was backing down, Kouga the wolf youkai who was as stubborn as hell, the one that fought with Inuyasha every time he had a chance. The same Kouga who always called her his woman? Okay, she was definitely in another dimension. Okay, wait did he say Sesshoumaru?
"How did you…" She was cut off by Kouga's chuckle.
"Kagome, it's so obvious. For one the Ice Prince well, he's so gentle with you. Not to mention the rage in his eyes when Natsuko had dared to insult you. And let's not forget the looks that he gives you. And there's the also the fact that you carry his scent, just like he carries yours."
Kagome blushed at this. Okay, now she was really embarrassed. What if they thought that they well, did the horizontal tango? She blushed even more. She mentally cursed the youkai and their sensitive nose. Kouga's chuckle brought her out of her musings.
"Don't worry Kagome. We all know that you're still untouched and that you haven't mated."
Kagome didn't know if to feel relieved or more embarrassed. Who would have thought that she would be having this kind of talk with Kouga of all people? It really was a strange world. What next?
Kouga finally regained his composure and turned to look at her. She was still blushing, but the redness in her cheeks seemed to be diminishing.
"I must say I never pictured you as one to back down." Kagome said softly, earning a quizzical look from Kouga.
He suddenly scowled and crossed his arms over his chest, reminding her of Inuyasha. This caused her to giggle. He couldn't help but smile.
"Don't get me wrong, I'm not completely giving up on you, but I can't stand in the way of your happiness either. So basically as long as you're happy, I'm happy. However if Ice Prince ever hurts you like dog shit did, I won't hesitate to beat them up." He said cockily.
"I can assure you that will not be necessary." Another voice interrupted them.
Both whirled around to see Sesshoumaru standing there. He was dressed in his usual attire. He looked calmly at the wolf youkai, who in turn just looked at him with a stern look on his face.
"Sesshoumaru." Kouga said calmly.
"Sora wants to see us in his study." He said coldly.
"Very well." Kouga quickly turned to Kagome.
Gently he took one of her hands and kissed her knuckles gently.
"See you later, Kagome." He said softly, before slowly walking away.
Kagome quickly willed the blush away. Even though she didn't hold any romantic feelings for Kouga, it still made her blush the way he had kissed her knuckles. She raised an eyebrow at Sesshoumaru who let out a growl.
"What's wrong?" Kagome asked curiously as she watched as Sesshoumaru turned to glare at Kouga's retreating form.
"It's nothing." He answered calmly as he turned to look at the female in front of him.
"I'll see you later." He said softly, but not before bending his head and giving her a kiss on the forehead.
Kagome stood dumbfounded for a moment as she stared at his retreating figure. Shaking her head, she turned and walked away in the other direction. She still needed time to talk to her sister. They needed to get to know one another a little better.
Meanwhile Sesshoumaru couldn't help, but remember the words that Kouga whispered to him as he walked passed him.
You're very lucky to have captured her heart, even though I'm not sure you deserve such a treasure. Now you'd better take care of her, because if you ever hurt I swear to Kami I will kill you.
He growled again. How dared the wolf think that he would ever hurt her or that he didn't deserve her? He growled in rage, but a part of him had to agree with the wolf. Did he really deserve her? Him, a cold blooded killer, a monster in the eyes of many, was he really worthy of her?
No, he wasn't. She deserved far better, but the selfish part of him would be damned before letting her go. He needed her, he craved her. He loved her. And that was not all how could he be certain that he wouldn't hurt her? He was a youkai after all. Youkai were passionate creatures when it came to their chosen ones. They were fiercely possessive and protective. Could she really handle him? Could she accept the beast within him?
He rubbed his temples as he slowly made his way to Sora's study. There were so many unanswered questions, so many doubts? And yet the words that she had spoken this morning gave him hope. She wished to know the real him. She would accept him as he was, with all his perfections and imperfections. He almost smiled as he reached Sora's study. He shouldn't doubt her feelings or his. He knew that the bond that they shared, no one was able to break. He shouldn't doubt, he loved her and that was what mattered, nothing more. With that last thought, he stepped into the room.
Mitsuko stood on the highest tower of the castle looking out at the land below her. Her pupils widened as she looked into the distance at the busy streets of the Centrum of the city. Her blue hair swirled around her as the wind played with the electric blue locks. Her face was calm as she stood there with her arms crossed over her chest, the long bell-like sleeves of her shirt moving with the wind. Her wings were out, the white feathers glistening in the sunlight. Her silver eyes were bright as she stared in the distance.
"Mitsuko!" Kagome's voice reached her ears.
Whirling around she watched her sister land next to her. Kagome was huffing and was flushed as she tried to regain her breath. Kagome rested her hands on her knees as she tried to breathe normally. Mitsuko raised an eyebrow at this, but didn't say anything.
"Do you know how hard it is to track you down?" Kagome asked taking a deep breath, before straightening up and putting her hands on her hips.
"I apologize, I wasn't aware that you were in need of me." Mitsuko said calmly, making Kagome roll her eyes.
"You're too formal." She said sitting down on the roof and patting the spot next to her, gesturing for Mitsuko to sit down. Mitsuko smiled a small smile, before sitting down.
"So what are you doing up here?" Kagome asked breaking the silence.
"I was planning to go flying for a bit." The White-Light answered calmly.
"You really like to fly, don't you?" Kagome couldn't help, but ask as she noticed the smile on Mitsuko's lips. She was curious after all.
"Yes, I am. Since I can barely remember I've always had a certain fascination with flying. It's almost as if your untouchable and no one can harm you. It's nearly like a sense of security and freedom. I'm able to go as high up as I want. I feel free and not bound to all my troubles or responsibilities. For once I don't care what others expect of me. For that short instance I'm only me, I'm not a daughter of heavens, I'm not a warrior, I'm just a female."
"Sounds like you have a lot of expectations to live up to." Kagome whispered.
"Yes, I do." Mitsuko answered quietly looking at the sky.
Kagome thought that she would end there, but she was surprised when she actually continued.
"You don't have an idea, how it was to grow up in the heavens? I was always put up to challenges. They always expected the best of me. Since a very early age I was taught every kind of fighting style. And believe me that they didn't go soft on me. By the age of seven I was already fully capable of handling any kind of weapon presented to me. The Goddess wanted me to be perfect. I was taught that failure wasn't an option, because by failing I could not only loose my life, but others could die because of my mistake. I was never really treated like a child. So as you can guess I didn't really play like other children would. I would spend most of the time perfecting my skills. At that age, the pressure and responsibility became some times too much. And I wanted to give up. Yet Angelica was always there for me and helped me pull through when I wanted to surrender."
"Angelica?" Kagome asked curiously.
"Yes, she was my adopted mother. She was the one that thought me the freedom and beauty of flight. I remember spending hours with her after my trainings flying all over the heavens, just so that I could feel for only one moment free. She died when I was ten. You can say that everything changed after that. She wasn't there anymore to support me and the heavens did become like a cage to me. "
"No matter how much I try, I couldn't seem to escape. I secretly thought that when I left the heavens I would finally be free, but I was wrong. Now I have an even bigger responsibility as the White-Light and I found myself in an even bigger battle. One where failure isn't an option. I can't help but feel trapped and at the same time lost. There's so much expected of me and I wonder what would happen if I fail? What would happen if I'm not strong enough?" She whispered.
Mitsuko raised her head to look at the sky. She wasn't sure why she told her all that, but she had needed to let that out. Normally she would tell Angelica this. Her silver eyes had a far away look in them as she stared almost longingly at the sky. Kagome's eyes widened as she looked at Mitsuko. At that moment she looked like a lost child, hoping to find some kind of guidance.
"I know how you feel. I often wish freedom and I often doubt myself." Kagome said softly, making Mitsuko look at her.
"It's been about three years since I've started this quest and each day I have to deal with the guilt of all of the deaths that Naraku has caused. I'm the one who broke the jewel, so it's my responsibility to restore it. Of course I doubt myself sometimes and I wonder if I'm strong enough to defeat Naraku? There are days I would just want to disappear and leave it all behind. Yet I know that if I were to do that many would die because of my selfishness. I've been given this power and with it I was granted the ability to help and protect others that are weaker than me. And it's these feelings that help me pull through and continue onward with my quest. I know I can't give up, not as long as I have Shippou, Rin and many others to protect. So what I'm saying is that those like us that have been blessed with such great power, should use it to protect others. It might seem hard and unfair sometimes, but in the end it will be all worth it. And in the end we will be free." She said smiling at Mitsuko.
Mitsuko was taken back by Kagome's words. She had been selfish. How could she wish to be free when there were so many out there suffering, so many that needed her protection? She lowered her face in shame. In a sense she was being a coward. Of course she shouldn't just give up like that.
She raised her face as she felt Kagome grab her hand and slowly pull her up. Kagome smiled warmly at her and she couldn't help, but smile back. She gently tucked her towards the edge of the tower.
"Let's fly." Kagome said giggling.
Mitsuko's eyes grew wide as Kagome fell backwards from the tower, dragging her along with her. Black and white feathers flew around them as the two sisters spread their wings and pushed themselves up towards the sky. Mitsuko's eyes grew even wider as Kagome took her other hand in hers and began twirling them around in the sky.
"Kagome, what are you doing?" The White-Light asked confusedly.
"Come on, live a little. Have fun." Kagome cried out giggling.
Mitsuko looked curiously at Kagome for a moment as they twirled around. Her sister looked so carefree and happy at the moment and she could understand now what her friends saw in her. Kagome was a few that possessed such a pure soul. She was gem. The White-Light smiled brightly and for the first time in her life, Mitsuko did let her guard down and had fun. Giggling could be heard as the two females twirled and danced in the sky. Kagome was happy for the she had finally grown closer to her sister.
Unknown to them a pair of blood red eyes stared intently at them.
TBC………………………………………………………………………………………………………
Princess of the Saiyans 16Thanks for the review and compliment, but believe me I do need a beta. I'm sure many people out there would laugh if they saw my so-called English. Lol! Yet your words do encourage me to write more. Thanks again.
Sesshoumaru's MikoHi! Thanks again for the review and yes I do so love your story, continue the good work. I can't wait for the next chapter.
setsunakutteyume: Well, I'm not sure how many chapters will be left. It depends. Yet I would say there's still a lot to happen. Thanks again for the review.
Unknown: Well, I'm not sure if Mitsuko will have a lover. It depends. It could happen.
BrisingrSkulblaka: Hey, I really liked the name Celestial Wings and I decided to change it. It does sound better. Thanks for the idea and the review.
liberatedmysterygirlI'm sorry for taking so long to update. I already have a beta, thanks anyway, but ideas are welcome. SO if you have any great idea, let me know.
Harmony8390Yes, Akuma does mean devil. Funny I had to look it up, myself. Lol. Thanks for the review.
MoonlightRose09I'm not sure yet, if I will pair Tsukyoumaru with Mitsuko. We'll see.
shadowstalker3241: I think there will be a lemon. I only don't know how much is really allowed on so I think I will post the full version on some other site. This will be my first lemon, so it might suck and it might give me a nosebleed. Lol.
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