A/N : Just going to say that Tori is not an asshole, she is just worried sick of Jade. She is not Beck, she is just furious right now.
Disclaimer : I do not own Victorious
Jade sat on her bed. It was a new bedroom, new bed, new furnisher, new colour on the walls, a new room. This wasn't Jades bedroom, it was a temporally place where Jade would have to live from now on. The colours of the walls where in some kind of bright colour. The floor was of stone, not wood. The door was white with a gold doorknob. The room was cold. There was zero decoration in the room given that Jade only had lived in the room for one week. It reminded Jade too much of the hospital room where Jade's mother lived, where she one beautiful day would also live. Jade sat towards the door having a staring contest with it. Jade played with the small knife in her hand. She let it dance on her fingers. She took the knife, let it penetrate her skin on her wrist. She let the blood start dripping. Jade looked fascinated on the blood that was running out from the cut on her arm, the blood started to drip of her arm and on the covers on the bed. Colouring the white sheets with red dots. The pain was more like a numb feeling and Jade started once agin playing with the knife until she heard someone walking up the stairs. That someone needed to be wearing high-heels because the whole house was echoing because of this person walking up the stairs. Why where they walking up for the stairs? The only living person that was living upstairs was Jade. When Jade got her slowed brain to figured it out, she was still a little tipsy after her night with Vega yesterday and her drinking today, Jade figured out they where coming for her. That someone with the high-heels was walking up for the stairs to visit Jade. Jade started down at her lap, stared at the red dots, the red blood that was running down her arm, the cut and the knife. Jade threw away the knife like she had burnt herself on it, she trowed herself to the headboard and locked down at her wrist in panic. Before she could do anything the door opened and Tori was standing in the doorframe. Tori was staring at Jade's wrist and the blood. Jade couldn't read Tori's facial expression, it was the best stone face Jade had ever seen. Jade felt guilty, ashamed and scared. She thought that Tori would grab her neck and throw her in the bathroom and start to abuse her. Jade started to shake, she felt her tears coming up in her eyes. It took all the pride and self-respect in her body to stop the tears to run down her face.
"Jade... Do you care to tell me what you have done?" Her voice wasn't more than just a whispered but it was filled with anger, betrayal and self-control.
"I-I-I'm sorry Tori, I d-d-din't mean to..." Jade stammered. The voice in her head screamed in her head to stop and collected herself. For fuck's sake she was Jade West, she wasn't scared of the sweet innocent Tori Vega.
Tori started to walk towards Jade still trying to control herself. "Jade you didn't answer my question, what have you done?" Tori was still in control of her feelings and this time she didn't let out a bit of emotion, all she sounded was calm and controlling.
"I cut myself... By accident" Jade really tried to save the situation and the little pride that she had left in her body.
Tori only shock her head, she was now standing by Jade's bed. She could touch Jade and Jade was very well aware of that. Jade couldn't control her body, it was shaking uncontrollably. Tori grabbed Jade's wrist, examined the cut. Jade's breathing was uneven and she felt how the tears was streaming down her face now. Jade wouldn't sob, it was under her dignity.
"I leave you alone for, what has it been? Two hours and you go and cut yourself?! After all I have done for you! After I have shown in every way possible I will always be here, you go and do something stupid like this?! Didn't our night mean anything to you Jade? God you are unbelievable. You say you are sorry and you promise me you will never do anything like this ever agin! You hear me?!" All the self-control Tori had possessed was now gone. Tori was furious.
"Yes." Jade said with a weak voice. Jade kicked herself mentally for sounding so weak and vulnerable.
"Say it!" Tori was now screaming and sounding very nasty. She actually frightened Jade so much that Jade started to sob and started to plead "Yes Tori Yes, I promise to never do such thing agin and I am sorry. I am terribly sorry for what I did."
Tori let go of Jade's wrist and nodded, she had calm herself down to see how upset Jade was. Tori went and fetch some bandage. When she came back Jade had collected herself, Tori only needed to show Jade the bandage to Jade for her to show Tori her wrist. Tori cleaned up the cut and bandaged it. Then Tori took Jade in her arms and Jade's breathing started to go down to normal. Tori hushed Jade and stroked her hand up and down along Jade's arm. Jade had her head on Tori's shoulder. "Sorry if I was so hard on you... But you need to understand me. You have had one of the worst year of your life so far... It would make sense if you thought about killing yourself but I have you now and I won't let you go that easy. Do you forgive me?" Tori looked down on Jade giving her the most apologising smile Tori could give.
"Yes I forgive you, I mean I understand you in sort of a way but please Tori never do that to me agin. I promise I will never do such thing not even think about it but then you will have to promise me to never do that agin to me." Jade looked hopefully up at Tori who gave Jade a smile and a reassuring that Tori would never ever hurt Jade in that way.
The girls sat like that, Jade in Tori's arm for a while. They hadn't gotten the chance to talk about their night that had happen. Mostly because the day was spent by sleeping but also because they both where too hangover and exhausted to even think about it.
Tori could actually consider them almost girlfriends, at least something more than friends. Jade however thought about them nothing more than friends. Jade hadn't realised yet that she loved and cared for Tori but who could blame her?