I went on a walk with Pacifica today.
I was tired , but I'm always tired. The walk was.. nice. She was nice - as nice as Pacifica ever is , I mean. The sun was shining and it wasn't too hot , and for a moment , Bill stopped haunting me and let me have that walk with her.
I almost don't want to write it down in here , next to my paranoia and nightmares. I want it to sit , untainted , in that space where nightmares weren't allowed.
Mabel says I look like a normal human for the first time in a week. Walks are magic.