Forsaken

Serena stood in a room, she looked at her reflection. She didn't know why but she seemed different. Kunzite walked in the room, he looked at her worried.

"Are you alright?" he asked with a concerned voice

She turned her head and looked at him. She sighed deeply.

"Yeah I guess so. I mean how else should I feel when my blood is being replaced by poison." She answered.

He came closer to her, he wrapped his strong arms around her. He placed a kiss on her right shoulder.

"Do I look different?" she asked

He had a confused look on his face. She did look different. The darkness inside of her was slowly coming out and beginning to show.

"A little, you are not the innocent person who you once were." He replied

She shook her head.

"That's not what I meant, I feel this power or darkness inside of me changing." She said

He took a deep breath.

"I know what you mean." He said.

"It's not fucking fair!" she said in a huff, she had tears running down her face.

Kunzite stood there, he didn't know what to do. He held her in his arms. He could feel her breathing intensifying. She began to cry uncontrollably. She turned around, she cried into his shirt. He let her.

Flashback

Serenity entered the bedroom, it was lit by candlelight. She looked around and she saw the witnesses for the ceremony. She tried not to look at Kunzite. Mina was her witness. She went to the bed, she was placed under the cover carefully. Endimion came in shortly. He made his way to the bed.

A priest came and blessed the ceremony, the he left.

Kunzite and Mina pulled the drapes to cover the canopy bed, but the drapes were see through. So like that they could witness the ceremony properly. Kunzite saw on Serenity's face that she was sad and she was trying not to cry.

Just think of Kunzite and you will be fine. She said to herself in her head.

Endimion kissed her lips, at first Serenity didn't want to kiss back but she knew she had to. She pictured Kunzite making love to her. So she kissed back, the kisses grew stronger and filled with hunger and passion. His hands roamed over her body, he removed her white silk nightgown. He trailed kisses down her neck where she began to moan, he took her right nipple in his mouth and began to tease it with his tongue, he nipped it with teeth, Serenity knew she didn't like it. She kept telling herself that it will soon be over and not to panic. Then he began rubbing her clit his fingers, they would go into her to make her even more wet than she already was, she imagined that it was Kunzite and that made her even more excited.

I'm so sorry Kunzite, I love you. She told herself in her head.

She didn't want people to know that she was in a lot of pain and sadness. She just gave in and pretended Endimion was Kunzite.

Endimion was already hard, he went into her, she let out a small cry, for he was very big and large, it hurt her a little but she took care of making him believe that she was a virgin, she acted like she did when Kunzite took her virginity, for the blood stained sheets she knew what people were going to check after the ceremony, earlier she took a pin and scratched herself very closely to her mound, like that it would give the illusion that when she would bleed that it was from the sex she had with Endimion.

After of letting her be adjusted to him, he began to thrust himself into her. Her left leg was wrapped around his waist while the right one rested on his shoulder, so he could have better access. He thrust himself deeper and faster as he heard her moan and gasp. His movements were good, slowly he could feel the walls getting tighter, for she close to her release. He continued pushing through and continuing even though she could feel liquid coming out of her. Obviously he was not done.

Kunzite watched them, it hurt him deeply to have to watch the one woman he loved the most in the world being married to the one man he had to serve and to protect.

Finally what seemed like an eternity, Endimion hit his climax, Serenity hit her second climax. He collapsed on top of her.

She lost her breath for one second. Servants came into the room and pulled the thicker drapes to give them some privacy.

"Did they consummate their marriage?" The priest asked Mina.

She was a little flushed in the cheeks after watching the scene

"Yes they did." She answered.

The priest nodded than he went to Kunzite

"Again I ask, did they consummate their marriage?" he asked again

Without letting the hurt and anger appear in his voice, he took a deep breath and he looked at the priest.

"Yes they did." He answered

End of flashback.

"It hurt you didn't it?" Serena asked

That broke the silence

"Did what hurt me love?" he asked

"The ceremony." She answered

He sighed

"Yes it did hurt, but I knew that you only did the ceremony because it was expected of you to do. And I knew how much you loved and you wished that it was me you married you instead of Endimion." He replied

She looked at him, she stayed very silent.

"I remember you telling me after the ceremony had finished that you wanted so badly that it was me who made love to you. I could see it in your eyes, I don't know if Mina saw it but I did, before the ceremony who gave me the saddest look I've ever seen in my life. I could see fear in your eyes for that you were forced to marry someone who you hated, there was anger, your eyes were almost begging me to save you but there was nothing I could do to help." He said, he tears falling down his face.

For him those were memories he never wanted remember again. For Kunzite watching them was like being stabbed in the back with a red hot flamed dagger, it felt like someone ripped out his heart and broke it to a million pieces.

Serena wiped away his tears, and he did the same for her. She kissed his lips softly, he kissed her back.

They walked to the bed. They got underneath the cover, he held her close to his body. He knew well enough that Serena was not in the mood to have sex. So he let her cuddle next to him. He could feel her breathing calming down as she began to drift off to a sleep.

After a while he fell asleep.

For the moment as they both lay asleep in the bed, everything was peaceful and perfect but they both knew damn well that when they would wake up everything would in fact be different and dark. They were racing the clock to make sure she would still be alive.