Alert, alert sex scene. XD but seriously it's gets a little graphic.
North leaned in to kiss Newbie for what must have been the thousandth time that day. He breathed in her sweat scent and tangled his hands in her hair. He never wanted to let her go. He wanted to touch her forever, feel her skin on his. It almost felt like Project Freelancer had become an intrusion on their lives. His large hand slid down her body and rested on her waist. Breathing slowly and savouring every taste.
"I love you so much." He let out a breathy moan, "Every moment with you lifts me higher, you make me love you more and more with every breath."
"I lo-"
"No shhh, let me finish." He cut her off. "There's no one else I'd rather spend my life with than you, I will never ever leave you and I won't let you down. You are my one and only, I couldn't exist without you."
"I know how you feel because you make me feel exactly the same way. Don't shut me up this time. You make me feel the safest I've ever been, You've fixed my aches and pains, held me close when I couldn't breath and taken away the smothering feeling of fear. Without you I couldn't go on, you picked me up and held me above rock bottom until I could stand tall again. I love you more than I could ever say."
"It's my job to hold you tight and make you feel alright, because I love you." North replied.
"And it's the same on my end." She replied, going back to holding onto him and kissing him softly. They'd spent many nights like this, holding each other tightly, kissing and making her bad dreams go away. He made the awful memories melt away into nothing. With him she felt like she didn't need to be healed, because with him, it never happened. No one could ever make her feel as safe and protected as he did, which was why she felt it was time.
"North," New Hampshire moaned between kisses. One of her legs slid up his waist and wrapped around him. He let out a moan.
"Careful, I don't want to take this farther than you're comfortable." North gasped.
"But I want to take it farther." She breathed. "North, please, push the limits with me. I want to get more intimate."
"We're already being pretty intimate." He responded, rubbing circles on her hips with his thumbs. "We don't have to go any further."
"I want to." She responded, kissing him on the neck, open mouthed and lingering.
"What do you want to do? How far do you want to go?" He asked, member awakening, getting a little excited but he didn't want to get ahead of himself.
"I want to go all the way. I don't know if I'm ready yet but I want to try. I want to try and get intimate with you, I want to try and have you touch me, I want to try and have you inside of me. I love you and I trust you." Newbie explained.
"We can stop if it gets to much. Don't push yourself. Tell me at any point if you change your mind or want to stop. I won't be mad and it's okay to only do a little at a time. I love you so much." North replied, running his fingers gently along the skin of her stomach, just under end of her tank top.
She gasped, breathing deeply. She gripped the back of his shirt and pulled herself closer. He let her go a little and leaned back.
"Is this okay?" He asked, slowing his hands.
"I like it." She sighed, "I don't think it's too much. It's different, no one had ever touched me like this before. I've been touched here, but not like you. This is gentle and tender and I like it."
"Good, tell me how I'm making you feel. Let me know what you like and what you don't. I only want to make you feel good. If this becomes something you don't want just tell me and I'll stop. We'll stop. It's okay." He told her and she nodded eagerly.
North lifted up her shirt up further to expose her ribs. He brought his lips to her face and kissed her cheeks, jaw and around her neck, being effortlessly gentle. Slowly and softly he brought his hands further up her torso to touch her back and her stomach. Her skin was soft under her own and after each touch he left a trail of goosebumps.
"Touch me higher." She gasped. "I like this, I want you to touch my chest." He nodded and moved his hands further up. He brought one hand down on her ample breast and gave a gentle squeeze. She responded immediately with a soft, quiet moan. Her voice was barely above a whisper. "Keep going, ugh."
"You like that, huh?" He smiled, kissing her mouth passionately, quickly and repeatedly. He took his mouth off hers and moved back to her jaw so he could her any protests straight away. He rubbed where her nipples would be through her soft shell bra. She whimpered softly opening her mouth and sighing contently. He continued this action and squeezed her breasts, massaging the tender flesh.
"I want to take of my shirt." Newbie said after a while. "Then can we take off my bra?" She asked, looking to her lover for his permission.
"Only when you say so, only when you're ready." He told her, tugging the ribbed fabric over her head and brushing his fingers over her shoulders. He trailed them over her back and traced them round to her front again. His fingers moved over her ribs, tracking a path back up to her breasts and massaging them the way she responded well to. He experimentally squeezed harder and she groaned loudly, letting out a shy gasp afterwards and stuttering an apology.
"Don't apologise baby, if it feels good, make the noises. I want you to be 100% comfortable in what we're doing here, okay?"
"Okay," she breathed. "I'm ready for my bra to come off." He stared at her for a moment, before moving behind her and unhooking the fabric. He slid the straps off her shoulder and placed it next to them. She rushed to cover her breasts and looked away embarrassed. He gently cupped her jaw and brought her gaze back to meet his.
"It's okay, you're okay. You don't have to hid from me, I think you're beautiful and I'll always love you. If you're uncomfortable we can cover you back up."
"N-no." She stuttered, shaking her head. "I want you to touch them, I'm just shy."
"That's okay my sweetheart." He replied, laying her down on the bed and slowly moving to her hands. He held them gently and moved them out of the way, bit by bit, not taking his eyes from hers. Soon her hands were at her sides and he trailed his fingertips up her body again, slowly making it to just under her breasts.
"Is this okay?" He asked and she nodded.
"I feel comfortable." She told him, wanting to touch him the way he was touching her, make him feel how she was feeling. Sometime wanting to return his efforts. He nodded in acceptance and lightly brushed his thumbs over the tops of her nipples.
"Uhh." She gasped, smiling slightly.
He rubbed them in a faster, circular motion, building pressure slowly until she was moaning. As they continued she became more comfortable with letting out pleasured moans and groans, gasping when she liked his touch. He squeezed at the surrounding flesh and massaged her breast like he had before, making her soft skin tender and pliable.
"I'm going to try something now, darling, let me know if you don't like it." He told her and she nodded. Leaning down to her chest he brought his mouth to one of her nipples and lightly swirled his tongue over the sensitive bud. She let out a short moan and pushed her chest up towards him.
"Do you like this?" he asked, swiping his tongue across her nipple again.
"Yes." She gasped, out of breath, a warmth spending through her body and a tingling in between her legs.
He swirled his tongue over her breast, licking and sucking her nipple and areola, while massaging the other boob. He switched and she groaned out loudly as he directed his attention to her neglected bud. This carried on for some time before New Hampshire spoke up again. Breathing heavily with flushed skin.
"Can we try something different? I like this, I like it a lot but I want to move on." She replied, surprising North on how positively she was reacting to everything. He wondered briefly how far they could go, could they go all the way or would he be jacking off in the bathroom later while Newbie slept.
"Okay, we'll try." He replied, moving his mouth to kiss across the valley of her breasts, going down and trailing kisses across her torso. He was kissing and touching all the patches of her skin, not missing out on a curve or contour. No flesh was left neglected from his gentle yet arousing movements. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of her shorts and moved them slightly further down her hips. Retuning his hands above the waist so as not to scare her. Eventually though, she grew needy and brought his hands back to hold her hips and tugged his face back to hers.
She kissed him roughly, pulling him closer to her with the leg she had wrapped around his waist. She cautiously brought her other leg up and around, crossing her ankles. She pushed her hips up to meet him and gasped a little when his member pressed her through her clothes.
"It means I like this too."
"I know what a boner means, I'm a virgin not an idiot." She replied slightly bitter.
"Sorry, I just didn't want to scare you."
"I know, I didn't mean to be mean. I really like this Nathan."
"You are innocent though, sweetheart. That's what made me fall for you in the first place, and why I didn't want to date you at first. I was scared I would take that away."
"But someone else did." She finished for him.
"No." He disagreed. "You're still my sweet, innocent girl, and no one can take that from you. You've seen so much but you're still so pure."
"You are literally the only one who thinks this."
"That's not true." He shook his head. "Anyone who disagrees just hasn't seen you like I have, they haven't seen you shy or cute. Covering yourself up, colour coding everything you do. You make me smile with everything you do. You're my darling."
He kissed her deeply, holding her head in his hand, rubbing his spare hand up and down her side. Diana pulled away, experimenting a little by kissing his neck and jaw this time. He let out a groan and kissed her shoulder in response.
"Oh yeah, like that baby." He called encouragingly. She dragged her tongue across his jugular and kissed his shoulder like he had down to her earlier. She licked across the top of his pec and gripped at his back.
"Yes, that's the spirit." He panted, and then let out a shocked groan as she reached down a hand to palm his member. "Ohh my godd! Ugh, ohhh." he breathed.
"What are you doing?" He gasped out.
"I wanted to feel it, I'm sorry." She stopped moving her hand. "It felt good when it touched me."
"Ugh, I felt good when you were touching me but I can't get to excited. Not yet, I don't want to go too early." He explained and she nodded, realising if she kept rubbing he'd jizz all over his sweatpants and she'd be left feeling flushed.
He rested his head in the crook of her neck while he slowed his breathing and calmed down. He moved his hands back up to massage her breasts and she moaned again, trying not to squeeze his hips with her legs so she didn't brush against his trouser snake.
"North, I'm, uhhh, I want to do more." She breathed.
"What do you want Diana?" He asked, looking at her deeply.
"I'm so wet down there, I think I'm ready I want to try touching down there." She whined, rubbing her leg against his thigh.
"Are you sure?" He asked, thinking it was a bit far for one night.
"I really wanna try, it feels so good what we're doing but ugh, I need more. I don't understand. I've never wanted something so bad. I have to be touched." She expressed what she really felt and he nodded, he felt the same way about her a lot, especially with all the kissing they did. Even though he didn't mind, most of these nights there was little to no payoff for him and he would have to duck out at some point and relive himself.
"Okay, I think it might be a bit soon but we'll try it. Tell me immediately if you don't like it." He replied eventually and she nodded vigorously. He kissed his way down her body and slowly pulled off her shorts. He lightly sucked and left open mouthed kisses on her thighs, spreading them slightly and doing the same on the inside.
"This feels good." She encouraged, eager to feel him between her legs.
He slowly tugged off her panties and placed them beside her, he propped himself up with one arm and kissed her lips one more time before her trailed his hand down her sensitive body. He took a deep breath and slipped a finger in-between her slick folds. She gasped immediately. Sliding his finger up he brought it to her clitoris. New Hampshire moaned out, liking the sensation. He swirled his finger around a bit and that's when she started to feel uncomfortable. Her heart started to race and she was met with flashbacks of being tortures and being assaulted. North's tender touch was lost in her feelings and she let out a shaky breath.
"North."
He stopped immediately, he could tell by the sound of her voice something was up.
"I-I, it's too much. Nathan we need to stop." She swallowed the rock in her throat. North removed his hand from between her legs and sat up beside her.
"It's okay sweetheart, I'm proud of you for telling me." He soothed.
"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She broke down into sobs. "It was too much. I liked how you touched be but then I remembered what he did."
"Hey, hey now. You're okay, it's okay." He stroked her hair and reached into the drawers beside him to pull out one of his large t-shirts. He pulled the garment over her head and wrapped his arms around her comfortingly. "He can't hurt you anymore, you're safe."
"I know, I'm so sorry. He just, he touched me just like that. I couldn't stop thinking about how he did it and his hands and his face when he looked at me. He wouldn't stop, he kept touching me until I passed out." She sobbed.
"You don't ever need to apologise about any of this. You never need to apologise about wanting or needing stop, we can take this slow, only do what you feel comfortable doing. None of this was ever or will ever be your fault. You did not deserve what he did to you and what he did was wrong. No one is ever going to do that to you again. I won't let anyone harm you, ever again. You're okay my darling, you're safe." North spoke gentle words to her, calming her down and holding her tightly.
Eventually New Hampshire calmed down fully and slipped her panties and shorts back on. She rolled over so she was facing him and kissed his cheek. She loved how understanding he was and how he treated her. He really was the best thing to ever happen to her. She burried her face in his chest and let him hold her tight as she fell asleep in his arms, him stroking her hair as she slipped out of consciousness.
"There's the happy couple, what are you two up to? Having sex?" Massachusetts teased, coming into the room he, North and York shared.
"Shove off." North groaned, waking up ridiculously early.
"How are you guys doing anyway, considering?" He asked more delicately.
"We're taking things slow, she's still got a lot of recovery. It's a long road ahead." North replied, head dropping back into the crook of his sleeping girlfriend's neck. "Now go away."