Chapter 14; This is What Agony Feels Like
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Ella's POV
We weren't talking to each other that much. He slept in the guest bedroom, woke up earlier than me to leave without seeing me. He hated me. I knew it. So this is how agony feels like. It feels like hell. I hate it.
I felt like we needed some space for a little while so I decided to crash at Caitlyn's. Mitchie's would've been a greater idea since there are no babies screaming and wailing in the house but, they were busy. What with all the wedding and stuff. Plus, it gave me more time to bond with my nephews even though they were just 11 months old. Hey! Almost a year! I just noticed that.
"Ells? You okay?" Caitlyn knocked on my half opened door. "Yeah. Fine." I put my iPad down on the bed. I was lying. She knew that.
Jason's POV
Pissed. That's how I'm feeling right now. I just lost a kid, I'm not talking to my wife and she moved out. I don't know where she's staying since no one is telling me. My life is in pieces.
I texted Shane. I need to talk to someone.
Shane - 'hey bro u ok?'
Me - 'yh. I guess.'
Shane - 'sorry, cnt tlk 2 u ryt now. Mitchie needs me. This wedding thng is pretty exhausting. Tlk 2 Nate. Sorry dude :('
Me - 'it's fine. Heding over to theirs now. See ya tomorrow.'
Shane - 'see ya bro.'
I hopped into my 2009 lamborgini gallardo spyder and headed to my youngest brother's house. I rang the doorbell, and Caitlyn answered the door.
"Jason... What are you doing here?" Caitlyn looked surprised to see me. Why? We always hang out here.
"Hey, Cait. Is Nate here?" I asked after being welcomed into the house.
"Yeah. He's upstairs putting the boys to sleep. Sit down. I'll get him for you." she walked up the stairs.
Nate's POV
"Jason's downstairs," Caitlyn said to me. "He's come to see you." I handed her Lucas, who I was holding, and walked downstairs. I just hope Jason and Ella don't bump into each other. Oh but they did.
Ella's POV
"Jason. What are you doing here?" I said, surprised to see him. He stood up, hearing my voice as I walked out of the kitchen.
"Uhhh. I have to talk to Nate about something... The band..." he trailed off staring at the wall. Although we were married, this was still very awkward. We stood there in silence trying not to make eye contact until Nate finally arrived.
"Jase. What are you doing here?" he asked as he entered the room.
"I kinda need to talk to you." he answered.
"I'll leave you guys to talk." I said while exiting the room and walking up the stairs. "Nate? Is that you?" I heard a voice coming from the boys' room. "No, Cait, it's me. Ella." I said.
"Oh. Sorry," she apologised as I entered the blue coloured room. "Hey, do you know Jason's here?" she told me. "Yeah. We kinda bumped into each other.. I guess... " I answered.
Nate's POV
I led Jason out the door. It would be more nicer to talk out here with all the drama going on inside. But come to think of it, he is mostly the drama.
"So.. Jase, what did you wanna talk about?" I tried avoiding the bomb that hit them a week ago.
"You probably know by now. Ella miscarried." and there it is.
"Yeah, I'm really sorry about that, man." I gave him a pat on the bag. I can't imagine what he's feeling right now.
"So.. What're you gonna do?" I had to say it sometime.
"I don't really know. I need to talk to her. But I gotta give her some space."
"Okay. If that's what you think is best." I supported him. I then said goodbye and got back to the house.
"Is he gone?" Ella asked me as I closed the door softly.
"Yeah. Just left." I answered. "Alright." her tense shoulders finally got back to its original shape.
"So what happened?" Caitlyn asked while climbing onto the bed. I adjusted the baby monitor to its volume and lied down putting the duvet over us. "They're taking some space apart."
"Oh. Okay. They're gonna get through this, right?" we were all going through this right now.
"If they meant what they said in their vows, then yes." I kissed my wife's curly brown hair. "Night, Hun." she kissed my cheek and switched the lamp off on her side of the bed. This was the first time she had a proper sleep in 11 months.
Ella's POV
I lied there on the bed of Caitlyn and Nate's guest bedroom, thinking things through. How did I get a miscarriage? Why are all these things happening to me?
Jason's POV
I miss her. I miss her smile. I miss the way she sleeps in on Saturday mornings and stays up late on Sundays to talk to her Filipino grandparents. I miss the mornings when she "accidentally" burns the toast and we always end up having breakfast in Starbucks across the road in our PJ's. All I have right now is the smell of her perfume on the pillow next to mine. But even that is fading away. I guess I never thought anyone would ever make me smile, laugh, and capture my heart as fast as she could. That's cos no one has. Ever.
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