Ashleys screen name I couldn't quite make it out so if its wrong sorry LOL

Chapter 14

Spencer 11:30am Ohio day 4

Her dad had to go in to work, her mom went to get more boxes, Glenn went to school and Clay was in his room packing away. So she was basically alone even with Clay there. She was bored and she couldn't do anymore packing because she ran out of boxes so she had to wait for her mother so she went to Clays room to talk to him.

Knock knock knock

Clay: "yes"

Spencer: "can I come in?"

Clay: "sure"

Spencer: "hey"

Clay: "what's up"

Spencer: "nothing I have to wait for mom to come back with some more boxes"

Clay: "oh, so what's on your mind?"

Spencer: "can I ask you something?"

Clay: "sure"

Spencer: "how did you know I was gay before I even said anything and why you never said anything?"

Clay: "because every time I would see you go out on dates you would put on this fake smile that I know all to well and that everyone else seems to be blinded by and you didn't look happy and I didn't tell you because you had to figurer it out on your own not me"

Spencer: "that's all"

Clay: "no and the way you always looked and Jessica Spinner like if you just wanted to plant a kiss on her lips or something"

Spencer: a look of shock on her face "no I didn't" and a smile spreads across her face "ok fine I had a crush on her and anyways were leaving in like 4 days and she's straight"

Clay: "yea…sooo what do you thinking about the move?"

Spencer: "I'm kinda excited"

Clay: surprised at her answer "really after the little scene you created the other day"

Spencer: "yea I know that's after the fact thou, I've changed my mind about the move I think it would be great plus I get to be myself and not care what other people think."

Clay: "I'm glad your finally gonna be yourself" and wraps her in his arms.

Spencer: "thanks" she lets out of the embraces and heads out the door "so I'm gonna make something to eat, you want anything while I'm down there"

Clay: "nah I'm good thanks for asking"

Spencer: "your welcome"

She leaves Clays room to head down to the kitchen when she hears John Norris the guy from MTV news on her TV and continues making her way towards the kitchen when she hears him say Raife Davies. The first name really didn't catch her attention but the last name did. She turns back around and runs to her room but by the time she gets there the announcement was over. She doesn't know but she just has a feeling that this Raife Davies has something to do with her Ashley Davies, so instead of going downstairs to make herself something to eat she went on the Internet and goggles his name. His name pops up and she clicks on his bio and reads it and finds out that he has a 16 year old daughter that lives in Los Angeles but it doesn't say her name so then she goggles Ashley's name and comes up that's she is connected to Raife Davies but no picture of her. She searches and searches and when she was going to close the link there was a picture of Raife Davies and his daughter Ashley Davies, she's clicks on the picture to make it bigger but the picture was so small all she can make out was Raife and a young girl with tanned skin, brown hair pulled up in to a ponytail with big sunglasses on but she can see her smile and it's the same smile that was in her dreams. Her heart dropped, she knows its her Ashley, she can fell it so then she clicks and saves the picture to show it to Gabby when she comes later on.

Ashley 12pm LA time

Ashley: with a smile on her face "I can't believe the judge told her she had twenty four hours to leave the house. This had to be the best day of my life"

Maria: "well she should have known better then to throw you out. She broke the agreement she made with your father after they got divorced."

Ashley: "and what agreement was that?"

Maria: "well after your parents got divorced your dad made her sign and agreement stating as long as his daughter (you) lives in the house so can she, so since she kicked you out she's out of the house as well and without any money"

Ashley: "so what's gonna happen to me and the house?"

Maria: "that's why were going to family court because he's filing for full custody over you and granting me temporary custody until his retirement."

Ashley: "and you don't mind, you would do that for me"

Maria: "of course mija, your like a daughter to me. I would do anything for you" and gives her a hug

As then Christine was coming out of the court room and sees Ashley hugging Maria

Christine: "you little slut, what your sleeping with your lawyer aren't you gay slut, your just like your father. You and your father are going to pay for doing this to me, you will see and regret everything" her lawyer telling her to be quiet and she pushes him away and tells him "it doesn't matter I already lost" and then she screams out to Ashley "I wish you was never born" and leaves the courthouse.

Ashley having tears running down her face leaves and heads to the bathroom with Maria right behind her.

Maria: "Ashley don't listen to what she said she's just trying to get to you"

Ashley: tears stilling coming down "but I can't help it. She's my mother and she's doesn't even love me how am I not suppose to react to that"

Maria: "I know mija but it doesn't matter anymore, I love you, Sherry, little Juan your dad. You have a lot of people that care about you"

As if on cue her father comes in the bathroom after the scene, his ex causes.

Raife: "Ashley, honey are you ok"

Ashley: she sees him and wraps her arms around him "daddy"

Raife: "shhh its gonna be ok I'm here now, shhhh" rubbing her back to sooth the pain she's feeling after what her mother said to her.

Ashley was crying for about forty-five minutes in the bathroom with her father there to hold her. He calms her down enough so they can see the next judge. The judge granted Raife full custody and temporary custody to Ms. Pena until his retirement because Christine never showed up. While everything was happening there was a reporter there that caught everything that happened and took down exactly what Christine said to Ashley before she stormed out the courthouse.

Spencer 3:00pm Ohio time

Spencer: "Gabby guess what I just found"

Gabby: "what?"

Spencer: "remember when I told you I had a dream about a girl named Ashley Davies"

Gabby: rolling her eyes but making sure Spencer didn't see you "yea sure how can I forget" with just a hint of jealousy in her voice.

Spencer: "so yea I was coming out of Clay's room and I was passing mine to go make me something to eat. Then I hear John Norris you know that guy that's on MTV news" Gabby nods her head yes "well he said something about Raife Davies"

Gabby: "what about him"

Spencer: "hello they have the same last name"

Gabby: "lots of people have the same last name, doesn't mean they're related"

Spencer: "yea but…just let me finish"

Gabby: "ok go right ahead" sounding annoyed

Spencer: "like I was saying they have the same last name so I decided to goggle his name and I clicked on his bio and as I was reading it said he has a 16yr old daughter but it doesn't say her name. So then I decide to goggle her name and its said Ashley Davies daughter of Raife Davies music rock star blah blah blah blah"

Gabby: "I'm sure she's not the only Ashley Davies around there"

Spencer: getting annoyed with Gabby "would you let me finish" Gabby nods her head to go right ahead and she continues "so I was trying to find a picture and all I came up was this (opens the picture) and I'm 100 sure it's the girl from my dreams"

Gabby: "how are you so sure that pictures so small"

Spencer: "because that smile, I could never forget that smile its like implanted in my drain"

Gabby: "ok so where does she live"

Spencer: with a big smile on her face "Los Angeles what are the odds of that"

Gabby: "that still doesn't matter Los Angeles is huge"

Spencer: "yea I know but maybe she goes to the same school I'm going to"

Gabby: "I doubt that"

Spencer: "why"

Gabby: "because she's probably some rich snobby girl that goes to some private school"

Spencer: "I don't think she's a snob"

Gabby: "Spencer you don't even know her"

Spencer: "so but I can feel it"

Gabby: "whatever" and rolls her eyes to Spencer

Spencer: sensing the change in Gabby's mood "what's wrong"

Gabby: "you keep on talking about this girl as if you know her. Its like your obsess and its getting annoying"

Spencer: "I can't help it, I feel so drawn towards her and I don't know why"

Without saying anything else they both just continue packing Spencer's things into boxes and Spencer not mentioning Ashley's name again because she notice every time she does mention her name Gabby gets jealous. She knows her and Gabby will remain best friends but she can't help to thing that Gabby's not telling her something but doesn't think that right there and then wouldn't be a good time to ask her what was really wrong. So she just placed her thoughts in the back of her mind and waits for another time to bring it up.

Ashley 3:00pm LA time

Once they were done at the courthouse, they were a lot of TV reporters and paparazzi outside lined up ready to get the latest scoop of the day. So instead of going through the front they went through the back to avoid all the cameras that were waiting for them.

They get to the safety of Mrs. Pena's house and Ashley goes straight to Sherry's room to cry some more. Sherry was at cheerleading practice and wont be home until later and Maria went to go pick Juan up from day-care so she was home alone. Out of tears, she decides to watch TV so she puts it on MTV. She was watching Next when 10 minutes before 4 John Norris comes on and they play back what happened in the courthouse again and not matter how hard she tried no to care the tears came rolling down her face. As she was crying on Sherry's bed, someone comes in the room but she doesn't notice.

"Ashley what's wrong?" and climes on to the bed and lays on Ashley's back "don't cry Ashley. Pweez don't cry"

Ashley turns around and looks at Juan and gives him a hug

Juan: "why are you crying?"

Ashley: trying to whip the tears away but they still keep on coming down "its nothing kiddo"

Juan: "when I cry its because I'm sad are you sad?"

Ashley: with the sniffles "just..a little"

Juan: "when I'm sad mami kisses me on my head and gives me a hug" so he does the same thing to Ashley "and then she says I love you" pauses "I love you Ashley"

Ashley: that just made her cry more and she tightens her embrace on him "I love you too kiddo" and they stay there after a while and they both fell asleep.

Saturday comes and Ashley doesn't ask Lisa out again, she just wasn't in the mood to go anywhere.

Sherry: "come on Ash there's parties all weekend and your telling me you're not in the mood to party. That's not the Ashley I know"

Ashley: "Sherry I'm really not in the mood you can go alone, I'm gonna stay and watch Juan for your mom"

Sherry: "come on I know you really don't wanna baby sit my baby brother"

Ashley: "no I really do I love spending time with him"

Sherry: "yea me too but not all weekend"

Ashley: "look I'm really not in the mood after what happened yesterday and the TV and everyone knowing that women said all those hateful words to me"

Sherry: "Ash there just words, sticks and stones may break you bones but words could never hurt you"

Ashley: "well that's bullshit, you have your mother say all those words to you and lets see how you would feel afterwards. I feel like my hearts been ripped out, stomped on and thrown in the garbage"

Sherry: "that's why it would be a very good idea if we party to get your mind off of everything that happened"

Ashley: "yea that would be a great idea it no one knew my business. If I go people are just gonna be talking shit then I'm gonna have to knock someone out and that someone is probably gonna be Madison and I'm really really not in the mood to deal with her."

Sherry: "ok fine don't come. But while I'm partying, having fun and you're here moping around, don't say I didn't tell you so"

Ashley: "whatever I'll live"

Sherry: "ok bye chica"

Ashley: "bye have fun"

Sherry leaves and Ashley heads towards her laptop that she got from her house and decides to go on a LA gay teen chat room. She chats for about 30 minutes and was about to get off but a screen name catches her attention. Therefore, she decides to IM the person.

ashleyrockzz: hey

Ohioqte: hi who's this?

ashleyrockzz: no one you know, r u m/f?

Ohioqte: ic f u?

ashleyrockzz: f age?

Ohioqte: 16 u?

ashleyrockzz: same

ashleyrockzz: home come I never seen you in here before

Ohioqte: becuz this would be my first time being in this chat room

ashleyrockzz: oOOo ic, so what brings you to the LA gay teen chat room qte?

Ohioqte: umm let me see I'm gay and a teen

ashleyrockzz: smart ass hehe

Ohioqte: why thnk u. LOL and I'm moving to LA in a few days so I wanted to check it out

ashleyrockzz: cool cool where in LA are you moving to

Ohioqte: not sure really

ashleyrockzz: so whats you name qte?"

Ohioqte: Im not sure if I should tell you, you could be a stalker for all I know

ashleyrockzz: oh come on Im not a stalker I promise 

Ohioqte: maybe later

ashleyrockzz: cool what time is it over there in Ohio?

Ohioqte: right now its almost 12am and over there?

ashleyrocks: its 10 over here

Ohioqte: so why are you home instead of partying?

ashleyrockzz: becuz Im not in the mood to party. I party ever weekend I guess its time for a break. how about u?

Ohioqte: well I still got some packing to do and Im not really the party type person. I go when Im in the mood

ashleyrockzz: that's cool not everyone likes parties

After 3 hours of chatting and getting to know each other, Spencer was getting tired

Ohioqte: well Ashley it was nice chatting with you but Im getting sleepy

ashleyrockzz: you too qte  well I guess I'll let you sleep and chat with you some other time.

Ohioqte: yea that would be nice bye

ashleyrockzz: yea it would

ashleyrockzz: hey you never told me your name

Ohioqte: Spencer, Spencer Carlin, look me up sometime when I get to LA, goodnite Ashley

and signs off before Ashley had the chance to reply.

When Ashley read the last message that Spencer sent she stud in shock she could believe she was talking to Spencer Carlin. She new something was up when she was getting butterflies in her stomach just by talking to her on the Internet. Still in a daze, Sherry walks in the room and sees the expression she had on her face so she walked up to her.

Sherry: "Ashley…Ashley" waving her hands in front of her face "Ash hello Ashley you're scaring me"

Ashley: "oh my god you would not believe what just happened to me"

Sherry: "what" and sits right next to her

Ashley points to the IM's and Sherry starts reading. After she was done, she was now in shock herself.

Sherry: "wow" that's all that came out of her mouth

Ashley: "yea I know, what are the chances of that happening"

Sherry: "a billion to one" pauses "wow" Ashley now thinking that Sherry is in more shock then she is "that's just weird"

Ashley: "yea you telling me"

After they were done, talking they both laid down, Sherry fell asleep, and Ashley just laid there staring at the ceiling and her heart beating like crazy thinking about Spencer.

Spencer 4:00pm Ohio time day 2

Spencer was done packing and was leaving tomorrow early in the morning for the airport. It's been 2 days since her chat with ashleyrockzz and she desperately wanted to chat with her, she doesn't now why but the urge to talk to her was there. Also she hasn't spoken to Gabby either since Friday. She wasn't sure if she was avoiding her or she just had things to do. Remembering that Gabby wanted her to go to the party, she tries to call her one last time. The phone rings 5 times and she was about to hang up but she picked it up and it sounds like she's been running or something.

Gabby: not knowing who it was "hello"

Spencer: "hey Gabby"

Gabby: "oh hey Spence"

Spencer: "ok you don't sound like you wanted to hear from me"

Gabby: "no its not that I just came from jogging and I'm just tired"

Spencer: "oh…sooo do you still want me to come to Johns party with you"

Gabby: "I don't know that's up to you Spence"

Spencer: sensing there's something, wrong with her friend "ok what's wrong?"

Gabby: "nothings wrong"

Spencer: "don't lie to me Gabriella Francesca Randal!"

Gabby: "fine fine"

Spencer: "so tell me what's wrong"

Gabby: "come to my house and I'll tell you"

Spencer: "oh I'll be there in an hour, I'm going to take a shower first before I go"

Gabby: "ok see you then" and hangs up

Spencer takes a shower, grabs something to eat and heads over to Gabby's house

Spencer: "so what's up, why have you been avoiding me" biting in to her apple

Gabby: acting as if she doesn't know what Spencer's talking about "I have not been avoiding you"

Spencer: "yes you have. Is it because something I did or say" trying to think back to Friday to see if she did or said anything to Gabby to make her avoid her the whole weekend. The only thing she remembers was when she was talking about Ashley. Then is clicked (Ashley she must be jealous or something)

Gabby: "no…well yes"

Spencer: wanting to hear it from her own mouth she asks, "what, is it because of Ashley"

Gabby: "actually yes it is" pauses and tries to think of how she was going to tell her best friend that she was in love with her

Spencer: "why?" with a confused look on her face.

Gabby: "because I'm…I'm"

Spencer: "your what, just say it"

Gabby: "jealous…I'm jealous ok are you happy now"

Spencer: "jealous of what?"

Gabby: "jealous that you think of her and that you think she's beautiful and all those other things and not me and then you act like your in love with her and you don't even know her. I just don't get why? why not me"

Spencer in shock not knowing what to say to Gabby's out burst and just stands there staring at her.

Gabby: "and you not loving me like I love you. I know you want us to be best friends but that changed the day YOU kissed me and made me think you wanted the same thing. You would think I would hate you for breaking my heart but I don't. I still love you and its hurts so much" tears running done her face "I know your not gonna love me that way I want and I know your gonna find someone to love you and you love them back" pauses again and whips way the tears left on her cheek "and now your leaving and I'm gonna set my feelings aside and be the best best friend I can be and be there for you no matter what"

Spencer: with tears of her own "I don't know what to say"

Gabby: "there's nothing to be said"

Spencer: "I do…I do love you but…"

Gabby: cutting her off "I know I know just not in that way"

Spencer: "I'm sorry"

Gabby: "I know you are, I'm sorry too. I'm sorry for avoiding you and not coming to you in the first place"

Spencer gives Gabby one last hug and decides not to go to the party because its going to be to painful to be leaving all her friends so she just tells Gabby to tell them that she's going to miss them and she'll see them when she visits.

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TBC

Feel free to comment. This is my version of Spashley until we get to the meet. LOL I don't know Im thinking about not waiting the 3 more days to let them meet because I'm even getting frustrated myself. LOL but well see what brainstorming I'm going to come up with.