Everything
Summary Oh Boy Robin messed up again
Starfire becomes Slade's apprentice after Robin and the other Titans
betray her A new villain has his eye on the Princess and he will do anything to get her
for him self now it's up to Robin Cyborg Raven and
Beast Boy to Save Starfire and the city but can they? Even when she is
in Slades control and brokenhearted If they don't jump city is doomed
while Starfire may think she is nothing to Robin and the Titans she'll soon discover
that she's really everything.
Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titans
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*The chibis walk back in all bandaged and bruised, bleeding with bruised arms and broken limbs, i lay them all down in a row, Chibi Starfire, Rorek, Robin and Slade, before sitting back and sipping warm cocoa and eating cookies*
(Previous conversation of the chibis and I)
Chibi-Robin: You are a bas...
Me: HEY! it's CHRISTmas we don't use those words on this day!
Chibi Robin: At least my fiance isn't a dumbas..*I throw a high heel and hit him in the head*
Me: Shut the f...
Chibi-Rorek:....excuse me....but didn't you use that and many other words in the store yesterday?
Me: Well that was an exception, that SOB sold my DVD that they were SUPPOSED TO KEEP FOR ME! SO i had to pay and ARM LEG and half my soul for it!!
Chibi-Slade: Can I have the other half?
Me: Then the Son of a B*** didn't have my camera, let me stand there for 30 F*KING MINUTES, because HE didn't feel like helping me find a new one. THEN THAT SMARTA** B***
Chibi Starfire:....oh my, what do all these strange words mean?
Chibi Slade: My dear they mean...
*Robin and Rorek jump him and fists begin to fly as Starfire stares wide eyed*
Me: Then that f*king BAS***
Chibi-Starfire: Erm yes....on to the story now yes? Merry Christmas!
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PS: This will be told from stars POV for the first 3/4ths of it
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I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
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Greetings, it is glorious to see you, I suppose by now you know my story, or most of it correct? Well a lot has happened since then, I am now my masters, how did he put it...pet I think? I shall start from the beginning, it was after I had been horribly beaten by Slade, our worst enemy turned friend then enemy again, oh my, that was not to the confusing was it? I shall hope not. After I had a terrible fight with my dear friends I left my team, then I met my dear friend Rorek, he is very handsome but very quiet, he does not yell often and worries about me a lot. I feel....strange things around him at times...I shall continue though, it started a week or so after my master had become terribly upset with me, I should mention he has been teaching me to speak "normal"...
(Flashback)
I awoke as usual only to find my friend Rorek was not there, I frowned confused before I brushed my hair and walked out timidly, I did not wish to upset my master again, I turned a corner and gasped when a hand covered my mouth, my heart sped up and I began to struggle as I could not breathe
"Slade..." I thought before I felt a hand slid down my skirt, I went rigid, what was he doing? I felt his hot breathe on my skin and then I felt his lips, he kissed me on my neck and made his way up to my face, I tried to move but he only held me tighter, I was not sure why my powers would not work well, they just, did not anymore, no matter how hard I tried, I was slowly losing control of my powers...and myself.
"Why are you doing this? " I asked weakly, for some reason I felt sleepy
"You should realize by now...what my plan for you was." He said pushing my skirt down the rest of the way, I began to cry and prepared for the worst when he let me go. I fell forward from the harsh shove and I sighed relieved when I heard him calmly walk away, fixing myself I sniffled, why was I so weak?
(End flashback)
I would not discover the answer until later....much later, I dare not tell friend Rorek, he would be very upset, perhaps he would start to hate me as friend Robin does now, he has said it many times, how much he hates me. I still care for him deeply though, and for all my other friends. I hope they are doing all right....oh I offer apology, I am doing the trailing of off again am I not? As I said, I dare not tell friend Rorek however....things worsened
(Flashback)
I had tried to contact friend Raven, despite the pain I felt when I did, Slade had caught me doing it and was not happy, he slammed me into a wall and begin to yell many angry things at me, I cowered under his glare, it brought back many unhappy memories, I could see Robin yelling at me, saying cruel things to me and suddenly he stopped. He began to stroke my face as my Knorfka used too, without warning his mouth covered mine, from then my fate was sealed.
He pinned me down, my protest meant nothing to him, I was merely a pawn in this chess game as he puts it, that confused me, how was I a game piece? When he took off my uniform I almost began to grasps what he was saying....
He began to tell me how I was the only one he could use, as he puts it...I felt him poke me with something and my blood went cold, it felt like ice, I shivered but found I could only gasp hopelessly hoping Rorek would arrive. He would not though, he was gone for week, a trip, Slade had said...I fought back, really I did. But he was much stronger then I was at the time...I ignored his hands touching all over my body, I tried to block of the heat from his mouth, and he ignored my pleas for him to stop as he continued to rip me apart and use me for his own pleasure, when I screamed from the pain he used his hand to cover my mouth, I was not sure when he stopped, but it did not matter...I had given in to him some time ago given up the fight. I never felt so ashamed...
(Flashback over)
That was the first time it happened, eventually I learned to do as my master told me, sometimes bad things happened to Rorek when I did something wrong, of course friend Rorek never complained, he only smiled and took care of me, so I could not tell him my secret. It would hurt him deeply. I slowly began to regain control of my powers until one morning I did not feel well, I could not hold anything down, master Slade was out, friend Rorek was worried about me and began asking me many questions the more I answered the angrier he became until I could no longer lie, sobbing I told him everything, he pat my back lovingly and held me close, I could tell he was doing the crying, something Robin never did, he never cried for me.
(Flashback)
Blood flew out of my mouth as Slades hand met with my face, My arms were bound above my head and I hung from the wall taking every blow, Rorek was gone, away on a mission, though not for master this time, for me. He wishes to see me safe I trust him, I know he will come back for me, I have upset master, I asked about my friends. He slapped me again and I did not make a sound, he brought his hands to my hips and moved them up to my waist before one hand firmly seized my bruised and sore face
"You belong to me now is that clear?" He hissed I numbly nodded my head, what choice did I have? I did not wish to cause any more problems other then what I had already. He allowed me to collapse to the floor and left me there, as was protocol. I got up, washed and prepared myself for the rest of the day, such was life of one of Slades apprentice
(Flashback over)
I cannot complain much, I chose this life and am treated far better then most, there are times when he seems to actually care about me but then I am reminded how dark and vile he really is, It is time now, time for me to do what I've been preparing for, for nearly a year now. I landed near Titans tower, A basket in my hands, I slowly floated into my old room, now dusty and un touched though a few things were added, I smiled slightly it was almost like a memorial.....for me...I shook my head
"They do not care anymore, soon she will not care anymore..." I reminded myself the familiar ache in my heart rose up as I saw the purple hair girl walk in, she was a bit thinner now but still very pretty and her hair was a little longer, I smiled
"Friend Raven..." I said my voice tired but still the same as nearly two years or less ago when i left, I counted, perhaps it had been around a year and a half, did it matter? It was over now, she looked at me, her purple eyes filled with pain and sadness
"We should talk first, they'll listen, let us help you please! I told you about Rose she'll help!" Raven said to me pleadingly, I shook my head soberly and handed her the basket. Raven took it carefully and looked down at it before casting a sad glance at me,
"I wont let you down...please be careful. My friend..." She said, those two words brought tears to my eyes, I hugged Raven tightly one last time before leaving not wanting to face Robins wrath if he caught me there, i wiped the tears from my eyes as I flew towards home, this was for the best, this is what was best. I assured myself before sighing shakily, I frowned suddenly confused....where was Rorek? He was supposed to meet me....I wondered before a sharp pain filled my neck and gloved hands slipped around my mouth and waist...
"...I don't appreciate how you made such large decisions without my consent..." He said pulling me close to him, our bodies pressed together, I only enjoyed such closeness when with Rorek, Robin even if he still cared but not for my master, not like this. When he removed my top I knew what was coming, I tightened my hands and stomped his foot by surprise, I began to run and merely made it a few feet before he tackled him, I felt something sharp enter my body and instantly I felt weak, sick.
"This drug took me a long time to concoct but once I figured it out, I made an endless supply, If you would behave I wouldn't need to do this." He said to me coldly, I began to shake, I couldn't see what he was doing but I felt something enter me and screamed at the pain, I am not sure when it was over, I imagined it had been quite some time, since Slade was panting, the next thing was the worst pain I had ever experienced, it was worse then anything they had done when i had been captured, my body shook on the floor until he turned it off, the light in my eyes died and I felt myself slip from this world...
Perhaps now you are wondering how I am telling you my story if I am gone, well, I am still here in a sense, my body appears the same but it is not my own, Slade owns me now, I am his puppet, his toy, friend Rorek would be terribly upset, I can only hope they will forgive me for what I've done...
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Slade watched Starfire battle the Titans mercilessly, going at them with the rage of a rabid animal and he smirked underneath his mask, she had been perfect all along granted she had knocked him off course a few times and he did genuinely care about her, but those feelings could be pushed aside. He stayed within the shadows ready to attack if needed to protect her from the Titans, he glared when Raven began reason with Robin, a name stuck out to him
Rose....wasn't that the name of the little brat Blackfire had befriend back on the jail? He thought annoyed before he looked down in his palm, a device with waves on it warned him of Starfires nerve system. He ordered her to pull back and she did, pulling her into an alleyway he looked over her injuries from the battle before he picked up the distinct sound of foot steps, pushing her against the wall Slade covered her mouth with his own locking her in demanding kiss as Robin rounded the corner, an angry cry along with a blunt kick to the head let him know the boy wonder still had feelings for the object of, if you called it that, Slades affections. Starfire came to his rescue and he watched amused as Robin battled his ex friend and would be lover,
"Star he's evil, how could you do this?" He asked visibly hurt her only response was too violently slash at him with a glowing hand till he caught her by the wrist, his masked hurt ones locked onto her dull green ones and he frowned, actually looking her over for the first time i, how long had it been? Without warning her leg flew up and kicked him away, she began to sway and Slade caught her, right before he threw a smoke bomb and disappeared, everything was in place now. When Rorek arrived home he came across a seemingly heart broken Slade and near death Starfire, instantly Slade was pinned to a wall
"What happened to her?" He demanded angrily, Slade begin to sob quietly and Rorek relaxed some, was he finally having a nervous breakdown? He straightened up and looked over at Starfire who groaned painfully on the bed, sweat forming all over her body, Rorek growled, furious, how had this happened? Who did this to her?
"Robin, he wanted her to leave you and she wouldn't so he attacked her, she begged him to stop and listen but he refused." Slade lied, Rorek growled before looking back and forth on one hand, he knew how much of a liar Slade was, on the other...Robin had already hurt Starfire once, would he do it again? Starfire clenched the sheets in her nightmare state and groaned one word that set Rorek off
"Robin..." He glared, this was the last straw, how dare he pretend to actually consider forgiving Starfire, they had sought him out for one reason and one he was sure, to lure Starfire out and try and kill her, well if they wanted a fight they had one, now this was personal, this was war. Rorek mentally slapped himself for trusting Raven with Starfires dark secret he should have known that emotionless child had NEVER cared about Starfire, nodding to Slade he moved as quickly and quietly as he could, caressed Starfires cheek gently then walked out with a slam of the door...
Slade smirked
"Perfect."
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A/N.............no comments on this chapter from me. You know the deal, Happy Reading Princess Starfire PS: If you know anyone who is flexible and betas well please have them send me a message thanks =D