Scene IV: Journey to the Shadowed Land
"Shadowland, the leaves have fallen
This shadowed land, this was our home."
~The Lion King, Shadowland
Colony L2-C was one of the oldest in the L2 Colony cluster, and its age showed. Most of the wealthy had deserted it for newer, more modern, accommodations, leaving it free for the criminal element to move in.
And move in they did. While C didn't have quite the reputation of The Breaks, it was a moderately rough area in that survival of the fittest was the law of the land. Hilde was by no means a weak woman, but she was nervous about having to enter this no man's land. The law enforcement was non-existent, and she knew that she would be a prime mark. Having Duo along would help, but two teenagers against the world of C were not good odds. Still, they had faced worse.
She herself still wasn't sure exactly where they were going. Duo had told her that he would need her to help recover both Gundams. It didn't matter that he had asked her to come- she would have followed him anyway, but it was nice that he had asked. There was no way she was letting him out of her sight now that she had him again. He was just too important to her.
Neither of them had spoken the other much. There was an awkwardness that had never been there before, and neither had a clue how to break through it. She was confident they would work through it, though.
Hilde stepped off the shuttle, coughing slightly. C's air filtration system was archaic by modern standards, and the air had been recycled so often that it should have hazard warnings attached to it. Hilde had only been on Earth a few times, but each time she went there, she delighted in the rich, relatively clean, air. It was a luxury that all the colonists appreciated; though they seldom would admit it. Colonists tended to view Terrans as "soft land grubbers", and it was this frontier pride that helped that not only survive, but in many cases, thrive.
C, though, was all about survival. Drugs were everywhere, and there were no small numbers of prostitutes. C was the center of smuggling for the L2 cluster, and a few of their cartels were known throughout space.
"Calm down, Hilde," Duo said from behind her.
She glanced at him, wishing she dared keep her attention on him, but she didn't. The area was simply too dangerous for her to waste her time focusing on a known variable. The second she dared take showed him wearing a serious expression, and his posture was alert. Even though he was young, he was radiating signs that HE was a predator, an alpha male, and should be left to his damn business. Hilde shivered slightly, and wondered if that expression was the last thing his victims had seen. "I am calm, Duo," she said, keeping her expression carefully blank. "I would just feel a whole lot better if I knew where the hell we were going."
Duo wrapped his arm around her waist. "We're going home, babe. My home."
"What?" she asked. "But I thought-"
"The remains of Maxwell Church," he said softly. "Where else would I leave Shinigami but the place where it all began?"
She nodded as she recognized the logic behind it. "I should have known. And that's why you're going to get them."
"It won't take the press long to figure out my background- and when they do, one intrepid reporter is going to go snooping around L2. I have to get the Gundams away from here, and back on Earth. I may be a man alone, but I'm not helpless." His voice was hard, and Hilde suddenly envisioned Duo throwing away his life in some grand, futile scheme. He wouldn't let them take him alive, she realized with cold certainty. He had been captured before, and the experience had traumatized him enough that she had tried to make him go to a counselor. He had, of course, refused. Duo couldn't stand to be caged, and there was no way anyone was every going to succeed in imprisoning him again.
He would embrace his namesake first.
"Duo…"
"Hilde, relax. I've arranged for transportation to C Side, then we're going to go the rest of the way on foot. No one goes near that area; it's a ghost town. It's starting to have stories spread about it- superstitious fools. As if Sister Helen or Father Maxwell would ever hurt anyone. Personally, I would WANT to go there if I was still living on L2- it'd be a great place to live- no indent gangs, no cartels."
"Just the specter of death himself," Hilde murmured to herself.
"Why fear death? The dead can't hurt you," Duo said softly. "It's the living that you have to worry about." She wasn't sure if she agreed with that, but Duo's philosophy on death had always been a touch on the unnerving side.
"C'mon- I have a- well, she's not a friend, but an acquaintance who's waiting to meet me. She has the car ready."
Hilde took off two steps behind him. They walked briskly, avoiding eye contact with other pedestrians. "Can you try to look less like a soldier?" Duo hissed out of the corner of his mouth.
"What?" she asked in surprise.
"You're Oz training shows in how you move- very rigid and alert. You look like you're a spy."
"How SHOULD I move, then?" she demanded.
"Try to loosen up! Be alert, but don't look like you're going to salute the next authority figure you see! I should have gone by myself," he muttered.
"Don't you DARE think like that, Duo Maxwell!" she commanded, getting louder without meaning to. People turned to look, surprised, and she hastily lowered her voice. "I'm staying with you. You're not leaving me behind this time- I will follow you through hell and back."
He blinked at her a few times, surprise showing in his wide, yet beautiful eyes. "Hilde…"
"You need me, Maxwell," she said, poking him in the chest with her index finger. "And I need you, too- this may not be the best place to say this, but I love you, God damn it! Nothing is taking you away from me again- not even your nightmares! I let you go once- it's not going to happen again!"
He grabbed her, kissing her lips quickly. "Now's not the time nor place," he agreed. "But this is definitely a conversation I want to have, Hilde. But right now, we have to get the Gundams."
She agreed, and he took off again, holding her hand this time. The warm pressure of his fingers brought a slight flush to her face- ridiculous, since they had been lovers. It was like rediscovering something that had been lost, and she fervently hoped things would work out.
Duo weaved through the streets with the familiarity of long practice, and she realized that they were on his home turf. She'd never imagined that someone like Duo could come from such a place. Still, he had, and now she realized that she hardly knew him at all. He was like an onion; you peeled away one layer, only to find another new layer beneath. She wondered who the real Duo was.
She wondered if he would ever show her.
Finally he pushed into a large door, knocking on it. After passing a cover charge, the doors open to let couple in. "Stay close to me," Duo whispered.
Hilde's eyes widened as she took in her new surroundings. She and Duo had just walked into one of the seediest bars in the galaxy. Momentarily she was reminded of the Cantina scene from an old movie she had loved- there were people of every walk of life, but all of them were dangerous. The lighting was greenish, and the air was so thick with illegal substances that it made the atmosphere outside seem like a fresh spring day in the Alps of Europe. Hilde was tempted to stare at a man who had some of the most unusual tattooing she'd ever seen, but once again, her common sense prevailed. This was Duo's scene; she would follow his lead.
Duo flowed through the crowd like it was water, and she had a hard time keeping up. Twice she was propositioned, and she lost count how many times someone pinch her. Some of the pinches were not gentle, and Hilde knew that she would have bruises.
Duo came to an abrupt halt, and she almost ran into his back. Grumbling to herself, she straightened her shirt, then stared at the woman who had caught Duo's attention. Was THIS their contact? she wondered.
The woman in front of them was worth staring at. She was built like a bodybuilder who had been taking too many steroids, and half her head was shaved. The other half boasted uneven tuffs of green hair, and Hilde had the impression of a lawn someone hadn't finished cutting. She was wearing beat-up leather. The woman's eyes were a very pretty baby blue, which seemed at odds with the rest of her appearance.
"Hilde, meet Nuance," Duo said. "She's selling us the car."
"Hi," Hilde said, not knowing what else to say.
The woman grinned, flashing uneven teeth. "It's in good condition, Maxwell."
"It'd better be," Duo said grimly.
She widened her eyes melodramatically. "Would I cheat ya, love?"
"If you thought you could get away with it, yes," Duo replied, giving her a sweet smile.
Nuance laughed, a bark that seemed to shake her entire body. "Usually you'd be right, but you're a special case, Maxwell." She leaned forward, looking at him with an intensity that was surprising in this uncouth and unconventional woman. "I've been keeping up with Earth, and I know what's going on. There are bounties out for you, dead or alive, and some of them even come from legit sources. I figure that if you have to go somewhere, I'd better help you.
"I remember the war. Thing is, I understand it, unlike a lot of the bozos who are just angry. I had a brother- he was killed by the Federation. Since the Gundams went down, things are better. Not perfect, but I respect what you fought for- we have the freedom to make choices- if I want to be a goddamn smuggler, I can be. Sure, they're penalties, but they're not unreasonable. Not like they used to.
"Listen to me. I sound sentimental. We'd better get out of here- your face has been plastered on all the Colonies and Earth. Most people here a little behind, but when the bounty hunters start coming in, they'll talk for the right amount of money."
"Will you talk?" Hilde asked hesitantly as she followed the two out.
Duo muttered something about people with long memories, and Nuance gave him a friendly clout on the shoulder. "Calm down, Maxwell." The streets seemed less threatening with the new woman. Hilde knew the woman was a smuggler (she'd as much as come out and admitted it point-blank), but she liked her. Something about her demeanor told her that Nuance genuinely liked Duo, and wouldn't betray him. The woman led then down an alley, and Hilde fingered her gun nervously. She wasn't stupid; this was the perfect opportunity for someone to kill the both of them.
Nuance proudly gestured towards a rather battered car that was sitting at the end of the dead alley. Duo looked at it carefully, overlooking the outward appearance. "It's in good condition." Popping the hood, he let out a low wolf whistle. "Is this thing street legal?"
"'Course not. If it was, it wouldn't be of much use to you."
Duo grinned at her. "I like the way you think." He gave her a wad of cash. "I don't need to tell you that you don't know me," he said, his voice harsh.
"Maxwell, I'm not stupid. Even if you didn't get even, your gal pal would," Nuance said.
"You're not as stupid as you look," Duo said.
"Wouldn't be alive if I was. Sok szerencsét, Duo," she said. She leaned in and kissed his cheek, then tugged his braid playfully. "Keep an eye on this, will you? A lot of people will see it as a trophy just about now."
"Sure thing, Nuance!" he said as she disappeared into the shadows.
Hilde took the passenger side of the car. "What did she tell you?" she asked curiously. She hadn't recognized the language Nuance had used.
"Sok szerencsét- it's Hungarian for 'good luck'. Thing is, I think Nuance is primarily Italian. Then again, you can't tell on L2. Most people are of American descent, and the Americans are sort of… a mixed breed, I guess you could say."
He frowned down at the car. "Let's see if I remember how to drive a standard," he said, shifting gears. The car lurched, and Hilde reached hurriedly for her safety belt. She remembered watching Duo pilot- he was damn good, but it looked like it was a rough ride for his poor MS. Obviously it extended to his driving abilities as well.
The drive took a while, and it gave her too much time to think about what they were going to. She had only seen the Gundams up close a few times, and she wondered exactly what Duo had planned for her. She was a competent pilot, but there was no way she was up to piloting a Gundam. Did him mean for her to take Deathscythe while he took Zero? The stories she'd heard about the Zero system frightened her to death. Surely he didn't mean to put her in the cockpit of Wing Zero. No one but a lunatic could master it- a lunatic or a Gundam pilot. Maybe it took both qualities- after all, none of the pilots she'd met were exceptionally well balanced in the head.
The roads on C were in poor shape. Duo swerved occasionally to avoid potholes, and she was glad she hadn't had lunch whenever they hit one. The jolting ride had her feeling nauseous. She was now heartily grateful that she hadn't had lunch on the flight down."
Duo turned off the main road and if anything, the condition of the streets got worse. The bumps became more frequent, and Hilde was thrown against her seatbelt more times then she could count. The rubble that surrounded them surprised her; it looked like a war zone.
It was a war zone, she realized after a second. This was where the rebels had fought the Federation almost ten years ago. Hilde recognized that Maxwell Church -what remained of it- had to be close by.
Duo shifted the car into park, then took a deep breath. "Come on, Hilde. We have to walk."
Wordlessly she slid out of the vehicle, setting her feet on the concrete and steel. They began to pick her way through the streets, heading in a roughly north direction.
"Duo," she said after a few minutes of silent travel.
He turned haunted eyes on her, and she wondered if she even ask her question. "Yes, Hil?"
"Why isn't this place cleaned up? I mean, it looks like its been destroyed for a very long time."
"No money. C Side has no residents, so what's the point? You saw C Port- that place is run down AND it has inhabitants- so why would anyone waste money cleaning up an area no one lives in? Makes it the perfect place for Shinigami, though. Or it was."
She nodded, and they moved another two miles in. Finally Duo glanced around, and he seemed to recognize the place. "Stop right here, Hilde. Now we gotta dig."
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