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This chapter carries on from where the last one left off. :)

"Don't mess with my head like that Nelson." Jay threatened. "Have the damn abortion, who do you think your foolin'? You can't raise a kid, and I know I fucking can't."

"I just said it, Jay. I don't need you. I can do this myself. I will." Emma insisted confidently.

"No you wont." Jay retaliated.

"Watch me." Emma promised. She barged past Jay forcefully and shoved his chest with her shoulder angrily. Jay stepped back and turned angrily to watch Emma walk away and out of his life.

Emma felt better for standing up to Jay. It was a feeling of relief to start showing him that she could cope without him, that she didn't need him to hold her and every step of the way.

"Whatever, don't expect anything from me!" Jay shouted across to her. Emma heard him, but she let it slide. She kept her head down and carried on walking down the sidewalk, leaving trashed Jay hurling abuse at her from afar.

"Keep going, Jay. You can't bring me down." Emma whispered to herself as she felt tears pricking in her brown eyes. She may have demonstrated a tough cookie exterior just a few moments ago in front of Jay, but his onslaughts affected her more than she expected they would.

Jay felt an idiot shouting at Emma like she was worthless, but it was like word vomit. The taunts and cuss words just wouldn't stop coming. People were staring at him in horror. From nowhere he felt someone grab his arms and tackle him. Despite his fragile state, Jay wriggled free quite easily.

"Jason, you're banned from these premises!" Coach Armstrong got all up in Jay's face and shouted noisily. "Please leave now, you're creating a scene."

"Whatever!" Jay exclaimed erratically. He scooped his rucksack off the pavement and stormed off feeling like a prick. He'd made such a scene when really he should have talked it over calmly with Emma and started thinking about the life decisions they had to make regarding their future. It seemed Jay knew his wrong-doings and recognized his downfalls, but he was incapable of fixing things, or indeed having any control over things at all...

That night, Emma cried herself to sleep. She was so naïve to sleep with Jay, and think he'd want to know her afterwards. But at the time she really did think he was into her. But of course, he just wanted sex, and he got it and ditched her. And now, three months later, he was now back in her life, for all the wrong reasons.

Emma lost it to Jay at his apartment.

Flashback She went round there after school, it was a Thursday. She wore jeans and a black long top. Jay's apartment was just as she imagined it. Cans of beer everywhere, multiple ashtrays scattered randomly, overflowing with cigarette butts and joint ends. When she got there, she sat nervously on the very edge of the couch, watching Jay smoke a cigarette. The graceful clouds billowed from the end and from his mouth. Emma wasn't keen on the smell, but she was just giddy that she was sat in Jay's house, she didn't care that he was smoking.

He outstretched his hand, offering Emma a drag of his cigarette. Emma wrinkled up her nose and politely declined.

"Wise choice." Jay said. He took one large drag and exhaled the smoke out of his mouth slowly, like he was Tony Montana wannabe smoking a fat Cuban cigar. He stubbed it out in the ashtray and turned almost immediately to terrified Emma.

He looked at her sat there with her shoulder hunched and eyes fixed on the floor and laughed softly. "Lighten up. It's not that bad." He said gently placing his hand on her thigh. He leaned forward and tipped her head up slightly. She looked at him directly in the eye and flinched slightly as his hand got further up her leg. He kissed her. She was surprised. He was soft and gently. She could taste the cigarettes and beer on him, but she didn't question it. He began getting faster and he pusher her back gently but forcefully so she was lying on the sofa and he was above her. Making out with Jay was crazy.

He was so different to Sean. It wasn't like Emma had never been in this situation before, but she was insanely nervous. Her body was stiffening up and she felt robotic. Jay sensed it and pulled away momentarily.

"Are you OK?" He asked.

Emma swallowed and smiled reassuringly. "Yeah."

Jay nodded and went back in for another kiss. Emma was kinda glad he was taking control, she really didn't think she'd be able to do it.

She managed to calm down for just a few moments enough to get used to what was happening, before she felt Jay begin to unzip her jeans. She pulled away from Jay and gasped nervously, unsure if she could do it. Jay looked up at her and flashed a panicked look across his piercing blue eyes. Emma took a deep breath and pulled Jay's head back down to kiss her again. He didn't stop.

Afterwards, Emma felt different. Not how she'd expected to feel. It kinda felt odd that it wasn't Sean. She always thought she'd lose her virginity to him, but it didn't turn out that way. She sat back on the very edge, this time, the edge of the coffee table. She donned Jay's t-shirt, which drowned her. Jay stood wearing just track pants.

"You OK?" He asked, noting her blank expression.

"Sure." Emma said dazed. She didn't even look up.

The next day was Saturday. A week had passed since the debacle with Manny, and Jay only had three weeks left of exclusion. Three long weeks. He had ran out of ideas to pass the time with. He had humiliated himself outside Degrassi yesterday, and since then he really didn't feel like venturing out. He walked around his house wearing just a pair of black Calvin Klein's and socks. He stumbled around in a dazed mess. He had a cigarette hanging from his mouth and a pint glass of Stella in his hand. The perfect combination. All he really wanted now was a girl. Alex. But he couldn't have her. Damn.

He hated himself for ruining things with her. She was beautiful with her dark hair and dark eyes, beautiful face and heart-stopping smile. He-

A deafening banging on the door interrupted his thoughts. He made his way over to the door, tried to look through the peep-hole to see who it was. Jay used his feeble hands to try and flip the cover off, but it wouldn't budge. He poked and prodded at it, but it wouldn't reveal itself, and he was getting more and more frustrated.

He kicked the door angrily and grabbed the handle. He flung the door open.

"Woah!" Jay exclaimed, his hands flying to his crotch. He jumped behind the door and grabbed a pair of black cut offs. "Sorry, dude!"

"No sweat man." Sean said said stepping over the threshold with the biggest of grins plastered on his face.

"Who are you, the Cheshire cat?" Jay commented, noting the he smile Sean was fashioning.

"Listen, man." Sean ordered. He looked so happy Jay wondered why.

"Whatever you've been taking, I want some." Jay joked flatly.

"Listen, man. Guess what?" Sean was so overexcited he didn't give Jay time to guess. "I'm back for a month. And I'm gonna get Emma back."