A/N i know i suck at updating these days!

EPV

"Edward?" Bella asked for me.

"Yes Bella?" I soothed

"Why did you call me love before?" Bella's face was confused.

Do I tell her because I love her? Carlisle told me not to force things on her, if i told her, would I be forcing her to love me back? What if she was scared of me loving her? I need to watch what I say more often.

"Because Bella, its what I call you." She didn't seem to take that as a good enough answer.

"Is it because you love me?" She asked in such an innocent voice, I could only nod and look into her eyes, deep down trying to touch part of her soul she forgotten about. "Like a brother?" Another question that hurt me.

"No Bella, not like a brother." A laughed escaped my lips for half a second, not long enough for her to notice. The thought of me taking the place of Emmett made me chuckle internally.

"Like... a best friend?" I closed my eyes and dipped my head down.

"No, not like a best friend either." I sighed

"Are you my nurse? Because if you are then shouldn't you have a uniform or be at least...older?" Bella kept babbling on how it was impossible for me being a nurse until I put my hand over her mouth.

"Im not a nurse." Then her eyes grew wide and she didn't blink for a while, I slowly removed my hand from her mouth and her jaw fell.

"You..love me like...love me, like a mate! Right?!" She was whisper yelling, clearly not wanting anyone to hear her. The word mate coming from her lips were different, usually only vampires referred to each other's significant other as that, not humans, to humans mate or mating was for animals. I smiled a smile telling her she was correct.

"But im so...and your so... but, impossible." She stuttered while looking from me to herself and back to me again.

"Don't put to much on yourself now, its going to take a while for you to get all your memory back, so just relax okay?" I brushed her bangs from her face and her heart stuttered, I smiled knowing even tho she doesn't remember she loves me I still had that effect on her. Bella slowly nodded still looking at me wide eyed.

"Can you tell me something?" She asked before closing her eyes.

"Anything." I promised her.

"I know you kissed my fore head, but I was just wondering if we have...kissed...like lips.." Her cheeks turned a bright red and I laughed lightly and bent down so her face was only about and inch from mine.

"Yes." I breathed and her eyes flew open and turned to shock to find me so close but calmed faster than I though she would. "We have." I whispered and closed the space between us and touched my lips to hers and a fire blazed threw me, it was like a first kiss. Sweet but hot. My lips never felt to warm. I could tell it took her a few moments to realize what was happening before she started kissing me back. Her hand reached my to grab at my hair and I was lost in a sea of bliss. I had to pull back before it got to far. This is exactly what Carlisle meant by not forcing thing apon her. I meant for it to be a short sweet little kiss but once our lips made contact I need more, but she dosent remember im a vampire and have limits.

She laid back down on her pillow, eyes closed. "Edward...your different... I like it." and she fell back asleep. Yes, I was different. No, she shouldn't like that.

I sat there watching her sleep for about five hours now. Nurses came in and out checking on her. Carlisle finally walked in with Emmett, Alice and Jasper a step behind him.

"Wheres Esme?" I asked, I would have thought she would be here.

"She went to check on Rose." Emmet answered. I would have known that but I was tuning everyone out right now to focus on Bella.

"I think I found the problem and how this happened." Carlisle looked towards Bella's sleeping body. I nodded for him to go on. "Okay so my theory is that when Edward saved Bella from James by sucking the venom out, the Spanish Influenza which still lingered in Edward's venom was combined with James and Edward's venom and it was released into Bella's body. You may ask that why didn't the vampire venom change her if it still lingered. And the reason is that because there were two different venoms, both battling, to which one could spread through Bella's body. But with Spanish Influenza there, they had to battle it too. To heal the body. They were all battling but obviously the flu was mixed with venom. Slowly they all combined and started flowing through Bella's bloodstream at a very slow pace but when Bella got the cold it sent the disease into overdrive because it was trying to make her vulnerable and heal her at the same time and resulted in Bella losing all her senses which then later on formed into a brain clot." Carlisle explained without taking a brake to everyone.

"Carlisle, I thought the venom got rid of all illness." Alice chirped in.

"That was I thought, but I did some extended research and I found out that if a vampire was ill during human life and changed while still ill, that virus is still in there body, but has no effect on them, and stays. But can pass threw bitten humans, this is the first case I have ever seen" He pointed out as "matter of fact" kind of way. So this was my fault. Bella was like this because of me.

"Edward its not your fault..." A voice said. I looked up to see Bella mumbling and her eyelids were twitching like they wanted to open. They slowly opened and she rolled onto her side smiling at me. "You didn't know your bite was going to harm me, I would rather be sick now than die then." She laughed at the end and coughed two times before looking back at me.

"Bella? Do you know what you talking about?" I asked how could she have know this?

"Yes, Carlisle just explained how I got sick, I was half awake, sorry..." She blushed from embarrassment as we all just stared at her. "What?" Her blush deepened.

"I think she remembers." Carlisle clearly pointed out. (A/N if this wasn't a serious story i would sooo have Edward..or better Emmett say "No shit Sherlock" hahahahaha)

"What are you talking about, I remember what?" Bella was panicking. I took her hand in one of mine and stoked her hair with the other.

"Bella, love, you have amnesia." I made my voice as soft as possible.

"What? I... no, because I don't remember forgetting anything...wait, that didn't sound right." She looked down at her hands and looked like she was trying to figure out a hard math problem in her head. "The last thing I remember is getting a horrible head ache, and then falling asleep." She whispered, her hand flew up to her head when she mentioned the head ache, when she realized what she didn't she lowered it back down to her side still looking down. Then Emmett started booming out laughter

"Bellsy has amnesia about her amnesia!" He bellowed out and Alice stopped on his foot and Jasper smacked the back of his head. Serves him right. "Hey! What was that for!" He yelled at them but everyone just ignored him. I saw a smile crack on Bellas lips and then fade away.

"So, Carlisle, can you cure me?" Bella asked and all eyes flashed to him. Could he? Was it possible? Carlisle looked at everyone and rested his eyes on me.

"Im not sure." He dropped our stare and walked out the door slowly.

A/N

OOOOOOOHHHH SPICY!!! hahahahaha that was fun...REVIEW FOR YOU LITTLE LIVES!!!....pretty please with a huggles on top?? ;P hahahaha so far this is my longest chappie to this story!! i bet it has to do with that whole Carlisle explainy thing...lolz