Disclaimer: I do not own Camp Rock, The Jonas Brothers, or Demi Lovato all other characters are purely of my own creation.
Summary: Meghan Wilson returns home to become a temporary assistant to her three best friends who she's known all her life.
Chapter 13
I awoke to feeling Nate stir under me. I moaned softly as I went to stretch and instantly felt pain. I yelped. "You okay?" Nate inquired.
"Y..Yeah just a bit sore." I whispered. I slowly opened my eyes to see him staring at me. "Hey." I smiled. He smiled back slightly. "You okay?" He nodded, but it only seemed half-heartedly. "Y..You don't regret what we did do you?" I bit my lip as I turned from him so I couldn't see his eyes.
"No! Of course not!" He pulled my face back so he could look at me. "I love you Meghan, I am so happy I got to have this experience with you, I'm glad you were my first." His eyes lost something in them when he said he was glad I was his first. I whimpered.
"But you weren't mine, that's why you're upset." I pulled away this time falling to the bed on my back. "I'm tainted goods." I whimpered.
"No!" He pulled me to him again. "I just wish we could have been each other's firsts. But that doesn't mean I'm not any less happy that you were mine. I love you just the same, hell probably even more now. I love you so much Meghan." Tears were in my eyes now as I began to cry.
"You mean it?" He nodded. I smiled softly, but noticed him fingering the ring on his ring finger. He saw me eyeing it. "You promise you don't regret it?" He nodded, a small smiled appearing on his lips. He sat up, removing his Diabetes dog tag, slipping the tag off the chain he slipped his ring off, then put the chain through the opening.
"Sit up." I eyed him but did as he asked, he slid the chain around my neck fastening it. I gasped as the warm metal of the ring fell against my chest.
"Nate?" I eyed him before running my fingers over the ring.
"I promised God I would take this off when I married because I was saving myself for my wife, but I said once to you I knew you were the one I wanted to marry. I want you to have this as a promise that I'm yours, forever yours, and as a promise one day we'll get married." I smiled softly still fingering the ring. I bit my lip, slightly as I moved from the bed. I yelped sorely as I went to walk. "Baby… Come back to bed." I shook my head.
"Hold on." I went to the closet and shuffled through my larger suitcase. I found my jewelry box. In a little compartment was my purity ring, it was different from the boys, there was a small cross on it like theirs but mine was pink, with little pink heart rhinestones on either side of the cross. I found a chain inside my jewelry box, I stood quickly as I linked the ring through the chain. I made my way back to the bed, reaching over Nate I grabbed his dog tag slipping it on the chain as well before sliding it onto his neck. "Here." He smiled brightly.
"You kept it?" I nodded.
"You and the boys bought it for me, of course I kept it." He grinned as he pulled me down to snuggle with him. I giggled softly.
"I could get use to this naked snuggling." I whispered. He laughed. "I'm tired still." I pouted. He pulled me close and covered us up once more. And we fell asleep again.
I awoke about three hours later to someone banging on the door. I groaned softly, slipping from the sheets, I dug out a pair of panties from my suitcase, and slipped on one of Nate's shirts. I made my way towards the door, whimpering softly. I tried getting on my tip toes to peek into the peephole, but my body wasn't having it. "Who is it?"
"It's Shane and Brigit!" Brigit's voice rang, so chirpy she must have had her coffee this morning. I unlocked the door opening it. Brigit eyed me instantly.
"What?" I mumbled brushing my hair from my face. I couldn't even tell I was smiling dumbly I was still exhausted from earlier that day.
"It's 1 in the afternoon." Shane stated, I shrugged some.
"You're glowing." I eyed Brigit. "I'm serious you have this dumb smiling plastered on your fa… You didn't" She eyed me. "Oh my God you totally did!"
"What are you rambling about?" Shane asked as I blushed brightly covering my face.
"YOU DID!" Brigit squealed pushing me back into the room, Shane following suit. I yelped in pain.
"Watch it! I'm sore." I whined.
"That good!?" I blushed brighter.
"Bri shove it!" Shane looked completely confused.
"Why are you sore? What was good? If it was good why are you sore?" I groaned covering my face again as I sat on the couch.
"My god you are dense." Brigit sighed.
"What is all the racket about!" Nate yelled, he appeared from the bedroom with a pair of pajama pants on.
"Dude what's that on your shoulder?" Shane asked coming closer to inspect. "Is that a bite mark?" My eyes widened. I bit him? When did I bite him? I don't even remember doing that. Shane moved around him. "Are those claw marks on your back…?" His eyes widened. "You guys didn't!?"
"Now he gets it." Brigit grinned. I sunk into the couch slowly pouting as Shane threw me an angry look. Then he looked back to Nate just as angry.
"What the hell you two!" Nate plopped down beside me his arm found its way around my waist pulling me to sit in his lap. "How did this happen!?" I eyed him.
"You want all the gory details Shane." I glared.
"Gross no! Were you two even safe?" My eyes widened some. "I take that as a no!" I pouted.
"Stop yelling!" Nate growled. I buried my face into Nate's chest whimpering. "You're upsetting Meghan."
"Oooh I'm upsetting Meghan! Come on! You can't be serious." He started to pace the room. "Two grown ass adults and you have unprotected sex! What if Meghan gets pregnant?" Nate tensed some under me.
"Well then we'll take it as it comes." I smiled some not moving from my position.
"No we're sending one of the girls out for the morning after pill." Shane stated. I sat up real fast on that.
"Don't you think that's my choice, after all it's my body?" I hissed out.
"And nine months from now your BABY will tarnish the band's name." I glared at him now.
"Screw you Shane." Nate butted in. I gasped softly. "We made a choice as adults, we had sex, we can do what we wish afterwards. You have no right to butt in to or affairs." Shane pointed his finger growling before leaving, slamming the door. I jumped slightly.
"Maybe he's right…" I whispered. Nate looked down to me. "Nate, you'll only be 20 if I do happen to get pregnant, are you ready to be a father?"
"Meghan, I want whatever you want." I bit my lip, my hands resting against my stomach. I was almost 27, I had a career waiting for me, lord knows Nate and I could provide tenfold for a baby especially with his occupation. Suddenly there was a loud knock at the door, I nodded to Brigit to get it. Shane stormed back in with Jason on his heels.
"Jase…" I whispered. He didn't look angry, upset, disappointed. But not angry.
"You two seriously. What were you thinking?" Tears welled up in my eyes.
"As I told Shane this is between Meghan and me." Nate held me closer.
"This affects the band Nate. We've came out publicly stating we were waiting for marriage to have sex, and you threw it away!" Ugh damn Jason and his level head.
"I didn't throw it away! I want to marry Meghan." All three gasped. I bit my lip.
"You've only been dating for about a two months!" Shane screamed.
"I know I love her, I know she's the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. So what we did things out of order, I don't care. I was ready, she was ready." His hand rested over mine as it rested against my stomach. "And if Meghan happens to get pregnant or wants to take the morning after pill, I will support her no matter what. And as my brothers and hers, you should support us too!" He was glaring at them now. Shane growled, Jason looked defeated.
"May I butt in?" Brigit piped up. Shane huffed crossing his arms. "They are both adults, it's their decision and you shouldn't let something as petty as 'the band' come between you guys. So what they had sex, so what it was unprotected. It's not like they held up a bank at gunpoint. Sure if Meghan happens to get pregnant it is a big deal, but it's not like you're hurting for cash. They can provide for it. And I really want to be an aunt." I groaned throwing a pillow at her.
"Bri!" She laughed.
"Sorry I was just trying to make you guys laugh, seriously, everything is always drama. Meghan doesn't need all that drama. Let her choose, it's her body you are trying to force a drug into." Shane sighed softly he looked defeated now.
"How about this… Bri I will give you the money to go get the pill. I will consider it!" I pointed at Jason and Shane. "After I read all the information, as of right now I'm leaning against it. As much as your points make sense, I still really want a baby." I blushed some. "I wasn't expecting it now, but I've always wanted to be a mom." I looked down to Nate's hand over mine. "And I couldn't picture a better father than Nate." Tears were falling down my cheeks. "But if you are worried for the band, and how this could hurt its image than I'll consider what you want me to do."
"Is it what you want?" Nate asked. I looked to him.
"Truthfully, no." I sighed. "But I don't want your career to suffer because we couldn't wait till marriage."
"Screw my career, Meghan, you're what's important to me, and I know you'll make a damn fine mother. Yes I would have liked to wait a bit before kids, preferably after marriage, but if you end up getting pregnant it would be what God wanted. If you are unsure about taking this pill, then you shouldn't have too. Your mind has to be set on it or you'll be broken in the end with the 'what ifs'" I whimpered softly. Suddenly I was pulled from Nate's arms, Shane held me tightly I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist and clung to him crying.
"Meghan…" He whispered rubbing my back.
"I don't want to ruin the band!" I sobbed. Jason came behind me rubbing my back, I buried my face in Shane's chest and sobbed. "I don't want you to hate me either!" I sobbed harder.
"We don't hate you!" Jason stated a bit astonished.
"I don't want you to be disappointed in me!" I hiccupped now. Shane just held me tighter.
"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed in BOTH of you." Jason sighed. "But I don't love either of you any less. And no it's not because of our vow, it's because I don't believe either of you are ready for this step." I scoffed slightly. "What?" I sniffled still clinging to Shane.
"I'm almost 27 Jase, I think I know when I'm ready to have sex." I whispered.
"Yes but you are still getting over what Alex did to you and it all happened because you had sex." I turned.
"Alex who?" Nate laughed so did Brigit.
"That good?" Brigit inquired, I grinned slightly then yelped as Shane dropped me.
"Gross!" I screamed out in pain as I fell straight on my rear sending searing pain through other parts of me.
"Mother fucker!" I hissed out.
"Meghan!" Jason gasped. I groaned on the ground. Nate leaned down to pick me up.
"What's her deal? I didn't drop her that far from the ground." Brigit eyed Shane.
"You'll figure it out when you take a girls virginity." Shane's eyebrow raised.
"Meghan's not a virgin." I scoffed.
"I practically was!" I yelled out groaning now in pain.
"Do I even want to know?" Shane asked?
"Are you an idiot?" Jason rolled his eyes. "Even I understand it." I blinked. "She's only had sex once usually that's not enough to get over the pain you dork."
"I never had a problem my first time." Brigit piped up. I eyed her. "But Meghan's pain tolerance sucks. And all women's bodies are different. I've heard some never have pain where with others it takes a few times for the pain to subside or to at least not be sore afterwards." I nodded some. "And if you want to get into details, depending on how good the partner is the pleasure just over-rides the pain. Which I gather is what happened between you two." I didn't know who was redder now Nate or Myself. "Plus the first and only time she had sex was two years ago. And frankly from what she told Holly and I he wasn't that big." I laughed slightly but groaned in pain afterwards.
"Gross seriously don't need to hear this." Shane covered his ears. There was a knock on the door, Jason peeked into the peephole before opening the door.
"Why is everyone in here?" Holly came in.
"NATE AND MEGHAN HAD SEX!" Brigit squealed. I groaned in Nate's shoulder.
"Finally, the sexual tension between you two was starting to hurt me!"
"What Bri forgot to mention was that it was unprotected." Shane pointed out. Holly smacked me upside the head.
"You moron!" I yelped.
"Oww I'm already sore as it is! Could we not damage me anymore?" I rubbed my head.
"That good?" I groaned.
"Why does everyone keep saying that!" Shane covered his ears.
"Baby." Holly pushed past Shane and took a seat next to Nate and I on the couch. I was still wriggling around in pain. "What's her deal?"
"Shane dropped her, and she's still sore.." Jason said pointed out. I whimpered.
"You heartless prick." She glared at Shane.
"I didn't know!" I glared at him. "I'm sorry Meghan." I stuck my tongue out at him before curling up in Nate's arms. He held me close.
"Beat him up for me Nate." I whimpered.
"I'll do it." Holly grinned.
"Keep her away from me!" Shane hid behind Brigit.
"Weakling hiding behind a woman." Holly mumbled.
"Be careful Shane she'll give you a third testicle." His eyes widened some partly as he looked to Brigit, in curiosity. "I've heard she stomped on some guy's testicle he has a permanent indent in it looks like he has a third testicle."
"That only happened once!" Holly grinned.
"Whew you're joking." Shane sighed in relief.
"No that actually happened." She stated. All three of the guy's eyes widened. "I was an adorable little girl." I laughed then whimpered. "Nate help me get her into a warm bath that should help." She brushed my hair from my face and I smiled softly. He lifted me up, taking me to the bathroom, Holly following close behind, shutting the door. "So you going to tell me what happened?" I sighed softly as Nate turned the water one.
"We were in the moment, things happen." I eyed her.
"You going to take the pill?" I bit my lip.
"I am going to give Bri money to get it. But I don't want to take it. It was to ease Jase and Shane's minds." Nate took my hair from its bun.
"What do you think about it Nate?" Holly asked, he was sort of stunned. No one asked him what he thought.
"I preferred she didn't." My eyes widened. "I mean if she does get pregnant granted a little early from when I wanted kids. I would love him or her so much. I don't think what we did was a mistake, it was perfect." I blushed brightly. "I was ready and I know she was. She wouldn't have asked if she wasn't." He turned the water off. I slipped off my top slowly tossing it over Nate's head then slipped my panties off before sliding into the water. I instantly felt relief.
"Better?" I nodded to Holly. "You didn't have this much trouble with Alex." I eyed her.
"You know why." She held up her pinky finger I laughed sliding under the water covering my face in my fit of giggles. I resurfaced breathing heavily.
"You girls are mean!" Nate grinned slightly.
"Oh honey, you should hear us when the men aren't around." I laughed.
"Baby do you really hate us demeaning Alex that much?" I eyed him knowingly.
"Oh no demean him please do. I just hate to hear what you have to say about me." I laughed.
"Believe me you have no qualities to make fun of." He blushed brightly.
"Really now." Holly sized up Nate.
"Get your own famous Grey!" I snapped at Holly.
"I plan on it." She grinned. I gaged.
"Do not talk about my Jase like that." I winced.
"I could have been talking about Shane." I eyed her.
"I know you too well, you think Shane is annoying, you'd rather beat him than kiss him. Plus we totally know Bri has her eyes on him." She shrugged.
"Jason does have some cute qualities about him." She grinned slightly. "I mean I can over-look the bird obsession." I eyed her slightly. "Does it ever get less weird?" Nate and I said 'nope' simultaneously. "Great." She sat on the side of the tub. "If you do get pregnant, I'm partially excited." I eyed her once more.
"Why?" I whispered .
"Because I'll be an aunt." I groaned.
"You and Bri I swear!" Nate ran his fingers through my wet hair.
"How you feeling baby?" I smiled softly.
"A lot better." He smiled kissing the top of my head.
"So I take it Jason and Shane didn't agree with this whole situation?" I sighed. Shaking my head.
"Shane told me to take the pill. And threw a fit when I was hesitant against it." Holly shook her head.
"Jerk." I nodded.
"He was worried about the bad press the band would get if I were to become pregnant." She rolled her eyes.
"Massive Jerk." I sighed.
"Jason didn't help. He was just as worried for the band." Holly sighed some.
"I would have hoped better from him, at least to worry about you and Nate more than the damn band." I bit my lip and sighed. "Sweetie just relax today and tomorrow we'll have tons of fun at The Arena. Karaoke remember." I grinned and nodded.
"Yeah I'm excited, especially if Alex shows up. I have a song to sing just for him?" She eyed me.
"A Meghan original?" I shook my head. "Do tell."
"It's a surprise. But you and Bri are totally singing with me." She laughed and nodded. "I think I'm ready to get out." Nate grabbed a towel, I slowly stood my muscles felt a lot better. He wrapped the towel around me and I smiled softly. "Could you grab me some underwear?" He nodded and walked out.
"Do you want a baby?" I looked to Holly surprised, but smiled.
"Yes." It was that easy. "I want it more because it'll be Nate's." I smiled brightly. Nate came in smiling obviously hearing me. I blushed slightly.
"Well I think you'll be a great mother." Holly spoke up. I bit my lip.
"Really?" She nodded.
"I see you with the kids at the restaurant, you're amazing with them. And you get so happy." I laughed.
"Thank you." Nate handed me my underwear, I slid them on under my towel, then grabbed a robe slipping it on. I was able to walk easier now but Nate opted to carry me. I giggled as he brought me back to the living room. Brigit was glaring daggers at Jason and Shane.
"Meghan we're sorry." Jason spoke up.
"Yeah we should have been more concerned about you and Nate, not the Band." I eyed Shane he had a red mark on his cheek.
"Bri did you beat them up?" I eyed her.
"Just Shane. Jason realized his mistake way before Shane did." I laughed
"You don't have to apologize, but I don't want to take the pill." I whispered. Shane bit his lip, Jason just nodded.
"If this happens it was meant to happen." I said. They both nodded. "Now give me a damn hug!" They laughed and Nate set me on the ground. I giggled as Shane and Jason pulled me too them hugging me tightly.
That day we did what we usually did, order room service and watched movies. I was already starting to feel closed in. I sighed softly after five hours and two and a half movies I was getting anxious. "What's the status on the Paparazzi?" I whined.
"Not as bad as the first day, but still quite a bit." Nate said as he peered out the window.
"Ugh! I'm getting tired of being stuck in this hotel!" I pouted.
"What are you talking about this is awesome." Brigit stated.
"Well I lived in and out of hotels for four years when I toured with the boys, it's not all it's cracked up to be." I stated, the boys agreed.
"It does get boring after a while." Jason said.
"Why don't we make things interesting then." Holly stated. I eyed her. "Strip poker." I scoffed.
"No way! I suck at poker and I'm sure Jason and Shane would rather not see me naked." I stated. They nodded.
"Okay truth or dare?" Holly grinned.
"Crap I'm going to end up naked." I whined. Holly laughed.
"I like that idea." Brigit said. I eyed her. "Not you getting naked, playing truth or dare." I laughed.
"Okay then." I grabbed a glass Coke bottle and set it on the ground. "Sit in a circle, I'll spin this and whoever it lands on gets to start." They did as I said, I twirled the bottle, we watched it spin intently as it slowly came to a stop on Shane.
"Yes!" He Jumped.
"Stop gloating a pick someone you dork." Holly growled. He eyed her.
"Holly, truth or dare." Holly grinned.
"Dare." Brigit and I oooed then giggled.
"I dare you too…" He drew out the O's as he thought. "Drink this." He held up his tartar sauce. I rolled my eyes.
"Are we adults or children. That's boring." Holly groaned.
"Just do it!" She rolled her eyes and drank down the Tartar sauce. She cringed slightly, then threw the cup at Shane.
"My turn, let me show you how adult Truth or Dare is done." She eyed Brigit. "I dare you to make out with Shane." I laughed. Brigit blushed slight. "No pussy footing around kiss the crap out of each other!" I laughed harder. Brigit climbed on a very stunned Shane's lap. Her lips instantly on his, she ran her hand, through his hair pulling him close, her tongue running along his lip. He gasped softly giving her the time to slide her tongue into his mouth. She pulled away after a few seconds and grinned, climbing off his lap, leaving him very stunned. She grinned.
"My turn! Meghan!" I groaned. "Truth or Dare." I shrugged figuring why the hell not.
"Dare." She grinned.
"I dare you and Holly to kiss." I eyed Holly she shrugged. "On the lips." I laughed, I leaned over placing a small kiss on her lips. "Boring!" Brigit called out, I smacked her. "Owww."
"My turn. Jason." He looked nervous. "Truth or Dare."
"Truth." He whispered.
"That's not fair I know everything about you." He laughed. "I really don't know what to ask." I thought for a second. "What's the one thing you want to do before you die." He blinked. "And no 'get married have a family' an outrageous thing, something daring." He thought long and hard.
"I'd like to skydive." I eyed him.
"Really?" He nodded. "Cool."
"Okay my turn. Nate." I he pointed at Nate. "Truth or Dare."
"Truth." Nate smiled.
"When did you know Meghan was the one?" My eyes widened.
"The moment I saw her walk of the terminal." I gasped. He turned to me. "I saw her and my heart ached, from the four years she wasn't in my life, I realized I didn't want that to ever happen again. I didn't want to ever let her go after that." I bit my lip, tears welled up in my eyes. "I knew I loved her in that moment, but I also could tell she had been through a lot during her time away so I gave her, her space and waited for her to come to me." The tears were falling now, Brigit and Holly awed. Nate pulled me close.
"Why do you got to do that!?" Shane whined.
"What man?" Nate inquired.
"You totally pull out that romantic crap and it makes Jase and I have to work twice as hard to impress." I laughed wiping my eyes.
"Well I think we're done with Truth or Dare, Meghan's all emotional now." I stuck my tongue out at Holly. I sighed it was on 4pm and we still had nothing to do.
"What now?" I leaned against Nate. The rest of them shrugged. I grinned.
"We could play The Indiana Jones game." The guys eyed me. I dug through the duffel bag that had all our movies in it and pulled out my box set of Indiana Jones movies.
"Every time Indy touches his hat we have to take a drink." I grinned more.
"We'd be dead by the first movie!" Shane complained. I laughed. "Plus what if you're pregnant?" I laughed harder.
"First off, not like a whole shot, just a drink out of your glass." Jason eyed me. "Secondly I won't be drinking, just going to sit back and enjoy you fools." I grinned.
"Nate will be dead by the end of the first movie, he's never drank. I'm not sure about Bri." I smiled.
"Oh Bri, Holly, and I have played this game many times. I think we made it to the middle of the third movie before we passed out." Holly laughed, Bri just smirked. "How about Nate lets us know when he touches his hat, if he's uncomfortable drinking"
"I could do that, but I don't mind a few sips here and there." Jason eyed him.
"When in Rome." Nate shrugged. I laughed.
"Meghan you're officially a bad influence." Jason said but then agreed. We raided the mini bar, there were a ton of the mini bottles but since they were tiny we decided to do sips instead of drinks. We ordered room service again so I could have some food in my stomach. Shane and Jason quit after the second movie, Holly was already tipsy and called them 'fucking babies' which sent Brigit and I into fits of laughter. Holly and Brigit went down for the count just at the end of the third movie, I passed out half way through the fourth. It was a good night.