Hey, my loves! So much for writing and uploading every day, no matter what. I have family over and I hate writing around my family. I also can't just hide in my room and write because they get curious. I'm so sorry! This chapter is a Clara Diary Entry. I decided to make it this chapter instead of 12. It's going to look like a shorter chapter but I promise you, it's the same length as the others. So much love! So much fluff! I hope you like it! Again, so sorry I couldn't upload. Family. Bleh. Anywho, enjoy. Please review and tell me what you think or want to see. I value your opinions. In fact, I thrive off them. Favorite and Follow if you like the story! Thank you!

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"Dear Diary,

Yesterday was something special. The Doctor took me to a romantic star system. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. It trumped the rings of Akhaten by a long shot. Much better than what you see in movies or astronomy class. It was like nothing I'd ever seen before.

The first thing he showed me was a star. Of course, there were stars all around us, but this one was special. It was the Star of Beauty. And it really was. It was beautiful. The brightest shining star I've ever seen in my entire life. The Doctor said it reminded him of me but honestly, it reminded me of him. The entire time we were there, it never stopped shining. It wasn't trying to out-do the others, it just simply was the brightest of them all. Just like him. The entire time I've known him, he never stopped caring for a second. About me, about the TARDIS, the planet we were visiting that day. It didn't matter what it was, he always cared. "We never walk away."

Last night was like any typical date, but amplified. We went out together, cuddled, and enjoyed each other's company. Like normal people do. Except, we were sitting under a blanket on the edge of the TARDIS, floating around a star system that nobody knows about. But still, I wouldn't take back a second of it. Not one. Everything about the night was magical. It made me feel like I finally had someone. Someone I could trust with everything, someone I could love and hold. Someone who would love me for who I am. The Doctor is exactly that someone.

That brings me to my next thought. Well, more like my only thought anymore. The Doctor. He's so amazing. He shows me all these amazing places; lets me live out mine and my mother's dream of seeing 101 Places. He understands how much I miss her, and how much I want to do this for her. Sometimes I wonder about his past. I mean, I've seen and saved each of his regenerations, but I don't know much about them. I hear him cry sometimes, when he doesn't know I can hear him, and I can't help but wonder what's causing him so much pain. He's lost a lot, I know that. But what? And why is it so saddening he can cry over it, but not come to me to talk? I'm gonna try to talk to him about that soon.

He loves me so much, and I love him so much. He's constantly putting up with me and my stupid habits. He compliments me every chance he gets. He makes me feel like I'm the only and most important girl in the world. And him. He's so beautiful. Inside and out. His mind is clever and cunning, yet considerate and kind. His hearts are so loving, despite all he's lost. He's clumbsy when dealing with simple tasks like walking or talking.. but he's so careful when he carries me upstairs or when he's holding my hand. He's gorgeous, not to mention, and great with kids. He'd make a great father.

This morning when I woke up, I wasn't alone. He was lying on the floor between Artie and Angie. I guess he brought me up to bed and was going to sleep outside, but the kids convinced him to stay. He was lying straight on the ground, but both kids were curled up next to him. I couldn't help but smile at that. It was too. I could just imagine it being our own kids. The 'Ghostbusters' menu screen was on the telly when I awoke. They must've lured him in with that. Angie's phone was on the ground next to her, which told me that she'd been texting the whole movie. But still, they were bonding last night.

Today, though, was even better. The Doctor woke up around the same time I did, and we decided it'd be fun to do something for the kids on this beautiful Sunday morning. I'd realized yesterday during the day that I hadn't been doing much for them. I mean, I'm their nanny. Somewhat of a mother figure for them. I wasn't supposed to abandon them with some madman in a box. So, the Doctor and I made them chocolate chip pancakes- another specialty of mine- and set them up a treasure hunt. Since Mr. Maitland was home, we led them around the house to begin, then outside, and eventually into the TARDIS.

When they woke up, they were pleasantly surprised. Angie wasn't at first, but Artie was totally into it from the start. Once Angie figured out that they'd be wandering through the TARDIS later on, she got into it. They followed the stupid little clues we put out to fool Mr. Maitland, then got to the really challenging, makes-you-think clues we put around the TARDIS. They were completely stumped when they got to one card. It said: "The rose hangs on the wall." It took them about fifteen minutes to get that one. It led them to an old companion's room. Rose Tyler. Eventually, they found the card underneath a post she'd had on the wall.

That room was especially hard for the Doctor to visit, but I'm not sure why. I mean, obviously she doesn't travel with him anymore, but something bad must've happened. He couldn't bring himself to go in, so I waited with him in the hallway while the kids searched for the card. The Time Lord didn't want to cry, but he did, causing us to hug the entire time the kids were in the room. I'm not complaining, it was really nice. I just felt horrible that he was crying and I didn't know how to help.

Back to the kids. They finished the TARDIS Treasure Hunt, as we called it, in about two hours. They were pleasantly surprised to find that the treasure was a giant waterpark room. I don't know when The Doctor had that installed but it was really sweet of him to do. All in all, it was a good couple of days.

I'm so glad I found him. He's the best guy I've ever met. I love him so much. More than anyone I've ever loved. I couldn't imagine my life without him."

I closed my diary and placed it back in my bag, right alongside my '101 Places to See' book.

"What was that you had there?" The Doctor asked.

"Just.. a diary."

"You don't strike me as the kind of girl who keeps a diary." He says snarkily.

"Oi, watch it, Chin. My mum gave it to me when I was little. I've been writing in it ever since. Every boy I've ever had a crush on, every best friend I've ever had, even the travels we've taken."

"So, I guess I'm in it?"

"Never said that, did I?" I reply, returning the snark he'd given me before.

"You said every boy you've ever had a crush on." He smiled, knowing he'd won.

"Who says I have a crush on you?"

"You- but- me- I- ah.. Shut up." He gives up.

I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his neck, connecting my hands at the back.

"I said every boy I've ever had a crush on. The man I love is too good for words." I whisper to him.

He smiles down at me, considering the ridiculous height gap, then leans down to kiss me.

"I love you too."

"Oh, not you. You're in there."

His face drops.

"It was a joke. Relax a bit, yeah?" I say softly.

He lightly smiles at me, then asks a question to clear up his confusion.

"So.. am I in there?"

"Of course you're in here. Why wouldn't I write about you."

"You said the man you love isn't in there."

"I said the man I love is too good for words. That doesn't mean I didn't try to find words that were perfect for him."

He smiles bigger now, and wraps his arms around my waist, kissing me once more.

"I love you." I say, breaking away from him.

"I love you too."