Ho hey! I like that song! I was at rehersals all flipping day! Erg, they aggravate me!
So that oneshot that I told you about? Well it's actually going to be multiple chapters and I'm trying to figure out an upload scheldule. So in your review tell me what days are cool or if I should just make it a REALLY long oneshot! And it's based off the movie Cyberbully if you didn't get that on Monday.
I am sooooooo cold right now because the air conditioning is on in my room because the vents are all screwed up! So I'm going to go really fast before my fingers freeze off!
Dedicated to: Crazygurl5and11, BTRlover98, and briorca18.
Warnings: Um not sure actually my ever going warning and um Katie's gonna get weird.
Disclaimer: I own nothing! Yay!
Songs Used: Wipe Your Eyes by Maroon 5
Enjoy! Or don't I really don't care...no just kidding I do care! A lot! I hope you like this!
Chapter 13: Wipe Your Eyes
Your broken heart requires all of my attention 'cause something isn't right, I don't wanna fight you, hey you, come over and let me embrace you I know that I'm causing you pain too but remember if you need to cry I'm here to wipe your eyes tonight before you fall asleep I run my thumb across your cheek cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes I know I made you feel this way you gotta breathe, we'll be okay cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes please don't lose your faith don't worry 'cause I'm here to keep you safe I promise if you let me see your face that I won't let you down, I won't let you down I'm here to wipe your eyes
(Katie POV)
Help, rang in my head. I didn't need help. I wasn't going crazy. Maybe I was a little paranoid and never liked to be farther than twenty feet from Kendall or one of the guys, but I wasn't insane and I didn't have mental issues.
I didn't need help! I don't need help! I'll never need help!
"Katie? Can we talk?" Kendall lightly tapped on the door.
"Go away." I murmured to the door.
"Please Katie?" He asked. "Will you please open the door?"
"No," I whispered.
"I'm coming in." He warned. I didn't bother to reply. He opened the door and walked over to me. "Katie I didn't mean to hurt your feelings when I said you needed help; I meant that what you're doing isn't safe."
"You think I don't know that?" I whispered staring at my wrist.
Kendall sat down next to me, "I'm not sure what you know at this point."
"I know a lot." I told him.
"So I've noticed."
"What do you want Kendall?" I asked him twiddling my fingers.
"Look, I know you don't want to hear this right now, but the guys and I think it would be beneficial to you, if you would go talk to someone."
"Like a shrink?!" I yelped.
"A therapist!" Kendall corrected me.
"I'm not talking to a stinking shrink!" I growled at him.
"Therapist." Kendall was quick to correct.
"Fine well I'm not talking to the rapist!"
"Katie!" Kendall yelped.
"What? That's what they are." I protested.
"It's pronounced therapist, there are no spaces."
"However it's pronounced I'm not going to one!" And that's a promise!
Kendall groaned and fell back on my bed. I laid down next to him. "Katie, I'll make a deal with you."
"What's the deal?" I asked him, rolling on to my tummy; I played with Kendall's hair.
His eyes closed. "That feels good."
I grinned and continued to play with his blonde locks.
"The deal is," Kendall's green eyes opened once more. "You don't have to go to the therapist if you promise to stop cutting, talk to me if something's bothering you, and you start talking to the guys again. They missed you too Katie."
I winced. I forgot that they had missed me; I had been kind of blind to them for the past few days. "I'll try my best."
"Will you please talk to me about what happened last week?" Kendall asked me.
I shook my head. "Not yet." I leaned down gave him a kiss on the cheek then left my room.
I heard footsteps behind me. "What do you mean not yet?"
"I mean I'll talk to you when I'm ready." I told him, the memories were too fresh in my mind; I was scared to talk about them.
"Tonight," Kendall told me. "On our walk."
"Does it have to be tonight?"
"Yes." He said firmly. "Now go hang out with the guys."
"Will you come too?" I asked hopefully. "I'll talk to them still. I promise."
"Okay," He agreed. "They're on the couch."
I sighed and walked into the living room. I sat down next to Carlos on the couch and Kendall sat next to me. "What game are you guys playing?"
They all simultaneously turned to look at me.
"Is Katie talking to us?" Logan gasped.
"I think she might be!" James teased.
"Be quiet!" I told them with a small smile.
"In our defense," James started. "You've barely talked to us since your birthday."
"Sorry." I whispered.
Carlos made a face. "She's back."
They all glared at James. He looked down.
I raised my voice to a louder level. "You never answered my question."
"Bio Hazard Battle Blast 5," Carlos told me.
"You wanna play?" James asked.
"Sure!" I reached for the controller that Logan was handing me. I glanced over at Kendall who was watching us. He gave me a small smile and patted my head.
I narrowed my eyes at him, I didn't say anything, I just paid attention to the game.
I ended up in second place at the end of the game. Not bad.
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(Kendall POV)
Katie was standing next to the sink after dinner and when I turned around to put something back in the fridge she tried to slip into her room.
"Katie!" I called.
She frowned and turned around to face me. "What?"
"We're leaving in ten minutes." I told her. She sighed and ran to her room.
"Where are you going?" Carlos asked sitting on one of the spinning barstools. He popped a grape in his mouth.
"Dude," Logan said watching Carlos as he reached for more. "We just had dinner."
"So? I'm hungry."
Logan rolled his eyes and sat next to Carlos.
"We're going on a walk." I told them leaning on the counter.
"Can I come?" Carlos' eyes lit up.
"Sorry buddy, I'm trying to get her to tell me what happened the last few days." I told him, rubbing my hand on the counter.
"Good luck!" Carlos laughed.
"I won't need it." I shrugged.
"You won't?" Logan asked me, spinning around.
"Nope, I told her she didn't have to go the therapist—"
"The rapist!" Katie called from somewhere that wasn't in the kitchen.
"Katie!" I scolded. The guys cracked up. "She doesn't have to talk to the therapist if she tells me what happened."
"That's a stupid deal." Logan said.
"I know that." I lowered my voice so Katie couldn't hear if she was eavesdropping. "I'm just waiting for an excuse to bring her, like her nightmares coming back."
"Her cutting isn't excuse enough?" Logan asked me.
"I made a deal with her."
"She made a promise with you and broke it." Logan reminded me.
I sighed.
Carlos gave Logan a dirty look. "It's Kendall's job to make those decisions. It's our job to make her happy again."
"Yeah and I've decided to stop telling you guys stuff!" Carlos had actually had a point.
Logan opened his mouth to protest.
I held my hand up. "I'm leaving." I turned to the bedrooms. "Katie! We're leaving!"
She walked into the kitchen a few seconds later with a mad look on her face.
"That's a pretty face." I told her rubbing cheek.
"Don't make me bite you." She warned me.
"Can you say goodbye?"
She just glared at me. Okay then. We walked out of the apartment and down the hallway to the elevator. She took my hand and held it in hers. "What now you love me?"
"I've always loved you, dork." Katie said with affection in her voice.
"Flattery won't make me forget what you're supposed to be talking to me about." I told her, squeezing her hand.
"Do we have to?" She whined.
"Yes!" I insisted.
"Can we at least wait until we get to a park bench, far away?"
"Okay." I agreed. We walked in silence for the next ten minutes, looking for a bench.
I sat down on the same bench we had sat on a few hours before she left.
"Do I have to?" Katie asked me, sitting down.
"Yes Katie. Wouldn't you rather talk to me other than some random person that you don't know?" I asked her.
"I guess." She shrugged and looked away.
I tilted her face up to look me in the eye.
"Where do I start?" She whispered.
"When Dad came up to you at the pool." I told her. I was a little nervous to hear what she had to say.
By the time she finished she had tears rolling down her face and was sitting as close to me as she could without being on my lap. I reached out to wipe a tear off her face, she moved away from my hand.
"It's okay; I'm not going to hurt you." I told her and moved her onto my lap, she felt lighter. She had said she hadn't eaten a lot when she was there, maybe she didn't eat enough to make her feel lighter.
She put her head on my shoulder and cried, "It felt like a bad dream that wouldn't end."
I rubbed her back. "You're okay now. It's over."
She continued crying with no attempt to stop the tears.
I looked at her wiped away a tear and started to sing.
"I'm afraid that I gotta do what I gotta do Hey you, come over and let me embrace you Tonight before you fall asleep Oh nah nah oh nah nah nah nah When did we cross the line? Hey you, come over and let me embrace you Tonight before you fall asleep Please don't lose your faith Tonight before you fall asleep
But if I let you go, where you gonna go?
We gotta make a change, time to turn the page
Something isn't right, I don't wanna fight you
We've been through tougher times, you know it gets worse
We can turn this around please let me be first
And as I feel your tears spilling on my shirt
Something isn't right I don't wanna fight you
I know that I'm causing you pain too
But remember if you need to cry
I'm here to wipe your eyes
I run my thumb across your cheek
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we'll be okay
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
Oh nah nah oh nah nah nah nah
How could we forget?
Why do we let the pressure get into our heads?
Your broken heart requires all of my attention
'cause something isn't right, I don't wanna fight you
I know that I'm causing you pain too
But remember if you need to cry
I'm here to wipe your eyes
I run my thumb across your cheek
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we'll be okay
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
Don't worry 'cause I'm here to keep you safe
I promise if you let me see your face
That I won't let you down
I won't let you down
I'm here to wipe your eyes
I run my thumb across your cheek
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we'll be okay
Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes"
"I wanna go home." She whispered.
"Are you planning on leaving again? This is exactly what happened before you left last time."
She looked up at me. "I'm not leaving."
"I know." I told her and rubbed her back.
"Can we go home?" She asked me her head resting on my shoulder.
"You don't like it out here?" I asked her.
"Scares me."
There were going to be a lot of things that scared her now, going to the pool, being alone, and being outside. "He can't hurt you, I'm here with you."
"Please?"
I sighed. "Okay." She got off my lap and waited for me to stand up. "You don't want me to carry you?"
"Can I ride on your back?" She asked me hopefully.
"Of course." I lifted her onto the bench and let her jump on my back.
"And sleep in your room tonight?" She asked me quietly, and put her head in between my shoulder blades.
This could have been a perfect time for me to tease her but I didn't. "Anything you want."
"Thank you." She whispered.
Every time we passed a person Katie would tighten her grip on me. I was a little annoyed that she wasn't getting better; in fact she might be getting worse. I pretended not to notice when my back was sprinkled with tears.
When we got back to the apartment she refused to get off my back. "Katie, I'm going to go get ready for bed, why don't you do the same and meet me back in my room."
She gently slipped off my back and walked to her room.
"How'd it go?" Logan asked me from the couch.
"I hate that man so much." I answered. "So so much."
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