Hi, It's taken me while to write this, don't ask why, because I don't actually know. But yeah, I hope you enjoy this, becauseI have worked hard on it, and I hope it satisfies you…

WHO IS LOOKING FORWARD TO ECLIPSE? I am going to see it Sunday and I cannot wait…

I won't keep you, I want you to read the story so I can see if you like it or not which means you NEED TO REVIEW.

LizzyCullen1995 xxxx

I knew that car.

It was my Dad's car.

I could sense the ever-growing need for my eyes to shut. But my eyes couldn't shut. I wouldn't let them, I pleaded with my eyelids to try and make them stay open, but they were being stubborn and continuously drooped every time I opened my eyes at a lightning quick speed.

I noticed someone get out of the car, but the instant I saw their feet, I knew it wasn't Dad. I then felt less secure and safe the moment that I realised it wasn't Emmett. But as soon as Jasper came to kneel down next to me, his powers relaxed me instantly, and then Jasper put me into a deep sleep.

I woke up, to find myself lying on an incredibly comfortable bed. I remembered Jasper making me go to sleep. How dare he do that to me. How dare he take advantage of my vulnerability. "Amelia?" That was Jasper talking to me.

"Yes?" I said, coolly.

"Would you like a drink of water?"

"No."

"Amelia, I understand that why you're feeling like you are, but I wanted to stop the pain. Plus I thought Carlisle would find it easier to sort out your wounds."

I rolled over to glare at Jasper. "You didn't wake me to see dad?" I said harshly.

"He didn't want you to be woken up, Amelia." Jasper told me. His eyes told me that he was sorry. Then I realised that dad truly didn't want me any more. I was that unimportant to him that he'd not even bothered to get Jasper to wake me up, just to see me. I felt so rejected, that I crumpled into a heap of tears.

I was so surprised by what Jasper did next. He got up from the chair he was sitting next to the bed on and scooped me up into his arms before resting himself back onto the bed, where he sat and rocked me like I was a baby. For some reason I clung to his shirt and cried into his chest.

We sat in silence for a long time.

Jasper was gently stroking my hair, while I was sniffling lightly, god, did I feel like a kid. A little two-year-old kid. "Jasper?" I croaked. "Yes, Amelia?" Jasper answered in the gentlest tone imaginable.

"What is it like to be a vampire?"

Jasper was silent for a while before he started to speak; "You constantly want to kill, to drain the blood of every living thing around you." I tensed up at his words, but he used his power on me again. "Don't worry; do you think if I was like that, that you would still be alive?"

"Maybe." I squeaked.

"Look Amelia, it has taken me a long time to realise it, but I do love you very much, you're my little sister and I COULDN'T kill you."

"Thanks."

"That's ok…anyway, you're eyesight is improved dramatically you can see everything so clearly it is unbelievable, it's like you have permanent telescopes glued to you're eyes, and you hearing is improved as well, you can hear for a few miles, but once you've been around long enough, you learn to try and block it out when you don't want to listen to it. Speed is a definite plus; you can get to or get away from anything without difficulty. The only downside is that if you're turned into a vampire and all the people you know who are still human, you'll be alive to watch them die."

"Do you enjoy it?"

"Do I enjoy what?"

"Being a vampire."

"Well, it has its ups and downs, I know I have Alice forever and a day, so that gets me through."

"Surely you can't expect to be with Alice FOREVER."

"Amelia honey, vampires don't fall out of love."

"Really?"

"Yes really, I'm going to be with Alice for the rest of my life."

"That is so sweet." I smiled. This was weird. I mean really weird. Since when did I start being cradled like a baby by Jasper? Since when could I have a conversation with Jasper, where more than four sentences were used? "I must admit, it is slightly strange." I sat up from where I was being cradled by Jasper, to look at his face.

He was so beautiful. All of my family were so gobsmackingly, gorgeous, that I had never, not been unsurprised by their beauty. Jasper's hair was a honey blonde, his eyes matched that colour perfectly, and all his facial features complemented each other so perfectly, that he rivalled Edward's looks. I have to admit Edward was the most beautiful of my brothers, not that my other brothers weren't beautiful, but there was something about Edward that made him that little bit more special. That wasn't including my dad, who looked as if he should belong on my bedroom wall as a poster of a Hollywood star.

I thought of dad again, and my eyes filled with tears because I knew he didn't want me anymore. So I rested my head on Jaspers chest and clutched his shirt and cried my eyes out again. "Hey, Hey, Hey, Shh. Stop crying Amelia." Jasper soothed.

And eventually I did.

I woke up to find myself still in Jasper's arms. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, before stretching my arms above my head, then I yawned loudly and opened my eyes to see Jasper smiling at me like I was stupid. "What?" I asked.

"He's never seen you wake up before, Amelia." Alice answered.

Wait a minute. Alice? Alice, is here? "Ohmigod Alice!" I screamed before I threw myself at her. She threw her arms round me, and immediately said, "Amelia, we HAVE to go shopping, even if you don't want to go shopping, I need to apologise for not being there when Victoria turned up."

"Oh well, I…don't mind….Victoria didn't hurt me too bad." I tried to smile but the thought of Victoria made it weak and my mouth dry, so my voice was croaky and hoarse. I sat back in between Jaspers legs, like I had been before. He placed my hand on my back before I felt his power pulsating calm waves through my body. "Amelia, we need to get you a new phone. No matter what happens you NEED it. And Embry has called. "Alice told me.

My heart fluttered at the sound of Embry's name despite Jasper and his power. "Can I call him?" I asked.

"Su-" Alice started to speak but something interrupted her.

"NO!" A deep voice roared. I knew that voice, it was Emmett and without thinking about what I was doing next I jumped off the bed and ran towards Emmett's voice.

But before I could get out the door, Jasper was in front of me. "LET ME OUT!" I screamed at Jasper. "Amelia. Stop. Now." Jasper instructed, calm and unphased by my weak attempts to push him out the way. "NO! I WANT TO SEE EMMETT, LET ME GO NOW!"

"No, Amelia. You are not going to see him."

"I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU, I WANT TO SEE EMMETT NOW!"

"Stop it. Calm Down."

"WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU COULDN'T SEE YOUR BROTHER? HUH?"

"Calm. Down. Now." Jasper moved towards me to make me calmer but for some reason I backed away. Jasper had got far enough away from the door, so I made a break for it, and I got out the door, just as I heard him speed towards the door to try to stop me.

I ran. I ran so fast, I was impressed with myself. The shouting was louder, Emmett was arguing with someone. I also recognised the other voice.

"You dare try and go up and see her, you dare try and make her feel bad, you dare even think about hurting her and I WILL, kill you." Emmett hissed

"Please. Please, trust me, I never want to hurt her, not ever, I can't. I love her."

"DON'T LIE."

"I'm not. I promise you."

I ran down the stairs faster than I should have, and tripped, hitting my head on the floor. My face was stinging. Badly. I peeled my face off the floor and could feel the blood trickling out of my nose.

Then the thirst began to kick in, and the inner monster began to come out.

Zeke's blood red eyes told me that.