Mercedes's Prov:
"Why don't you go pick out some movies for us to watch?" Sam said as he let go of me some to look at me. "While your doing that I will call to have some pizza delivered, and get some snacks picked out for us."
I nodded my head at his words. "Okay what kind of movies are you in the mood for watching?" I asked him.
"Honestly I would love to watch Avatar tonight."
"Really? I have never seen Avatar before." I watched as Sam gave me a shocked expression. "What?" I questioned as I smiled at him.
"You have never seen Avatar? Please tell me that you are kidding right now Cupcake. Please tell me that your not being serious right now." He said to me. I shock my head letting him know that I wasn't kidding. He let go off me and fell back until he hit the wall, he pretended that he couldn't breath and continued to look at me like I had two heads. "Mercedes Jones you are going to sit down with me and watch what I consider to be one of the best movies ever made."
I laughed at the way he was acting. I had never seen Sam act so carefree and goofy. Sam truly has been changing before my eyes. Ever since we have gotten together and even before that he has been showing me this whole other side of him. A side in which I had never seen before. And I have to say I love this new side of him. I liked this Sam.
"Okay Sam, we'll watch Avatar first." I said causing him to smile brightly at me.
"Your not going to regret this Cupcake. This movie is going to rock your world." He said to me as he walked over and kissed me on the cheek. He then walked out of the room and into the kitchen. I couldn't help but smile as I watched him walk off.
I walked away from him and went into the home movie theater. I started up the T.V. and got Netflix's going. I searched through the movies until I found Avatar. I got it going and then paused it. Sam came walking in with a bowel of ships and two Brisks with him. He walked in with a smile on his face.
"Someone looks extremely happy." I walked over to where he was and grabbed one of the Brisk he had in his hands.
"Well how couldn't I be. I mean I am going to be sitting down and watching my favorite movie with my favorite girl." Sam said to me causing me to blush. He always knew actually what to say to get me going, but lately it has been a good kind of thing. I shock my head at his words and walked over to a seat to sit down in. Sam followed me and sat down beside me.
"Get ready to have your mind blown." Sam explained as he demonstrated his brain blowing up. I smiled at him.
"Sam Fabray this better be the best movie I have seen in a long time. If it's not then we are going to watch The Hunger Games again." Sam groaned at my words.
"Cupcake please don't make me watch that movie again. Between you and Quinn I feel like I have seen The Hunger Games more then anyone else in the world."
I couldn't help but laugh at his words. Quinn and I were in love with that movie. We read the books over and over again. And when the movies came out we watch all of them constantly. Half the time Sam was forced to watch them with us because we over took the theater room.
"Well Sam you will have nothing to worry about if this movie is as great as you say it is." I said to him as I leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I then started the movie and settled down into my seat. Sam shock his head at me and smiled.
"Don't worry Cupcake, your going to love this movie." I rolled my eyes at his words and started to watch this movie.
It was about a half hour into the movie when we heard the doorbell go off.
"That has to be the pizza. Pause the movie Cupcake." Sam said as he got up and went to pay for the pizza. I got up and went to go get some paper plates for us to put the pizza on. I went up to the cupboard that had the plates in it and grabbed two of them. I then walked over to where the paper towels were and grabbed a few for us.
"So is Sam going to get lucky tonight?" I jumped at hearing the voice. I turned around to see Santana standing there with a smirk on her face. I put my hand over my heart trying to calm myself down.
"Santana what the fuck are you doing here? I thought you were out with Brittany." I said to her as I walked closer to where she was. She rolled her eyes at me.
"No I wasn't with Brittany. I don't know why everyone would just assume that I was with her. I mean it's not like we're dating." She said to me as she sat down and let out a loud sigh.
"Okay Santana, what the hell is wrong with you lately. I mean you can be a bitch ninety nine percent of the time. But it seems like lately there is a whole new level of bitchness going on. What is going on with you."
Santana rolled her eyes at me and looked away from me. "Nothing is going on okay."
I gave a fake laugh at her words. "I'm sorry am I not the person who has know you for most of your life. Or have we just met?" Again she rolled her eyes at me. "Santana I'm not kidding, I know something is wrong with you. I know your going through something. And I wish you would just let me help you. That's what best friends do for one another, they help them through the tough times." I explained to her as I walked over to where she was and sat down beside her.
I watched as Santana went to say something but stopped. She probably knew I wasn't going to let this go. That I wasn't going to let her tell me that nothing was wrong. I knew he better then she thought I did. That's how I knew there was something really bothering her.
"Mercedes I don't know what to do."
"What do you mean you don't know what to do?" I questioned her.
"I mean Brittany hasn't ever dated a girl before. Her parents don't even know she is gay. She has always dated guys before. She use to think that maybe she wasn't gay. But she said she thought that because she wanted to make her family happy. She doesn't know how they will react to her telling them that she is gay. She's only been on dates with girls in secret."
"So what does this mean? I mean are you in a bad mood because she hasn't come out yet, or because she doesn't want to?" I questioned her as I looked at her with concern. I could tell she was really upset.
"No I am not upset that she doesn't want to come out. I mean everyone comes out when they are ready. Some people take longer then others and that's okay. Why I am upset is because she doesn't even want to go on a public date with me because she doesn't want anyone to see us and go tell her parents. So basically she wants to keep me a secret. She want's to keep what we could have a secret." Santana said to me. I watched as her eyes got glossy and she hung her head down some.
"Oh Santana it's going to be okay." I said to her as I rubbed her back.
"No it's not going to be okay Mercedes. I can't be someone's secret, I deserve so much better then that. I deserve to be a girl in which someone is proud of. I deserve to be with someone who wants to show me off and is happy with who they are. I already went through the whole someone trying to hide me before with Dani. I can't do that again." She said to me as she started to cry.
Let me tell you something. Seeing Santana blush was something you didn't see often. But seeing Santana cry is something I have never seen before. In all years I have known ,I have never seen her cry. I saw her get emotional but I have never in my life seen her cry. Neither has Quinn or Tina which is saying something considering we are her best friends.
"Santana I know it doesn't seem like it now. But everything is going to be okay." I said to her. I looked past her to see Sam standing there with a confused face. 'I'll be there in a bit.' I mouthed to him. He nodded his head at me and gave me a thumbs up.
"Mercedes I really like this one. Even with Dani I didn't feel the way I felt right now. Brittany is amazing and she makes me feel like I have never felt before. I really like her Mercedes." She sobbed into my shoulder. I couldn't help but feel like shit as I grabbed her closer and rubbed her back. I could deal with a lot, but seeing Santana act like this was killed me. I hated seeing any of my friends upset. But seeing Santana like this killed me more then I could ever imagine.
"Santana what can I do for you?" I asked her as I moved back to look at her. "How can I make you feel better?" She shock her head at my words.
"I just need to be alone right now." She said to me as she moved away from me completely. She started to get up an leave.
"Santana if you need my help or someone to talk to you know I am here for you." I said to her causing her to stop moving and turn to look at me. Her eyes were buffy and red, and she had this sad frown on her face, but she smiled a little at my words.
"Thanks Mercy. I honestly don't know what I would do without you. I love you." She said to me.
"I love you to Tana." She nodded her head at me and walked out of the room. I wanted to tell Sam that I would have to rain check on him and go be with Santana. But I knew that Sam and I wouldn't get a lot of chances to be alone. And that Santana wanted to be alone at the moment. Otherwise she wouldn't have left. Sometimes you need to be alone to calm your nerves, and get a straight mind.
I really hoped I was making the right decision. I grabbed the stuff I got ready for the pizza and walked back into the theater room. As I walked in Sam looked at me and gave me a concerned face.
"Hey Cupcake, is Santana okay? What is she even doing here? And was she crying?" He asked me the minute I sat down.
"First of all no Santana is definitely not okay. Secondly she is here because he and Brittany are having some problems. And thirdly yes Santana was crying. Something I never thought I would ever see her doing." I said to him as I handed him his plate.
"What do you mean her and Brittany are having some problems?"
"Did you know that Brittany hasn't come out yet?" I questioned him completely ignoring his question. Sam gave me a shocked expression.
"Really? No I didn't know that. She always seemed so open with me about her sexuality. When we first met she told me that she didn't swing that way. " He said to me. I could tell he was generally confused about what I had said.
"Yeah well I guess she is out, but she isn't out to her family. Every girl she has ever been with has always been a secret. She has never been on a date out in public with a girl before, and doesn't want to take Santana out where they could be seen." I said to him.
"Wow I would have never guessed. I mean Brittany has always seemed so sure about herself and who she was." I shrugged my shoulders at his words. Honestly I never thought Brittany would be one to hide who she was either. She was so nice, sweet, and open. I was generally surprised that she hadn't come out to her family yet, but everyone is different.
"I mean I am upset that Santana is so upset, but I really can't be mad at Brittany. I mean it's her choice when she is ready to come out she will. I can't be mad because she hasn't come out yet. I just wish there was a way for me to make Santana feel better." I said to him. He nodded his head at my words. We grabbed some pizza and started the movie back up. As the movie started I noticed that Sam was texting someone. It wasn't for long I noticed that he had, and I wondered who he was talking to. But I promised myself a long time ago that I would never be one of those girls. A girl who always wants to know who her boyfriend is talking to. So I let it go and continued to watch the movie.
We watched the movie for another five minutes before the door bell went off. I looked at Sam with a questionable look. Sam shock his head and got up off the couch. I decided to get up with him. We walked over to the door and Sam opened it. Standing there was Brittany looking just as horrible as Santana did.
"Brittany come in." I said to her as I gestured for her to come into the house. She walked into the house and looked around. "Brittany what are you doing here?"
"I am here to see Santana. Where is she?" She answered.
"She's in her room hold on." I said to her as I turned and jogged up the stairs. I walked down the hall until I reached Santana's room. I opened the door and walked in, and shut the door behind me. She was laying on the bed facing away from me. "Santana." She turned around to look at me. "Brittany is here." Santana jumped up at my words.
"What is she doing here?" She asked me as she started to pace.
"I don't know. But you know how you could find out?" She stopped pacing at my words. "You can go down there and talk to her." She scoffed at my words and continued to pace.
"I don't want her here. I have nothing to say to her. I won't be a secret for her, I won't." She explained as she continued to pace.
I was about to speak when I heard Sam yelling from the hallway. "Brittany slow down. Let Mercedes talk to ..." Was all we heard before Santana's door was slammed open. There stood a very determined looking Brittany.
"No one said you were aloud in here." Santana said as she stopped pacing to put her hands on her hips. Brittany ignores her words and walked right up to her.
"Santana we need to talk." Brittany said to her, causing Santana to shake her head.
"There is nothing to talk about Brittany. You made it very clear how you feel about me and where you want this to go. There is nothing left to say." Santana explained as she stepped back from her.
"Santana your jumping the gun here. Yes I haven't come out to my family, and yes I have never been on a public date with anyone. But that doesn't mean I don't want to be. I just need some time to get use to it is all." Brittany said as she stepped up to her. "No one has ever made me feel like you do. I love our lady kisses, and how you can be a bitch to anyone else, but not to me. I like how I already feel so connected to you. You make me want to come out to my family and take you on dates so everyone can see that I am lucky enough to have you on my arms."
For the second time today I watched as my best friend started to cry. Brittany walked up to her and embraced her in her arms. Brittany rubbed her back in a reassuring way. "I want all those things to Brittany." Santana stepped back to look at her. "I'm not mad that you haven't come out yet. I'm upset because I felt like you wanted to make me your secret. Someone for you to have one the side. I deserve so much better then that, and so do you." Santana said causing Brittany's eyes to water up some.
"So what do we do now?" Brittany questioned as she looked at Santana with a worried expression.
"What happens now is we work on us. If you want to be with me then where going to do everything in our power to make us work. Because you make me feel things that I have never felt before as well. You make me want to be a better person." Santana said as she stepped closer to Brittany. Within minutes Brittany had grabbed Santana and was kissing her. I stood there shocked. I looked over at Sam and realized that he had a similar look on his face. He then nudged me and gestured for us to leave the room. I nodded my head at his words and we walked out of the room. I shut the door behind me giving them their Privacy.
Sam and I walked back down to the theater room hand and hand. "Well that was something else." Sam said to me as he sat down and brought me down with him. I nodded my head at his words.
"I know I mean that was a lot to process in a short amount of time. But I am glade Brittany came over here to talk to Santana. I wonder what made her come over here." I said to Sam. I watched as Sam gave me a guilty expression. "Sam Fabray, what have you been up to?"
"Well I may have texted Brittany and told her she needed to come over and talk to Santana and that she should follow the words she said to me."
"What words did she say to you?" I asked him.
He smiled at me and brought me closer to him. "She said that when you know someone is meant for you, and that you guys belong together that you should do what ever you can to make it work. Since her words worked so well for me, I figured they would work just as well for her." He said to me as he kissed my cheek some.
I couldn't help but smile at what he had just said. Sam obviously thought I was some one worth fighting for. He must believe that him and I belong together. I couldn't say that I was shocked by knowing this. Because deep down something told me that Sam and I belonged together as well. Sam was turning into a different person right in front of me. And I loved how much he was changing. He was showing me that he truly did cared about me.
"Sam your to sweet. But what made you txt Brittany in the first place?"
"You did. Well I mean don't get me wrong the fact that Santana had actually cried gave me a reason to txt her as well. And the fact that Brittany is like a sister to me is another reason. But the main reason is because of you. I could see how upset you were over Santana, and I knew, you knew there wasn't anything you could do about it. So I tried to intervene and make things better. Granted I didn't know Brittany would come over here, but it still worked out amazing."
I didn't even think. I turned around so I was straddling Sam and kissed him. Sam was shocked at first, but that was only lasted for a minute before he grabbed the back of my neck and brought me closer to him. I decided to see how far I could take things. I moved my lips away from his mouth and started to trail kisses down his chin and onto his neck.
"Hmmm Cupcake, that's feels so good." Sam groaned as she pulled me closer to him. If that was even possible. I smiled at his words and continued to kiss him. I teased Sam as I kissed, sucked, and nibbled on his neck. I went to kiss him on the lips again but he moved his lips away from me. "It's mine turn Cupcake." He said to me as he kissed the top of my chest that was exposed. He then copied what I had just done and lead a trail of kissed up to my neck. When he reached my neck he sucked and licked on the junction between my shoulder and neck causing me to moan out loud. "Cupcake, I do believe we found your weak spot." Sam said as she continued to suck on the Sam spot.
"God Sam please don't stop doing that." I said to him as I pulled his head closer to my neck. I felt him smile against me and he continued to tease me. Not even knowing it I found myself moving against Sam. Sam groaned out loud and stopped kissing me when I did so.
"Cupcake, you can't do that." He said to me.
"Why not?"
"Because if you continue to do that, then I don't know if my little friend is going to stay little for much longer." He explained to me as he pointed down to the part of his jeans that covered his penis. I looked back at him and gave him a somewhat evil smirk.
"Maybe I want him to make an appearance." I said to him as I grabbed him by the back of the neck and started to kiss him. I moved my body against him like I did before. But this time instead of stopping me, Sam worked with me. He grabbed my ass and rubbed it against him harder. I moaned out loud as a sensation I have never felt before went through my body. Sam kissed me hard and quickened his pace. He grouped my ass and gave it a light slap. I moaned as he did so. Things were getting intense, and I only wanted more.
I was about to take Sam's shirt off when he stopped me. I stopped kissing him to look at him. "What's wrong?" I questioned him as I tried to control my breathing.
Sam shock his head at me. "We can't do this right now. Not like this." The minute he said the words I felt stupid. Of course Sam wouldn't want to go all the way with me. I wasn't like those other girls he was use to, I wasn't even close. I found myself getting off of Sam's lap. I made my way to leave the room. I felt embarrassed for even trying to do something like that. "Woah Cupcake where do you think your going." Sam said to me as he grabbed my arm and turned me around to look at him.
I tried to pull my arm away from him. "Please let me go Sam."
"No Mercedes, not until you tell me what is wrong with you." He said to me as he used his other hand to rub my cheek. Before I knew it I could feel myself starting to cry. Sam let go of my arm and brought me into his embrace. "Mercedes please talk to me."
"You don't want to be with me." I said to him as I sobbed lightly into his chest. I felt him give a little chuckle.
"What on earth would make you think that?" He asked as he pushed me back some to look at me.
"Because you stopped us from going any further Sam. You have had sex with countless of women and many times. There must be a reason as to why you don't want to have sex with me. And I know why, it's because I am nothing like those girls." I said to him as I looked down at the carpet. I could feel myself wanting to cry more.
Sam pulled my chin up so I was eye level with him again. "Mercedes I don't think you understand, I would never want you to be like those girls. They were easy lays, they wanted nothing but sex or money from me. They were girls I didn't care about, that's why it was so easy for me to have sec with them. But with you it will be completely different and for all the right reasons. Because when we are finally together were not going to be fucking, where going to be making love. And it's going to be new for both of us, because we have never done anything like it before. I don't want our first time to be in a theater room where anyone could walk in. I want it to be everything we have both ever wanted." Sam said as he kissed the top of my head.
I nodded my head at his words. I knew Sam was right, I would definitely be upset if we had our first time together on a couch. I mean I wasn't expecting candles, rose petals and music when I had my first time. I knew that almost all of the time your first time isn't what you expected. So I knew the reality of it all. But I didn't want my first time to be in an open area, rushed, and where people could walk in.
"I'm sorry Sam. Sometimes I just get a little crazy over nothing." I said to him. He gave me a small smile.
"Mercedes please don't take what I am about to say to offense okay. But maybe you need to talk to someone. Like talk to someone professionally." I was about to shut him down when he put his hand up to stop me. "I'm not saying your crazy or anything, but I think you need someone to talk to who isn't familiar. You and I haven't had the greatest relationship, and the relationship between you and your parents is non existing . I think you need someone to talk to, to help you through your problems." He said to me.
I took in Sam's words and thought about what he was saying. I never have thought about talking to someone. I never thought I would need to. But lately I have noticed I have been getting a lot more emotional, and over nothing. Maybe it's because I am in this whole new relationship with Sam in which I have never been in before. I guess this was making me realize all the things that I needed to fix in my life. Sam made me want to be a confident girl and to be happy with myself. He made me want to change like he was changing. To show a side of me that I had never shown before and make new changes in my life. But talking to someone made me feel nervous. I didn't like talking to people who I didn't know.
"You know Sam, that doesn't seem like a bad idea. I guess I am going to have to give it some thought." Sam smiled at my words and nodded his head.
"I'll stand bedside you either way Cupcake." He said to me as he leaned down to kiss me again. But he was interrupted by Santana's words.
"Sam please try to not molest my best friend right in front of me. "Santana said to us causing us to look at her. I laughed at her words and rolled my eyes.
"Oh I'm sorry Santana. I thought you wouldn't mind considering you and Brittany were just sticking each others tongues down each others throats right in front of us. " Sam replied sarcastically causing Santana to blush and roll her eyes.
"Oh please you know you love watching two hot girls like us make out." Santana replied.
"Nahhh." Sam turned to look at me and smiled. "The only girl I want to watch do anything is this hot Cupcake over here." He said to her as he kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at his words.
"Since you guys are here, do you want to finish watching out the movie with us? We ordered pizza." I said to them. Brittany nodded her head enthusiastically. Santana looked over at her and smiled.
"Sure we would love to crash you time alone." Santana said as she grabbed Brittany's hand and walked further into the room. I rolled my eyes at her words then turned to Sam and smiled. He smiled back at me and held out his hand to me. I grabbed his hand and we walked into the room together.
"So what are we going to watch?" Brittany asked as she took a bite out of one of the pizza's Sam ordered.
"Why did you get so many pizzas Sam." Santana asked him as I sat down and grabbed a slice of pizza.
"Well I wanted for Mercedes and I to have variety to choose from. And were watching Avatar." He said as he turned to Brittany and gave her an evil smirk. I heard Brittany groan, I turned to her to see that she had a scowl on her face.
"Come on Sam really? This movie again." She said with a sigh.
"What's the deal with her not wanting to watch this movie, is it bad or something?" Santana asked. She was just as clueless as I was.
"You haven't seen this movie either?" Sam asked her ignoring her question. Santana shock her head no. "Oh my god we need to start it over, we can't just have her watch the movie from here. She won't know what is going on." Sam then grabbed the Wii remote and started to start the movie from the begin again. Brittany groaned louder as he did so.
"Nooo you have got to be kidding me." Brittany sighed.
"Seriously what is the deal with this movie, is it bad." Santana asked Brittany. Brittany let out a big breath.
"Sam has made me watch this movie more then twenty times. I could probably tell you exactly what they were going to say word for word. That's how many times I have seen it." Brittany explained to us.
"Oh come on Brit, you haven't seen it that many times." Sam said to her.
"It seems like I have." Brittany replied.
"Can we just watch the movie." Santana said to them.
"Yes I would actually like to watch the movie in this century." I said agreeing with Santana. Sam smiled at us and started the movie. Brittany gave one final groan before settling down and eating her slices of pizza.
As the movie started up I looked around at the people around me. Maybe it was suppose to just be a night with me and Sam, and maybe we didn't get the alone time that we wanted. But that was okay. Because nothing between Sam and I has ever been normal or functional. We have always had a different relationship and a way of going about things. And honestly I wouldn't want to have it any other way.
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So again so much has happened in this chapter. Leave me a review telling me what you though about this chapter, and what you liked and didn't like.
Let me know what you liked.
1. I have read a lot of Samcedes fanfictions on here, and in a lot of them Sam is in love with Avatar, which I love. So I decided it would be cute to add his love for the movie into this chapter.
2. It was about time that Santana told someone what was wrong with her. Because lets face it, she can be a major bitch. But the way she was acting definitely wasn't her.
3. I wanted to switch things up in this chapter and show Santana's soft side. Because believe me she does have one. It's just not show cased on the show much, and when it was it was made to be a joke almost. There's a lot more to Santana then meets the eye and I intend to show it.
4. I thought I would switch it up a little and make it be Brittany who hasn't come out to her family. In the show you never see her family or how they reacted to her being gay. I wanted to add it into my story.
5. I truly do love Santana and Brittany together. I think it's because they are totally opposite from one another. But they bring out the best qualities in each other.
6. It is way to early for Sam and Mercedes to be having sex, but I thought it would be nice to add a little bit of an intense scene. I didn't want things going to far, but I also wanted them to push their boundaries.
7. I think Mercedes should talk to someone. She is beyond insecure and about the littlest things. A few certain people believe it is only because of Sam. But if you reread the first chapter you will see that she and her parents really don't have a relationship. I think a lot of her problems would stem from that.
8. This chapter is two days earlier then what I expected. The next chapter won't be uploaded until Saturday, Sunday at the latest.
P.S. Oh and by the way if you have idea that would fit well into the story. Then leave a review for me or message me. I love hearing from the people who read my story. I already know how this story is going to end, so that won't change. But if there is a scene you think you would like to see in here, write to me about it. If I like it I just might add it into the story. But like I said I already know how this to end, so there's no need to send anything on the ending. : )