Hi, how are you? So, here is another chapter! See? I fulfilled my promise. I know, I'm so good. Hehe. Anyway, this chapter is very important. There is some serious stuff coming up in next few chapters so stay tuned.
I know that Jacob seems very perverted . . . that is because I think he is. Come on, in Eclipse when he says to Bella, "You'll be warm in a minute. Of course, you'd warm up faster if you took your clothes off." In chapter 22. It's pretty obvious what he was thinking. And Nessie and Jake are together so it is okay for him to think about her in every sought of way and Nessie doesn't mind at all. Also, the swearing, I think he swears, of course, but Stephenie Meyer wanted to keep her book clean, I reckon. That's why she didn't put any swear words in. I love Jacob and I obviously imagine him as Taylor Lautner. Well, because he is hot!
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Chapter 14: I Trust Him
Look sweetheart, where have we come walking together,
Where shadow of the night melt in embrace of the day.
Let's look for those places where drops of love make our dreams come true.
With my eyes closed, I will be following you,
I'll walk with you if you say so.
- Udit Narayan, Mahalaxmi Iyer, Falak tak (Till heaven)
I woke up as I felt something balmy, yielding and moist against my lips. With my eyes still closed, I smiled against it as I gained awareness and realized what it was. I kissed my werewolf back before he flicked his tongue across my upper lip and parted his lips from mine to trace his loving and wet kisses along my jaw line and neck.
What a great way to start the day. It would be heaven for me if I have to wake up like this every morning. But, waking up naked beside Jacob would be even better.
"Mmm," I moaned with my eyes still closed. A part of me was thinking I was dreaming and I didn't want it to end. But the sensation was too good and too real to be a dream. "Do I know you, stranger?" I asked mockingly and smiled.
Jacob groaned and shook his head twice against my now-wet neck. "I don't think so, beautiful, I'm just a burglar."
I gasped and opened my eyes. "What have you come to steal?" I asked, playing along.
Jake shifted from my side and put each of his knees at the side of my thighs on the mattress, straddling me, supporting his weight on his elbows and knees. Jake, then, tilted his torso towards me and planted kisses all over my neck and shoulder before sliding further down and kissing the curve of my left breast through my shirt.
"Your heart," Jake answered after looking up at me.
My heart sped up as he answered me. I gave him a loving smile before knotting my fingers in his dark and silky hair.
"Well, you can't have it." I mocked and tilted my head sideways to look serious.
Jake frowned, and looked completely baffled. "Why not?" He questioned as he slid up and held his face just above mine, only few inches away.
"Because I have already given it to a guy named Jacob Black." I responded.
Jake chuckled and shook his head before looking at me seriously. "Where does this lucky bastard live?"
"Why would you like to know?"
"Well, I need to see if he's taking good care of it. Don't want anyone playing with it, do we?" Jake teased.
I laughed. "He has been talking good care of it since I was born." I said to him with poise.
Jake smirked. "You think so?" He breathed.
I shook my head. "I know so." I corrected before pushing him towards me.
Jake closed the distance between our faces and pressed his soft lips on mine. I parted my lips almost immediately, not giving him a chance to ask. Jake sucked on my upper lip and then my lower lip before entering his tongue in my needing mouth. He instantly began teasing and playing with my tongue with his own and put his hand behind my head, pulling my face closer towards him and pressing his lips hard.
I moaned loudly as he flicked his tongue on the roof of my mouth. It tickled but not in a laughable way. I ran my hand up and down on his covered back from under his arms, making his muscles clench under my touch. I smirked and so did Jake while he kissed me hard. I opened my eyes, not realizing I had closed them and came into realization that we weren't alone in this house.
World just seems to disappear when Jake is doing these things to me.
I moved my hands from his back and pushed him a little on his chest. Jake leaned away before pressing his lips twice on mine and looked at me confused.
When our lips were finally separated I smelled around and found mom and dad smell lingering around me, but it wasn't fresh, meaning: they weren't here.
"Where's mom and dad?" I questioned Jacob.
"They have gone grocery shopping, I found their note." Jake explained, and I nodded my head like a dumbass I was. Jake got off and lay beside me, resting his head on the pillow.
"But, it's so early." I groaned.
Jake laughed. "It's not early, sweetheart, its twelve o'clock in the afternoon." I looked to my right at the alarm clock that I barely set an alarm on. Wow, it was 12:11 pm. I have been sleeping for almost thirteen hours.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" I asked when Jake tugged on my arm. I wrapped it around Jacob's waist and rested my cheek on his chest, listening to his heartbeat which I love so much. I forget all the worries in the world when I'm listening to it.
"I did wake you up," Jake replied and I rolled my eyes.
"That was a nice wakeup call, by the way." I smiled and admitted.
Jake chuckled and rolled over to his side, putting his one thigh in between mine and wrapping his arm around me. "Yeah, maybe I should do it more often."
I nodded. "Yeah, maybe you should," I agreed and signed. "I gotta get up. Shower." I had to get up even though I didn't want to. I could spent eternity just laying here beside Jacob but unfortunately I had needs.
"You want me to cook you breakfast—lunch, I mean?" Jake asked and I looked up at him with surprise.
Jake was going to cook for me? Jake was going to cook for me? It had been ages since he has done that. Jake used to cook for me all the time when I was little but he hasn't done that since I have learned to cook for myself.
"Jake, you are going to cook for me?" I questioned as Jake tapped my lips gently and playfully with his fingers.
"Yeah, why not?" Jake said as he ran his fingers on my lips.
"You still remember how to cook?" I teased.
"Don't be rude, Nessie, I cook all the time actually." Jake responded and I smiled. And as I smiled I parted my lips causing Jake's forefinger to fell into my mouth. Before he could take it out, I closed my lips around it and began sucking playfully. God, he tasted nice. I fought back the urge to just bite his finger off and suck all the blood that was running in his veins but I contained myself and ran my tongue on the tip of his finger and sucked harder that before.
Jake closed his eyes and hissed. I suddenly let go and gasped. "Did I hurt you, Jacob?" I asked frantically.
He opened his eyes and shook his head. By the looks of it, I don't think he was lying. Then I nodded. "It felt so fuckin' good, Nessie." Jake groaned.
I frowned. "Me sucking your finger felt good?" I enquired as I got up at sat beside him.
"Hell, yeah," Jake reached his hand out and wiggled his fingers in front of me. "Let me do it to you." Jake suggested and I thought, 'why not?'
I chuckled.
As soon as I gave him my hand, Jake took my forefinger and put it in his warm and wet mouth. I giggled at the sight of this. Just the sight was sending tingling though my body to in between my legs. Jake first sucked on it just like I did, but then when he ran his wet tongue on it, I moaned and threw my head back. It felt like my finger was floating and it was sending jolts down in between my legs. Mmmm. He is so good. The warmth of his tongue around my finger felt amazingly good.
I looked back and the sight made me wonder what it would be like if Jake sucked on my breast this way? I bit my lip thinking about it. I would be wonderful. It would be heaven.
Jake then let go of my finger and licked away the extra wetness before letting it out. I smiled shyly and shook my head. It did feel good. Who knew sucking a finger could be this good?
"Liked it?" Jake smirked.
"Maybe," I teased a little breathlessly and then chuckled. "Why does everything you do to me feels great?"
"Don't worry, you have the same affect on me." Jake confessed.
"I do?"
He nodded. "Of course," Jake confirmed, and got off the bed. "Go take a shower, Ness. I'll go make you something and then we can go to the main house if you want."
I nodded. "Okay," He kissed my forehead and walked towards the door. "Jake," I called before he could walk out. Jake turned and looked at me. My Jacob was going to cook for me. "You're so sweet." I'm so lucky to have him. God, I love him so much.
Jake cheeks grew pink and he looked down, smiling shyly. "You can tell me that later." He said coyly and walked out. I grinned and shook my head.
I forced myself to get off the bed and walk into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and did all my morning routine, even though it wasn't really morning. Once I was done, I walked out to my closet in my towel and decided to wear a white denim shorts and a maroon tank top. After I had picked it out, I put it on the edge of the bed and wore my bra and panties before actually getting dressed. I put my lockets back on and giggled at the fact that Jake was cooking for me, by the smell of it, Jake was cooking something with chicken.
When I was done towel drying my hair and putting a little makeup on, I walked downstairs to the kitchen and saw Jake serving up the food for me. Too bad I couldn't really watch him cook. He must have looked so hot. But, I was actually relieved that I didn't, because I wouldn't have restricted myself to just jump and him and tear his clothes off. I smiled thinking about it.
Jake looked up at me and smiled. "What are you smilin' at, sexy?" Jake asked teasingly.
I shook my head. "Nothing,"
Jake shook his head as he poured water into the glass. "Have a seat, ma'am." Jake said, gesturing me to the stool.
I giggled and sat down on the stool he was gesturing me to. Jake put a plate of chicken kebabs in front of me and I licked my lips. They look so appetizing and delicious.
"Did you order it or actually cook it?" I teased as I took a bite. What? I couldn't wait—I was hungry. Damn, they were so nice!
He rolled his eyes. "Whatever, Ness," Jake said and I felt like I had offended him. What are you talking about? I had offended him. He lovingly cooked for you and you have to be the biggest bitch in the world to him. Good going, Ness.
I leaned forward and put my arm around his shoulders, pulling him closer and kissing his cheek. "Sorry, Jake, it's delicious." I apologised and complimented.
Jake smiled bashfully. "Sure, sure," He said as he took a bite from my plate. I pushed the plate in between us so we could eat together. Jake leaned against the counter, resting on his elbows and ate with me.
"So, how did you learn to cook like this, sweetheart?" I asked.
"My mom," Jake answered as he swallowed a bite. "She used to teach me, and I cook for my dad now and then."
I nodded. "I could get used to this actually." I teased.
"Nah-ah, don't make a habit of it, baby. 'Cause I like it when you cook for me." Jake said and I laughed.
"I like it when I cook for you, too." I blushed and admitted.
Jake let out an exhale-like laugh and kept eating.
When we were both done eating, I put the dishes in the dishwasher and headed upstairs to put my flat shoes on. I brushed my hair and ran downstairs to Jake. Like a gentleman, he opened the front door for me and closed it after me, locking it. I smiled, shook my head and held his hand as we began walking to the main house through the woods.
"You know, people are gonna start to wonder why you keep wearing summer clothes—you know these tiny things and stuff." Jake said as he tugged the belt loop of my shorts.
I rolled my eyes. "Who cares? I don't really go out in the real world anyway and besides, I never feel cold when I'm with you and you are always with me." I said to him.
Jake smiled. He let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me closer as we strolled. Jake let out a sharp breath as he talked again after few seconds.
"I—I need to ask you something, Ness." Jake stuttered as I felt him slipping his three fingers in the back pocket of my shorts. My heart raced. See, how he affects me? Only his little touch is enough to make my legs feel like jelly.
I swallowed. "What? What is it?" I looked at him and asked politely. Jake looked kind of . . . nervous. Why was he nervous?
"I was wondering if—umm—you wanna go camping?" Jake responded, making my heart jump up and down in my chest. I love camping! I haven't been camping for years and I miss it so much. It would be so much fun. My family and Jake could get together and play games just like they used to. I didn't join them back then but I could definitely join them now. We could just be ourselves and run around the forest all day, doing what we love.
Fun! Fun! Fun!
I shrieked as I jumped in front of him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped up and down like an idiot, still shrieking like Aunt Alice has just got a new car. "Yes! I love camping, Jake! When are we going? When are we going? When are we going?"
Jake laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist, lifting me off the ground and pulling me to his level. I leaned my head back and looked at him, grinning.
"On Friday." He answered.
I gasped and raised my eyebrows in excitement. "After two days?!"
He nodded and chuckled. "Yeah, after two days, honey."
"Awesome!" I yelled and kissed his cheek. "Awesome!" Then I thought about Aunt Alice and Aunt Rose packing billion things for camping. The thought made me laugh. "You guys better be ready to carry Aunt Alice and Rose's stuff." I joked.
Jake chuckled and frowned before kissing my nose. "What?"
"Aunt Alice and Aunt Rose. They are going to pack like they are moving out." I laughed.
"Pack for what?"
"Jake," I rolled my eyes. "Camping." I answered.
He frowned. "Why are they coming?"
My smile faded and I looked at him seriously. "What do you mean? Of course, they are coming." Of course everyone's coming. I know Jake doesn't really like Aunt Rose but she has to come if everyone is. It would be so rude to just leave her behind. Besides, I love her and she is coming.
I heard Jake's heart skip a beat and then it sped up. Jake put me down on the ground and nodded his head. "Okay," Jake looked upset. Why was he making such a big deal out of this? "We can take 'em." He said in a low and rough tone.
"Why are you so upset? I'm sure Aunt Rose won't bother you and Aunt Alice is just . . . going to do her own thing with Uncle Jasper," I explained and Jake frowned at me. "I won't let them bother you, if that's what you're upset about."
"We're gonna take Jasper too?"
I nodded but then stopped. Of course, he was coming too—everyone is, right? What the hell?! Or was it just suppose to be . . . me and Jacob? Alone? Under the stars? Again, alone?
I frowned in confusion and shrugged. I'm such an idiot.
"You—" Jake exhaled. "You know what? Let's just take the whole clan. I can invite my pack too and they can come as well," Was this suppose to be sarcastic? I think it was. I nodded like an idiot I was. "What?"
"I don't know."
Jake pulled his bottom lip between his front teeth and cupped my face in his hand, leaning in to press his forehead against mine. He took a deep breath. "I just wanted to spend some time alone with you," Jake whispered. My heart raced and my stomach clenched. "I had been planning it for weeks but . . . if you don't wanna be alone with me—I understand," Jake leaned back and kissed my forehead. "You can take anyone you want—"
"No." Are you crazy?! I'm so not missing a chance to be alone with Jacob for anything in the world. Jacob and me, cut out from the whole world? What could be better that that? And the things we could do . . . God, I think I was going to faint. Yes! Me and Jacob making out under the stars. I couldn't wait! I know Jacob would stop before it gets intense as he wants to wait but it just makes me happy that I'll get to be alone with Jacob and won't have to give a crap about the world.
"I thought everyone was coming." I continued.
He nodded. "They can."
I shook my head fervently. No, there are not! I want to be alone with you, my Jacob. "No!" I moved closer to Jacob and put my hand at the back of his neck, pulling him closer. Jake leaned down and I brushed my lips against his. "Just you . . . and . . . me," I breathed.
Jake exhaled. "You can trust me, Nessie. I won't do anything that makes you uncomfortable, if that what you are worried about."
What? What was he thinking? Shit, I made him thought—no! No! I trust you, honey. I trust you. Nothing you do to me makes me uncomfortable. My stomach twisted.
"Jacob—"
"I'll bring you back anytime you want and you can call Edward if I—" I cut him off. Oh, baby, don't say this.
"Jake, no, I trust you. I do," I leaned back and looked at him. "I—I won't mind if you—you can do whatever you want to me. I don't care. It's just, I thought everyone was coming. I didn't know it was just suppose to be me and you," I said to him. "Now that I know it's just me and you, I really, really want to go. I would do anything to just be with you . . . alone. Anywhere." I assured him.
He frowned. God, he looked so cute when he is confused. "Oh," was all that Jacob said.
"God, I would go with you anywhere even with my eyes closed," I confessed. "I trust you, Jacob," I put my hands on his shoulders. "And you don't make me uncomfortable, silly. I love what you do to me."
Jake finally smiled and put his forehead against mine. "Don't talk like that, Nessie," Jake said. "You're turning me on and I don't want to walk into the main house with a boner."
I laughed. "Well, I could fix it for you now if you want." I said to him seductively. But, I knew there was no way in hell he would let me do that. Not now anyway.
"I think I'll be fine unless you keep talking like this." Jake said.
"Like, what? Like, I want you so bad, Jacob. Like, I want you to—"
"Nessie, stop. Let's just keep walking." Jake suggested and I laughed.
"Okay," I nodded. Jake kissed my forehead, took my hand in his and began walking to the main house. "I'm excited, Jacob," I said after few minutes of comfortable silence. "I can't wait to be alone with you."
Jake looked at me and smiled. "You're gonna love it."
"Really?"
He nodded. "Yup, and so am I."
"Why?"
"I'm not telling."
"Jeez, Jacob, you and you're secrets," I teased. "Where are we going to camp, by the way?"
"It's a surprise." Jake said and I rolled my eyes.
"A surprise." I murmured. I didn't worry about it. I would get to see it in two days anyway. So, it's all good and I can't wait!
"You don't even have to pack." Jake said and I looked at him in shock and surprise.
"What? Not even a thing?"
"Nope," He shook his head. "It's all taken care of, babe."
"Wow, you've been planning it pretty well, Mr Black." I teased and grinned.
Jake chuckled.
"It better be good if you're keeping it from me." I joked.
"Don't worry, as I said, you will love it."
I smiled, nodded and kissed his biceps. Then I remembered something. "Does mom and dad know about this?"
He chuckled and nodded. "Of course. I had to do a lot of convincing but they are good with it and pretty supportive. They just have one condition though."
"They expect me as a virgin when we return?" I asked. That might me the condition.
"No," He laughed. "They want you back harmless." I was shocked. That means Jacob and I can do whatever we want? Yes! Only if Jacob would allow it to happen that is. No worries.
"Okay, I'm sure you will take care of me."
Jake kissed my temple and smiled. "I will, I will take good care of you, Nessie."
Jake and I talked for few more minutes before we began running. We slowed down when we reached the back of the main house. I knocked the back door and Uncle Emmett was the one who opened it. He lifted me up for a bear hug and spun me around before putting me back on the floor.
I laughed. "Missed me much?"
"Hell, I missed you." Uncle Emmett said as he fist bumped with Jake.
"I know what you're planning to do?" Uncle Emmett said to Jake as he elbowed him and winked.
"What?" Jake growled. "Edward told you?!"
"What?" Uncle Emmett asked innocently. "Alice knew."
"That's 'cause I told her."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Uncle Emmett questioned.
"Because you can't keep your wide mouth shut! You—"
"It's okay," I interrupted. "I know. Jake just told me actually. We are going camping, right? I know." That's when Aunt Rose and Grandma Esme came and hugged me.
Uncle Emmett ran to me and elbowed me twice, winking at me. "And . . ."
I chuckled at him. "And what?"
"Jesus, woman, I expected you to blush like hell but you're not even."
Jake yelled. "Emmett, shut up!"
Uncle Emmett stared at Jacob for few seconds and then busted in laughter. I frowned and rolled my eyes. What the hell was he going on about?
"You . . . mean . . . she doesn't . . . know." He said in between his laughter. After his laughter was under control he stood up straight and put his arm around my shoulders. "Dude, you should at least tell my niece before you deflo—" He said to Jake but he cut him off and yelled.
"Shut up, you fucking leech. Keep your mouth shut or things will get—"
Then Aunt Rose stepped in and hissed at Jake. "Wait, you didn't tell her?"
I frowned at all of them. "Tell me what?" I asked anxiously. I walked beside Aunt Rose and tugged on her arm. "Tell me." I demanded.
"No! Nessie, come here." Jake demanded, opening his arms for me.
"Jake, what are you hiding?" I asked anxiously.
"Nothing, Nessie. They are just being jerks."
Uncle Emmett folded his arms against his chest and Aunt Rose growled.
"Oh, stop it, you guys," Grandma Esme demanded. "They haven't even stepped into the house and you guys are already starting a fight. Let them come in."
All of us took a deep breath and walked into the living room.
"Where are Uncle Jasper and Aunt Alice?" I asked as I sat on the couch. I knew Grandpa Carlisle was at work.
"They have gone shopping. Well, Alice wanted to go shopping so she dragged Jasper with him." Aunt Rose responded.
I laughed and shook my head. "That's her." I murmured to myself.
Jake sat beside me and turned the T.V on with the remote. I glared at him and he shrugged. "What?"
"What are you hiding?" I whispered. I wasn't sure why I was whispering even though everyone could hear us.
He rolled his eyes and looked at the T.V screen. "Nothing."
"Jake, don't lie to me. I know—"
He looked at me and sighed. "You'll find out, Nessie." He assured me.
"When?" I asked eagerly and slightly frustrated.
"Once we are camping. I promise. I'll tell you." He swore and kissed my cheek. He is such a little suck up.
"Is it a good thing or a bad thing?" I asked and heard Uncle Emmett chuckle from upstairs. It sounded like it was directed to us.
"Bastard," Jacob looked over his shoulder and swore at Uncle. He then looked at me and smiled. "It's a very good thing. Trust me."
"It's a very good thing. Fuck me." Uncle Emmett mimicked Jacob and snorted from upstairs.
"Emmett!" Grandma scolded from somewhere in the house.
That was when Jake growled loudly and ran upstairs to lunge Uncle Emmett.
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