N/A You can forgive him now! And I'm not talking about James! ( Mostly because the reviewers don't seem to be to mad at him..)
"Marianne?"
I guess I went down to the lake
out of habit.
Or
Maybe I knew
Something like that
Would happen
Deep down.
But nothing,
Prepared me
To hear you say my name
As I stood there
And watched another rock sink.
I picked up another one
But
I didn't
even
throw it.
I just stood there
listening to you
Walk closer and closer.
Till you were standing next to me.
"I have no idea what to say."
You sighed.
You picked up a rock and tossed it.
It sank.
"Marianne… you're the only girl in the world I care about."
You said to the lake.
"That's a lie."
I surprised myself saying.
"You could have just gone and snogged her in a broom closet,"
"If you didn't care about her"
I surprised my self again
a second later.
You flinched.
That's when
I decided.
If you knew
I was upset
And wanted
to make it better
You should know exactly what
I was upset about.
So I told you.
I told you how
I knew
All about
The
"Other girls."
How
And why
I hadn't cared.
"But Sirius you watched the sunset with her,
On a Saturday,
When you perfectly well knew
I'd see you."
My voice sounded
so loud
in my ears.
I felt like
I was yelling.
I was out of breath.
" If you say that it doesn't matter
To you,
None of the times you were with me
do either."
The silence lasted forever.
" You knew?"
You managed to say finally.
I nodded.
I was crying
By then .
" You, never threatened me Marianne."
You whispered.
"What?"
I was confused.
"You never threatened me
to get me to come here
with you."
You replied.
"She….."
I began
I had no words.
" She told me she would tell you about…"
You sighed.
"All that
other stuff
if I wouldn't take her to watch the sunset last Saturday."
Just like that.
I was fully
Something again.
I was
Marianne.
Again.
"She knew you'd see us, that's how she planned it."
You continued.
"I deserved every one of those hexes I got thrown at me."
"Merlin, I'm so….so sorry Marianne."
I dropped
the rock
It made a loud
"smack"
I walked over to you
and hugged you.
"You didn't do anything wrong."
I whispered.
I had told you
I never cared
about your
"other girls."
And what
I did care about
Wasn't what
I had thought
it had been.
You hugged me back
Once the shock
wore off.
and as the sun set.
I felt you
kiss
my forehead.
As we walked back up
to the castle.
I told you
I had a Transfiguration essay
Due the next day.
And
I hadn't
Even
Started it.
When
I fell asleep
Hours later.
And she showed up.
You
kissed
My forehead
again.
And stayed.
" I love you."
You whispered
as
she stormed away
I think she might
have heard you.
"But you already knew that too didn't you?"
I nodded.
And yawned.
N/A Two chapters written one edited. Two hours. I'm hungry. It's 11/28/11 and I'll edit this soon!
Edited! This is the sappiest thing I've ever written!
Edit again: 12/12/11 When I one review on Hospital wing I'll publish this!
Edit: Again 12/14/11 got a review! And learn from these edits that I am usually a little ahead in updates. When I get inspired I can end up writing like 5 in a row. Then I edit them separately and upload them at various times. But you'll get a double update every once and a while!