The pain was worse than hell. But I had been there and come back. As far as I new, three days had passed. But it might have been more. But what I do know is that I haven't heard Charlies or Renee's voices yet. Not yet. But maybe soon.

Maybe I imagined the past while. Like Edward being there when I woke up. The doctor, and people from the silver car. The gun shot. Everything.

There still might be a few days left till they come back, and then I will go back to my personal hell. In my hell, the beatings where constant, the daily 'activities' painful. (AN: She doesn't know the word rape.) In my hell, I was the servant. Punching bag. Piece of meat. Thing. In my hell, death is your only wish.

The pain seemed to stop a few minutes ago. It just, stopped. Do you know what else stopped? The pain. It was like all the blood, bone, and skin, was all healed. Like nothing ever happened. So maybe, I imagined everything, and when I wake up this will all be a nightmare. I might have a family who loves me. Loves everything about me, and will care about me. Who will let me eat, and shower, walk out side, and go to school! Just maybe; a nightmare.

There was something else that stopped though. My heart. It was like it never beat. Didn't want to. This gave me the option of heaven or hell. My wish was hell. Away from Charlie and Renee. I think all bad people go to heaven, because Charlie and Renee are going there. But I guess the only way to tell, is to open my eyes and hope to see someone.

That wasn't a struggle. As soon as I opened my eyes I saw a white roof. White? White means good, right? So that means I'm in hell? But didn't Renee say heaven has white. So confusing.

"Bella?" A soft voice asked. As soon as I heard the voice I sat up straight. Surrounding the bed I was on where seven people. They looked like angels, but I had seen some before. Four of them. But what really surprised me was the bed. It felt smooth. Like it isn't what I usually am on. Plus, I sink into it a bit. I could sleep in it for ages.

"Yay! She's up!" Screamed the short pixie girl again. Alice. She started to run at me, and it was fast. Faster than normal people. On instinct I wrapped myself into a ball, waiting impact. None came.

"Wow." Said someone else. Just moving my eyes I can see everyone staring at me. Taking a breath that I had been holding in for hours, I smelt things that I had never smelt before. Sounds came to my ears that I had never heard, and the colours around me where different to everything I had seen.

"Bella, I think you might need an explanation." Stated the doctor. Carlisle. I didn't nod, or do anything. I don't want an explanation. I just needed to get back before something bad happened. Last time didn't end so well. That can't happen. Not again.

Looking to my left wrist, I stretch my fingers out. No pain. My right arm; no cut. Lifting my hand to my face, nothing hurts. This can't be happening. Maybe they will let me ask? I wonder… "Umm…" I start, barely a whisper, but so loud to my ears. "Am I in hell? Because Renee said I got to go there, and bad people go to heaven, because Renee is going there. Right?" I ask, scared of there reaction. But it's different than what I thought it would be.

The blonde angel turned into the muscle guy, I remember he said Emmett. I could hear her sob. Why would she cry? Had I said something bad? Everyone looked sad, or horrified. One of the angels, another blonde boy, looked ready to break down. I wonder why. Better not ask any more questions. Something bad might happen.

Pushing myself into the back of the bed I hear a crack. Than another crack. Looking up I see the wood from the head of the bed about to collapse. No. Collapsing. I scream out, but nothing hits me.

"Force field. Impressive." Another boy says. Edward. He starts walking over to me slowly.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I will fix it. I didn't mean to. Please don't. I didn't mean it." I ramble, trying to plead for my health. "I don't know what happened. I'm sorry." At that I feel a sob break through me, but no tears fall. I thought I was dead. So, doesn't that mean that nothing will happen? I thought that death provided protection.

An older woman rushes to my side; I do nothing. If something is going to happen, than I better let it happen. Better than what happens after people get aggravated. An arm goes around me and I flinch away. Instead of the arm moving away, another joins it. "Hunny." Starts a soft, nearly mother like voice. I feel myself getting pulled into a chest. "It's ok. We know you didn't mean to. Nothing is going to happen to you. Your not dead" Says the voice, stroking my hair. I feel myself relax slightly into the touch.

"Please don't make me go back." I whisper, realising I'm still alive. I don't want to go back. Not now, not ever.

"Oh." Says the pixie. Everyone else is just staring at me. "We wouldn't make you do that. Your family now! You're my new sister!" She squeals.

"Welcome to the Cullen family Bella."

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The end! Yay, my first fan fic finished. For all the people who didn't review, can you? Also, sequel? Like her power? If there is a sequel, than she gets more powers! YAY! Oh, i need to say also. For a few chapters back. How she nearly died.

If your heart is racing, than that's bad. She went into shock. But than giving the body relaxants, like pain killers, that makes it slow down, and it can slow down to much.

She also doesn't know much about the world. So that sort of explains the heaven and hell thing. Hope you enjoyed!

I forgot. People didn't want a happy ending, and i haven't completely given it. She still can't trust, and all that.