AN: Hey. . The school was shut Thursday because of snow but we had to go in anyway for the Science test. It wasn't fun. I did really bad. REALLY bad. I have another science test on Monday. I'm screwed.

My French class are talking about me when I'm not there. The teacher started it.

The whole class went silent as we walked in. The rest of the day people laughed about it. I hate this word but. Bitch.

On the lighter side listen to owl city Fireflies or hot air balloon. There AMAZING.

Bella POV

I went back to faiths to yell my brains out to her. She left me with them. When I got there she apologised , gave me puppy dog eyes and told me she was throwing a party. I couldn't argue with that.

The music was blaring ,pounding through my head. I was surrounded by 3 guys. They were ok , Kinda cute. Faith had her eye on the tall dark haired one , she whispered something in his ear and they both excused themselves.

I'm not sure how much I'd drunk at this point but I don't care

I danced with the two remaining guys ,laughed with them , kissed them. It was a good distraction. They offered me drugs witch I took immediately took, excusing myself I walked through the other partiers and headed for the stairs.

Upstairs was quieter, only a few people passed out on the floor.

I closed the bathroom door and leaned my head against it sighing. Whenever I was alone it hurt. I absently rubbed my heart where the pain was worst.

I put the bag with the drugs in on the window and carefully made 2 lines. My hands were shaking slightly and I sniffed up the heavenly powder.

It hit the back of my throat , I sunk to the ground with my back against the wall. I felt blood trickling down my nose and reached to wipe it away.

The music down stairs and the noise of the people started to drown out.

Silence.

The world stood still.

I loved these moments.

No pain. No hurt. No suffering. No body. Nothing.

All I could hear was my racing heart and fast breathing.

..

I didn't notice the world spinning until the I was staring at the ceiling with my back on the floor.

The dizziness was starting to get to me. I leaned up as fast as I could to throw up in the toilet. The Quick movement made it worse and I retched over and over. Dry heaving. I can't remember the last time I ate.

I slumped back against the wall. And rested my head on my knees. What's going on?

I took deep breathes ,trying not to throw up again. The world was still swirling around.

The door opened so fast it was just a blur to me. Carlisle walked in followed by Edward. Edward reached for the bag of drugs. And began flushing the contents down the toilet.

I would have argued , yelled ,screamed. But I didn't want to move. Where am I again?

Carlisle was kneeling next to me. His cool hand pressed against my forehead. Then to my wrist. They muttered to each other then Carlisle scooped me up into his arms.

My head lulled against Carlisle's chest and my world faded to black.

Edward POV

As we walked towards the house my phone began buzzing in my pocket. I flipped it open and held it to my ear.

"She's in the bathroom. She's taken more drugs. Hurry." Alice told me.

I informed Carlisle and we briskly entered the house. A path was cleared for us, they obviously knew who we where and why we were here .

We soon got to the bathroom door and Carlisle stepped in front of me going in first. We'd both heard retching.

My heart broke when I saw her, She looked so tired and sick. On the window ledge was a bag of white powder. I opened the foul smelling stuff and tipped it down the toilet.

"Is she ok?" I asked Carlisle.

"I'm not sure. I need to get her home" Carlisle scooped her up and we walked back out the crowded house.

"Could you drive" He asked me as he placed Bella on the backseat.

I wanted to stay with her. Hold her. But she would be safe with Carlisle, So I got in the front seat and started driving.

Her breathing is slowing and her temperatures dropping . It's Alcohol poisoning.

Carlisle's thoughts told me.

My foot automatically pressed down harder and the car sped faster.

Relief washed through me as the house came into view. Carlisle Lifted Bella out of the car and ran towards the house.

Inside the whole family was waiting , Shock filled there eyes and thoughts when they saw Bella unconscious.

"We have your stuff set up ,upstairs. Alice said you'd need it" Esme said to her husband.

Half way up the stairs. Bella started shaking. Seizure shaking.

While everyone else went on panic mode , Carlisle stayed calm and held her tighter to try control the shaking.

He took her to my room where his medical bag was lying and placed her on the bed.

Hold her down.

I locked one hand around her tiny wrists and the other against her forehead keeping her down.

Carlisle had to pump her stomach. It was a long night.

I sat holding her handing carefully avoiding the IV. I watched her sleep just like before. But now her face was filled with pain. Like she was trapped in a nightmare. It was like that for most of the night. Then the screaming started.

My heart broke for the millionth time. The angry thoughts of my family filled my mind, anger at me for leaving her and turning her to this.

I placed a soft kiss on her forehead. And said a silent prayer to whoever was listening.

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