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Chapter 14: Stuck!

James POV

I drove for a while, feeling worse and worse every mile every moment I was further from Bella. Thoughts of her tear streaked face on her porch. Chanting to myself over and over again, this is for the best. I need to do this. I made it to Seattle at a snails pace, and decided to stay in a hotel there. Needing to make sure Bella was alright before I went any further.

After sitting in my hotel room staring at my cell phone for over an hour, I finally dialed the only number that I could think of. Esme, she was like a second Mother to me, never judging, always caring. "James, are you alright?" Esme questioned as she picked up the phone, obviously seeing my number on call display.

"I don't know if I am Esme, I need you to check on Bella for me. Things went… wrong after everyone left, and I need you to make sure she is aright." I told her, feeling odd and unsure.

"Of course I will check up on her, but not until tomorrow morning, first, I want you to talk to me, tell me what is happening James, you sound upset?"

So I sat there and told her of the past month, from my Mom leaving, to kicking my fathers ass before he booted me out, and of course, I told her of Bella.

"Well James, it sounds to me like you shouldn't have left, you should have stayed there, and let her think and figure things out, before you jump to conclusions." I agreed, knowing she was right. "James, this stuff with Bella, and school, did you do that too, in the past? Were you one of Bella's bullies?" I sighed feeling exhausted, but knowing I had to tell her everything.

So I spilled, from the first day, until I seen her being carried down the hall, crying and broken, after her fathers death, and my realization that Bella was not a plaything that I could hurl crude comments at, she was a young woman. She was a younger version of my Mom.

After getting off the phone with a very distressed and disappointed, yet understanding, Esme, it was past four in the morning. I fell asleep quickly, dreaming of Bella crying, her tears were blood red, and she was curled into herself.

I woke to a loud chirping noise and it only took a couple seconds for me to shoot up and grab my phone, it was Esme's cell. "Esme is she alright, tell me she's alright, I feel like there is something wrong, FUCK, I'm pathetic." I growled, feeling extremely desperate and feeble.

I heard someone take a deep breath on the other end and then say a soft "James." I gasped a startled breath, realizing right away, it was Bella.

"Bella- are you- are you alright?" I questioned, feeling my body rigid and feeling very insecure.

"Uh - hey James, yeah, I'm alright." She said quietly, her voice was shaking. We were quiet for a moment, both sighing. Bella cleared her throat, and spoke in an almost whisper. "You shouldn't have left." My heart sped up and I felt like my breath was taken away at her words.

"I know… I'm sorry I left. I thought it was the right thing, but - but the minute I did I wanted to turn back around." I got up and started to pack my bag back up, grabbing my keys from the small table in the room. Trying to decide whether or not I should go back.

"Will you come back? I - I mean even if its just so we can talk?" She questioned, I could hear the quiver in her voice, and I felt horrible about the whole thing.

"I'm coming right now, be there in a couple hours." I told her, closing the door behind me and jumping into my car, taking off down the street. I floored it speeding back to the beautiful brunette.

I made it to Bella's place just after 3pm and practically ran to her front door. She opened it before I had the chance to knock, and I went from feeling certain, to uneasy, and scared of the outcome. Bella looked nervous, and clasped her hands together and moved away letting my come in. I nodded and said a small thanks. I closed the door behind me and stood there, waiting for her to tell me where she wanted to talk.

Bella bit her lip and grabbed one of my hands in her small one. The electricity flowing between our entwined fingers, as she pulled me to the living room, and sat us on the couch, side by side. "After everything that happened the other day, I had decided that everything that was starting to happen between us, needed to stop… you have so much going on in your life, that I didn't feel I fit in. So instead of talking to you, I chose to ignore it. Hoping it would just go away..." She spoke in a rush, and my gut twisted uncomfortably. I was right, she had decided that I had too much baggage for her.

"Oh, I figured that was it, I figured that my life was too complicated for you. I'm sorry for that, I wish it wasn't." I pulled my hand from hers, feeling inferior. Bella shook her head violently and grabbed my hand again.

"I didn't finish James, after you left, the second you walked out the door, everything came crashing down, and I knew, I knew that I was wrong. I know what happened with your father and Edward was not your fault, and you also didn't choose your life, its not fair for me to blame that on you. I know that you and I together may not make much sense, but I want to be with you James. The thought of being without you, makes me feel awful. I want you James, flaws and all… just as long as you can handle and want me, with all my flaws." Bells looked down at the last part, her face turning a beautiful red.

My heart felt like it was throbbing at Bella's declaration. I didn't know what to say. She was right though even though we didn't make much sense together, I wanted to be with her too, more than anything. So instead of trying to speak, and stumble over my words, I pulled Bella forward, and pressed my lips to hers, lightly and sweetly.

Bella fisted her hands in my leather jacket and crawled onto my lap, I groaned as she pressed against my semi erect cock, hardening me further. She sucked on my bottom lip greedily, and I was taken aback by her all of a sudden forwardness. I grabbed her hips, and pulled her closer, eliciting a moan from her beautiful lips. I pulled away, feeling like I was getting ahead of myself again. I rested my forehead against hers. Breathing heavily.

"I want to be with you Bella, I want to be the one you kiss, the one you cuddle up to at night, I want to be the one you give sweet kisses to." I told her, running my tongue over her bottom lip, slightly swollen from our kiss. I could feel Bella smile.

"Are you saying you want to be my boyfriend?" Bella asked with a snicker. I snorted at the word.

"Well I guess boyfriend is one term…or lover… or better half…" I said between kisses. Bella smirked and pulled back.

"Better half hey? Well I must be the better half." She said as she thrust her hips forward. I gasped and groaned as her jean covered center came into contact with my erection, the soft fabric of my cotton jogging pants, doing nothing to hide it.

I nodded and spoke in a gravelly strained voice. "Yes- yes you are definitely the better half." Bella leaned closer kissing up my neck and pushed against me again. Before whispering into my ear.

"That's what I though." She lightly bit the shell of my ear and I gasped. How did I not know that sweet Bella had a little vixen inside of her. "Lets take this to my room." she spoke with roughness and sounded sexy as hell. Before I could agree, she was off my lap and pulling me from the couch, practically dragging me up the stairs.

I stopped halfway up and told Bella to hold on two shakes, I ran back down the stairs and locked and dead bolted the door, not wanting any interruptions. Bella smiled when she seen what I was doing and then we were headed up the rest of the stairs, and into Bella's room.

Bella pushed me onto her bed and straddled my lap once again, kissing me passionately, running her tongue over my lips and humming. "You taste so good." She mumbled, and I pulled back slightly, a little blush in her cheeks.

"I do, do I?" I questioned. She nodded and leaned to kiss me again, but I pulled back more. "What has gotten into you Bella? Not that I'm complaining, but what changed."

Bella shrugged and bit her lip. "Before I wasn't sure, if I wanted to be with you, but now, after knowing what it would be like without you, I'm more sure about this than anything else. I feel comfortable, and sexy, and everything feels so right… with you." I smiled widely at her and kissed her lips again.

"That's because you are sexy Bella, so fucking sexy." Bella moaned and I thrust my hips forward. Needing the friction desperately.

I turned Bella over laying her on her bed. My body covering hers. Lust and want in her eyes, I'm sure mine looked exactly the same. "I want to taste you so fuckin bad." I said in a low husky voice. Bella's eyes widened, and she looked unsure. "Let me taste you Baby." I practically purred, while unzipping her faded blue jeans. Bella slowly nodded, and I slid her jeans down her hips, and finally off her body. Next I slid her pink cotton panties slowly down and as I pulled them away all I could see was bare skin. I growled and ran my thumb over the smooth front of her. "Jesus Bella, that is so fucking hot." I groaned quickly pulling her panties off the rest of the way.

I positioned my face between her legs, and planted a soft kiss over Bella clit. She gasped and jumped, then reached down and fisted her hands in my hair. I could smell her sweet and musky arousal, and reached my tongue out, running it along her slit, finally tasting her. I moaned against her, her taste was sweet, and so fucking good. Bella was writhing and moving her hips up. So I moved my tongue faster, up and down her slit, my thumb rubbing her clit. Her hips meeting my tongue thrusts, her moans getting louder. I moved my tongue up and flicked her clit and sucked on it. I found her soaking wet entrance and pushed my middle finger inside, Bella tensed at first and then started to scream and moan wildly. I sucked harder on her clit, while moving my finger faster. I felt her body tense, and her hands tightened in my hair. "Oh James… oh I think I'm gonna…" She didn't even finish her sentence before her orgasm took over her entire body.

Her back arched off the bed, her hands fisted so tightly in my hair it almost hurt, her breathing erratic and a light sheen of sweat was covering her exposed skin. I slowly removed my finger, and took one last long lick, of Bella's beautiful pussy, Bella gasped again. I looked up at her, and wished I had removed her shirt before, wanting nothing more than to see her hard nipples. So I crawled up her body, and started to peel her simple black t-shirt off of her. She lifted her arms for me, and I had it off in seconds, glad there was no bra. I leaned my head down and kissed her lips lightly, not thinking she would want to taste herself, yet again she surprises me, deepening the kiss and moaning.

I ran my hands over Bella's hard nipples, and she arched into them. My clothed erection, pushing against her naked core. I closed my eyes, trying to keep control over myself, not wanting to push Bella too far.

Bella grabbed my jacket and took it off of me roughly and then my muscle shirt. "Too many clothes James." She mumbled as my shirt hit the floor. I agreed with a nod and pushed my joggers off, leaving my thin satin boxers. Bella wrapped her legs around my waste, pulling me tightly to her. Her wetness seeping into my boxers, making my hard cock feel slick. I closed my eyes, and put my forehead to hers, thinking I may have to leave to take care of myself… because lets face it… that shit was getting painful. When Bella's hand snaked down between us and wrapped timidly around my cock. "Tell me if I'm doing this wrong." She said shyly, as she started to stroke me softly.

I gasped at the feeling of her touching me so fucking intimately. So I moved my hand over hers and tightened it a little, setting the pace a little faster. Bella was starting to breath heavily again, and I could smell her arousal more. She was turned on by touching me, which only turned me on more. I moved my hips with our hand movements, already feeling close to cumming. "Fuck I'm not gonna last long." I mumbled into her neck, Bella started to move faster, then stopped. Pulling her hand from my boxers, she quickly pulled my boxers down, and pushed them the rest of the way with her feet.

I felt a little panicked, not knowing what she wanted, then the fucking vixen ran her hand over her wet core, and then wrapped it around my cock once again, now I was slick with her juices, and the base of my cock was pressed against her clit. We were both moaning and moving our hips. I was holding my upper body up, so she had room to move her hand, and my face was shoved in her neck, sucking and nibbling lightly. I was so close and Bella's erratic breathing, and her loud moans were telling me she was too. A couple more strokes of her hand and thrusts of our hips, moving slickly over her swollen sensitive clit and we were both cumming hard, together.

I came in hot spurts all over Bella's creamy white stomach, our chests heaving, my arms gave way and I collapsed on top of her. Bella wrapped her arms around me tightly, her hands in my hair, my hands at her sides. After several minutes, I could feel the sticky mess between us, as I sat up, we were practically sticking to each other. Bella's face was beet red. "Um sorry bout that." I said kind of sheepishly. Bella shrugged and waved it off. I went to get off the bed, but first I pushed my thigh against her core once more, just to see her beautiful reaction. She gasped and threw her head back, her back arched and erect breasts pointing straight up. "So fucking sexy." I mumbled before kissing her lips once more.

Once I stood up, I pulled Bella up with me. She looked at me questioningly. I just shrugged and pulled her to stand in front of me, her back to my chest, and walked us to the bathroom like that. I started the shower and pulled my nervous Bella in with me. Running her soapy sponge all over her body, washing my cum off her body, and then when I was done everything else, I ran the sponge between her legs and roughly over her sensitive clit. Bella gasped and let out a little squeal. The back of her head falling on my shoulders. My erection pressing into her lower back. I brought Bella to her third orgasm that day. Once she was clean, she turned around and grabbed the forgotten sponge from the tub floor, her head right by my cock. I groaned at the close proximity and instead of Bella blushing, she smirked and snaked her tongue out, running it over the tip. I bucked my hips and threw my head back.

Bella enveloped my cock in her mouth, and groaned. The vibration driving me crazy. She licked, and sucked, and ran her hand around my base. It didn't take long for me to reach my orgasm. "Bella Baby, watch out… I'm gonna… fuck, I'm gonna cum." I said through gritted teeth. Instead of moving, Bella moaned again, and sucked harder. I came violently in her sexy mouth. Moaning her name over and over. After Bella finished me off, she licked her lips and stood up. Smiling smugly. "Fuck you amaze me." I told her, pushing her against the wall and kissing her hungrily.

The water started to run cold so we finished up quickly. We dried each other off and Bella ordered a pizza. We sat around the rest of the afternoon, wrapped in each others embrace, watching movies on my laptop, in her bed.

I felt more at peace than I ever had before, with the most beautiful goddess beside me. Well after midnight, Bella rolled over and kissed me chastely before whispering a goodnight, and falling fast asleep, me joining her shortly after.

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