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"What?" Damon rasped out after a long moment of silence.
"Did you not hear me?" I asked softly taking my eyes off him, bringing them down to the floor.
"You're being serious", he trailed of as of he only just realised "Did Klaus say something to you?" , He continued frantically taking my face in his hands when I didn't answer "Elena?"
"He may have said something", I whispered quietly fearful of Damon's response. As soon as the words left my mouth I knew I shouldn't have said anything. Damon stood up abruptly from the bed and began pacing back and forth across the room muttering to himself. He continued for a minute or two before turning around to face me, his eyes set like stone.
"What did he do Elena?", Damon asked coldly and at this point I wasn't sure if he was mad at me or Klaus.
"He-he said he was just testing to see if I was a virgin or not", I said after a while suddenly finding my voice, I wasn't sure if I was meant to elaborate or not but the look in Damon's eyes made me continue anyway "I don't know why, but all I know is that the whole time I was thinking about pleasing him for you. So that you wouldn't get into trouble", I continued looking down at my feet again " And then when he started teasing me all I could think about was you and your hands and how much I wished it had been you, so I stopped him."
"Why", Damon asked, and when I looked at him confused at what he was asking he continued "Why did you stop him."
"Because I didn't want my first time to be meaningless I guess", I answered nervously.
"And you thought it would be meaningful with me", he said a hint of sarcasm in his tone.
"I'd never even thought about sex before coming here", I answered honestly "But since I've got here its all I can think about, I have these feelings inside me i-I've never felt this way before and I don't know what they mean."
"So", I whispered stepping up from the bed making my way over to him taking his face in my hands, trying to sooth him just like he always did me "I want you to show me, Damon."
"No you don't Elena", Damon said calmly but I could see his fists clenching and unclenching by his sides.
"No Damo-", I argued but I was cut off when Damon's body backed mine up against the wall.
"No you listen to me little girl", Damon whispered forcefully, his warm breath fanned across my face as his body dominated over me "As much as I want to slam my thick cock into your tight little body, fucking you till you can't think straight, I can't."
"Why not", I whimpered out trying to push my body closer to his in desperation but his arms blocked me from moving.
"You're not ready sweetheart", Damon said resting his forehead against mine bringing his hand up to stroke through my silk locks, as I shook my head no but before I could speak up he continued "Things like having sex for the first time cannot be planned Elena, they just happen baby."
"I am ready", I said protested as I rubbed my body up against his and I watched him bite back a moan.
"No you are not Elena", Damon said and I felt my eyes sting with tears.
"Hey,hey,hey shhhh don't cry", Damon cooed as he soothed me with his hands "Lena you'll thank me later", he continued " When it happens you will see what I mean sweetheart and you'll thank me."
I knew what I wanted, but also I knew Damon wouldn't understand. Yes, I was scared because of what had happened with Klaus, but it wasn't the reason I wanted Damon to have sex with me. That only gave me the added push to realise what I already wanted. Since the moment I saw him I felt a pull, so strong that made me do things I never thought I would. I knew he wouldn't understand now, after he was so convinced I was acting out and panicking about something Klaus had said and didn't realise that I wanted this for me! Because my body and mind was drawn to him, submit to him in ways I didn't understand but I enjoyed. He made me feel alive, like I was free and I knew it's wrong but being with him and his men enjoying my sexual awakening had been one of the best things that had ever happened to me. So I didn't protest, I didn't beg him to take me. Knowing he wasn't going to listen, made me realize that he was right about something. This wasn't the right time.
So instead I removed my head from his, leaning forward to take his bottom lip between mine in a searing kiss. His hands tailed down my back grabbing my ass, lifting me up as I warped my legs around him. He stopped and I stared as our breaths mingle together and I was fighting the urge to wriggle against him in order to feel more, but I pushed the thought away.
"Why did you stop..", I began to ask.
"I've got something to tell you", he confessed" And I have a feeling you are not going to like it" and I began to get nervous as he lowered me to the ground and I waited for him to continue.
"I'm leaving for a while", he said looking down at me, his eyes displaying so much emotion and my heart sank as his word settled in.
"No", I almost yelled blushing as I realized how loud my protest just was "I-I mean you can't leave me where are you going?"
"I have some business to take care of and I need to go for a while", Damon answered
"How many days?" I asked sadly, afraid to hear the answer.
"I'm not sure yet, however long it takes", he replied again and his answer did nothing to sooth me.
"When are you leaving?"
"Right now", He answered and my heart sank.
"Bu-but", I stuttered but he brought his hand up to silence me.
"Don't", Damon said taking me in his arms, rocking me back and forth making my eyes moisten once more.
"I don't want you to go", I whispered into his chest.
"I'll be back before you even notice I'm gone", he whispered back, and somehow I doubted that "Do you like to read?"
"Huh what?" I asked confused at the sudden change of topic which caused Damon to chuckle.
"Do you like to read?" Damon asked again as his hands trailed up and down the back of my spine, and I nodded into his chest tightening my arms around his. I loved to read, classic books more than others. I loved getting sucked into a good love story, as cheesy as it sounds and the thought of reading lightened my mood slightly. "I want to show you something", Damon said as he pulled me from the warmth of his arms bringing me with him out of the room and down the hall to an old wooden door I 've never had the pleasure of entering.
I was about to step inside when he stopped me, pulling me in front of him covering my eyes with his hands. "No peaking", He whispered in my ear as he pushed my body further and further into the dark room. We continued walking until he pulled on my arm signalling me to stop.
"Are You ready", He whispered again and I nodded eagerly, not being able to hold in my excitement.
He removed his hands from my eyes slowly and it took a second for my eyes to adjust before I was met with thousands and thousands of books, stacked neatly in long roof to floor shelves.
"It's beautiful", I gasped out as I pulled my body away from his and I started walking around the room in awe. I studied each shelf intently, softly running a single finger down the spine of some of the familiar texts. I don't know how long I was inspecting the space, but by the time I turned around to look at Damon I saw him watching me with a strange expression and a small smile playing on his lips.
"What's that face?" I giggled as he walked towards me.
"What face", He teased back grabbing my waist.
"That face", I squealed out as his hands dug into my sides, tickling me.
"I'm just glad you like it", He said softly stopping his torture on my stomach "Your reaction was much nicer to Masen's when he first got here", Damon continued causing me to giggle in response.
"It's beautiful", I sighed out again bringing my face to his and I watched as he face fell and mine soon followed.
"I have to leave now", He whispered and I nodded.
"Ok", I whispered but the word sounded weird coming from my mouth, because I wasn't ok at all. I didn't want him to go.
"Read a book and you wont even know I am gone", Damon said pulling me over to the closest arm chair.
He leant forward bringing his lips to mine, they where soft but forceful and I loved it. But too soon it was over. With a quick kiss on my forehead he turned around and left. I watched the muscles in his back flex as he walked, until I was looking at the wall of the hallway his back no where to be found.
"Be safe", I whispered into the empty room, slumping back into the chair as I let the tears I'd been holding fall down.
Da Da Da so the secret of Damon continues :) where's he going? why's he going? Review let me know what you thought of this one :)