A/N: Hopefully this chapter hasn't taken ages for me to get written. I have just been so annoyed and stressed recently that I literally sat down for around about 5 hours and wrote this chapter. Or at least most of it. So that is the reason for all the angst, if anything. I guess I just wanted to get my frustration out. I do apologise of they are a little out of character. But on a better note it made me feel better. Yeah I realised afterwaards the angst was just not necessary. Also follow me on twitter : KateAmeliaJudd I tend to actually tweet updates on when I am writing the fanfiction, plus you can tweet me on there and tell me to get writing.
With the meeting of Blaine' parents having been put on hold until tomorrow it just gave Sebastian something else to worry about. He had no idea what he should wear, if anything special. It wasn't like he had ever done this meeting the parents thing before, sure he was terrified and yet at the same time sort of anxious to meet Blaine's family. He hadn't even bothered to ask why the whole thing wasn't happening until tomorrow. It didn't really seem any of his business. As far as he knew it could be something as simple as his parents were working. At least it gave him more time to try and come up with some excuse as to why he couldn't do this. Sure Blaine had made it clear to him that nothing was going to get him out of this. Unless he could prove that he had some dreadful illness and that nerves were not something that could be classed as that. It seemed like this was just something that was going to have to be done. Still like he had thought to himself before he had the whole night alone to prepare himself for it all.
Sebastian, to say the least, had never felt more jealous. Blaine had just bailed on him to spend the night in with Rachel, Kurt and Mercedes, apparently it was kind of sleepover type thing around Rachel's house where they watched really rubbish movies and complained about their love lives.. Sure he trusted him. He knew that there wasn't anything between him and Kurt anymore. Yet there was still that fear that one of the little things that Kurt did might just make Blaine realised that being with Sebastian was a mistake. First loves were always the best ones, regardless of how they ended up. The last thing that he wanted to do was bombard Blaine with texts and nosing into what he was doing. If Blaine wanted or needed him then he knew exactly where he was. Besides Sebastian wasn't about to steal every single moment of Blaine's time from him. If he wanted to hang around with his friends then what right did Sebastian have to stop him. He was sure Blaine would be the same around him. At least he hoped he would.
All the same he was going to have to find one way to distract himself. He headed into the kitchen and glanced around him, there was rather big mess in there. What he and Blaine done over the weekend that could have caused this? He had no idea. Still at least it would keep his mind off things, he reached into his pocket and puled out his phone, checking his messages before tossing it through the door and onto the sofa. Completely forgetting that it was on silent and would therefore only vibrate if someone tried to contact him. Not that he ever got calls from anyone, save Blaine or one of the Warblers, even then it was rare and generally about nothing in particular.
Taking another quick look around him he finally decided on starting with the pile of dishes before moving on to clearing up all the litter that seemed to just be hanging around everywhere, well it more just bottles of drank alcopops and just sweet wrappers than anything else. Of course there was a few Pizza Boxes to. Yet sure dropping all that in a bin bag wouldn't take to long, right?
The time seemed to fly past rather quickly. He found himself singing to himself as he washed and tidied up, perhaps that was the reason why things just seemed to fly by. It was only as he sat down upon the sofa, for that well earned rest and glanced to the clock on the DVD Player that he noticed just what time it was, no wonder he was tired, it was was almost 11pm. Sure he was feeling a little tired and yet it wasn't really the type of tired that would cause him to fall asleep any time soon. He let himself just relax into the back of the sofa and fished his phone out from where it had fallen, between two cushions, and was rather surprised to find that he had not one but three missed calls and not to mention two texts. He figured perhaps reading the texts first would be the better option. He couldn't really think who they would be from. He certainly didn't expect to find that both of them were from Blaine. He had amused that the Ex- Warbler would be having to much of a good time with his friends to so much as think about texting him. Then again no doubt Kurt and Rachel were talking beauty tips and Blaine had been feeling a little bored. Sebastian suddenly felt a little guilty for not listening for his phone's vibrations, whilst in the kitchen.
Opening the first text it read.
Hey, gorgeous. I tried ringing you twice and you didn't pick up. Just wondering how you are. I love you Blaine xxx
Sebastian smiled. He loved the way that Blaine always seemed to end the text with kisses. It was just so touching to think that he took those extra few seconds to write something that didn't really need to be there. He had never had anyone do something as sweet as that for him before. Sure it was just a simple little gesture but Blaine was never ever really going to know just how much he made him feel wanted and loved. Not wasting a single second he opened up the second text.
Seriously? What are you doing? Touching yourself in the next room or something? You are not watching programmes about Polar Bears again are you? Rachel and Kurt are watching Twilight or one of the sparkly vampires films. I just tried calling you again. Call me back, yeah. Blaine xxx
There they were again. Those sweet loveable kisses. Why did they have such a huge effect on him. Sebastian found himself simply staring that the final three letters in that single text. He couldn't stop himself from smiling. If anyone was to walk into the room right now they would be greeted with a Cheshire Cat, instead of Sebastian Smythe. There was only one more thing left to do. He had to ring Blaine, he couldn't stand another moment passing without hearing that voice of his. It just made him feel so weak at the knees and never failed to make him feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Just to listen to him and know that Blaine was his boyfriend and no one else's. It was just the scariest thing in the world and yet at the same time the most amazing.
Dialling Blaine's number, well more like pressing the speed dial button that rang him. Sebastian waited, rather impatiently for him to pick up. It rang way to many times, Sebastian was sure it was just going to go straight to answer-phone. God how he hated those answer-phone things. He never knew what to say and tended to just go off on a tangent and ramble on, only to find he had been cut of by the stupid machine mid-sentence and end up having to ring back a second time. Yet thankfully Blaine answered.
"Hey, gorgeous. What have you been up to? I was worried about you. Rachel and Kurt had to literally force me to stay and not just head back home to make sure you hadn't killed yourself, being away from me."
"Hello yourself. I was cleaning the kitchen if you must know. You realise how much mess we made over the weekend? Seriously it looked like we had just grabbed all the rubbish from the local waste tip and just threw it around the kitchen. Not to mention the amount of bottles. How the hell were we not drunk."
"And that was without all the sex. Can you not just come and get me, please. If I have watch another film about vampires that sparkle in the sunshine I am going to go mad. Make an excuse if you have to. I don't care, please just get me out of here."
"Haven't you had enough of me already? We spent the last three days with nothing but the company of one another and Jeff for a few minutes. Besides spending the night with someone other than me will probably do you good. If you don't want to watch it then stay on the phone with me until I fall asleep listening to the musical sound of your voice" Sebastian mused to him, not that he was trying to make Blaine stay away from him. If anything he missed Blaine's company and would do anything just to have him in his arms again and feel his touch. Yet he didn't really want them to start spending every waking moment with one another only to find that they were bored and therefore started looking else where for comfort.
Blaine just sighed slightly, perhaps Sebastian was right. At least they were still in contact despite what Santana had said to him that morning about Sebastian leaving him before the week was out, which would have started with him ignoring his calls or just not calling back. Of course he hadn't believed her for a moment. He hated the fact that nobody seemed to trust Sebastian. Sure he could see why, but there was still the fact that if they tried to get to know him then maybe they would like him and perhaps they would see the side to him that Blaine had pulled to the surface. Sebastian wasn't totally evil, even if he might come across it at times.
Sebastian only really ever left the evil side of him for Kurt. That guy was just annoying. Sebastian could see through his caring gestures, even if Blaine couldn't. Something that he wasn't going to let him get away with.
"Anyway before I fall asleep and forget all about it. What time tomorrow? I mean how much time to do I have to come up with a excuse not to meet your parents."
"You are not getting out of it, Smythe! I am warning you. If you don't show up I am going to be so mad at you. But about that, glad you brought it up actually I forgot about it. My parents wondered if you could come for lunch instead? My dad is working tomorrow night., and he doesn't want to miss meeting you"
Sebastian found himself cursing himself in his head. Why had he brought it up, perhaps if he hadn't then he'd have managed to get out of it. But no he had to go and open his big mouth and say something. One of these days his big mouth was going to get him into serious trouble.
"Sure, whatever sounds fine to me. Although there had better be something in it for me. I don't go meeting parents for no reason you know? So what do I get if I miraculously decide to show up tomorrow."
"Oh you will see. I might have to think of something extra special, but trust me you will love it whatever it is. I am not telling you anything. Just make sure you are there, please"
Sebastian yawned and simply sighed slightly "Okay, okay, Calm down I will be there. Although I really have to go to bed. Otherwise I going to be sleeping all day."
"No, stay on the phone to me until you fall asleep. Like I said these films are just lame." Blaine insisted.
Sebastian wasn't used to making sacrifices and changing his ways for someone and yet now he found himself making the second one over the last few days.
"Fine, just as long as you promise the moment I don't answer you, you hang up. I am not going to have you listening to me sleeping."
"But I love listening to you sleep. You are adorable asleep." Blaine mused to him. He was rather glad that he had chosen to head out into the hallway to speak with Sebastian, he could hear the yelling of Rachel and Kurt in Rachel's bedroom. Yelling something at the film. He couldn't really make out what it was.
"Remind me again why I love you so much. You listen to me sleeping, or even worse you watch me sleeping. I sometimes don't understand you."
"You love me because I have your heart and I am not about to give it back to you, ever. Sorry but it is mine and you can't have it back again."
"Oh really." Sebastian said in a reply, with a laugh and a yawn. He managed to pull himself up from the sofa and headed upstairs. "Do we really have to stay on the phone? I need to jump in the shower before bed and to be honest I don't really think taking my phone in there will be a good idea."
Blaine simply laughed. "If you insist I suppose I can leave you alone. I love you."
"I love you too." Sebastian replied "Night, gorgeous"
"Night"
Sebastian hung up the phone, since he knew Blaine all to well and if he stayed on the line it would be hours until Blaine hung up. So why not save the tie and hang up now. He threw his phone through his bedroom door and allowing it to drop nicely onto his bed. Before he made the all to familiar trip into the bathroom, flicked on the shower and allowed it to warm itself up as he peeled off his clothes.
As he climbed into the shower he found his mind wondering again, sure it scared him so much when that happened, but the good thing was if he wore it out letting it wonder now he would be free of a wondering brain and be able to sleep when the time came.
He found himself once again thinking about tomorrow. It just didn't really seem like him. He couldn't really think straight at the moment. It was just getting annoying. All that he wanted was to have his old life back. If anything it was to complicated being a relationship. Why he had even started this he wasn't sure. Yes perhaps in the long run it made him feel better and it sure as hell made him feel like a real person for the first time in ages. Yet that didn't mean that he didn't have thoughts about whether he would be this happy without Blaine. Would there still be all those thrills in his life. Even if he did have a different guy in his bed every single night. He sure as hell wouldn't have to deal with the the Diva Queen, one Mr Kurt Hummel.
It seemed like tomorrow was just going to be a total mystery. He knew that it was probably going to be the end of something. Whether that be the end of his relationship with Blaine or the start of something amazing and new. Hopefully he wouldn't mess this up. Yet knowing his luck he would say something totally stupid and just make everything turn out wrong from the start to the finish.
A/N: Okay so I think I said in the last chapter that this chapter was going to be the dinner at Blaine's but then I figured that Seblaine, although I love them together needed to spend a night apart and this is where this chapter came in. Yes it is a little messy, although at the same time it needed to be done and in a sense they still haven't managed to not be with one another.
