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Split Digiality

Part One

Bowers was pacing the main chamber of the resistance, thinking about the situation the Hybrids were now stuck in. He was just about to give up for the night and go to bed, when a bright flash of blue lit up the area, making him and a handful of soldiers and Digimon jump slightly and cover their eyes. When the flash had faded, Bowers opened his eyes and instantly reached for his gun, the other soldiers in the chamber did the same while their Digimon stepped forward and prepared themselves for a fight.

Renamon was in front of all of them, teeth bared in aggression while she growled at them warningly. Sam was held protectively in her arms and seemed to be asleep, his left arm held loosely at his side and his head was buried comfortably on her chest.

Whilst the other soldiers were ready to shoot the "traitor", Bowers was looking at her curiously and lowered his weapon.

"Stand down soldiers. I would like to talk to Renamon first before you decide to put a bullet in her."

He then pocketed his gun and walked up to her until he stood just beyond her reach. He then looked at the other three who were standing behind her. Jake was gazing at Renamon looking strangely confident, Alex looked wary and Cassie looked downright furious, clenching her fists so tightly that Bowers thought they might snap. Bowers then looked back at Renamon who surveyed him with a calm look. Dangerously calm.

"So do you care to explain why you've come back with, and I'm going to assume this, Sam asleep in your arms? I'm just guessing he's not dead because you're still alive."

Renamon chuckled quietly and reaffirmed her hold on Sam, as if to signify that he was not leaving her grasp.

"I don't care to explain anything to you but since I'm quite averse to being sprayed with bullets I'll give you a rundown once Sam is in a bed and I know that I'm not going to get shot because of someone's nervous trigger finger.

Bowers raised an eyebrow at her blunt yet quite honest statement and sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose and thinking intently for a few seconds. He then looked up and motioned for her to follow him whilst two female soldiers starting whispering to each other, which to Renamon's annoyance she heard.

"What do you think is wrong with Sam, Laura?"

"I'm not sure, maybe that fox did something to him, poor guy."

"Well maybe you should check on him later. Don't give me that look, I know you think he's hot, I wouldn't mind a piece of him myself.

"Sasha you're terrible. Maybe you're onto something though, perhaps we can…"

"If they come anywhere near him, I'll rip their faces off!" thought Renamon.

She then forced herself to block out their whispering and focused on Sam instead, stroking his face with her tail as she continued walking with the others.

"He would never leave me, he needs me…he loves me, I can feel it."

Renamon felt a slightly painful tingling in her head, breaking her from her thoughts.

"That felt weird..."

She then looked back down at Sam, who was still fast asleep in her arms.

"It's so strange. When I look at Sam all I feel is the urge to protect him, even though he is as strong as I am. Before I met him I was always on my own, killing Digimon for Malusmon and only looking out for myself, but now…I love him so much that it hurts. I need him just as much as he needs me and not just because of our bond. Even if it wasn't there I don't think I could stand to be a day without him…it's why I rushed to find him after we split. Heh…it's a good thing that our bond makes him easier to track, he practically shines like a beacon."

The tingling in her head started again, although this time it wasn't painful but caused her to feel an intense emotion of love and sadness. She actually felt like crying for some reason.

Renamon snapped out of her stupor and realised that she and the others were inside of Sam's room. She walked over to Sam's bed and laid him down on it, pulling of his shoes and put the covers back over him, making sure that he looked comfortable. She then felt an almost insanely powerful urge to cuddle with him. After taking a deep breath, she ignored it and and turned around…but brushed his cheek accidentally as she did so.

"Hehe, that was so motherly." Alex sniggered. Jake elbowed him in the ribs and mode a motion that basically told him to shut up.

Renamon didn't even blush, but instead looked at them coolly and folded her arms. She then sat down of the edge of Sam's bed, taking care not to sit on his feet and stared at Bowers with an almost bored expression on her face.

"Right you wanted a quick rundown correct?" she said.

"I asked for an explanation…but a quick rundown would be preferable for now." Bowers replied.

Renamon smirked slightly and cleared her throat. Knowing exactly what to say and exactly what to lie about.

"Ok then, let's get this over with. Sam and I were split yesterday as I'm sure you know. I also left him for Malusmon which I'm also sure you know. What you don't know is that I saved Sam's life. Yes I punched him into a train but if I didn't, Malusmon would have both killed me for refusing his orders and Sam whilst he was in his weakened state. I made sure when I attacked Sam that it was believable yet didn't cause him any lasting damage. Malusmon and I returned to his main headquarters during which we came to a decision that I make sure that there are no loose ends and kill Sam to make sure that the only one who could stand a fair chance against me was him. Obviously as you can see, Sam is still alive and I haven't hurt him at all. Unfortunately the bond between us is hurting him at this very moment and the only way to fix that is for Sam and I to…"

"To what?" asked Bowers.

Renamon sighed and for the first time that night, she looked slightly nervous.

"Well the last emotion I felt before I was split from Sam was…love. To re-merge with him both Sam and I have to feel that emotion to its highest intensity…and I think we all know how to show the highest amount of affection for someone."

At this everyone in the room minus Renamon had their eyebrows raised in surprise.

"So to re-merge with Sam you have to…have sex with him?" asked Jake. A grin was actually starting to play its way onto his mouth at the thought.

Renamon nodded nervously but kept her head high and her gaze unconcerned, which was quite true as she didn't really give a damn if they what they thought. Especially Cassie, seeing as that was where the only hateful look was coming from.

"There is no way around this. If Sam and I do not do this then he will die which will cause you to lose a great leader and an even better friend. But even if you're against this it won't matter. The only person who can decide if this happens is Sam and Sam alone."

"If he decides that he is not willing to do this…then I will obviously have to give him a little taste of what he is refusing. Of course the decision doesn't have to be mutual and Sam should still be quite weak when he awakens…No! I will not force it on him, doing so will just drive him away when we re-merge and besides, we both have to feel love for each other when we do it not just one of us. No, if he is reluctant about it then I will have to turn him on…with some subtly of course."

Renamon realised that she was about to smile and quickly forced herself to don her emotionless mask while she waited for any more questions.

Bowers then stood up and walked towards the door.

"I'm unsure about this Renamon, but if it restores Sam to full fitness and allows him to get back out in the field then I cannot argue. Just make sure I don't regret this. I don't want an angry Sam tearing me apart because you're back inside him and corrupting his personality."

Renamon repressed a grin and nodded at him. She then looked at the other three and gazed at them coldly, waiting for them to leave the room with Bowers.

Jake and Alex walked out of the room with Bowers in tow, but Cassie stayed behind and glared at Renamon. Renamon merely grinned wickedly, knowing exactly why she was glaring at her.

"Is there a problem Cassie?" Renamon asked.

"Ya don't deserve him Fox. You and him staying together will only hurt him…you will hurt him." Her accent was wavering in and out of the southern drawl she normally spoke with, showing just how deep her personality was merged with Gatomon's.

"Is there supposed to be some sort of point here Cat?" She was deliberately sassing her, hoping for a reason to attack her and maybe even leave some lasting damage. All in the name of self-defence of course. Although whether or not they would believe her was still an uncertainty.

"See! You redirect my question, you don't care about him at all do you?"

Now as you may know. Everyone has a line that can only be breached by a certain accusation. This accusation however had completely destroyed that line and chucked the remains down the drain.

Renamon rose to her feet slowly, giving Cassie a look that made her shiver.

"How dare you...How dare you question my feelings for him. You know absolutely nothing about how I feel. Do you not think it hurts me seeing him lying in a bed, hurt and weak because of me? Do you not think that when I punched him into a train, not knowing for sure whether or not he would survive, that it tore at every fibre of my being. I love Sam more than you could ever know…more than I could ever know. You're jealously over Sam and I isn't just an insult to everything he and I have done for this resistance and in turn you. It's also very dangerous or didn't Gatomon tell you what my kind used to do when someone was trying to steal their mate?"

Cassie was looking at Renamon with wide eyes. Not only was she being told what Renamon meant but she was also…frightened by the fact that all of what Renamon said was said quietly. She didn't raise her voice but to Cassie it felt like Renamon had struck her.

Gatomon had almost finished explaining but for Renamon that was too slow, and so she relayed it herself.

"We would find the female that was trying to steal our mate, we would fight and if we win then we would tie them to a branch upside down and slowly torture them, prolonging there suffering until we felt satisfied. Then would we stop…and leave them for the males to do with what they pleased."

Cassie was looking at Renamon with absolute terror in her eyes, she started edging towards the door only to be stopped by Renamon putting her paw on the handle.

"Of course we don't do that anymore, we haven't done that for many centuries. But I will still offer you this final warning. Try to steal Sam from me and I will give you a history lesson that you will never forget. Keep her away Gatomon, for your sake if not hers."

Cassie's eyes flashed from her green to Gatomon's soft blue, she then nodded quickly and left the room at a speed that rivalled Renamon's.

Renamon laughed quietly to herself and shut the door. She then turned around and sat back down on the edge of Sam's bed. After a few moments of contemplating, she crawled up the bed until her face was right over Sam's face. She then pulled the covers of him and laid down right next to him with her head on his chest. The covers were then pulled back over the both of them, giving Renamon an intense feeling of warmth and love.

Suddenly that tingling feeling was back in her head, forcing her to sit up abruptly and grasp it with both paws. She clenched her teeth and kept her mouth shut for as long as she could but the pain from this was just too much. Her mouth opened and a painful cry came out, tears where actually running down her cheeks. She couldn't describe this type of pain, it wasn't physical or like a powerful headache. Then with a final burst of this unusual pain, Renamon fell of the bed and landed on her front paws, shivering and letting out sorrowful whimpers.

Hearing this seemed to finally wake Sam up from his slumber. He wearily looked around for the source of the whimpering whilst he sat up and got up out of the bed.

Renamon was in the same position in front of him. He was unsure of what to do, she was clearly distressed and not a day ago he would of instantly comforted her with kisses and cuddling. But he remembered the Renamon that had told him he would work for Malusmon as an assassin, and although Sam knew he would be very averse to that idea, he was also very aware of the personality merging process that came with their bond and doubted that he would be able to resist it's allure with Renamon coaxing him every step of the way.

This rant was suddenly put to a halt however when Renamon let out the most heart breaking cry he had ever had the misfortune to experience. She collapsed onto her stomach, crying and whimpering, causing Sam to completely destroy any notions of hating her and rush to her side instantly.

"Rena what's wrong, look at me please. Tell me what's wrong."

Sam's rambling obviously had an effect as Renamon stopped her shaking and looked at him right in the eye. Sam noticed something different instantly. The eyes that he had seen an hour or so ago were the complete opposite of what he was seeing now. He had seen cunning and a certainty in those eyes…but her eyes now.

They were the same eyes that he had looked into every day for the past three months. Ones that he never thought he would see again.

"Rena…is that…you?"

Renamon seemed to strain every muscle in her body for a moment but then seemingly gave up and pounced on Sam, knocking him onto his back and kissing him repeatedly.

"Oh Sam I thought I was never going to see you again. I'm so sorry my love, I didn't mean to punch you into that train. I couldn't stop myself, it was like I was looking through someone else's eyes. I knew it was to save us both but it wasn't me who made that plan it was her. Please forgive me, I didn't mean to do it, I didn't want to leave you, it hurt so much when I did and I am so sorry!"

She was speaking so fast and kissing him even faster that Sam just about got what she was saying about ten seconds after she said it. He then put his hands on her shoulders and pushed her of him, standing up and moving away from her quickly.

"This…this is a trick. You told me that there is only one of you, that this side of you was her and that she was you. I'm not falling for this. This is just an act to make me show affection isn't it. Well I don't love you anymore so stay away from me!"

At this Renamon seemed to just…stop. Her arms hung loosely by her sides and she fell backwards against the wall, sliding down it. Her eyes dulled until they were more of a greyish blue rather than her normal colour.

"No, no, no, no. What has she done, she's drove Sam away. He doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't want me. This can't be happening. Maybe this is a nightmare…maybe, maybe I'm asleep. I'll wake up and then Sam will hold me and tell me how much he loves me and can't live without me, then I'll tell him the same and we'll cuddle in the cabin until Sam wakes up."

Sam had never seen Renamon act like this in all of the memories he had gotten from her. She wasn't just beside herself with grief, she was becoming insane. A thought suddenly occurred to him. When he denied that he loved Renamon before she had simply shrugged it off knowing that he wasn't being entirely truthful. But having said it now, it caused Renamon to break down and start rambling what seemed to be her greatest fear for the entire world to hear.

"I'm dreaming, I must be dreaming, this isn't real, this can't be happening!"

The last statement seemed to be the killer blow for Renamon as she stopped rambling and completely broke down, starting to cry heavily and began rocking backwards and forwards on the floor.

This in turn seemed to throw any notions from Sam that she was trying to trick him and made him rush over to her instantly, holding her to him and causing him to tear up as well.

"Rena I am so sorry, I didn't mean it, please believe me. I lied ok, I lied. I love you with all my heart and soul and I am so sorry for saying otherwise."

Renamon stopped her rambling and rocking, looking at him with dead eyes.

"You don't mean it…you're just lying to cheer me up."

Sam shook his head so fast that he started to feel dizzy.

"No I'm not Rena. Look at me, look right at me when I say this. I love you, and I am so sorry for never saying it before. I was just so scared of love that I didn't want to admit it. But right now I don't care anymore, I'm not scared of it."

Renamon's eyes started regaining their intense blue colour as she finally started believing what Sam was saying.

"I can announce it for all the world to know if it'll help prove it to you." He said with a teasing grin.

Renamon finally regained a shadow of a smile and nodded.

Sam hadn't actually been expecting a response to that but none the less he raised his voice just enough so he didn't shout but enough so it that it would carry down the hallway outside his door

"My name is Sam Flynn and I love Renamon!"

Renamon jumped to her feet and forced her mouth onto his, kissing him with such a ferocity that for a moment Sam feared that she would tear of his mouth with her own. But then both of his instincts kicked in and he responded just as furiously. Their tongues met and instantly began to battle, twisting, pulling, pushing and wrapping themselves around each other.

After what felt like centuries, both Sam and Renamon slowed down and detached their mouths with a slight popping sound, a string of saliva joining them, seemingly refusing to let them part completely.

Sam wiped his mouth and smiled tenderly at Renamon, who I turn smiled back lovingly.

"Rena, I can't even begin to describe how it feels to see you as you were a few days ago."

Renamon smiled at Sam, her eyes twinkled in delight as they looked at him completely full of love and desire.

Sam thought he was looking at an angel.

"Sorry about my little meltdown…I feel like I should explain. Can we sit down while I do?"

"Of course."

Once they were sitting, Renamon looked at Sam and intertwined her paw with his hand, gripping it tightly yet not uncomfortably.

"You said that she told you that there were not two sides to me, only one person...or Digimon I suppose."

Sam nodded.

"Yes. She said that you were the same Digimon I met all those months ago, yet you were the same person that was talking to me at that time as well. It's kind of confusing."

Renamon giggled and poked Sam's arm lightly.

"Dummy"

"Hey!"

She then shook her head and refocused on explaining to Sam.

"Well she wasn't lying, there is only one of me. I know that doesn't make much sense at the moment but let me explain. You see, when I remembered all of the people I killed for Malusmon, I was filled with the emotions I felt from all those assassinations. Anger, cruelty and downright sadism. This pushed out the side of me that was created when I met you and essentially me as well. But it couldn't get rid of one thing Sam, and that was my love for you. When that side of me took over, it inherited every feeling I felt when I look at you. That was probably why she didn't kill you but instead made up a plan to save you and get her off the hook with Malusmon as well. It's why she made another plan to merge with you again and convince you to join up with her and Malusmon. She wanted you to feel the pleasure she felt when she killed someone, it was in her mind, a way of showing you her ultimate way of affection."

Sam nodded slowly as he took this all in. He was starting to understand why the side of Renamon he met in the forest was so intent on making him admit his love for her. It was because she loved him too and wanted to show her love in the only way she knew how.

"Right, I think I understand it a little better now. But one thing eludes me. How are you talking to me now and how is this not a case of two Renamon's?"

Renamon chuckled and stroked his cheek with the back of her paw.

"Well to answer your first question. If negative feelings like hatred bring out her what do you think brings out me?"

Sam smiled as he realised the answer.

"Positive feelings like love and genuine affection."

Renamon nodded and began to explain his second question.

"You asked how this isn't a case of two different Renamon's. Well two different people tend to have different thoughts, feelings and memories. She and I may have a different personality but we see things very much the same way. I love you, she loves you, I will kill anything that so much as threatens to hurt you, she will do the same if not a little bit more savagely. She works for Malusmon and I understand why even if I don't like it, I help the resistance and she understands why even if she doesn't like it. Do you see where I'm going here?"

Sam nodded as he finally got what she was trying to explain.

"So to put it in another context, it's just a simple case of split personality. You and her may not agree with what you both do but you understand why and don't fight each other over it. I can't believe you figured this out in such a short space of time Rena."

"A split personality would refer to a "Person" or human, I think there should be a different word for me."

Sam thought on that for a second before seemingly getting an idea.

"Hmm, if a human having it is referred to as having a split personality then perhaps a Digimon having it should be referred to as having a split Digiality. You know, person for personality and digi for digiality."

Renamon looked at Sam with a surprised expression on her face.

"Ha! That actually makes sense.

"I know right. Anyway you never answered my question. How did you figure all of that out in such a short space of time?"

"Hmm maybe it's because I actually pay attention when the phycology teacher comes in on Friday's."

"Yeah, yeah, hilarious. I still have one last question though."

"What is it love?"

"If we merge back together how is this going to affect my personality. Is nothing going to change or am I going to go ballistic and kill everyone in sight?"

Renamon thought on that for a few moments before seemingly figuring it out and began to explain.

"I think it will be something like this. When you're not fighting or in an extremely bad mood, you will be exactly as you are right now. But when you fight, she will be the one who helps and guides you. You might even adopt to her type of savagery when both battling and tearing someone down verbally."

"Verbally?"

"Oh yeah, she is definitely good at making someone fear her. She doesn't need to hurt someone to do that."

"How do you know so much about her if you've only just realised she exists?"

"I'm not sure, I just do. Probably because she is me, just another side. Like you I suppose."

Sam looked surprised at this.

"Like me?"

"Yeah. Every human has two sides to them Sam and you're no different, mind the pun. If you take me out of the equation then it becomes very obvious. Your normally polite, friendly and quite funny if you ask me. But at the same time, when you defend either yourself or others you can be very cold. You don't let anything stand in your way and mercy seems to just abandon you when you fight other Digimon."

Sam finally got what she was trying to say and grimaced slightly. Standing up and walking to the window, Renamon followed him, keeping her paw interlocked with his hand.

"Yeah I know. When I fight it's like I'm a completely different person. The other you mentioned it too, she said how when I started killing Malusmon's lackey's it didn't even phase me. She was right, it didn't. It actually felt like second nature to me but then again I guess there is this side to every human. Deep down whether or not we want to admit it, humanity is a war race."

Renamon licked his cheek softly bringing Sam out of his depressing tirade and causing him to jump in surprise.

"Sam… to remerge you know what we have to do."

"Yeah I do. I'm…a little nervous actually. I-I've never done it before."

Sam's nervous attitude made Renamon nuzzle his neck to comfort him…whilst taking in his scent at the same time.

"I haven't either Sam…but I want to…and I want you to be my first."

Sam looked at Renamon's eyes and saw the truth in her words, saw how she was looking at him like she did a few days back. Like he was the only thing that mattered."

"And I want you to be my first Rena…and my last."

Renamon gave Sam a look that he could only describe as tearful joy. She then took Sam's hand and slowly began to walk backwards. She then felt her legs hit the bed and she fell backwards with slowly yet somehow graceful, pulling Sam with her until she was underneath him.

Sam looked down at her and for the first time since he had met her, tears of happiness not sadness welled up in his eyes. Renamon smiled at him lovingly and wiped them away with her thumb. Sam took it gently and kissed it softly.

"Are you sure?" he asked, love shining in his eyes.

"Yes…I only want you, I will only ever want you. Make me yours so I can make you mine…forever."

Upon hearing this request, Sam leaned down and began to kiss her ever so gently, starting of a chain of events that will be forever remembered in the years to come.

Lemon in part two people

Now I know that for some of you, this will be a confusing chapter for you. Remember that I am always ready to answer questions, so PM me if you have any.

If I can get a feck load of reviews in the next couple of days, I will write part two and upload it on the same day. Hopefully Thursday/Friday. Or if I'm spammed, Wednesday XD

And yes, this was the whole reason why I came up with the title…nah I just make this shit up as I go :P Jokes.

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