"Girls," the same male voice spoke to me and Spencer, opening my eyes I saw him standing over us with a giant smile toward Spencer, looking down I saw how small she looked with her thumb in her mouth curled so far into me like a child with its mother, "She's really beautiful."
Joining in on his smile brushing hair of her face while staring at her, "Yeah she is..."
"You like her?" he whispered out of nowhere catching my full attention, chuckling he smiled wider, "I'll take that as a yes. Get your girl up dinner is ready," he ruffled my hair before walking out the door. He made the situation seem lighter, he made me fell safe and secure, Peter in almost everyway reminded me of my father who I lost a while ago.
"Spencer," shaking her awake only made a groan escape between her lips and thumb, watching her suck harder on it while trying to snuggle back into the warm covers. God how I wish she was sucking something else, on me...damn it Ashley head out of the gutter. I stood up with a smirk throwing the covers off her she pouted with the thumb still in her mouth but sleep filled eyes opened to stare at me which by now I was jumping on the bed a leg on either side of her hips.
"Go way," she mumbled around her thumb.
"Get up aren't you hungry?" I asked with a smile and raised eye brows, she shook her head no and closed her eyes, "Oh no you don't!" dropping down on my knees so I was straddling her waist, I began tickling her, almost immediately her thumb popped out of her mouth with a moan satisfying slurp. Hands flailing around trying to stop my assault.
"NO stop Ash please...I...I ca-can't bre-br-breath." She cried out as tears started falling down her cheeks.
"Say it baby girl?" she shakes her head with a smile full blown to her ears. The last time we had a tickle fight was last Christmas morning, I snuck into her room waking her up at like I don't remember four in the morning and we went downstairs. She made hot chocolate for the both of us and we sat near the tree trying to guess what was in the presents and soon a tickle fight ensued waking the rest of the family, "Come on, say it?" I spoke in a baby voice making her giggle like a little girl.
"Never!" she shouted back in glee.
"Are you sure?" my voice dripping with sarcasm. Spencer smiles up at me with the most innocent face ever, the white tinge to this place brought out her blond hair and don't get me started on the blue in her eyes, it seemed to deepen them, with a wink she reaches up and knocks me off her and quickly straddles my waist and begins her assault on my rib cage, "NO come on okay I get it!" I screamed.
"Are you sure?" she wiggled her eyes brows mocking my statement from a minute ago.
"Yes," I breathed out. And she stopped completely like froze because we both realized how close are bodies actually were. My shirt had risen up so her pajama clad center pressed on my tone stomach, her legs locked on my hips to keep herself from falling off me.
"Ash?" she whispers almost afraid to break this staring contest we some how found ourselves in.
Reaching up I placed loose hair behind her ear and with a soft half smile reply, "Yea?"
Licking her lips her eyes caressed my entire face as if memorizing ever single detail it could store in the recesses of her brain, leaning down so our breaths mixed, "Can I...um..." she trailed off, the blue in her eyes clouding over in confusion and fear. She wants to kiss me and I so want her to but she has to make the first move I can't...but God do I want to.
"It's okay Spence," my soft grin making her body melt into me more, hand reaching up tracing her delicate lips.
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Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, OH God, OH MY FUCKING GOD, Ashley is underneath me and tracing my lips with her fore finger what should I do? I want to kiss her but what if she doesn't like me like that I could screw everything up.
"It's okay Spence what ever you want to say just tell me," she repeats her comforting words as her warm tender hand cups my cheek sending pleasure straight to every pore in my body.
This is it Carlin get it together just lean down, that's right, why did she have to lick her lips, I bet that tongue is so smooth and tasty, releasing a shaky breath I lowered my body more so our chests were flat against each other. Okay don't screw this up just a bit more, she smells so heavenly with honey shampoo radiating off her beautiful auburn hair.
"Owww," we both pull back. Damn it I missed I can't believe it I'm such an idiot.
"I'm sorry Ashley," I started pulling away only to be met with two very strong arms holding me against her, daring to glance up I saw smiling chocolate brown orbs staring into my soul.
Chuckling she shook her head making her hair roll on the pillow under her head, "Don't worry I think my nose will survive. Cindy really was your first kiss huh?" Nodding my head as my face flushed ten thousand times redder than any other blush I'd done, ducking my head into the crook of her neck so she didn't see, "Hey...hey..." she breathed across my skin using her fingers to guide my face back to meet her eyes, "Don't hide Spence...ever...your so amazingly gorgeous do you know that?" I lied my face just got even redder than before, giggling she held both my cheeks in her palms keeping me from hiding which I so very much would love to do, "Blushing really brings out your eyes you know that baby girl, don't hide it away from me."
"Ash?" she didn't respond just kept staring at me making this already dream world seem that much non existent, "Why do you say things like that?"
"Because it's true,"
"But I'm none of those things, not like you with the perfect body and hair and teeth and smell and everything. You're a Goddess how could you want someone so...so much of an inexperienced loser as me?"
"Spencer," she sighed. A thoughtful expression crossing her features for a minute, "I can't explain it...I just feel a connection with you that I've never felt with any one else. And you not a loser, inexperienced yes but that part can change, I can help if...if you want me to." Now she was blushing dropping her eyes from me but I wasn't strong enough to bring them back to me and it's okay for now because this is so totally new to both of us.
"Can we start with the kiss?" I asked hopeful, if she said yes I'd finally learn what she tasted like and felt like.
"Sure," she smiled and I leaned down going in for the kiss again only to have her use a hand to force me back a bit, "How bout I lead don't want to break my nose now do you?" shaking my head she winked and flipped me over.
"Yikes!" I screeched, "You have to show me how to do that," and she laughed nodding that she would. Than it became silent as she came closer and closer.
"Just lie still Spence," her breath tickled the area around my lips and nose, my body was shaking and she could tell but Ashley still came closer and closer and her lips pressed down on mine...
"Girls, oh I'm so sorry," Ashley and I jumped apart as Peter shielded his eyes, "Um dinner is um served, I'll be right out...yeah, sorry," he repeated as he closed the door.
"Argggg," I groaned flopping back on the bed, "Am I ever going to be kissed for real?" I yelled to the ceiling earning a chuckle from Ashley.
She leaned back over me so her nose brushed mine, "Later..." she winked and kissed my cheek before getting up. I was frozen staring at the ceiling, the place where her lips touched still tingled and itched for her to do it again, "Come on Spencie let's go eat!" she pulled me up off the bed, spinning me around as if we were dancing yanking me back so my back pressed to her front wrapping her arms around my waist and effectively pinning my arms, hot air from her lips played on the back of my neck as she whispered, "The faster we eat the faster we get back," she nibbled on the bottom of my ear lobe making my knees dissolve into jelly and if she wasn't holding me up I swear I would have liquefied right than and there.
But instead she held me firmly in her arms and walked us out the front door to meet Peter.
TBC.