SasuNaru Second Tries

Chapter 14

I got jealous

A few months passed since Naruto and Sasuke passionately made love to one another after the Kiba innocent. They barely even looked at each other. The situation just got awkward. Sasuke knew he made a mistake by fucking Naruto when he just started going out with Kiba. He knew their making love, or as Sasuke thought of it; fucking. Was closure. And he just couldn't bring himself to even talk to Naruto. He felt too guilty, and from time to time he would ask himself about the whole situation to why Naruto was crying, why Naruto brought himself upon Sasuke. The raven couldn't get those exact hickeys on Naruto's neck out of his head. Made him so angry that someone else placed their lips on Naruto that wasn't him.

Sasuke just avoided him

He knew it's be better to just go back to how things were from the beginning of the year. No more being friendly. He became more of a loner by this point. Sai would be hanging with Kiba a lot, and Naruto by himself. He was very confused to why Kiba and Naruto weren't around each other very much anymore. They were dating right?

Naruto and Kiba made up shortly after what had happened, and they were still friends, but Kiba thought he should give Naruto a little space to get over the whole thing. The blond agreed as well, but felt weird that he and his best friend were hanging out as much anymore, and he just avoided Sasuke. He really wanted to clear things up with Sasuke, but he couldn't bring himself to it. Every time he'd see Sasuke, he'd find himself suddenly walking in the other direction.

The Raven walked up to the top of the roof, feeling awkward and lonely. He scratched his head as he made his way through the door. Sasuke was quite surprised the he saw Naruto staring out past the fence, staring off in the distances. Has if he were watching the clouds passing by. Sasuke stared at him for a few log minutes, he debated on if he should try to make a conversation with Naruto, or walk away. He knew that he should walk away, but Sasuke couldn't bring himself to walk away.

"Naruto?" Sasuke walked up toward him.

Naruto suddenly turned around, caught off guard by Sasuke. He felt his heart beat faster, and faster. Naruto didn't expect Sasuke to come up here and talk to him. They haven't talked in months, so why now?

"Sasuke, uh, what brings you up here?" Naruto was too flustered for words.

"Well I come up here to think, or to just relax." Sasuke began.

"Oh. I've sorta stole your spot, huh?"

"Oh no, it's cool." Sasuke didn't want Naruto leave because he was there, he shrugged. "You don't have to leave."

"Oh, okay." Naruto glanced down at his feet. They both felt the awkwardness around them, Sasuke walked toward Naruto.

"So, hey . . . ." Both Naruto and Sasuke tried talking at the same time.

"Oh you go first." Sasuke turned his head feeling embarrassed.

"Oh no, you go first." Naruto's face completely turned red.

Sasuke sighed with a smile. He missed hanging with Naruto, just talking to the blond made him feel so much better. Naruto began fiddling with his tie, not too sure on how he should react.

"Okay, I'll go first." Naruto finally gave in as he realized Sasuke wanted him to go first.

"So how are you, and your girlfriend?" Naruto's voice sounded a little shaky.

Sasuke raised an eyebrow at the question, he was surprised that Naruto brought that up, and remembered. "Oh, we broke up."

Naruto's eyes widened. "Really?"

"Yea. I broke up with her the same night you and Kiba started dating." Sasuke tried casually saying to Naruto.

"Oh. I see." Naruto felt curious to why he broke up with her, but he didn't bring it up at all. He looked back down at his feet, feeling awkward still.

"And you?" Sasuke asked.

Huh?" Naruto looked up at him confused.

"How are you and Kiba doing?" Sasuke gestured with his hands, hoping Naruto would tell him. He felt very interested.

"Oh!" Naruto felt very dumb for a second. "We broke up actually."

"Really?" Sasuke couldn't believe his ears, Naruto and Kiba broke up? Sasuke's jaw dropped, he for some reason felt extremely excited about this.

"Yes . . . on the day we made love the last time . . . I mean, uhh had sex." Naruto corrected himself, cause he still felt as if Sasuke didn't have those feelings for him.
Made love? Sasuke asked to himself with interest. "Was it my fault? Oh god I'm sorry, shouldn't have let that happen again . . ." Sasuke suddenly felt very guilty, but Naruto interrupted him.

"No it wasn't your fault, it was mine." Naruto began.

"Yours?" Sasuke asked confused.

"Sasuke . . . I . . . okay . . . I'll just say it."

The Raven cocked his head at Naruto, he had no idea where this was going. He stared into the Blondie's light blue eyes, seeing as how he get's lost into them. Gazing.

"I love you Sasuke." Naruto blurted out, feeling overwhelmed. Sasuke's eyes widened by his response, this he was not expecting one bit. Naruto loved him?

"What?"

"Yes, for a very long time. Before I ever even got to know you. I know you probably think it's gross and weird that I love you, and I know you only fucked me because you liked it, and for the curiosity, not because you liked me. I know you never liked me that way, but I was hoping if we did it, then my feelings would cool off. But they didn't, and it just got worse, and I was hurt. So I had to make up a lie with Kiba so you'd understand and stop." Naruto couldn't help himself, he just kept rambling on, and on.

"Wait hold up. Out of curiosity?" Sasuke paused for a moment as he thought to himself for a few minutes. "Okay, it started out that way, but I just, I started feeling differently. Sure it felt good, but I loved doing it with you. I liked being around you, and after I lost you, I sorta lost it." Sasuke thought back, everything was falling into place. It all made sense now.

"Huh?" Naruto was speechless.

"Yeah, and after you started dating Kiba, I got so jealous. Oh! And the way he just smirked at me that day!" Sasuke shivered in anger.

"You were jealous of Kiba?" Naruto asked very interested.

Sasuke nodded at him. "Very." Naruto giggled to himself in joy, he for some reason felt so happy that Sasuke was jealous about him. "So what happened on that day where . . . we made love? You were obviously upset that day." Sasuke felt odd asking this.

Naruto looked at Sasuke with a pained face as he touched his neck. "Well, I obviously misjudged Kiba. I didn't realize that HE was in love with ME, he forced himself on me. He realized what he was doing, and I ran back home. That's where I found you, and I was so upset, but so happy to see you. I let my heart and body act on it's own." Naruto felt slightly embarrassed.

"Oh . . . my . . . that makes so much sense now. I wandered what those hickeys on your neck were for, and that whole night makes so much sense. But I must ask, are you and Kiba still friends?"

"Yea. We made up, but he's giving me time. And said he needed the time to let his feelings cool off. Which now I think he kinda likes Sai." Naruto smiled.
Sasuke laughed. "I'm pretty sure Sai likes him."

They made eye contact.

"Uhh . . . you know, that night, was by far the best night I ever had. And since then, I couldn't be with another person. Just wasn't the same, I didn't have that feeling in my stomach that I did when I was with you." Naruto looked back at Sasuke with a slight smile. "By the way, you really are a natural, and you give a hell of a blowjob." Sasuke smirked at him.

Naruto's face turned red within seconds. "Oh my . . ."

Sasuke walked close toward Naruto backing him up against the fence on the roof. Sasuke didn't look away from his eyes, as Naruto couldn't look away from his. Sasuke raised his eyebrow up in pain.

"Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"Because, I knew you didn't feel the same, and you had a girlfriend." Naruto's voice got caught.

But now I feel so bad. I hurt you, in soo many ways too. I forced you into it, kept bothering you, and this ended up hurting Kiba too." Sasuke sighed.

"Don't feel bad Sasuke, I'm glad for what happened actually. I think we all learned from it, and understand all that's happening." Naruto now felt confident.

"Really?" Sasuke's eyebrows relaxed, he grabbed Naruto's chin and began to raise it.

"Yes . . . I only wish I told you sooner . . ." Naruto was cut off in mid sentence by Sasuke's lips.

Sasuke kissed Naruto passionately on the lips, very strong. Even if Naruto wanted to, he wouldn't have been able to pull away from him. The blond kissed him back with even more passion, Sasuke was a little surprised. He slip his hand under Naruto's shirt, stroking his chest. Tears streamed down his face, Naruto couldn't seem to help himself. All the tears the were meant for Sasuke, they all streamed out at once.

Naruto couldn't breathe and slightly pulled away, he tried stopping his tears but couldn't help himself. Sasuke narrowed his eyebrows as he felt sad for Naruto, and swept his tears away. He patted Naruto's hair as he hugged him tightly.

"Naruto?" Someone's voice cut in.

Both Naruto and Sasuke turned around to see that Kiba was standing through the door frame that led to the roof, where they had been. Kiba's face was calm and relaxed, he was a little confused to why Naruto and Sasuke were hugging, but he tried keeping his cool.

"Kiba!" Naruto shouted confused.

Sasuke glanced back at him, he wasn't sure what feelings he was having right at the moment. He just knew that he wouldn't be able to kiss Naruto again for the moment. They probably needed to head to class.

"You two didn't come back to class after lunch, so the teacher had me look for you. I had a feeling you'd be here." Kiba shrugged.

"Yea, we were just headed back." Naruto made his way toward Kiba.

Sasuke slowly followed behind him, not too sure on what to do, and what was going to happen from now on. Did this mean he and Naruto were an item now? As for Naruto, he was thinking the exact same thing. Kiba examined the two for them as they walked extremely close to one another, but it wasn't like they were holding hands or anything.

Later in the day during class, Sasuke couldn't help be keep staring at Naruto. Watching him try to focus on his homework. He's totally not focused. Sasuke thought to himself as he watched Naruto drop his pencil for the sixth time in that hour. Sasuke chuckled to himself. Naruto felt so nervous, he just wanted class to be over with. It was driving him crazy that he couldn't talk things out with Sasuke right now.

A paper airplane hit the blond in the head, he flinched as he picked up the paper airplane and realized it was a note from Sasuke. He glared at him as he rubbed his head. Sasuke had an apologetic expression on his face. He mouthed "sorry" to him.
`You should come with me to my house after school, please? And no, it's not to fuck either. But I can't make any promises that I can control myself 100% `
Naruto giggled as he read the note.

To Be Continued . . . .