Rosario+Vampire: Bond of Fate

Hey uhm guys, guess what, I talked with my parents, but forgot to show them my school report. SO if you continue to pray I might give you more chaps. Now uhm, I guess someone was a little mad at me for not mentioning that Tsukki doesn't need the approval to be with Moka, but hey humans (more me than anyone else) like to have the approval right? Now though I had two flashbacks of the same event, we still don't know what happened. For those who wonder, you can send me your ideas and I'll answer ASAP.

On with the story:

Oh yeah, I did the disclaimer at the first chap so I don't need to do it anymore, right?

Anyway on with the story

Chapter14: Caring is Exhausting

Moka awoke in her bed and had a terrible headache. She rubbed her temples trying to soothe her pain. She was still a little sleepy so she didn't get why she was in her bed. But slowly, ever so slowly realization dawned upon her. She remembered. The fight, drinking blood, Tsukune's scream in agony. Her eyes widened.

"Tsukune!" she said to no one particular.

What happened to him and why wasn't he here with her? Not again she thought. It pained her to know that there was the possibility that he left her side again. Why was it that every time she let him out of her eyes, that he left her?

She slowly sat up and got up. Although she got up slowly, she still felt a little bit of nausea. She went to her door and had to stop herself from falling against the door.

"Damn, I need blood." She told herself.

She opened the door and just wanted to get out, when she saw her father stand in before her.

"I see you have awakened." He said and smiled at her.

"Where is my mate? I am in need of some of his blood." She replied.

"First, although you two are promised for about ten years already you are not mates yet. Second, it wouldn't be wise to drink his blood right now." He stated calmly.

"What do you mean not a good idea? What did you do to him?" she demanded rather hotly.

"Watch your tongue daughter. As for your mate, I didn't do anything to him. I simply reawakened some of his memories, just like I did with you. Only difference there is that unlike you his abilities has been sealed and to get all that awakened can be quite… painful."

"What do you mean?" she asked, albeit a little scared of what she might receive ass an answer.

"What I mean is at the day that he earned you as a mate, the day where the crusaders appeared, he has been sealed. Unlike you, who has simply had your memory sealed. He had not only his memory, he had his youki, his abilities, his experience, simply everything sealed. My blood was what undid the seal, though yours did indeed unlock some of his abilities. Releasing all this information at once can cause the brain to go into overdrive. It seems you already know part of that, but his transformation is like pumping five years of your life into you within a few hours, has to hurt somehow." He then waited for her reaction.

"Why was he sealed while I was not?" she asked.

"Simple, it happened that somehow only his family had the bigger injuries. Only they had holy arrows sticking out of them. We were simply lucky." He stated with a smirk.

She got enraged at that.

"Where is he?" once again she demanded.

"I won't let you see him unless I know that you won't drink his blood. I cannot risk that."

"Fine, I promise I won't." she sighed.

"That won't suffice. Here, drink this." He said and held a blood pack up.

She just turned away.

"I don't drink from blood packs anymore."

"Then you won't see him."

She scowled and took the blood pack. Taking one last glance at her father, she bit and took a sip.

It just touched her tongue and she spit it back out, a look of disgust on her face.

"Gross, what is this? It tastes like some old geezer."

Her father chuckled.

"Quite right. It was from a ninety year old servant, who worked here some time ago."

Glaring daggers at her father she swallowed the rest of this blood so that she could see her mate.

"Yuck, I'm never going to get this taste away." She told her father.

He just chuckled and got out of the way.

"Well what did you expect?"

"Even your blood tasted better." She scoffed.

"What, after all this time I grant you my blood again and you say it's EVEN better than some old geezer blood? You used to love it when you were young." He reminded her.

"Well, I found a better source of blood." She said and turned around.

"More rediscovered than found."

"Nonetheless it is a fact, that I like his blood more than yours."
"Of course, he will be your mate after all."

"He IS my mate." She said matter of factly

"No, not yet, but soon."

She sighed and turned around.

"We WILL be mates. Now may I see him?"

"Only time knows what the future holds." He said and stepped aside.

Moka went out of her room and just wanted to ask where he was, when she heard her father say:

"He is in the room down the hall on the left. It's the second door to your right."

She went on, pondering on why he was laid into that room. That particular room was her old bedroom. It was just as big as hers now, but its decoration was a lot more childish. Somehow Outer Mokarish. She stood in front of the door, hesitating. She didn't want to know what her father meant with painful and what exactly she was supposed to expect. Although most unlikely for her and although she would never admit it, she was scared. She was afraid of what she might see in there. She knew she couldn't just drop this part to her Outer self. Her Outer self was far too weak to be able to maintain calm when she would enter.

She was about to enter when she was pushed back into reality by a scream. It came from inside the room.

She hurriedly opened the door, forgetting the fear for a moment. Taking one glance around her eyes widen. There on the bed was Tsukune, bound to the bedpost so that he couldn't move his arms or legs. Moka hurriedly ran over to him and tried to embrace him to make him feel better, but the moment she touched him, she got burnt. She hissed in pain. Slowly and this time cautiously she laid her hand on his forehead. It was hot. It seemed like he had a fever. Running out of the room she called for a maid:

"Get a bowl of cold water and a cloth, quick!" she commanded and went back to his side.

"Don't worry, I'm here. I won't leave you, so please don't leave me." She pleaded, much more caring than expected from her. Now that she knows that she already loved him since they were kids and all that happened between them she couldn't help but fall more in love with him.

She held his hand and laid her head onto his chest, praying. She didn't know why she suddenly was so weak but it might be because she finally found someone she could rely on and who she could spill her heart out for. And then to let that someone being taken from her would be too much. She never realized until now.

Finally after what seemed like an eternity the maid arrived with a bowl of cold water and a cloth. Taking the items and dismissing the maid, not once looking up, she carefully wiped his forehead, hoping to lessen his fever. Whether or not it helped she didn't know. It was still burning and besides from a few painful screams, he did not give any reaction, any at all. Worried she stayed by his side, not leaving for eating, not for changing, always there. It didn't take long until she was once again asleep. It was too much in so less time, so she fell asleep from exhaustion, only to be awoken due his screams. After some time, not even that was good enough to keep her awake. She struggled, and yet she failed. Sleep claimed her and she found herself back in her dreams.

Meanwhile back in Tsukune's mind:

He was back in his dark dream, once again chained to the cross. He could still remember how the first drop of Issa Shuzen's blood touched his lips and then darkness and never ending pain. He was back in here and was afraid. He didn't want to leave her again, not when things started to be so good. He didn't want to, for once he didn't want to leave even if it meant that he would hurt her, eventually.

Then his eyes widened and he felt pain and a flashback. He saw how he grew up and how he won Moka's hand as his mate. Then what happened after the fight, the Crusaders and the one thing that changed his whole life:

Tsukune was running towards his parents, who were lying on the floor, silver crucifixes sticking out of them. Fear and pain overwhelmed him, never having dealt with such a situation before. He screamed out in pain when suddenly, unexpected, he got impaled with something that caused him pain. In some way it was a relief, not having to deal with the pain he got from the injuries of his parents anymore, but then it was worse.

Pain, pain seemed to spread from his wound, eating him from the inside. He couldn't help but scream. He felt how blood seemed to flow out of his wound, coughing his vision met red. His own blood flowing he couldn't help but feel the irony of the situation. He has just gotten the shit beaten out of him from his one day going to be father in law, he has just gotten tackled to the ground by his going to be mate, he has just thought that two of the most important persons of his life are dying, and now here he was, bleeding to death. He could only laugh at his own luck.

Then somewhere from the edges of his vision he could see how Count Shuzen came into his view. He didn't have the sword sticking out of him anymore. He could see him look behind his back and yell something, but he couldn't hear. It seems like people were right when they said that when one was about to die, that one couldn't hear properly and that the sight was blurry. You were numb, plain and simple.

Suddenly someone else entered his vision. He had gleaming eyes, and wore a white cloak, hiding his face from view. He said something and took out the arrow sticking into Tsukune's chest. He then took out a golden cross and chanted something. Light engulfed him and he put the cross onto Tsukune's chest and he screamed. After that, nothing. Darkness.

Flashback end.

He just got his vision back when he saw, right there at the corner of his eye, was that guy again. The voice to be more precise. He stared at him and then after some time began to talk:

"You know, back then, when you passed out, you have been sealed. Your memories, your abilities, your vampire, have been sealed. Everything has been locked away. It was just with the help of your mate, that you regained me and with that, some of your abilities. But seeing that she too had her memories sealed, she could not give you back the locked away piece of your memories. Now, that everything, four years of your life are flowing back into you in about a few hours, it would feel like someone pushing books into your head. Quite painful, if I am not mistaken." He said and chuckled.

"How long will I be here? Will I get back? Will I see her again?" Tsukune asked him, weary from the pain.

"Someone is eager to go back, eh? I thought you were the one who didn't want to go to her?"

"Things have…changed."

"Oh, I bet."

"Please, just answer my question." He said another wave of pain coursing through him.

"By any means, you should almost be done. You might not have noticed, but you were unconscious for some time. Hilarious to think that someone can actually fall unconscious within one's mind. It will take you some time to adjust to all this information, but after a good night full of sleep, you should do just fine."

"Thanks, I can barely wait."

Suddenly he noticed that the restrains holding him back gave way and he fell from the cross, where cracks were starting to form.

"Seems like its already starting. One last thing, remember that you two cannot drink from each other at the same time. Once the blood ceremony arrives, you will see why. Just take my advice at heart; you will be rewarded greatly, more or less. Until we meet again." He said and just after the person told him that, he saw how he seemed to dematerialize.

Slowly everything seemed to dematerialize and there seemed to be a light approaching. It grew larger and larger and at last it engulfed him.

Back to the real world:

Tsukune took a sharp breath, and opened his eyes. He could feel the weight of waking up dawn upon him. Slowly gaining his vision he looked around. There, lying on his chest was the "weight" he felt after waking up. But in all honesty, he doesn't mind if he would have to carry this "weight" around forever. He would gladly do so. By any means, this "weight" was the most important thing in his world right now.

He took one hand and wiped one strand of her perfect silvery hair out of her perfect face. She moved slightly, snuggling deeper into his chest. Deciding that it was time to tease her again, he scratched the special spot to make her purr. He chuckled at the expected reaction.

"I could spent years doing this." He said to himself chuckling.

He decided to try another spot and scratched her under her chin, causing her to arch her neck up and purr. Deciding that he didn't want to be a pillow anymore, he tried to wake her up by breathing into her neck. He could feel her shiver, but not waking up. Making sure that he wouldn't need to feed later, when she would be awake, he bit into her neck.

Her eyes widened and she moaned. He finished his drink, licked her wound shut and before she could react, he kissed her. It was like she was melting in his arms. Finally releasing her from his lips he smirked at her.

"Now I'm being your pillow now or what?"asked her playfully.

"If you'd let me, I would repay you, but you don't want to. What a shame." She replied just as playful as him.

"Do you plan to sleep on a chair the whole day or do you mind joining me?"

"Hmm, I don't know. Do I want to, or not?"

"Aw, come on, give your mate a little heat, he's freezing." He said pouting.

"Only if I get a special treat." She smiled, showing her fangs.

"Take as much as you want." He smiled back.

"Deal."

"Since when are you so caring?" he asked her, seeing the cloth she had in hand.

"Dunno, maybe I always was?" she answered.

"I rather thought your Outer Self to be like that" he said grinning.

"You want me to join you or what?"

"Pretty please?" He said playfully.

"Then shut up." She said flicking him on the nose.

"Okay I shut up, now please come over?" he pleaded.

She grinned and lay next to him. He exposed his neck and she greedily dug in. Finishing her drink, she kissed him goodnight and holding each other in an embrace, foreheads touching, they fell into the realms of dreams.

Heyjo, so it's me. Yeah I know I said I won't write anymore, but well I still didn't show my report -.-* and well I got a day off and just thought, better write now than never, right? Hope you like it; don't be mad at me for following my own fantasies and review if you'd be so kind. Oh yeah and uhm… oh sheesh I forgot what I wanted to write. Hmm… Anyways, hope you like it, read and comment, dany out.

Oh yeah now I remember, what is beta reading for? I just found out there was a button and seeing as I'm new to well I dunno what it's for and might as well ask you guys, right? *sheepish grin*

Hope you can answer me, till our paths meet again!