Hmm..I really don't have anything to say...only that I think I messed up the last chapter so I'm really am sorry about that...I tried not to mess this one up..and If I do please tell me to correct it. Well..yup that's all. Oh and for those in Mexico or who speak spanish have you heard the song Rosas by oreja de van gogh! It's awesome I love that song I'm listening to it now as I'm writing this. XD
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Chapter 14. A kiss is still just a kiss.
Otani
What should I do?
There is basically a number of things that I can do. I might as well get this over with. I kissed her but not in her lips but in her cheek.
" There, Now go home Mimi," I tell her as I start to walk away. I really hope she will leave now. Even though she is my friend she's just not my type.
Risa
Ugh! No no no! I clench my fist. Angry at not just Mimi and Otani but suddenly everyone around me! Mimi walked over to me having a wide smile in her face.
" I'll be back dear Risa you'll see," Mimi told me quietly.
I didn't say anything. I didn't say anything because somehow I was shocked that Otani had kissed her, even though it was in the cheek a kiss is still a kiss.
A kiss will always be a kiss.
Mimi left smiling. I silently walked to where Otani stood, waiting for me. I walked passed him.
" You don't have to walke me home," I mumbled, keeping my hands in the coats pocket.
I didn't want him holding my hand. I'm mad at him. I'll admit it I am mad at him kissing Mimi. I didn't expect him to kiss her. Not infront of me. His own girlfriend or supposedly.
" What are you talking about? It's late, I'll walk you home," he curiously mumbled back.
He shoudln't have kissed her. Not even in the cheek! All the time in the buffet I was fighting for her not to get kissed by Otani and what happens..Otani kisses her. Just with that small kiss and it seems like I lost this battle. Losing it is what made me mad. He shouldn't have kissed her at all! Couldn't her say something like no?..two simple letters, one simple word. Why am I so mad anyways! Honestly why? I know that it's jealousy but why am I feeling it with someone I hardly know? Someone I don't really remember. Someone I only met a couple days ago. I suddenly want to clutch my head because I'm so confuse. By all that's happening and all these sudden memory flashbacks I'm getting. I stop walking and exasperatedly stomp my leg and thew my hands up also exasperatedly.
" I hate it!," I blurted outloud.
I hate it that I have Otani now in my life unexpectedly to confuse everything in my world. I hate it that I don't know what is it that I'm feeling suddenly. I think I should just go hit my head until I remember everything..until I fully remember Otani and how it was. I wish it was a piece of cake. If life was only a piece of cake I wouldn't have to worry about this. I wouldn't have to worry on what I should remember and what I should forget.
Otani
I turned and face Koizumi. I saw how she just stopped walking and now is stomping around for some reason.
" What are you doing?," I asked walking back to where she stop.
She didn't answer me just looked away. That's exactly when I knew what was wrong but I still went ahead and asked her.
" What's wrong," I asked.
She gave me a look.
" You're are pretty dense aren't you," she frowned crossing her arms.
" Dense? About what?," I still asked..just to make sure.
" Stupid," she mumbled walking away angrily.
" Wait Koizumi," I grab her hand holding her back " The kiss I gave Mimi meant nothing okay, Mimi was going to keep bugging unless I kissed her somehow," I explained.
Knowing that she was mad at the kiss I gave Mimi.
" A kiss a still a kiss, why did you kiss her!," she accused yanking her arms away from mine.
" It was in the cheek it meant nothing,"
" Go around kissing random girls in the cheek around the street and asked them if that kiss meant nothing," she argued saying something weird.
" What do you mean?," I asked not getting the point of me going around kissing random girls in the street.
" Idiot! I mean it may not mean anything to you but to them-to her it may mean something," she turned abruptly and stomp away.
" Wait..Koizumi," I called again catching up with her.
She tried walking faster but I still catch up.
" Why did you kiss her? I still don't see it, I don't understand why you would do that!," she angrily protested.
" Will it help if I said I was sorry?," Is sighed.
I'm tired of fighting with her. We've been fighting twice today now. I don't want to continue to fight.
" Sorry is the only thing you can say? Can't you say something else?,"
" What do you want me to say then?," I demanded.
Koizumi stays quiet for a moment.
" Koizumi," I called.
" What?," she answered still angry.
" You don't have to be jealous," I tell her watching her reaction carefully.
Her face started to change color. First it was a shade of pink and suddenly that color got darker.
" Who said I was jealous midget! I'm not jealous," she lied blushing.
She's jealous..she was jealous which actually made me happy. That can only mean that she started liking me. Finally realizing that I may now be wining her heart. I smiled.
" Mimi and I will never get together she is was different for us to get along, There'll never will be anything between us," I tell her smiling cockedly.
" So then why did you kiss her? If she was somehow different just because all your current past lovers happened to be shorted than you that doesn't mean Mimi doesn't count either," she grumbled.
" Past lovers?," I asked making sure I heard right.
Koizumi nodded..then realize twhat she has just said.
"You remember then..my past lovers? Is that what you remembered before," I asked her.
" Uh...," Koizumi stammared.
" That means you sort of remember me right?," I realized.
" A little,'' she admitted.
" Why didn't you tell me?," I asked.
Wouldn't it be obvious after everything that's happened that I would want to know that she remember me a little?
" I don't know it didn't seem like the right time especially since Mimi was there," she murmured.
I notice her hand was free so I took it. I looked up at her. Locking my gaze into her glittering eyes.
" I don't care whose there, Tell me! I know it seems like we barely met eachother but tell me Koizumi..please," I sort of beg.
" Why..did you really kiss her?," she asked her eyes becoming watery.
She went back to the before subject. Right now as she said this it reminds me of how it use to be. Before she lost her memory. She would still be like this. She's just being her usual self.
" I'm sorry I kissed her it own't happen again..I promise," Why would I want to kiss Mimi anyways?
The only person I want to ever kiss is her..it's Koizumi. She burst out crying.
" Why are you crying now?," I asked sighing.
This girl has enough water to cry for a whole day non-stop.
" Otani why..why are you acting like this," she sobbed.
" Acting like what?," I asked confused.
" Why do you act so nice? to me it's...it's not normal," she cried.
Huh? Is she crying because I'm being nice to her?
" Normal?," I questioned.
" It's not normal to me..all the boys I met before you always treated me different...you're the only one that treats me like a girl..like who I am! AND YOU'RE CONFUSING ME," she clutch her head with her hands.
" Koizumi," I reach for her.
This time she didn't get away. So I did the one thing I only remember doing once. I hugged her.
" Even if you still really don't know me...I- I love you," I whispered.
I don't know if she heard me..but she started too suddenly fall down. She fainted or pass out suddenly. I holded her as she fell down. I touch her forhead. She had a fever her skin was really hot. Her house was still too far away from here. I carried her to my house being the closest. By the looks of the way the snow keeps on falling I think there might be a blizzard. Well Koizumi it lookes like you'll be staying the night over...
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Till then...the next chapter will be name memories you shouldn't remember. See you!