My fist also came after that. I sniffled and turned around. My Muse was staring at me.
Then she finally spoke.
Author's Note: the last chapter and this one was written together because I knew you guys wanted to read more. But I thought it was too long, so I cut it in half.
Disclaimer: I only own the story. BTW THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU TO THE REVIWERS on the bottom!! U PPL R AMAZING!! [same goes for the future reviewers as well J]JoeJonasBiggestFan esp. I loved ur review! Songs used are even angels fall by Jessica riddle and crawl by chris brown; sorry if the lyrics are wrong.
[Still in Shane POV]
"S-s-h-hane," her voice cracking. "Do you not know how long I have waited for you to say those words? And now you want to take them back? I will NEVER let you do that even if I don't like you anymore. But that's the thing Shane. I don't think I could ever stop loving you. And you only like me. I'm sorry Shane. I never should have let things go as far as this. I should've just gotten over you. I guess that day you confessed to Nate and Jason you only meant 'like' because you didn't even say you liked me. I-" her voice cracked and the tears came. I ran to her, and despite her refusals, I crushed her my chest. Her sobs died down. I whispered in her ear.
"How dare you Mitch! HOW DARE YOU! You honestly believed that I didn't love you! You call yourself my best friend but you don't even know one crap about me! You couldn't see all these years how I yearned for you? With every little touch, every tickle fight, whenever you kissed me on the cheek, you didn't see how I felt? Well, I'll tell you. Whenever you touched me, I just wanted to hold you in my arms forever. Sometimes I just wanted to grab your head and smash my lips to yours. Didn't you see how I hold every breath for you? Tell me, Mitch. Do you?" I was practically shaking her now.
She looked up at me, eyes red and swollen. She then pushed me away.
"How the HELL do you think that I would ever thought that you loved me? How about the other way around? Did you ever see how I felt? Every little thing we did together, didn't you ever see how I was affected? Don't turn this one back at me Shane because how could I see you were 'in love with me' when I was trying to GET OVER YOU!"
"Why the hell would you want to get over me?" I asked, hurt beyond recognition. I felt tears well up in my eyes. I am such a douche. Of course she would want to get over me. I am such a baby. I had a flashback then.
"Hey, Mitch. What's up?"
"Hey. Just listening to this song. I think you might like it."
"Okay. Play it."
You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.
She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,
But baby that is how love goes.
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall
"Wow Mitch. Nice song choice."
"thanks."
Music is Mitchie and I's outlet. I started to sing.
So where do we go from hereWith all this fear in our eyesAnd where can love take us nowAnd we've been so far downWe can still touch the skyIf we crawl'till we can walk againAnd we'll runUntil we're strong enough to jumpAnd we'll flyUntil there is no endSo let's crawl...crawl....crawlBack to love
"Please, Mitch. I beg you. We love each other, but the only thing we are doing about it is yelling at each other at how blind we are."
Sorry guys! That's it for now!!!!! I promised it would be out before December ends!!! Sorry! Happy Holidays!!!!!!!! 10 reviews is all I need!
soccerchickforever 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
Omg She better not let him go and tell him she likes him too!(:Update soon??
fireflies lit up the world x 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
yay, you updated at a very convenient time :D a blizzard is hitting my town ! YAY. so it's ironic that u updated this. great chapter. por shane, he feels so bad, and it's probably not his was soo good! update [:
JoeJonasBiggestFan 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
ThisisthesickeststoryEVER! I can't beloved it your thirteen and you can write THIS good?!you are a REALLY great author and DO NOT NEVER EVER let anyone tell you oherwise! You are serously awesm. You better update soon or I'll serously SCREAM! So update! This is such a gd story!
TurnUpTheMusic-x 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
How can you end it there? :O I love this 't wait for the next update. :)
hexenkind 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
How can you stop it there? Tell me, how? Are you trying to kill us?! o_O
Maddybabbi 2009-12-19 . chapter 13
gr...i hate cliffys!! :PMaddie x
TheSunday 2009-12-18 . chapter 13
Aww, what a mean cliffhanger!! :PBut really great chapter, I loved it =]Please, update soon? :)