Filler, sorry, it's because it's drawing to an end. I'm contemplating a sequel, so yeah... X

I only wished I was still in LA. I had begun to hate forks over the past two weeks since I came back. It was horrible. It wasn't so much forks but the pressure of last minute admission s and I was trying to get an early admission anywhere.

I had signed up for night classes at NYU Aswell as an internship with the New York Times. I had no clue when I was going to get anything back. I was still working at the precinct on weekends but my courses at Peninsula had finished.

Jake had called but I hadn't answered. I didn't want to date him. I wanted to mend everything with Edward, even though he was dating someone new.

"Bella!" Alice snapped her fingers Infront of my face, pulling me from my reverie.

"Sorry what!?" I asked quickly. Rose rolled her eyes and Alice sighed.

"We were discussing summer vacation, want to go anywhere?" Alice asked and I shrugged. I didn't want to go anywhere when Edward might be going with Leah. I didn't want to. But I had buried myself in this mess, I had acted just like Renee, I had done exactly what I hated her for doing with Phil.

"Bella this is getting annoying!" Alice said and I looked at her, actually looked at her. She was glaring at me, in what looked really unAlice like.

"What!" I said in defence. I probably deserved her oncoming attack but I just couldn't be bothered with it.

"We are trying to maintain a friendship here. Get over Edward! You deserve what is happening! You cheated, you ran away from your problems, you caused this entire mess!" Alice began to shout.

I glared at her accross the couches in the Cullens living room. "I deserve it! That's a bit bias considering Jasper did the same thing!"

"But me and Jasper weren't an official couple like you and Edward were! You messed up my life Bella! You had to run off and leave your mess for us!"

"Alice-" Rose cut in but Alice didn't stop.

"It was the worst time aswell! But Bella got to go to LA after practically splitting us all up. If it weren't for Rose and Emmett non of us would be friends. Then you had to come back and drive Edward away! Edward who is the best thing that ever happened to you! I thought we were best friends! You were the last person who I thought would do that to me! To all of us. I WENT INTO HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF YOU!" Alice started screaming and shaking. Tears were falling down her face. Jasper appeared out of nowhere and picked her up as she was just about to fall over.

"I think you should leave," he said coldly before carrying Alice upstairs. I was frozen in place. Alice went into hospital, I had left her and made her go into hospital, because ruining my relationship with Edward hadn't been enough.

"Your leaving!" Edward said sternly whilst picking up my bag and shoes and shoving them at me. I looked up at him, his eyes were stone cold. He followed me to the door and I exited. I heard it slam behind me and I started crying uncontrollably.

I thought everything had been fine with Alice, I thought it was all okay now. My only problem had seemed to be with Edward. I hadn't realised I'd caused so much.

I felt arms wrapped around me. My head fit perfectly into his chest as I cried.

Once the tears stopped I pulled away.

"Bella..." Edward said but I shook my head.

"I'm sorry, I really am," I said honestly whilst unlocking my truck.

"I know," he said quietly and I turned around and looked at him. He seemed older than he had before Christmas. He had changed. "Bella, what Alice said, you don't know the full story, I..." He stopped, looking back at the house.

"You what Edward?!" I said in frustration.

"I, I want to tell you, I want to forgive you," he looked at me expecting me to say something. I looked at him with expectation. If he wanted anything to do with me still then I was one really lucky person. "Meet me tomorrow morning, here. Come at 11," he said quickly before rushing back into the house.

My gaze followed him, astonished.