hey guise so you all must hate me, thats understandable ive been having a hard time adjusting to death anda new school. but whatever. im back now. i promise R&R and feel free to cuss me out.

Beck POV

I kissed Jade and she left to go meet Cat.

Jade POV

I walked into the Freezy Queen with a big pout and my eyes wide searching for Cat. I was in a big navy hoodie that belonged to Beck, and honestly, I was a mess. I felt like a mess, looked like a mess, my emotions were a mess.

Cat spotted me and in seconds was jumping on top of me showering me in unwanted, but secretly comforting, affection. For once, I hugged her back.

"Hey Cat," I whispered, my voice was hoarse and it hurt to speak in a normal tone.

"JADEY!" She flung her arms around me again giving me another hug and then she pulled me to a booth and sat so close to me she was almost on my lap.

"Back off!" Whispered but she barely noticed that she was almost sitting on me.

"Jadey! I'm so excited I love spending time with you, you never want to anymore."

I sighed looking down "That's not true Cat,"

"Yes," She said sadly, "You're always busy; you never have time for me anymore." She gave me the saddest eyes I have ever seen, they look like they were about to water.

"But that's ok!" She cheered up again. "Because you are here now, and this means we are going to spend lots of time together right?"

I sighed heavily. I knew this would be the last time that I ever see Cat, but her eyes were so depressed; I don't know how I could ever say no. So I lied, straight to Cat's face. I looked her deep into her dark brown eyes. "Of course Cat."

She squealed and hug me tight, "I love you so much Jadey!"

"I love you too Cat" I whispered.

Cat picked her menu and kicked her legs happily like a little kid looking through all the ice cream choices. I picked up my menu and started looking too, they coffee vanilla bean crunch, wasn't looking to bad.

Cat started jabbering away about some strawberry flavored ice cream and another one called rainbowblast, she apparently had no way of choosing since ordering ice cream obviously is a life or death situation. She kept running on and I was trying to pay attention but honestly I was so scared.

I had no idea what was coming next in my life. I'm running off with my boyfriend and a baby, that I don't actually have, but he thinks I do. It's absolutely insane.

I have to keep this up, I have make him believe that we are actually having a baby, I need to get pregnant.

The waiter came over and asked for out order. Cat being Cat, never actually made a decision so she ordered three ice creams because she could not bare to choose between rainbowblast, strawberry short cake and red velvet dream.

I on the other hand ordered Coffee Vanilla bean crunch. And handed the waiter both of our menus.

Cat giggled and smiled happily. Then she frowned, "Jade?"

"Yeah Cat?" I answered slowly.

"Who's Beck?"

I paused and looked at Cat for a long time. "He's a family friend Cat."

Cat didn't seem to buy it "How? I don't get it."

"He used to work with my mother."

"You said he knew your father the other day in the hallway." Shit.

"Uh- he does. They are friends."

"Jadey, why are you lying to me?

I sight deeply. "Cat, sometimes it's easier to not know the truth."

"But I want to know the truth Jade," She huffed, "I want to know all of it right now. Do you not trust me anymore, is that why you never hang out with me?"

"No, Cat. It's just hard." I sighed deeply. Cat's dark brown eyes were watering and a couple tears spilled out. "Please Cat, don't cry."

One loud sob rummaged through her body "You are being weird Jade." She sobbed louder. "You are being weird, you won't play with me anymore, you are ignoring Robbie and I don't like it. I just want us all to be a big happy family again, I want us all to go out and hang out and have fun like we used to. I want to hang out with you and I don't want any more secrets. There are always secrets with you now. Why can't you tell me? Why won't you tell me?"

I pulled Cat closer and held her close to me, "please don't cry cat. It's ok there is nothing to cry about." I lied to her again. "No more secrets I promise. Next Friday after school we will have a big slumber party and do all the girly things you like to do and it I'll tell you everything ok. I promise."

Cat finally stopped sniffling and smiled. "Yay Jadey!" She wrapped her arms around my neck tightly and I slipped my arms around her waist. She was a cute little kid. I hated lying o her, she was so innocent and kind, and I was just a heartless bitch.

The man came back with the ice cream and Cat finished hers in seconds and was asking from some of mine. I just smiled at her and let her go for it. I wasn't in much of a mod for ice cream anyways.

Beck called and rolled around in his big truck.

"Cat I've got to go." I smiled trying to fight tears.

"That's ok Jadey! Bye!" She hugged me and I hugged back tighter and even kissed her cheek.

I took in one big deep breath "Bye Cat."

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