Chapter 14 Friday Night
I know you've been waiting for this!
Heads up : This chapter is racy and sexy and romantic.
School is over for the week and I had a few stare downs with Megan but she didn't say anything to me. I know Christian said something to her but that's what she wants so she knows exactly what shes doing.
I spoke to my PE teacher about a schedule change so Monday I will be doing PE during 2nd period and swapping another course with my old PE time. I'm excited about tonight. I want to spend time alone with Christian while his parents are away.
I promised myself I would not have sex with him, although I really want to, the thing is I'm just scared. I'm scared it will hurt or I wont know what do . I have to stop talking myself out of it. If it happens it happens. I don't want to plan it. Even if we don't have sex I'm sure we are going to fool around. I mean after the other night on the phone I doubt he wants to hold hands all night or play board games. I have to get ready for our dinner date tonight. I'm really excited to go on a real romantic date with him.
He arrives at my house at 6pm and I'm wearing a white eyelet strapless dress with a navy belt and gold sandals with my charm bracelet. I brought a sweater in case it gets windy because we are going to a restaurant in St. Pete beach. He is dressed really nice in a Black linen button down shirt with the top button open and cream colored Khakis with black shoes. He looks amazing and much older than he is mostly because he's tall and muscular and he carries himself with class. I mean his face is very young looking in a male jock supermodel kind of way.
I shake my head at him when I see him and just say "umm umm umm, yummy"
"I know" he says with a wink and raises his eyebrows.
"You look pretty delicious too, baby" he smiles.
He kisses me hello on the cheek and opens the car door for me like a gentleman.
My mom walks out to the car and says goodbye and tells Christian in her serious mama voice to drive safe.
"Yes ma'am" he answers politely.
"No drinking" she adds
"No ma'am, I would never" he replies.
She nods and says "have fun, enjoy your dinner" and she asks me if I have my EpiPen and benadryl.
"Yes, in my bag, bye Love you mom". Oh that was embarrassing.
The restaurant is very nice it's on the beach about 100 feet from the water. There is outside seating with tables in the sand. It's so pretty, there are twinkling lights and candles everywhere. We decide to eat inside because it's a little too windy and I don't want sand in my food. I order a grilled steak and Caesar salad and an alcohol free tropical drink and Christian has some mango grilled chicken and vegetables.
The food here is delicious. After we eat, we walk a little on the beach and just kiss and hold each other. Damn he is so sexy how did I get him? How?
The ride back to his house is traffic free and we just blast the music and have fun, singing and acting like idiots in the car. I love when he sings and acts goofy, he is so adorable and sexy and hes all mine!I'm happy for the distraction because I know the atmosphere is drastically going to change when we are alone in his house in a little while.
We arrive back at his house at around 9:30. He calls his parents to let them know he's home. I think he is just making sure they aren't coming back tonight because he keeps asking about the hotel and to enjoy Miami tomorrow. I head for his bathroom and get my toothbrush from my purse. I brush my teeth furiously making sure there's no food in my mouth. I use some of his mouthwash to freshen my breath and I use the bathroom. I wash my hands and dry them with his towel hanging behind the door with his delicious scent on it.
I go back to the living room and we just put on some music and talk about the school week. He puts on some slow songs and asks me to dance with him. I just throw my arms around his neck and lean my head on his chest as he hugs me tight by my waist and we move together. We kiss just a few small kisses and then he softly takes my face in his hands, kisses me deeply sticking his delicious tongue in my mouth, tasting me, and savoring me. He is so sweet and he tells me how much he loves me and what I mean to him.
He kisses my neck and bites on my shoulder gently. He rubs my back as he continues to kiss me and grabs my bottom and squeezes and rubs it through my dress. His breathing is low and heavy matching mine and I just close my eyes as my knees start to go weak. His hands feel so good on me so strong but gentle. He moves one hand to my chest and grabs my breast and rubs and tugs at it through my dress. It feels so good oh my!
"I want you so bad" he whispers
He slowly starts walking me into his bedroom backwards while His body is pressed up tight against mine and as we move and he is pushing his erection into me. Okay this is where I'm either going to go all the way or chicken out half way like last time. I can't think about it. It's not wrong. I need him. I want this. I want him and most of all I love him.
He softly pushes me down on to the bed and continues to kiss and rub me. He lies on his side and grabs my hand down to his pants and over his erection. I moan very low and he moves his hand on top of mine gently stroking himself there with my hand through his jeans. I can feel my whole body tingling as I rub him. I rub my hand faster up and down and he closes his eyes "oh yeah, baby" he groans.
He pulls the top of my dress down slowly and grabs my breasts. "You're so beautiful baby" he whispers as his fingers gently brush over my nipples. He hovers over me and starts kissing my neck and shoulder very softly then moves down my chest and slowly licks my nipples. He groans as he massages each breast firmly squeezing tight on my nipples rolling it with his thumb and index fingers and my head tips back. Uh, it feels so good and I can't help but moan loudly as I writhe beneath him. Oh it feels so good, it really does.
"Christian" I whimper. I can feel the pleasure building up between my legs. He trails more kisses on my chest then back up to my neck and my mouth. As our mouths devour each other he gently trails his hands down my body and over my exposed breasts and continues rubbing me through my dress. I need to get this dress off me now.
He takes his hand and slowly rubs my thigh just above my knee and very slowly inches his way up my leg until his hand in on my panties, between my legs and over my most private part. He starts rubbing me softly through my panties and I start to move my hips slowly to the rhythm of his hand as he kisses me and he moans in my mouth. His breathing is fast and harsh and I close my eyes to absorb all the sensation I'm feeling. It feels so good. "Mmm, Oh" I moan and he rubs me rougher and faster. He slips his hand in my panties and I gasp for air. I want to stop him but it feels so good. I can feel wetness between my legs as he rubs me over and over.
He looks so desirous for me as he pleasure's me with his hands. Oh this feels so good I'm going to explode. He slows his breathing and watches me as he rubs my clitoris slowly and I begin to pant.
"You like that baby" he hisses in my ear
"Yes" I manage to breathe out
He trails his finger to my opening and gently slides his finger in and out just a little and groans then he pushes his middle finger deep inside me and my breathing hitches for a moment as my body adjusts to this delicious and strange feeling.
He then takes his index finger and slowly pushes it inside me. Oh two fingers in me! "Oh God" I whisper. I clench my thighs tightly and he slowly moves his fingers in and out of me while his palms rubs against me making me so wet. It feels so good. I feel a rush of adrenaline pulse through my body as I get more and more heated. My hips circle round and round as his fingers move inside me. I could cry its feels so good.
He is licking his lips and says "Oh yeah baby" I can't even respond I'm so lost right now. I just groan and say "oh" very loudly. He's watching me as I lose myself and he kisses and bites my lips as he groans. He continues to do this and I can feel my body tighten.
"I want to make you come baby" he says in a tight voice as he moves his fingers in and out of me at a perfectly measured pace. He pulls his fingers out and rubs my clitoris fast as my body climbs higher and higher then slams his fingers back inside me pushing faster and really rough until I feel like I'm going to burst. I'm so wet and I feel my legs stiffen as I try to squeeze my insides around his hand.
"Ahh, ahh" is all I can manage as the feeling takes over me , my body shakes and bows off the bed.
"Oh baby come on" he growls. Until I squeeze every drop of this feeling out of me and my body goes limp.
Was that an Orgasm? I don't know. Something just happened. I need more.
He slowly takes his finger out of me and continues to gently rub me slowly between my legs. He has his eyes closed and is groaning with pleasure just from touching me. He flips onto his back and unzips his pants quickly and oh wow it's big. Before I can respond he grabs my hand and puts it on his hard and very large erection and I instinctively tug at it hard and move my hand up and down. Oh he feels nice. It feels so hot.
"I want you so badly "he growls
"Me too" I whisper and he starts kissing me faster and harder as he is pulling my dress down and off of me. When my dress is off he pulls my panties down.
This is it; this is the moment, it's going to happen. We are going to have sex or make love I'm not sure if it's the same. My mind is racing I have a billion thoughts going through my head at once. Do I want to do this? Am I ready? Can I do this? Will I do it right? Will it hurt? Oh I need this so bad, I need him. Yes
It's so hard to concentrate when I'm lying on a bed half naked with my strapless bra pulled down to my waist, my dress and panties on the floor and Christian kneeling over me. He is taking his shirt off while leaning over to his night table and reaching in his drawer for condoms. Okay condoms, whew! Okay I don't have to ask thank God.
"Anastasia, I love you so much, I want to make love to you so badly" he says and kisses me, he is breathless and his eyes look lost in me. He is so beautiful; his body is perfectly sculpted like a roman statue.
"I love you Christian, I'm so scared"
"Don't be scared, It feels so good, I won't hurt you baby, I love you" and he places gentle kisses on my face.
"Okay" I whisper as I look up at him anxiously, I really just want to have sex with him and I do love him, why am I even stressing over this. He loves me and I want to be close with him in every way possible. I'm so ready.
I hear his breath hitch as I say "Okay" and he pulls his open pants off then his boxer briefs and tosses them aside, he presses his warm naked body against mine. He leans me up and removes my bra so we are both completely naked. I feel so exposed. He gently pushes me back down onto his bed and starts massaging my body up and down very slowly and rubbing his erection on my legs, my belly and between my thighs. It feels so big and it looks swollen.
I reach down and touch it and rub him. My eyes roll back as I just let go and allow myself to just delight in what's coming next. He opens the condom and rolls it on him. Please don't let it hurt. Well he already had two of his fingers in me and that felt so good but it's so much bigger than I expected. Oh I want him so badly.
Before he enters me, he looks into my eyes and kisses my so softly and tells me how much he loves me. My thoughts are too scattered to respond so I just kiss him. I just want to do it already I can't think about it or I might say stop, no I don't want to stop. I close my eyes and slowly and grip the sheets tightly. I can feel him down there. He is holding his erection while hovering over me supporting his weight with his right arm; he pushes my legs so my knees are bent then pushes my legs open wider with his knee and slowly sinks into me. I can feel the pressure of him filling me. "Ahh" I moan but a higher pitch this time.
"It's okay, I'll go slowly" in a low harsh voice.
I can feel him pushing up deep inside of me and I feel a sharp twinge of pain but it's not too bad. It feels strange having him inside of me like this but so good. I breathe out with a sigh of relief not realizing that I had my jaw clenched and eyes squinted in anticipation of the pain.
He slowly moves in and out of me. It hurts just a little at first but then as I adjust to the feeling it begins to gradually feel good. Oh yes, I like this, umm. I let go of the sheets and grab his hips. He starts moving in and out very slow while he kisses my lips and rubs my breasts; he moans in a low husky voice and closes his eyes. "oh baby" he breathes. I move my hands around his back and gently press him into me.
I'm starting to like the sensation as he pushes in and out of me faster and I begin to moan softly and move my hips up and down to meet him. He pulls half way out and circles slowly, he closes his eyes and I can see him silently saying "Oh"
"Do you like this baby?" he asks.
"It feels good so good, I love you Christian, oh"
"I love you baby, you feel so good" he groans and he starts thrusting his hips faster, then he pauses and does it again. I can feel my body become rigid again and the tingling sensation getting stronger. It almost feels like a volcano inside of me that's about to erupt.
" I'm going to make you come baby" he growls
"Ahh, uh, uh" is all I can manage as he pumps harder and harder. It seems to go on endlessly.
"Oh yeah baby" he whispers into my neck as he thrusts into me deeper. My moans are loud and I call out his name
"oh " I start moving my hips so fast and try to grind into him to relieve this pressure building up I grip my hands tightly on his ass and push him deeper into me and before I know it, I feel my insides squeeze and clench together so tightly and I have to stretch my legs and stiffen until my body quivers with a pleasure that until this moment I could have never imagine existed.
"Oh God please, oh" I cry as my body explodes with sensation as I find release.
My mind is a state of euphoria . Christian is still pumping fast into me but I can feel him start to stiffen as he grunts loudly. "oh, I'm gonna come, aaahhh" and he thrusts a few more times really hard and then stops and collapses on top of me, and slowly eases out of me. He rolls off of me and falls on his back breathing heavy. I'm lying next to him breathless but thrilled with the realization that I just had sex for the very first time, I'm no longer a virgin and I cannot deny that it was the best feeling I have ever felt in my entire life. I will definitely not regret this. It was magical. He just looks at me and says "I love you, that was amazing"
"OMG" I giggle, I grin at him and reach over and lie on his chest and hug him tightly.
"That was the best feeling I have ever had in my life" and I pull him closer to me.
It was mind-blowing. He smiles at me and says "me too".
He holds me close and rubs my naked behind then up my back and kisses me. We lay for a while and I get up and go to the bathroom.
I go in the bathroom, close the door and just stare at myself and shake my head in disbelief. I can't believe I waited so long to do that. It was worth it because I love him. If I didn't love him I don't think I'd feel this happy. I quickly pee and as I wipe I notice a little blood from the loss of my virginity and I smile big. I wash up and take another look at myself. I don't look much different, but I'm a woman now. I'll never be the same after tonight.
I always thought I'd be sad about this moment if it wasn't on my wedding night but I feel happier than ever. Honestly I want to do it again and again. Christian is not a virgin and I wonder how many girls he's had sex with before me. Maybe I don't want to know and have that in my head, at least not now.
I go back to Christian's bed and he's just lying there and checking his text messages. He pats his hand on the bed as if to say "come here". I quickly get in his bed and pull the covers up to my chest because I'm totally naked. Even though he has just seen me naked and touched every part of me I still feel shy in front of him.
"You feel okay?" he asks and he kisses me." Yes, I'm fine"
"You want more" he whispers
"Yes" I whisper back, and he starts kissing and rubbing me, he grabs a condom and climbs back on top of me and it starts all over again.
This time it lasts much longer. We go slower and it feels so much better now that the initial fear is gone. The feeling of him inside me is indescribable. It's like the world around me doesn't even exist. All I feel is him. I can only concentrate on his body connected to mine, the feel of his soft tongue licking and kissing me, his warm hands rubbing and touching me, his thrusting in and out of me. I climb on top of him and he sits up and holds my waist. I slowly start to grind against him up and down. I can feel all of him deep inside me. Ahh this feels so good.
"He is pushing himself up into me and staring at me, he reaches up and grabs my breasts and I can see his eyes roll back into his head as he grits his teeth. I move faster against him and I can feel that friction building up inside of me. Ooh this feels incredible. He is looking lustfully back at me, groaning in a low deep voice and thrusting himself deeper into me. Then I feel it again, that volcano feeling and it starts to erupt from inside me slowly building up and up and up.
I just grind myself into him as hard as I can and moan loudly. I can feel my body just coming apart as my insides tighten around him, pulling at him, milking every last drop of my energy as I find my release again. Christian grabs my hips tighter and just says "OH God, Oh" and He comes inside of me with a few hard thrusts then stills holding me in place.
He gets up after a few minutes and flushes the condom and starts to get dressed. I do the same and both of us head to the kitchen to get a drink. We talk a little and he holds me in his arms hugging me tightly and saying how much he loves me. It's after midnight and I need to get home. Christian drives me home and leans over to me giving me soft kisses "I love you baby, see you in the morning".
I smile super big like a dork and give him a soft kiss on his lips and graze them gently with my tongue
"I love you more, thank you for the best night of my life".
He grabs my face and looks serious for a moment
" Anastasia this was the best night of my life, so thank you"
I go straight up to my room and jump in the shower. My mom is knocking on my door asking if I'm okay and why I'm showering so late. Ugh you're so nosy mom. I just shout
"I got sand in my hair because it was windy at the restaurant on the beach" and I just lost my virginity! She shouts back a goodnight to me. I throw on a cami and some boy short undies and curl up in my bed with that same stupid grin plastered to me face. I'm not a virgin anymore, I think to myself. I cannot fucking believe I lost my virginity. Tonight was incredible. I have never felt so close to another human being in my life. I'm so in love. I never want to be apart from him now. It would literally break my heart.
Hope you like their first time. I tried to remember what mine was like and how I felt ,so yeah had to make that all up cause mine was nothing like that!