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Thoughts

BPOV

I wonder what Edward is doing right now. What if he drowned in the ocean? Or he got lost? Or he—

"Bella whatever you are thinking, stop it. Stop being all panicky. Edward will be alright," Jasper shouted to me from my left.

I groaned and jumped from my place up on the tree to the soft ground.

"Jasper, I can't help it! I'm sorry if I'm boring you with the same thing over and over." I sat on a rock and looked at the setting sun. I heard a muted thud and then Jasper's arm around me.

"It's alright Bells, I understand, it's just tough being away from him. But you could at least drink a little more before we go back." I leaned into him, not wanting to do anything.

"Jasper, can't we just stay here? I'm so confused. Why would he want to be with someone like me? I know Edward and I are hardly friends, but what if I ruin our relationship? How am I sure he likes me? I love him, and what if I get rejected and what if I—,"

"Wow, Bella, calm down. You're channeling your inner human. Come on, he likes you just as much as you do to him. I know for sure. It will not ruin anything; it might even strengthen your relationship. Don't be afraid. Be careful and wary of your actions, but don't be afraid of your emotions," Jasper sent some soothing waves to me and I gladly accepted it.

"Thanks Jazz, you always know what to say," I hugged him and got up."Might as well finish hunting," I said.

"I'll race ya. First one to drink and get home wins a wish," Jasper said. I lowered into my crouch and winked.

"Go!" I yelled and we both shot off into the forest. I opened my senses and let my vampire self come out. I jumped up on a branch and started jumping until I heard a faint animal heartbeat. I stopped and crouched, my eyes zeroing in on an elk. My throat started to burn. I smirked and sensed Jasper near me, probably trying to get my kill. I put up my shield, momentarily shielding him from my emotions.

I pounced the 47 yards that were between me and the elk and I quickly drained him. I jumped on one more to fully satisfy myself before taking off to the house. Now Jasper was a great hunter, but I was smaller and more flexible, I could run a lot faster than him. I leaned forward, watching the trees fly by. I heard the trickling of the river that ran behind the house. I jumped up grabbed a branch and swung myself into my open window. I sat on my bed and listened. Thirteen and a half seconds later I hear Japer run in.

I chuckle softly, he hears me and groans.

"Damn it Bells, I let you win!" He said running up to my room.

"Right, right, that's what you always say," I smiled and went downstairs to my piano.

I played the new song that I had been writing, and got lost in it. The soft patter of Esme's footsteps interrupted my trance and I looked up to smile at her. My hands immediately switched to her favorite song. When it was over, I put my hands on my lap and invited Esme to sit next to me.

"How are you doing sweetie?" Esme held one of my hands.

"Hunting was good, and I talked with Jasper, I feel a lot better," I smiled my brightest to make sure she believed me.

"That's great Bella. That means you won't leave again right?" Esme's golden eyes pleaded to me.

"I won't leave ever again, I promise mom," I hugged her tight. I didn't like leaving and I don't want to anymore. She kissed my cheek and got up to go read.

I smiled to myself and looked at my hands.

"Bella. Do it! It's fine!" Alice thought to me. That little pixie knew what I was smiling about.

"Alright, Alice. But please remind Jasper about the wish. Hangout over his head and convince him that he will not see it coming" It took only Alice to make Jasper really freak out.

"Of course Bells." She said.

I got up from the stool, and looked at the clock on the wall. 2:29 AM. Charlie would be asleep and no doubt Edward would be.

I ran to his house eager to make sure he was safe in his bed sleeping. I jumped up to his window and internally sighed when I saw his figure on his bed. The wind got stronger all of a sudden and strangely Edward's scent hit me, but it was coming from the forest. I got down and started to follow his scent. I walked quickly and went in deep through the forest. It suddenly stopped at a trunk. It circled the trunk and lead back to the house.

"Oh Edward. Why oh why would you go out in to the forest alone? Don't do it again, you don't know what you might find," I planted these thoughts in his mind; hopefully having these words in his unconscious would make him not do it again. I ran up to the house and looked in his window. I lifted it up slowly and slipped in. I sat on his bed and felt a small headache coming on again.

Edwards is special, I concluded. He can do something, although I'm not sure what, he can do something and it interferes with me. The headache all of a sudden disappeared and I could see in his mind. He was dreaming. He was having a nightmare. Although I felt bad for him, I knew it was best for him. Obviously my words about the forest had affected him. For some reason though, his mind shut off from mine and I didn't get a headache.

I saw him turn restlessly. I started to feel guilty. Maybe it was too bad of an idea planting those thoughts in him.

"It's ok, trust me. It's for your own good," I thought to him. Immediately, his body relaxed and I could see in his mind again, but he wasn't dreaming or anything.

I sat on his bed and stayed there a long while.

"Bella," I heard Edward mumble in his sleep. I smiled and bit my lip, an old human habit I still had, and was happy he said my name in his sleep.

I looked at my watch, 5:13 AM. I knew he would wake soon, so I got up reluctantly and went over to him. I kissed his forehead and covered him with a blanket. I went to the window and jumped out. I should have been more careful thought because I heard the front door handle struggle a little bit. I quickly jumped up in a tree and watched as Chief Masen got out to his cruiser and drive away to work. I headed home, using the braches like I liked to.

I jumped up the balcony by my room and went in. I showered, washing all the dirt of myself and hair. I put on a silky ivory shirt and jeans along with my crème colored Sperrys. Alice had told us it was going to be sunny Monday and Tuesday, so I had no school today. I decided I might as well read all day today and play the piano.

I read a good history book Jasper had recommended but that only took about an hour, so I ran in the forest and hunted a small deer. I was utterly bored. I wanted to do nothing but talk to Edward. I went up to my room and just thought about him.

Night and dawn soon came again and I was still thinking of him.

"Today around 5 would be a good time to get your dress for the gala dinner. Edward will be in Port Angeles, you should keep an eye out on him then." Alice chimed in my head.

"Thanks Alice" I went downstairs to find Esme, who gave me some things to take to the dry cleaners. I jumped in my Volvo and started my journey to Port Angeles.

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