Edward POV –

When I woke up the next morning I could hear music playing from Bella's room. I got up with a groan, rubbed my eyes, put some pants on and walked out of my room. I lightly tapped on her door but got no answer. I turned the handle and open the door to see a sleeping Bella in one of my shirts and some shorts. She looked so peaceful. I could hear her mumbling under her breath and grin. I lived for moments like these.

"Stupid….not good enough….dumb slut…..my…Edward" She rolled over and I could hear crinkling of paper. I quietly walked over to the side of her bed and kneeled down. There, all over her bed, laid nearly a hundred sheets of paper. Some were blank, some had drawings, some had lyrics but most of them had stories. I didn't read them; they were her private belongings, her thought. I would hate it if someone read my sheet music.

I was about to get up and leave when Bella rolled over to face me. Her eyes were open and she looked slightly confused.

"What are you doing in my bedroom" she croaked. Her voice was full of sleep.

"I could hear your music and I thought you were awake."

"I'm sorry I didn't realised I had fallen asleep. I'm sorry" She said again. This time I was confused, what was she apologising for?

"Its fine, I would have had to wake up in fifteen minutes anyway."

"No, not about waking you up, about being a spoiled brat and making this about me. I didn't trust you and I'm sorry. This is your problem and I made it about me. You she be out there doing something and finding the real father."

I was shocked. "Baby, I know why you reacted the way you did, I would have to if I was in your position. How did you know the baby wasn't mine?"

"Because, the look in her eyes. Talking about eyes, what happened to yours?" She asked eyes squinting to get a more focused look.

"Your brothers, don't worry about it. Please. I know how you are going to take this and I just want you to be happy, so don't do anything drastic.

She scoffed. "Well talk about this later. Are you going to see your dad colleagues?" (A/N Major stuff up last chapter, sorry about that, but umm because Carlisle is dead he can't go to his dad so just pretend I said dad's colleagues, please)

"Yeah, it should be fine to book an appointment. I just want this done so we can be together and have fun, you birthdays coming up soon. We go back to school the week after. (A/N I changed the dates. They aren't off for that long. In Australia you have roughly two weeks of after every term apart from Christmas as you have six weeks. So right now they are at the end of August, Bella's birthday is one the 13th so they go back on around the 20th of September. Sorry again. I planned this to go differently but I had such a long break of writing that I had new ideas. Anyways)

"Good, she can't just go around saying somebody is the father of her child. It is wrong." She shook her head. She sat up tidied up her bed, shoving sheets of paper into her top draw of her bedside table and lifted up the covers. "Come on"

I happily jumped into the bed, it was freezing as she had fallen asleep on top of the covers so I snuggled into her and wrapped my arms around her, legs tangling together. It was starting to rain heavily and I'm sure a storm was coming. Just as I thought that thunder rumbled and lightning crackled in the distance. "Ek" Bella squeaked and wrapped her arms around my chest shoving her head into my neck.

"I didn't know you were afraid of thunder storms" I said slightly amused. "Shut up, I'm scared up a lot of things." She mumbled into my neck.

Just as she said that another lightning crackled and Demetri opened the door. His expression fell we he saw me holding her. "Oh, sorry usually I come and help her get to sleep." His expression was unreadable; it was mixed and it was a bad mix. Worried, sad and angry.

"I'm sorry, we were talking. Do you want to stay with her?"

"No, no it's fine." He turned abruptly and shut the door and I don't think at all that he was fine. I looked down at Bella to see she had fallen asleep again.

3 hours later

When I woke up I found that Bella not in the bed or in her bathroom. She might have gone to get breakfast

I decided to go for a run because a lot of shit has happened and it needs to be cleared from my head. I'm going to talk to Dr Barnes today because this shit with Tanya was not going to last long. I'll ring Tanya when I get back from my run but I can't be too sure she will be willing to go straight away. I am a hundred percent certain that that baby isn't mine.

I grabbed my shorts and jumper, through them on and headed out the door. It was quite in the house. Charlie wasn't here; Emmett and Jasper were at work. Dimitri had to go shopping for Bella's birthday gift I already have gotten both their presents. I walked out the front door, did a few stretches on the front porch and headed off. It was nice to run. I haven't been running since mom and dad's funeral and I ended up going too far and having to get Bella to pick me up. I just couldn't handle all those faces staring at me with pity. I didn't need it; I have a great family now. Not that Carlisle and Esme weren't great parents, they were fantastic but there were always working and I never got to have family moments, know I get them every day. I loved living in my best friend's house with their family. My girlfriend. My sister. It is fantastic; I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I had run for a while now just thinking about everything that has happened in this short month. I had sweat covering my t-shirt. My face was flushed and I was sure to start panting anytime now. I had jogged past a lot of runners but the last one caught my eye. I turned around and saw Bella running on the other side of the road. Headphones in and music blasting. She was on a steady jog. I looked both ways and crossed the street. I run up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and hoisted her up into a hug.

"Ahh" She screamed. She arms wailing around trying to hit me. Oops I forgot she couldn't hear me calling her name. I ripped the headphones out. "Bella, it's just me."

"Holy fuck, Edward." She swatted my arm. "You just scared the piss out of me, what the fuck are you doing here?"

"I was jogging and saw you so I turned around and called your name but then I forgot you had your headphones in. Sorry."

"No, it's fine." She stepped back and looked at me. "Why are this far down?" I frowned, I didn't understand. She must have seen my confusion

"You're nearly in the main street Edward." She said with a 'duh' expression.

"Oh, I was thinking about things, I mustn't of realised I was this far in."

"Come on, let's head back, are you going to the doctor today?"

"Yeah I have to ring Tanya as well to get her to come."

We started jogging back and I got a looked at what she was wearing. A black and blue sports bra with black leggings. She looked so sexy, her face was flushed just like mine and she had sweat on her brow. I almost felt like licking it off but refrained.

When we got to the house everyone was there apart from Charlie. I didn't realise how much I missed him. He still had one week of training to do before he comes home. Emmett was playing the Xbox with Demetri and Jasper was strumming to his guitar. Alice was apparently over at Rosalie's, I'm glad they have gotten on so well.

I had a shower, rang Tanya and she agreed to showing up. That was a load off my chest. I dressed in black jeans with a white shirt. I threw on my black vans (outfit on profile) and left.

I knew this was going to be life changing.

Next chapter will be an author's note, as I will be explaining my fuck ups, and it is important as some of the plot has been changed so I need everyone to be up to date with it. Thanks.