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Chapter 13: BPOV

I sat there thinking of what this meant, him saying exactly, so didn't he want me?

I was a puzzled mess, and angry with myself, I had fallen for someone again and once again, they had hurt me.

I loved him, I could feel it, but I don't think he could, like right now, he didn't look the tiniest bit sad that he wasn't following me, his green eyes just stared at me, while I stared back.

"Bella, it's no big deal, really why are you so upset?" he asked, looking back into his hotel room.

"Because I lo..." I cut off, covering my mouth with my hand, my eyes widening in surprise, I wasn't going to say it.

"Pardon?" he asked, once again.

"I thought you wanted me... has that changed, or were you playing with me?" I sobbed a little, it didn't help that it was my time of the month, it made me PMS heaps.

"Bella, I do want you, but you deserve so much better" he sighed running his hand through his hair.

"I want you too" I stood up, placing my hands on my hip, "And if I got better than you, which I don't think that is possible, it would be way too much, because you are all I need".

"Bella I haven't told you something" he looked at me, a little scared, "I think it will change what you think about me and you'll be glad I'm going the other way".

"Nothing could make me stay away from you, Edward" I said softly, grabbing at his arm, my tears long gone.

"Bella..." he sighed, "You'll hate me".

"Just tell me" I demanded, pulling him into his hotel room, placing both of us on the couch.

"You know what happened with you and Mike?" he asked, I nodded, his piercing green eyes staring straight ahead.

"I've done that Bella" he said, his voice turning icily tone.

"Done what?" I was confused.

"I've cheated and my girlfriend caught me" he sighed, getting up from his seat, "Her name was Lauren and she spiked my drink, I think, the next thing I remember was her and I upstairs and Tanya my girlfriend walking in on us, I will never forgive myself and Bella I know you'll hate me, this is why you deserve better".

"You cheated?" I sat stunned, staring at him in shock, "But you said you were drugged, you can't help that Edward"

"I still did it and I'm not proud of it Bella, that's why I want to hurt Mike, because what he did was what I did and it's wrong, no one should be put through it, like you and Tanya did"

"This Tanya, do you still like her?" I cringed waiting for his answer.

"We still talk, but she is in a serious relationship now, a kid on the way" he explained, looking at me, "Bella I do want you, your different from most girls, but I don't think you could put up with me knowing I did something that hurt you ages ago..."

I cut him off by placing a hand over his lips, "I don't hate you Edward, yes it hurts to know you did something that has been done to me before, but as you said, you were drugged" I explained, trying to calm him down.

"I still hate myself for it Bella that is why we are going the other way" he explained bowing his head down, so I couldn't see his face, while my fingers grazed his jaw softly.

"Edward, I still want you to follow me, I still feel the same about you, this hasn't changed you to me" I explained, tilting his head up so he could see me, "Edward, I want you too"

"Bella, I've wanted you for awhile" he sighed with me, locking his green eyes with my brown eyes.

I was up on my toes, leaning my head to the side, while his head came down leaning in the opposite and very slowly but tenderly, our lips touched for the first time. I closed my eyes, tilting my head the other way, Edward following my lead, kissing me back, his hands placed on my hips, so my body was up against his, my arms thrown tightly around his neck.

We broke apart too early for my liking, but our first kiss, was magical, his lips so soft, but demanding, showing me what he felt.

"I'll miss you Bella" he sighed hugging me closely.

He was still going to go away from me, "I'll miss you too" I whispered against his lips, kissing him lightly before turning on my heel, heading towards my hotel, were I had to apologise to my girls.

"Rose and Alice?" I called, when I noticed all our bags gone, even mine, I headed towards the front desk, asking where they were.

"There in the car, miss" the receptionist said and I left with a quick 'thanks' were slipping from my lips as I headed towards our road trip car.

As I slid in the backseat I looked at both Rose and Alice sitting in the front, "I am so sorry; I don't deserve your forgiveness".

"Bella its okay, we were just worried about you, did you sort things out?" Rose asked quietly looking in the rear-view mirror at me.

"We kissed, I told him to follow me, but he said he will miss me, that's it" I sighed looking out my window at Edwards Volvo.

"Bella things will work out" Alice said to me, reaching back to pat my knee softly.

"Thanks Alice" I smiled at her softly.

"They better anyway, I need Jasper like Rose needs Emmett" she laughed, "Rose let's go".

All I knew was without Edward with me on this trip; it was only going to be part fun.

EPOV

She left and I said I would miss her and that I wouldn't follow her, but truth be told, I loved her and I needed her.

"Guys?" I called, both appeared in front of me seconds later, "I have our next destination" I said holding up a pamphlet.

They both smiled and nodded, and then we all left to pack our bags.

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