Rating: Mature for language and implied sex

I don't own Bleach and the song used is too lost in you by Sugababes.

Please enjoy, even though it's a little depressing in places. Hope it's not OC or anything.

Too lost in you.

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind

Ichigo found himself looking into those blue eyes. He'd seen them glint with lust, malice even humour but right now he couldn't even read the emotion in them. He didn't know if he cared as Grimmjow's lips claimed his in a bruising kiss, crushing his body against Ichigo's. The fight was forgotten, as it always was, in favour of another battle. Ichigo's eyes slid closed so that he didn't have to think about what he was doing, just feel. His resolve to finally defeat Grimmjow was lost in this one moment of complete and utter passion and he couldn't help but realise just how much he'd missed this. The fierce touches and Grimmjow's solid muscular chest under his hands was like being made complete again. He traced his fingers around the edge of the man's hollow hole and felt Grimmjow shiver against him.


I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

He could feel the spiking reiatsu of his friends as they fought their enemies and Ichigo felt that all too familiar sense of guilt that he was allowing this to happen. But he couldn't stop. He couldn't tear his hands away. Grimmjow was intoxicating him just like he always had, like he always managed to.

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

Grimmjow tugged at his arms, pinning them above his head and Ichigo didn't even have the strength to pull them back down as Grimmjow moved over him, pushing his shirt from his shoulders and trailing kisses down his chest.

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Ichigo groaned sinking back into the bed as Grimmjow's expert hands slid over him. His brain was running in circles and he opened his eyes again to look at Grimmjow as the man glanced up smirking. Ichigo felt his heart stagger a little at that look, but shook it off, forgetting it a second later as Grimmjow slid his arousal over Ichigo's. He opened his mouth to try and form words, but a series of incoherent moans was all that he could manage. A month was way too long to go without this. This sweet, searing pleasure that made him loose all sense of anything.

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you

Ichigo's whole body shook as he reached his peak, Grimmjow buried inside of him. He was panting and moaning, desperate to have the hollow deeper inside of him. He wanted to twine himself around Grimmjow and never let go, and then there was that heat washing his body as stars exploded behind his eyes while Grimmjow grunted and growled, biting and scratching his sensitive body as the Arrancar found his release inside of him.


Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)

Ichigo sighed, sitting up in his empty bed and feeling that familiar ache of loneliness at waking up alone again. He knew he was being stupid and every single fibre of his being hated him for being so stupid. He shouldn't feel lonely; he had his friends, the shinigami and his family. So many people relying on him. But he couldn't help it; there was that niggling voice in his head. 'If they knew,' it whispered, 'what would they do? What would they say? If they saw what a monster you really are…would they still be there?'

Then there was Grimmjow, who was like him in a way. Who blew his mind and turned him inside out with rage. It was dangerous, this obsession between them. Ichigo knew better than to describe it as love. On Grimmjow's side anyway, it was a forbidden thrill, a way of defying a master he hated and release.


I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

Which made Ichigo ask himself, what exactly this was to him?

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined

Ichigo felt himself shiver at Grimmjow's words which were soft and sensual in his ear, purring and gentle as he promised to do unmentionable things inside the teen. Ichigo could feel himself giving in, because he had to. He brought his lips up to the blue haired hollows and pressed them gently, feeling that god awful bone mask scrape his cheek.


And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

He cracked his eye's open and observed the man as Grimmjow gripped his chin hard.

"Fucking say it," Grimmjow growled and Ichigo scowled deeply.

"Fuck you," Ichigo spat, his voice feeling more confident than he was and then Grimmjow was pressing his body against his again and Ichigo couldn't even remember what the man had asked him to say.

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Ichigo stared out of his bedroom window, aware the arrancar was gone again and there was that guilt gnawing at his stomach. He froze, hearing that ripping sound and he spun around, his wide brown eyes meeting those insolent blue ones.

"Tch, I forgot this," Grimmjow shrugged, picking up his Espada shirt from the floor. "Those shinigami's even show up?" He asked, frowning curiously at Ichigo whose attention was back to the window. Ichigo shook his head and Grimmjow growled.

"So you told me to fuck off, without even letting me near you for no reason?" Grimmjow scowled, stalking towards the bed. He leant in, biting softly on Ichigo's neck, before tugging the teen around so he could press a fierce kiss against his lips.

"You better let me fuck you extra hard next time then," Grimmjow hissed into the teens ear before turning to leave and Ichigo smirked after the man, knowing that he probably would.

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Ichigo fell back onto the bed, panting. He had given in once again. Grimmjow was right, he had fucked him extra hard and Ichigo winced a little as he sat up to watch the man put his clothes on.

"Hey Grimm," He spoke quietly, watching as Grimmjow paused in pulling his white trousers on. "Why don't you….stay?" Ichigo muttered quietly, his eyes moving away from the sexta espada. He froze his heart pounding. Ichigo was no coward, he could face this man in a thousand battles, but those words…to say them had sacred him to death.

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

"You want me to stay?" Grimmjow asked, for once his face emotionless as he stared at the blushing orange haired teen. Ichigo nodded his gaze defiant as it landed on Grimmjow. "Sure, whatever,"

Ichigo's eyes widened as Grimmjow stalked back towards the bed, lying down next to the now motionless teen.

"What the fuck? You ask me to stay and then you just sit there?" Grimmjow growled out, feeling the disgusting warmth that always crept in his chest whenever he was with the teen rising. His once purely violent obsession had now turned to a desperate lust, a burning need to be with the teen and see his face twist in pleasure rather than pain. Grimmjow was disgusted with himself.

Ichigo lay back in the bed, feeling an arm snake around his waist and he relaxed into Grimmjow's touch. He could feel himself drifting to sleep and he could feel the hard chest of the man pressed against his back. He gave a little smile before frowning, his mind spinning. He had no idea how Grimmjow really felt. But this warmth, no matter what the cost of it, was nice.

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I don't know what you thought of that. Ichigo felt a little wimpy. But whatever, I don't know what to think about it. It's a little disjointed as well so I hope it makes sense. It's a nice song though.

So I apologize for how long this took to be updated! Let me know what you think thanks.