The thing is I was worried Embry could have been right you see Paul and I tend to get carried away and forget, could you imagine us with baby? Yeah we defiantly need to use condoms more often. We were getting lectured off everyone at Sam's, this would persuade us, we're too stubborn.
"Guys you need to, you can't afford to have a kid at sixteen. Think if you did end up with a kid what it would be like." Kim ranted everyone shivered in horror at idea of a mini-us. "It would swear before talking and fight before walking. You know what it is a wonder you are not pregnant you to have been having sex for what 3 years? It is amazing that you are baby-less." She then collapsed on to Jared tired after her rant. Paul and I looked at each other awkwardly; she was right to some extent but wrong to another. Everyone saw us looking at each other in that way and kicked off big time.
"What? Please tell me you don't have some secret love child on the other side of the world!"
"Chill Kim we don't."
"Well what was that look about? Kim calm down babe." Jared questioned.
"It was nothing, can we not look at each other." I was getting angry, Paul was hugging me close knowing what I was feeling.
"Ariella, Paul I know you don't want to tell us but we want to know happened we are your family we want to help with anything."
"There's nothing to help with. I looked at Paul because I love him. When Kim looks at Jared no one expects a love child."
"That's because they are frigid virgins and Kim's practising to be a nun."
"Embry now is not the times for your comments. Jared calm down he just wants a reaction like always. Now Paul, Ariella would you tell us what has happened we know something is up." Sam stated.
"Fine. God you can't have no peace in this tribe. Well as you know Paul and I have sex regularly and have been since we were thirteen. Well when we were 14 we had unprotected sex and of course I became pregnant." Everyone gasped, and Paul pulled me closer and kissed the top of my head. "We didn't want to tell anyone so we kept it a secret and saw a doctor in Forks. It ended up I was 2 months pregnant. But there were complications and the baby had died. We didn't know what we were going to do but having all our choices taken away felt wrong. After that we grew even more distant and hated each other. Our baby has always been with us. It would have been 2 years old by now." I started crying then, it was not like we were going to keep it but knowing it died before we could even give it a home killed me. I had a scar from where they took out my little baby. Paul placed me on his lap and held me while I cried.
"Ella, why didn't you tell me I could have helped you? You two shouldn't have gone through this alone." Kim had tears in her eyes as did Emily. Embry had disappeared after I was talking and then returned with a hot chocolate and cookies.
"Here I'm not good with crying girls but when my mum is sad I always do this for her." he then kissed my head and went out mumbling about not making Kim and Emily hot chocolates as well or dealing with anymore crying. He could be a darling when he wanted. I gave Paul a cookie and sipped at my hot chocolate.
"Kim is right you two were too young to go through this. Is that why you had trouble saying yes to him?" Sam quizzed.
"Yeah it brought back the memories of the day. We were going to make a go at being a couple but when it happened we decided against it." I started crying again and from shaking I tipped my chocolate over my arm. Paul quickly carried me into the kitchen and put ice on my burnt arm.
"Babe it's ok. We have each other and that's all that matters. When we are older I promise we can have kids." He then kissed my tears away.
"Lots?"
"Yes so many you can't walk properly if you want. Now stop crying, it kills me to see you sad and it's my fault."
"Paul! No it's not it was just not meant to be. I love you Paul Jack Lahote."
" Really? I guess that's good 'cause I love you Ariella Nayelli Harlow with everything I have"
"Of course you're my Eric." I was thinking of when I named his wolf Eric, his nickname for me and my favourite Disney movie.
"You're my Ariel." He kissed me then. "Now come on how about we go back to yours and I'll let you put Little Mermaid on." He picked me up bridal style and carried me all the way to my house we passed lots of people in the street including Embry. He gave us the thumbs up and then glared at people who were talking about us. Paul placed in my bed while he went to get the popcorn and put the film in. He whispered Eric's lines to me at times. He had to watch it all the time with me. I fell asleep in his arms and when I woke up he was gone but a note lay on my desk along with some sea-shells from the beach. The note said "Dear my Ariel, I've gone for patrol, I hope you don't wake up till I come back but if you do I hope it's not because of a bad dream and I wasn't there to comfort you. I'll be back at 1. I opened your window so I could climb down and not some stranger. Hope you have sweet dreams my little mermaid, keep my side of the bed warm. Lots of love your Eric. Xxxxxxxx" bless his writing it was like a child's it was only twelve so I snuggled down and hugged his pillow which smelt like him. I woke up in the morning to find the pillow was replaced with Paul, much better than any pillow.
"Morning babe, how you today?"
"I'm fine, sorry for yesterday."
"Don't apologise. I see you got my note."
"Yeah but I was quite looking forward to the stranger to come in to my room while you were away" he then lay on top of me and started tickling me. After a while he stopped and started kissing me. He then stopped all of a sudden and threw me over his shoulder and carried me down stairs and out the front door. He only had shorts on and I only had his t-shirt on and underwear. It was only six in the morning so no one was out that we knew. He carried me all around the reservation I had no idea where we were going and just stared at his ass, it was gorgeous. He every now and then would smack me ass and I went to bit his when he said "Ariel if you want breakfast you will kindly remove your teeth from near my ass. I much prefer your mouth on the other side of my lower region rather my ass. Feel free to put your mouth there anytime babe"
"Now I highly doubt Ariel would do that to Eric."
"Oh I'm sure she did she was terrible little dirty minx."
"They miss that out in the film."
"I know it's a shame they didn't even give a proper reflection of Ariel. Who is your idol and I know you used to copy so you can copy her minx ways."
"Well in that case turn around and head to the beach Eric." He turned around and started running, someone was in a hurry. He was jostling me around and my boobs kept hitting his hard shoulder.
"Babe calm down, your should keeps banging in to my breasts and it hurts."
"Your breasts? When did you become posh? It's ok babe I'll massage them better." I could hear the smirk in his voice. When we got to the beach he just dropped me on the floor in a very un-lady like lump.
"Omph. Cheers babe."
"No problem" he helped me up and when I got up I pulled his top over my head and ran into the sea.
"Well are you coming? I thought I was meant to be Ariel I'm in the sea." He came running in and we of course had sex in the sea. Perfect way to end a shitty day.