Here's an update, I could have done it sooner but the internet hates me. Things will get heated, you've been warned. And if you guys know anything about ice skating, let me know. Thanks to the people that are leaving reviews. If you haven't make sure to leave one. Enjoy(:

Demi's Pov

"How did things with Selena go?"

"Perfect." In a way. Well the last conversation we had wasn't. It wasn't exactly a conversation, she just put her walls up. This Voldemort guy is really getting to her. I've never seen her like this. Yeah she's crushed on guys before but never something like this. She's talking about forbidden love, it just makes me wonder who she could possibly like that she can't date. I'm just gonna have to keep trying, I don't like to see her hurting.

"Perfect?"

"Yup. Things are perfect between us. How was yesterday? I'm sorry I didn't come back."

"It's okay Demi. Um the interview was great, it's kinda what happened after the interview that wasn't so great."

"This isn't fair."

"Demi, I know I'm sorry." She can't leave me.

"It'll only be a couple of weeks and then I'll be back. It'll be alright Demi, we'll be alright."

"But I need you here with me."

"And you think I don't? I don't wanna have to go Demi, I wanna stay here with you."

"But why can't you just record here?"

"Simon said it's best if I record at home, my family's there and and the producer seems to have the same thought."

"Yes, but I'm here."

"I'm sorry Demi. I tried, there's nothing I can do about it." This really isn't fair. I don't want her to leave, but I'm being selfish. She needs to start her career.

"When are you leaving?"

"T-tonight." Tonight? No, she can't be leaving me tonight. This isn't fair.

"WHAT! No baby, why didn't you tell me? When did you find out?"

"Yesterday, Simon called me after the interview so we could meet up. We discussed it and he said I'll be back for the end of the show or something like that." She's gonna be gone for a month.

"Jennel, you should have told me. We don't have that much time to spend together as it is. I wouldn't have stayed if I knew you were leaving."

"I did tell you. Well kinda, I texted you telling you we need to talk, but once you texted me back I thought I'd just tell you when you come back. I know how much you miss Selena, you needed that time with her and I wasn't going to take that away from you." Fuck, I never did read the texts.

"That's why I love you. You're so caring and thoughtful, and here I am being selfish." Did I just say I love you?

"D-demi. I."

"It's okay. I'm sorry I wasn't even supposed to say that. I mean I said it, but I kinda wanted to keep it in my head. I probably just messed things up between us. I'm mean why am I apologizing? It's not like I regret it, 'cause I don't but I already sa-." Kissing someone is always the best way to shut them up.

I get lost in the kiss immediately. I feel her caress my cheeks so my hands drop to her back. Her tongue traces my bottom lip, begging for access. I let her in, we both moan once our tongues come in contact with each other. We pull away breathless. Her forehead rests against mine.

"I love you Demi. Don't ever doubt that. And I wanna show you how much. " She kisses me again, this time it's a bit rougher, but still so slow and passionate. Her hands drop down to my thighs as she picks me up. My hands wrap around her neck as she carries me to my room. Deja vu.

She lays me down and places herself over me. Goosebumps take over my skin as she slides my shirt up to the edge of my bra. Her lips attach themselves to mine. My hands begin to caress her body. I rub my hands up and down her sides as she draws circles on my stomach. I pull away and tug her bottom lip causing her to let out a moan.

I grab her thighs and begin to massage them. Her hips begin to move into mine. My hands slide up her back so I can remove her shirt.

"Don't." I whisper. Her hands were already moving up to cover herself. I sit up and peck her nose. She lets out a laugh. I remove my shirt and let it fall with hers.

"You're beautiful Jennel. There's no need for you to cover up." I peck her chest and proceed to remove her clothing.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Your socks, and one get stuck in your jeans and the other one is still on your foot." I peck her nose. I didn't want this to be so serious.

"If you keep pecking my nose I'm gonna keep all my love to myself."

"Muah." I peck her nose again. She straddles me and grabs my face.

"I love you Demi. I don't think I'll ever get tired of saying that." I thought she was gonna say something else.

"I've been waiting so long to hear those words Jennel."

"I love you." She pecks my nose. I let out a small laugh.

She moves down so she can place kisses down my stomach. Her hand reaches to caress my breast. My nipples harden at her touch. She pinches them causing my hips to buck.

She's being so gentle. She's kissed pretty much every inch of my body, except where I need her to be. But I'm not complaining. I've never been treated like this. She's so loving and caring, I hate that she's leaving.

She spreads my legs and places herself between them.

"Look at me princess." She tilts my head up. Her eyes aren't lustful and full of desire. They're loving and compassionate This won't just be a good fuck, she's letting me know that by the way she's looking at me.

"I love you Demi."

"I love you too Jennel." She leans over to peck my nose. I instantly blush, she's being so cute about this. I know she's never been with a girl and neither have I, we're both in the same boat but it's cute that she's taking control.

She places her mouth on my nipple, I feel her tongue drag itself on my skin tracing circles around it, making it even harder than it was before. One hand goes to caress the other. She places her other hand on the inside of my thigh and works her way up.

"Jennel." I moan her name. I need her to touch me.

"Relax Demi." She begins to rub my clit and attaches her mouth on my other breast. My hips begin to move against her hand. I moan once her fingers are inside me. She begins to plant kisses up my neck and to my lips.

"Mmm Jennel." My back arches as she places her mouth where I need her the most. Her fingers are pushing inside me faster. She begins to suck my clit. I can feel myself getting closer.

She increases her speed and pushes into me harder. Her tongue is rapidly flicking my clit. I throw my head back in pleasure. For someone who's never done this before she's just damn.

"Fuck baby, I'm so close." My hips are moving against her mouth. She gently bites down. My hands tangle themselves in her hair. She removes her hand and replaces it with her tongue. I push her into me. I need more. She grabs my hands and places them to the side. She looks up at me and laces our hands together. I smile at her, she's just so perfect.

I slow down and let her ride out her orgasm.

"I love you Demi."

"I know, you haven't stopped telling me." I lay down next to her and push her hair out of her face.

"I love you, I love you, I love you." She starts tickling me.

"J-jennel. S-st-o ahaha Jennel please."

"I love you." She whispers in my ear.

"And I love you my angel." She brings our lips into a kiss. She pulls back and places her forehead against mine. Her lips brush up against mine and I lean in for another kiss but I hear her let out a laugh. I feel her smile against my lips. I lean in again only to kiss her cheek. She's being such a cute tease right now.

"Why are you so perfect? You're being so cute. You make me feel like I've never felt before. I'm so happy when I'm with you."

"I live to make you happy Demi." I lean in once more, but this time I cup her cheeks so she can't pull away.

"I can't. I'm sorry Jennel, I really want to but we can't be seen together right now." I wish I could go with her, but we can't risk anything.

"I understand." It pains me to see her so sad. But this is for the best. This won't be the first time we're gonna be apart. We might as well get used to it.

"Jennel baby don't be so sad. I know this is hard, for both of us but we'll get through it. It's you and me babe, it's just a month. We'll talk everyday baby, we can have Skype dates. We'll get through it. You should be smiling, you're gonna start recording."

"You're right. I just have to stay positive. I love you Demi."

"I love you too Jennel."

"I don't wanna be rude, but we spent pretty much all of yesterday and part of today together. Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. I'm really lonely."

"So first you use me for my body, and now you just need me to keep you company. Do you want my money too?"

"Ugh, like I said before a girl has needs."

"Do you want me to come over, or what?"

"Can you come please, I don't wanna leave my bed right now."

"Fine, I'll see you in a few."

"Thanks Selly."

"How can I be of assistance?"

"I don't know… Hold me?" I move closer to her as she opens her arms. "You know, I'm starting to think you hold me just because you like it, not because I want you to."

"Fine then I won't hold you anymore." I just smile. I don't feel like messing with her right now. I just want my baby back. "Demi you're worrying me, what's got you so quiet?"

I can't even tell her. Maybe I can. She already knows that Jennel and I got really close.

"Um well. It's complicated."

"You don't have to tell me anything you don't feel comfortable with."

"No Sel, I trust you. Jennel. I well , you know that me and her got really close and well she was kinda staying with me. And she left a while before you got here. And I just really miss her."

"Oh Demi I'm sorry. You have me. Even though I'm not Jennel, but I'm here for you."

"I know thanks." I cuddle into her as her grip tightens on me. This is comforting, it kinda scares me how comfortable I feel in her arms.

Selena's Pov

How did things change so fast? We went from talking once a month, to me sleeping at her house for almost a month. I'm not complaining. I got to wake up next to her and hold her while we sleep. I was finally able to sleep. It's been kinda hard being around her though. And she hasn't made it any easier. She's always been a touchy person, and that doesn't help the situation. But aside from that, things are just perfect between us. We haven't brought the past up yet, I kinda want to. But it'll happen when it needs to.

"We should go ice skating."

"What! Where?" I can barely skate on regular ones.

"I don't know. Let me Google it. I haven't done that in a while, it'll be fun."

"But we'll be seen. I don't mind it. But you know." I don't care if we're seen or not. I just don't wanna get the fans all happy and maybe nothing comes out of this. I'm not saying me and Demi are gonna stop talking again, but if it does happen, I don't want it going public, and I'm guessing she thinks the same

"This one come here." I walk up behind her and look at the screen.

"It's far away from here. We can leave now and just spend the night over there. Come on Selly please?" She called me Selly, and she's pouting. She knows exactly how to get what she wants. But I'm not sure about this.

"I don't know Demi. I've never been ice skating, and I can barely skate on regular ones. Are you trying to kill me?"

"Did I make it too obvious?" She turns around to face me. If I just lean in a bit more our lips could no. These thoughts will be the death of me.

"Fine, we'll go but on one condition."

"Anything."

"You won't let me fall."

"I won't let you fall. And if I do, I'll always be there to catch you."

We've been in the car for what seems like hours, and I just can't stop thinking about what she said. It's been replaying in my head ever since.

"I wont let you fall. And if I do, I'll always be there to catch you."

There's just more to it than she won't let me fall on my ass. There's so much more meaning behind those words. It's like saying she won't let me hurt, and if I already am, she'll be there to make it better. It could be just me taking it that way, but the way she said it only confirms that she meant it in a different way.

Sometimes I feel like she knows, especially since we've been together for so long. Everyday it's something new, we flirt a little more. She's caught me staring at her more than once but she doesn't say anything about it. I fall for her a bit more each day.

"Selena, you okay?"

"Y-yeah. I'm just nervous. I'm gonna bust my ass."

"Ha ha. So what? We're gonna have fun, it doesn't matter. And you know I'm gonna be there to catch you if you fall."