À.N. Yep, that's my girlfriend.

"So.." I dragged out.

Miley was sitting next to me while having one leg bent on the bed and the other hanging off. I was sitting close to her, but not to close. Yet close enough to feel her body heat which made my skin crawl. My hands were in my pockets clenching onto the fabric as my eyes were roaming her face waiting for the reasons why she couldn't be with me. She wasn't looking at me still, her gaze was focused on the ground while she was biting her lower lip. It was cute when she did that. Everything about her was cute. Finally, she spoke up.

"I'm scared.." She said softly.

My heart started to race. She's scared of me. I knew it.

I cleared my throat, "Of me?" I questioned softly.

Her head shot up, "No, no. God no."

A relieved breath escaped my lips while my body began to get more relaxed. Still looking at her I asked, "Then what are you scared of?" She didn't say anything. "Are you scared what people will think or something?"

She shook her head. "No. I don't care what other people will think."

"Then what Miley? You gotta give me something."

She looked down again then back up at me. "I'm scared of myself."

I didn't say anything. I just kept looking at her with a unsure expression. She was scared of herself? That doesn't make sense. By this time she was looking at her hands fiddling with her fingers to try and distract her.

"Why are you scared?"

She shrugged while still looking at her hands, "I'm not used to.." She paused, "This."

"Being gay?"

She nodded. "Miley there's nothing wrong with being gay." I simply said. "I'm gay and I don't see anything scary about it." Did I just tell her I was gay? I guess I did. But she probably already put two and two together. Dumbass.

She looked up at me and chuckled, "I kind of figured you were gay." I laughed along with her but shortly stopped. "So, what's the problem?" I really don't see an issue here. But if she's not comfortable with it or us, then I'm not going to push anything on her.

She sighed, "I don't know Lily. It just kind of scared me when all these feelings popped out of nowhere. I mean, the first day you came here I was already attracted to you. It scared me. But I still wanted to get to know you and get close." Finally, she lifted her head up to look at me. "I never really liked a girl before."

I started to laugh. I know this is time to be serious but still it was funny as hell. Mileys facial expression had like 'what the fuck' look and that look right there made me stop. "What's so funny? This is serious!" She said while slapping my shoulder.

"I'm sorry." I chuckled, "but it's funny."

She folded her arms over her chest, "No it's not."

She was getting pissed, I could tell from the way she was eying me down. "Okay, okay. Its not funny. But I've been there." I took my hands out of my pockets and intertwined them together while setting them on my lap. "Yeah its scary at first since you don't know what the hell you're really feeling but, its nothing bad. I got over it and accepted the fact that I was more into girls then guys."

"Well, I'm okay with it. But not okay with it. If that makes any sense?"

"No that makes sense. You just gotta figure out who you really are just like.." I paused and thought a minute. "I did.." I softly said. Truth be told, I don't know who I am. On the outside, I'm this rebellious teenager who doesn't give a flying fuck about anything. But, on the inside I really don't know who I am. I guess I was starring out in space because when Miley touched my hand it made me jump.

"Lily, not to put this out there but I kind of thought you were gay." She said with a serious tone.

My stomach started to sink after she said that. Was it that obvious? No. I always pushed her away. I raised an eyebrow, "Uhm, how?" She giggled, "Just by the way you acted sometimes." Did I miss something? Did she say the way I acted? Hello! She's the one who always came on me!

"You're not serious are you?" She nodded slowly like I was stupid or something. "As I recall you were the one who always threw yourself on me." She started to laugh sarcastically then gave my shoulder a shove, "Did not!"

I tilted my head and gave her one of those 'oh really' looks. "Okay, what about the time we were on the beach? Or at the club? Or.." She cut me off by throwing her hands up to motion me to stop. "Okay, okay. I'll admit that I sometimes might have threw myself on you." I gave her like an 'uh duh' look and she smiled.

"But in my defense you liked it."

I couldn't help but grin. She's right, I did like it. "Shut up." I said in a mocking tone. My gaze went to the floor while I was still smiling then back at Miley. Her lips were apart and she was giving me this look like she wanted to attack me or something. Suddenly, I could see her leaning in and I started to as well. I could feel her warm breath on my lips as we were only centimeters apart, my eyes were half way closed but I suddenly pulled away. The thought of her date with Gabe just popped in my head and I couldn't kiss her again without knowing what happened. As much as I didn't want to know, I couldn't kiss her without the thought of him doing something to her. I looked at Miley who was giving me a hurt look.

"I'm sorry." I muttered.

"What's wrong?"

"I just.." I bit down on my lower lip. "I can't do this without knowing what happened between you and Gabe."

I started to bite down on my lower lip again while waiting for her to explain everything that happened on their date. "Nothing." She simply said. By now my lip was sore from the nibbling, so I brought my finger up to rub it. "What do you mean nothing? Something had to happen. It was a date." I said while rubbing my lip.

She smiled, "Nothing happened because I didn't go."

My fingers stopped rubbing my lips as my jaw hung open. "You didn't go?" I slowly asked.

"I couldn't. It didn't feel right."

I brought my hand down, "But you were so excited."

She gave me a cocky grin, "I'm a good actress."

I couldn't believe her. She had me worried this whole time for nothing. She's going to get it. I lunged at her and I could see the surprise look on her face when I was pushing her on her back. I pinned both heer hands above her head as I was straddling her waist. I was hovering over her giving her a cocky grin now. "You're horrible, you know that?" She smiled and giggled, "I know." We were starring into each others eyes now. Those blue eyes were like the ocean, I could get lost in them forever. To my surprise I found myself leaning down towards her face. I was so close to her lips again but Miley just had to speak up.

"Lily.." She softly said.

Just centimeters from her lips it was hard not to just kiss her. "Yeah?" I asked.

With a dead serious voice she said, "You smell."

Are you kidding? Way to ruin the moment Miley. I let out a groan and pushed myself off her while I had each knee on the side of her hips. I sniffed my shoulder and made a disgusting face. Ew. She's right I do smell. "I guess I do." I fully got off her and stood in the middle of the room as Miley was getting up. I went to her door and was opening it until I stopped when I heard her call out.

"Where are you going?"

"I need a shower and change of clothes. I'll be back later."

"Oh. Okay."

I gave her a reassuring smile and left her room. I pretty much sprinted out of her house and down the street. I was so happy, I feel like I could take on the world. That nothing that came in my path could stop me. Before I knew it I was at my house and already running up the stairs. I swear, I couldn't get my clothes off fast enough to jump in the shower. Knowing that Miley felt the same way about me made my heart skip a beat. Soon, and I mean very soon I will be able to call her my girlfriend.

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"There," Miley pointed to the sky, "that's the big dipper."

Miley and I are laying on the hood of my car with our backs pressed against the windshield looking up into the clear night sky starring at the stars. We're at the cliff I was at yesterday when I thought Miley and Gabe were on a date. Knowing that Miley didn't go on the date after all felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Since this morning after I went home showered and got dressed me and Miley have been inseparable. We went walking on the beach, I took her out to lunch then went back to her house to watch some movies for a while. Now, we're here starring at the stars, side by side with are arms touching each other. I had my right hand on my stomach while my left arm was behind my head. Miley hand both her hands interwined and placed on her stomach.

"How do you know all this stuff?"

Miley giggled, "Some of us actually pay attention in school."

That's a joke. I huffed, "Sure."

My eyes were roaming the sky but I could feel another pair of eyes roaming me. I turned my head to the right to find Miley on her side scanning my face as if there was something on it.

"What? Is there something on my face?"

She smiled, "Yes. You have eyes, a nose and mouth."

My eyes rolled as I turned my head to look at the sky again. Suddenly, I got nervous and butterflies started to form in my stomach. Should I ask Miley what we are? Or is it to soon? I don't know. I want her has my girlfriend, but then again she's scared of all this happening and I don't want to push it on her. I was broken out of my thoughts when I heard a soft voice call my name.

"Lily?"

"Yeah?"

"Penny for your thoughts?"

I gave a small laugh, "It's nothing Miles."

"You're a horrible liar." She stated.

I turned to look at her and the way she was looking at me gave me shivers all over. "I know." I smiled. She smiled back, "So are you going to tell me?" I started to get nervous again and my face started to heat up. Where did all these emotions come from? God, if she only knew how she made me feel maybe then she'd understand how I get lost for words. This time, my eyes were scanning her face hoping to find a answer of some sort. I stopped when my eyes met her, she was looking at me with a soft look, her eyes were just so hypnotizing and so beautiful it was hard to look away.

"Miley.." I softly said.

She smiled as my cheeks began to turn red and heat up. Mileys hands were in front of her placed on the hood, so I took my injured cased hand and tried to intertwined our hands. She couldn't help but let out a giggle from the fact that I was trying to hold her hand. I let out a frustrated groan as Miley continuing to giggle. "Here." She said while placing her other hand over mine that was sort of intertwined with hers.

I smiled at the fact that our hands were together then looked back up at her.

"Miley, I.. I mean.. Will you.. Uh.." I stuttered after every word. I couldn't help it. For some stupid reason I couldn't get the question out there. It was like my brain went dead or something. Suddenly, I felt a soft pair of lips on mine and my eyes immediately closed. When Miley pulled away my eyes opened slowly to find this amazing girl looking back at me with her genuine smile.

"I'd love to be your girlfriend."

I smiled then kissed her again. Our intertwined hands broke apart as I rolled on my side placing my injured hand on Miley's hip tring to pull her closer to me as her hand went to the back of my neck deepening the kiss. It started out as a simple kiss, until Miley's tongue traced my bottom lip wanting access to my mouth. Of course, without any hesitation I opened it a little to get welcomed by a warm slick tongue where it made moan into her mouth. I could feel her smirk as we were basically having a make out fest on the hood of my car but I didn't care. She was mine and I was hers and that's all that matters.

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The clock read two thirty five as I sat on my bed starring at it hopping the time would go by faster. Since I was still suspended from school and Miley wasn't, I had nothing to do during the day when Miley was gone. I let out a frustrated groan and fell back on my bed. Fifteen minutes until Miley gets out of school and time was going by so slowly. She asked me to pick her up since her dad was using her car today. I turned to look at the clock which read two thirty seven.

"Ahhh! Fuck it!" I shouted.

I got up from my bed, grabbed my keys and head out my door. Time I get to the school I'll only have a few minutes to wait so whatever. I got in my car, turned on the engine and backed out of the driveway. I wasn't going to race to the school, I told myself that I would take my sweet ass time but I couldn't help but speed a little. Before I knew it I was in front of the school lined up behind a few cars that were waiting to pick up the other kids too. I looked at the clock and I had about five minutes before the final bell rang. I put the car in park and tilted my head against the head rest and closed my eyes. Some stupid pop song turned on, it sounded like someone was running over a cat or something. I turned the radio station quickly and landed on some hip hop, R & B channel after going through every channel.

She be rockin them D&G's

Her jeans be riding low

Homies breakin they neck

Just to see how far they go down down

Shawty put it on me like a pro

They say she got my head gone (yep)

She got my head gone (Shol is)

Alright, I got to admit for this being a hip hop, rap song or whatever it is, its a damn good song.

I can't even lie

She got me homie (Shol is)

I'll fight you, Try to take her from me

'Cause she's all I got

'Cause she's all I got

I turned the volume up so it was pretty much blasting through the speakers. I could feel the bass coming from the back as I tilted my head back against the head rest again.

You got

Baby you got that good stuff

Good love

Put it on me

Can't get enough

Yep, that's my girlfriend

Yep, that's my girlfriend

From the music playing I heard the final bell ring from the outside of the school. I turned down the music just a little, but now that much.

All mine, all mine

Shawty with me all the time (she be with me all the time)

Stay hot, stay fly

Keep her right by my side, (ohh, she's so beautiful)

Yep, that's my girlfriend

Yep, that's my girlfriend

I turned my head to the right a little and saw Miley walking out the glass door windows. Other students were walking out in a crowd by her but I could easily spot her in a crowd of people. She had on white short shorts that made her legs look like they went on forever, with a short dark purple tank top that rid up above the hem of her shorts. Either she was trying to show off her stomach since you could see it or her tank top was extremely short. Either way, I liked it. Her brown curly hair laid over shoulders and over her breasts. Fuck dude. She looked fucking hot. The purple tank top and white shorts made her skin look a whole lot tanner. Just that simple outfit made her look gorgeous. I guess I was too busy drooling over her since she was at the passenger side opening the door to get it.

"Hey cutie." She said while getting in the car.

I shook my head a little to snap back into reality. "Hey gorgeous."

She smiled then leaned over the gear shifts to give me a peck on the lips. It felt so good to have her lips on mine again, I mean it felt like forever since I've kissed her. Even though it was last night, but still. I'm addicted. She pulled away and reached for her seat belt as I turned down the radio. As I put the car in drive she started to flicker through the radio stations.

"I couldn't help but hear you having a jam fest out here." She giggled.

I chuckled, "I actually liked that song. So I thought I'd turn it up."

By now we were already pulling out of the school and driving down the road. "So how was your day?" She asked. I hand one hand on the steering wheel and the other on the gear shift. "Boring. As always." I said. "Awh, did someone miss me?" I laughed then quickly glanced at her, "Maybe."

She smiled while grabbing my hand the was on the gear shift, intertwining our hands, "I missed you too." I looked down at our hands and back at her. She was looking at me with a huge smile across her face. My eyes went back to the road after giving her a smile in return. She's not making this 'let's take it slow' thing possible, is she? "So where we going?" She asked. Oh, right. I have this surprise for her. And today was the day that I was going to take her to it.

I smiled, "You'll see."

A.N. Hello world! Ahah. Did you like it? I hope so. Anyways, I wanted to put that song in there because it's been stuck in my head alllll day due to the fact my best friend was playing it over and over. I'm not much of a R&B, Hip Hop fan but I actually like this song and I thought it would fit the Lileyness =) anyways, review loves(: I enjoy reading them.

Song:

Girlfriend - Bow Wow&Omarion.