Heylloo, whatss up ? me? nada mucho, just so freakin happy to have an amazing reader, well this story isnt even halfway done yet, your just geting to the good part.

So I have a little pet peeve... why do people leave hateful reviews? I was reading some of the reviews on another story, I forgot what its called, but they say something like "Horrible story, I hate it" Like, why the hell do you read it then? It's simple, if you don't like it, then dont read it. Am I right?But don't get me wrong, I love little critiques and all that because it helps me fix things, but don't go all.. Casey Anthony on my ass. Sheesh. _

Anyway I'd like to give a shoutout to crazy-chick-4life thanks for the good advice about highschool, and I'm the same exact way, my motto is "Talk smack, get slapped". But thank you for review and I'm glad you like the story :)

This one's for you :)

BPOV

I was emotionally out of it. It was so hard to actually get over this event, I moped for days, and Ii didn't go to school. I wanted to crawl up and die. Having enough of my zombie state, he came barging in my room. "Okay, Bella," he demanded. "Get up," he said pulling the blanket off of my body. I looked up at the ceiling and put my arm over my eyes.

"No," I said. He sighed and I "For the baby?"he asked. I looked at him. The green orbs that pierced through my soul, gave me hope. "For me?" he whispered. I sighed and went into the bathroom. I couldn't stay locked up forever. I let the water from the showerhead flow at it's hottest temperature. I stripped down to nothing and looked at my reflection. I turned to the side, I had just a little baby bump and it was hard to believe that in a few months I would soon be huge, with a 6 to 10 pound baby growing inside of me. I smiled slightly. "Just you and me baby." I whispered while rubbing my stomach slightly. I stepped into the shower and moaned softly at the hot temperature. When the water started to get cold, I stepped out and made my way downstairs.

"Hey," I greeted softly.

"Bella, I hope that you don't mind, but you have an appointment with your OB/GYN, Doctor Tanner, I believe." Carlisle prompted. I thanked him and ate the yummmy omelet that Esme made me. "Thank you Esme," I said. She smiled softly and went back to cleaning

It was decided that Alice, Esme, and Rosalie were going to drive me all the way to Port Angeles, for my appointment. The drive was quiet and for that I was thankful. When we pulle dup to the building, I felt the butterflies form, what if I lost this baby too? I couldn't think about that because the more I did, the more I didn't want to walk into the doctor. When we got into the waiting room, I was suprised to see so many young women that were my age or just a little bit older. I went to the lady at the desk and gave her my name, she then advised me to filll out some papers and list my allergies, and stuff. That's after she gave me the 'Aren't you too young look?' Yeah, bitch, it just so happened I was raped and just lost one baby two weeks ago. I rolled my eyes and sat down while I watched as lady after lady was called back and then my name nerves took the best of me.

"Isabella Masen?" The nurse called. I didn't use my real name because of how fast news spread. "Esme?" I asked. She smiled and followed me to the back. I was weighed and they needed a urine sample. So I did what I needed and changed into the ugly hospital gown. When they brought the needles out, I closed my eyes and squeezued Esme's hand. I then sat patiently and waited for my doctor.

"You okay?" Esme asked. I nodded. There was a knock on the door before a women's head poked in. "Hello," she said in a sing song voice. I recognized that voice.

"Aunt Victoria?" I asked in disbalief. Aunt Victoria was my mom's twin sister. I haven't heard from her since I was like five years old. "Bella?" she said. I was looking at her she looked so much like my mother, my hurt throbbed. "Bella, your pregnant?" she asked. I nodded.

"That's exciting, who's the father?" she asked. I looked down, my hands were really fascinating right now. "He's in jail." I said simply.

She nodded in understanding and nto work.

"Okay, Bells, your about a month pregnant so your baby will be due on April 15th." she said. I nodded in understanding. "Now, would you like to hear your babies, heartbeat?"

I tried to control the excitement in my voice. "Yes," i asked.

She instructed me to lift my gown up and I did. She pulled out the microphone thing an rubbed the gooey stuff on my stomach. She moved the microphine thing across my stomach, it was a faint sound but it sounded like a muffled thump.

It was the most beautiful sound I have ever heard.

I would treasure that sound forever. It was the acutual truth, that I had a little human being growing inside of me. A life that I would be responsible for.

I had tears in my eyes and I was so thankful for the beautiful thing that God was giving me. We spent a few more minutes just listening. Then Aunt Victoria gave the important information, like how I would go once a month up until my seventh month and then when I was in my eighth month I would have to come every week.

Esme gave me a kiss on the forehead and walked back out into the waitingroom. "Bella, how are you?" she asked. I just smiled. "i'm fine, so your married now?" I asked her. She nodded. "With two kids, twins actually, two thirteen year olds." she said. I nodded. "Bree and Riley." she whispered and I looked I sat the picture she had on her desk. It was of her, and a blond haired man, with two brunette kds." they were looking very happy. I longed for that, and what made it worse was the twins actually being able to have an actual have eachother. I sighed and felt something wet go down my cheek.

It took me a second to realize that I was actually crying, and Vicky started handing me tissues.

I sniffed. "Ugh, i'm sorry, stupid hormones." I said with a weak smile. "Bells, I'd like you to call me sometime and maybe we could go to lunch?" she suggested. I nodded and gave her my number. I smiled an kissed her on the cheek.

When we drove home I had my hands cradling my stomach protectively and I was just thinking.

I walked in and went straight to my room and just layed there. I sat up when a plan hit me.

Tomorrow I was going to school.

So wow guys, its been a while, I started school 2 weeks ago and ive been loving therres already drama and it annoyes me, but its bullshit drama , omg im soo sorry for not updatinng, and ughh just yeah , im so tired right now because i wake up at 5:OO in the mroning everyday and i need my sleep you know , so now im goignn to take a nap, and yeah.. i hope you like it 3

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