I'm sorry you don't want to hear my problems so I won't tell you them. Just know that I've been writing like crazy because of something's I'm going through right know so I have some new stories that I just don't know if I will put up or not yet in less I get reviews. So I'm writing a list of fics you can pic the one you like I'll put it up. Since I've been gone so long I thought I would give you a little taste of something.

B POV

Its been two days now to the date of when he was bitten same time on the clock and all only had less then maybe 20 or so hours left.

So why was I so miserable soon my dad would wake he would be over the pain and fire and I was upset about it because I wanted to stay with him a little longer.

I know I shouldn't but its true I would do any thing to prolong the change so I could stay with him.

I sighed that's so horrible of me to think.

I look to my father lying their in Carlisle's clothes he had left his face crouched up in pain his whimpering and screaming every now and then.

All I can think is this isn't what was supposed to happen that should be me this is what I wanted not him. At least when he wakes it will be a little easy with no good blood around that's why I had found Carlisle's clothes so he wont smell his own blood and go crazy I remember Edward saying that once about Emmett's change.

Its for the best that I'm not here when he wakes.

"Daddy your doing great now only a few more hours and its all over. No more pain." I said trying to help him.

Sam says Billy is furies that he didn't kill Charlie. I can't believe how bad this is. Billy and my Dad have been best friends for years and he's up set that Sam didn't kill him its all my fault and I know it. If I didn't get pregnant if I didn't let Edward leave if I didn't get that stupid paper cut.

I need Him, I need my Best friend, I need my Dad, second father figure voice of reason, calming brother, someone to make me laugh, a mother to hold me, even someone to ignore me.

I miss my family more than anything.

"Bella are you ok?" I looked over to Sam to see his worried expression.

I nodded I didn't realize I was crying.

"Bella if you want to talk I'm here." I smiled up at Sam.

He's been so nice to me through this. I hate lying him but I just can't talk about it to anyone.

"Its just school and in short time I won't be able to see him again for a year." Sam sighed

"I know its hard Bella but it's for the best. As for school you just lost your dad at least that's what most think. They will understand if your out for awhile."

I just nodded not really interested. Staring at my father again.

"Bella I know its not a good time but you can't stay here knowing he'll be awake soon."

"I Know." I sighed "Just 1 more hour."

"Ok well I have to go. Paul Embry and I are on patrol Quil is going to be here soon. He'll take you to my place."

"Bella you can come stay with Emily and i you know you can." Sam asked again for i believe the fourth time.

I don't want to be a burden on anyone. I've cause enough damage but i also didn't want to be alone.

He left.

I went on talking to my dad about all that's happening I wish he was truly here to help me through this.

I don't know how long I had been talking till Quil showed up.

He looked horrible like he hadn't slept in in days he most likely hasn't.

I saw him in the courner of my eye go sit in a chair a fall a sleep.

I don't know who long passed before i heared the door open.

It was Sam i looked to the clock. No.

Quils POV

"Bell's its time."

"No please Sam." Bella pleaded.

She looked scared, pained even.

"Bella please it's not safe. You must leave. You can stay with Emily
and I…I learned your mother has still not left." Sam said with out breaking eye contact he's so good with being unemotional.

Bella looked down at her father with defeat. She whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek and forehead.
She then turned to Sam and nodded.

"Stay with Emily and I Bella it would make Emily so happy."

"All right." She sighed.

"Quil Phase and tell Embry and Leah to come pick Bella up."

I was about to ran out and phase when.

"I can drive Sam." Bella protested

"Bella your trucks not here and theirs a cazed vampire on the loose that wants you dead."

I ran out and phased then.

(Leah, Seth, Quil, Embry, Paul and Jared.)

"Quil how is she?"

"Were almost their. "

"He a blood sucker yet?"

"This is going to be so cool."

"What's going on?"

"Embry Sam wants you to drive Bella up to his place."

"What I'm missing the action?"

"You need to stay and watch her incase something goes wrong or if a
vampire comes."

"Fine."

"Haha to bad Embry."

"Leah he said you too."

"What?" She growled

"hahahaha ." The whole pack holed with laughter

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