Abused & Broken

Chapter Twelve

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A/N; I Can't believe this is the last one of this story. I'll tell you more at the end of the story. But here, please enjoy the last chapter of this story!

Sonny's POV;

I took a step towards him. "James, What the HELL" I raised my voice as I began to get angry. He was now inches away from me. Ugh he makes me angry. Oh my god he makes me like Chad! Ugh. "Don't come any closer in fact step back, have you any idea what you have done to me" I demanded an answer but what do I get nothing! "Well?" I questioned. "Im so sorry" He mumbled. Woah! "That's it? Your sorry, that's the best you got?" "Yeah, I don't know what else to say" again a mumble. I ran right up to him to shout in his face. "You tortured me, hurt me, scarred me for life but sorry is your best shot" I made the last word louder. I sat down beside him and asked a very simple question of "Why?" I didn't expect anything to be said by him but I was wrong. He hesitated but he replied with "I thought I was going to loose you" He began to explain. "You were getting so friendly with Chad and you were the first person I truly loved and I knew their was no way I was going to win over Chad so I had to do something to keep you" He touched my hand and for a moment I could see in his eyes he was telling the truth but I couldn't let myself so I pulled my hand back. "Don't you see how wrong it was James?" I questioned. It took a moment or two for him to answer "I-I do now Sonny" I tear fell down from my face. Why was I crying over him?

He stroked my cheek softly and brushed my hair back. "You were my Sonny" He whispered in a loving tone. "Did I make you like this?" I doubted myself now. Maybe I was in the wrong. Maybe I'm the monster!

He sighed and looked deeply in my eyes "No, don't ever say that. I did this to myself I'm the only one to blame." I was crying now. I could see he was upset to.

It was beginning to get dark. Im amazed Chad was still waiting for me. "I could have killed you Sonny" James pointed out which brought me out of my train of thought. "You wouldn't of" I answered knowing that deep down he might. He laughed almost slightly but I could still hear it. "You know me better than that, I was horrible to you. I called you a bitch and I-" He stopped to hold back tears. I had a feeling of what he was going to say I just hoped he wouldn't of brought it up. "I raped you!" He cried now whaling up. There the topic goes. "I know". He sat back. "I can't believe what a mess I made of are relationship, I need you to know one thing from this" He spoke, looking directly at me the whole time. "Whats that?" I asked quietly distracted by his touch on my face again. "I loved you" He ended. Tears just flew and I didn't care. He brushed them away with his fingertips and lent in towards me. I kissed him passionately. It was a few moments before I pulled away.

Why did I just do that? Do I still love him? Why am I talking to myself? "You need he-help" I spoke through the tears and all he did was shake his head. "No, I'm not going to need it." That was confusing. He did, I knew he did. His not right in the head. "What?" He pointed to his van which was near by where we were. I still had no clue.

"I don't expect you to forgive me…even till the day you die. I accept what I did was wrong, if only I could see it a week ago hey?" He tried to laugh it off but it was an emotional sentence. James then stood up and walked to his car.

He kissed me one last time and all he said was. "Have an amazing life." I knew then what he was about to do and I got all choked up inside. Seconds later, he sat in his car and started the engine. All I could do was scream. "NO!" He was headed for the canal. Something inside me wanted to let him go do it. Deep down I knew I had to help him but all I did was freeze up. That was it I saw James Conroy die in front of me.

I ran straight over when the car was in the canal. I finally unfroze. "Chad!" I yelped "Chad"

"James-James umm…he killing himself I had a chat, his going to die, we have to help him we have to" I started to panic as I saw the car start to sink. Chad ran as fast as he could followed by me. "Im going in" Chad explained holding my hands. "Chad I don't want you dieing to" I cried. He smiled as comfort. "I won't I can swim you just call 911" He ordered as he dived in. All I could do what pray. Now to find a telephone box.

About 5 minutes later;

I rushed back and as I was grinding to a holt I said "They said they'll be here as soon as they ca-" I saw him. James lying on the ground with Chad trying to give him CPR. "Is he de-dead" I shuttered. He wasn't hearing a pulse. "Yeah, Sonny" Chad replied. I let out a sigh. "I don't even know why I wanted to save him after everything he did" I began sitting down. "To you as well not just me, its just how he acted with me earlier he was kind sweet even" Chad wrapped his arm around me. He was all wet but I didn't care I needed him right now. "I love you Sonny and if this will be the only good memory of James" He started "Yeah" I waited for him to finish. "He brought us together, we need to thank him for that"

With that comes the end to this story. Im so thankful to everyone who read and reviewed this story. I've had such a pleasure writing this for you guys. Its my longest story ever and my personal best. I sure hope to be writing for you very soon in maybe other Tv Shows. I will always continue to write stories for Sonny With A Chance! Hope you've enjoyed reading. Thankyou! (: