Chapter 12

Edward came over and picked me up and set me down next to him on the couch. Kate carried Irina up to her bedroom.

I know how she feels, I know what it's like to lose your soul mate. But now I've got mine back and she can't ever get hers back and it's all my fault. Why do I always end up hurting everyone? Jacob, Charlie, Renee. Who's next? I hope that question never has an answer to it.

Chapter 13

BPOV

It's been a month since I have reunited with the Cullen's. I have missed them so much I can hardly believe that I am really here with them and that Edward is here with me and that we are together again.

After Irina found out what had happened to Laurent, he sisters took her and the rest of their coven on a getaway. While the Cullen's and I moved back to their home in a town called Lakewood in Ohio. It was a very lovely town and the Cullen's had a huge home just like their one in Forks but this one had it's own private beach on Lake Erie and was far from the rest of the town.

In the past few weeks Edward has never left my side. We go hunting together, we sit together, we do everything together. I can tell he is trying his hardest to earn my trust back and from I can tell, he's doing a pretty good job. But we have agreed to take it slow so in the past few weeks we have not kissed, I haven't been ready for that yet. Well he has kissed my cheek and my forehead and my hand, but we have not really kissed yet. But I think we might be getting there soon.

Alice has been playing 'Bella Barbie' nonstop too. She seems even more hyper than before they left if that was even possible. She likes to dress me u in skirts and dresses and the newest styles and now I can actually wear the heels so gives me because I'm not clumsy anymore. But the thing I hate the most, more than anything she makes me wear, are the ball gowns! I mean really! When will I ever need a ball gown! Oh and did I mention that Alice built me my own closest. Yeah it is bigger than the first floor of Charlie's house! She added it on to Edward's room because we are sharing his room. I didn't want Esme to go through with the trouble of getting me my own room when I'll just end up with Edward anyways.

Everything has basically gone back to the way things were before they even left. Well besides me and Edward's situation.

~Later~

Edward was taking me on a date but he wouldn't tell me where we were going. I hate surprises! Earlier Alice took extra long getting me ready.

"Edward, Please tell me wear we are going!" I wined as we ran hand in hand. We had been running for a good twenty minutes now.

"Be patient Bella! We will be there in thirty seconds! I promise! I know you hate surprises but I think you will like this one." He said sure of himself as he dragged me along behind him. He was getting more and more Excited with each passing second.

Soon we reached a beautiful clearing and he stopped.

"I found us a new meadow." He said, the smile evident in his voice. I remained silent, too shocked to speak and walked forward looking around th-no our meadow.

Our New Meadow.

I don't deserve him. That I knew for sure. He was so patient with me and caring and he took time to find us a new meadow. I was too stunned to find words when I realized that Edward was waiting for my reaction. But what I did I think stunned him more than I was at that moment.

I spun around and kissed him. I wasn't hard or that long, but it was full of passion. How else could I tell him how I felt and by now I knew that I was ready for this.

He seemed shocked at first but then he started kissing my back. After a few seconds we both pulled away. Wow, I never realized how much I needed that. Edward was smiling from ear to ear and so was I.

"I love it." I whispered as I looked into his eyes and kissed him again, this time a little longer than the first.

Sorry that took so long and sorry it's so short. You guy's are going to have to be patient with me in the next week or so. In the past week my grandfather has become really sick and so all of my aunt's and uncles have been coming into town this week to see him and he actually just past away today. So would you all please pray for my family, it would mean a lot to me. Also with school work and from the school I'll be missing and I have like 40 cousins coming into town, I don't know when I will have time to write but it might take a few weeks. Everything has just been very hard. I hope you guys understand.

Sorry guys.

Love Rozey113