Hey guys, this is the next chapter of his goddess of war. I would love it for people to read/ be critical of my first draft on fiction press. It's called Angels. Thank you x thanks for my 74/ 75 faves and alerts. : )

Angels by Kerrygirl95. :) thanks if you do.

It was two months later and things were still hectic. Kimi bought a house close to ours, which meant whenever Rose wasn't busy with Emmett she was going out to Kimi's to see the twins, Abigail and Jeremy. I found out from Kimi I would be pregnant for another month before I might possibly go into labour, we had already planned that it would be done at home just in case. I was so relieved when the end of the first month came and there had been no complications.

I am beginning to allow myself to be happy about the child, it's what I've wanted for so long, but haven't been able to get. "Bella?" I heard my love, Jasper call as the boys returned from their hunting trip inAlaska. They wanted to see theDenalicoven before we move again, the Cullen's have been in forks too long, they are being questioned, and the youngest 'children' look like they are still 17 when they are meant to be leaving for College for their second year.

We will be leaving just after the baby is born and is a few days old; we are going to a house that is even more isolated than the forks house because of the three children that will be running about and aging abnormally quickly. "I'm in the bathroom." I told him, I heard a snigger before an echoing smack. I smiled, that boy will never change, Emmett will never learn. Moments later I felt Jaspers hand on my shoulder blade as I was sick again, being careful not to get it over my hair as I leant over the bowl. Jasper handed me a flannel to wipe my mouth, I was meant to have one with me, just in case, to prepare for mistakes or to get myself into remembering a flannel or something for when the child is born and does one of their messy burps, when they have wind.

I sighed, it would be a long month that was for sure. I smiled and thanked Jasper when he helped me up. We went down to the others, my hand instinctively covering my stomach as a defence mechanism as we made our way down the stairs. When we reached down stairs we slipped (ungracefully I might add) on to the sofa and fell into each others arms, pulling each other closer. I hate being apart it causes irrational thoughts and actions that most of the time are instinctive, some are bizarre. I know the family wont hurt Jasper yet I cling to him in fear that someone will change their mind about caring about him and will lash out, it doesn't help that I have a tonne of uncontrollable hormones going through my body.

Carlisle stepped into the room, he was smiling happily, I looked over to Jasper and smirked. The parents had been away for the last two days and I think that everyone could realize what had been going on (though we thought it would be) by the extent of his smile. I nestled my head into Jaspers shoulder, in the small hole where his arms may be if they were by his body. Everything was fine one moment, then the next… excruciating pain… blood. I could smell the foul scent.

In moments I was on the floor with a large towel under me with the family in the living room. I let out various cries in pain as I felt the blood coming out and feeling like something was killing my baby from the they needed to take the baby out, luckily since I found out I was pregnant I've been able to cut. He could cut the baby out, when he announced what he was going to do everyone exceptCarlisle, Edward and Jasper left because the scent of blood was becoming too much for them.

I squeezed Jaspers hand the whole way, I'm glad I have him with me, even if I lose the children then ill always have him. At some point through the whole process I passed out. I awoke to see Jasper beside me holding a small bundle, I almost cried, I probably lost it, I couldn't hear things properly and I felt dizzy, I saw Jasper smile. Why was he smiling? I lost the child. I lost energy and sank back to the floor.

Jasper pov

Bella fell unconscious again, I looked to Carlisle, now concerned for my mate's health, and he shook his head, smiling. "She'll be fine son. She's lost a lot of blood. She needs to rest, and then she'll be fine." I nodded, though I wasn't completely reassured. I looked down at my little baby girl, she had her mothers brown eyes, but my hair, she had little cute curls, not very much at the moment, but it would grow soon. I looked over to Edward where he was holding one of our other bundles of joy. Our little baby boy. Esme was holding our other little girl; she had my eyes and Bella's perceptiveness. Danielle, Luke and Annabelle.

Edward left me with the three kids after a while to go findAlice;Carlisle got Bella upstairs so she would be more comfortable. I was in our room for a few hours, until Bella finally began to become conscious again. I was happy, she looked how she did before she grew pregnant, she was like a vampire and she was now safe.

"Who are you?" she stuttered, edging her way to the back of the bed. She sees the babies. "What are you doing with my babies?" she hissed, taking little Annabelle from my grip and pulling her to her breast, a fine breast at that. My mate couldn't remember who I was; she yelled and hissed at me until I began to leave. When I reached downstairs I broke down crying, she couldn't remember me and if she couldn't remember me, then she wouldn't let me anywhere near our kids. My life couldn't have gotten better to then kick me in the balls.

Hope you enjoyed, enjoy the next chapter, sorry for the change, I realised my storyline wasn't long enough to put into two seperate parts.

Very sorry!

Kerry/ themswhitlock.