Lily wiped her tears as the L stopped for its stop. She was leaning against the cold window with her knees up to her chest. She looked around and saw a couple of bums and a few people in the train. She sighed as she took her carton of cigarette from her coat pocket and grabbed one with shaky hands. She grabbed her pink lighter and lit it as she sighed in relief. She looked over two seats ahead of her and saw a little girl sleeping in an older man arms. She guessed it was her father because he was brushing her blonde hair from her face. Lily's teeth clenched as she remembered about Frank. He was a disgrace to all mankind. He didn't give two shit for nobody expect himself.
Lily cried as laid on the living room couch. She had her small cushion doll that Monica had given her for her birthday. Lily saw her mother that morning packing her bags when she asked her mother where she was going, her mother only told her she was going to supermarket. As any 8-year-old girl would believe her mother. Lily nodded and skipped her way to the back yard where she saw Ian and Lip playing.
Lily wiped her tears off her chubby check with her small hands as she heard the front door open. Thinking it was mother, Lily stood up on the couch to see who it was.
"Daddy?" Lily said holding the doll to her chest as she saw Frank.
"What?!" Frank spat out as he almost tripped on the welcome mat that was on the floor.
"When is mommy coming back?" Lily as she ignored the smell whiskey coming off her father as she sat on the couch.
"How the fuck should I know? Stupid ass bitch took my drugs and left." Frank huffed as he sat on the end of the couch.
Lily looked at her father with wide eyes as he sweared about her mom. Lily scrunch her little nose as she held her doll closer to her.
"You look so much like her." Frank said then he coughed as he took a small bottle from his breast pocket from his jacket. He took off his hat and threw it on the coffee table. He ran his fingers through his dirty blond hair and spit on the wooden floor.
"You got the same fucking hair as her." Frank said laughing as he looked at Lily. He leaned towards her to touch her blond hair that was in pigtails. Lily leaned away from him with a frown not wanting her father to touch her hair with his dirty fingers.
"Come here." Frank whispered only to have Lily frowned at his new changed attitude into a loving, caring father.
"No, I am going to bed." Lily said as she got off from the couch to go to her room where she shared with Ian.
As Lily was about to walk away she yelp as she felt Frank grab her arm and tugged her into his lap dropping her doll in the progress.
"Let me go." She yelled but only to have one of Frank's hand over her mouth. Lily was kicking and slapping his arm trying to get out. She closed her eyes as Frank brought her to his chest. He smelled her bubble gum shampoo and moaned as he brought his other hand to her chest. Lily started crying as she felt Frank's hands go under her purple Hello kitty t-shirt.
"Stop." Lily said under his hand. Her big eyes went wide as she felt his hand go under her thin PJ pants. Lily felt something hard poking her on her back. She cried as she tried to scratch her father's arms. She open her mouth and bit Frank's finger making him yell. She kept on biting him until he let her go . Frank yelled in pain and pushed her to the floor where she quickly crawled to the kitchen than ran.
"No." Frank yelled as Lily ran to the kitchen bathroom. She locked the bathroom door and started crying as she fell to the floor with her back to the door. She jumped when she heard Frank hitting the bathroom door.
"Open the fucking door." Frank said kicking the door. Lily cried as she covered her ears with her hand and her eyes. After a few minutes she heard silent and the sound of a door slammed close. She stood still crying. She sniffed and slowly open the door. She looked around the dark kitchen. She instantly ran up the stairs to her room. She slowly shut the door when she saw Ian sleeping. She sniffed as she wiped her tears and slowly walked to Ian.
"Ian?!" Lily whispered.
"Umhhh." Ian mumbled as he snuggled more into his pillow.
"Can i sleep with you? Please?" Lily said. Ian nodded as he rolled to his back and moved over. Lily quickly went under the cover and snuggled in to Ian who put his arm over Lily.
Lily shook her head as she tried to forget her memory of her father in that horrible night. Her eyes went to the father and daughter in the train. She saw the father stand up and carry his daughter as he walked out the train in the chilly air of Chicago.
Lily sighed as she walked into the Alibi and take her jacket off as she walked behind the bar.
"Lily?!" She looked up and saw Kev walking towards her.
"Where were you?" Kev said worry as he gave Lily a side hug.
"Just had to think." Lily said as she grabbed a rubber band from the bar and tied her hair up in to a messy bun.
"Fiona has been calling you. Lip, Ian… Why didn't you say...Frank tried to do to you." Kev said.
"Lets not talk about it please." Lily begged.
Kev sighed but nodded.
"Thanks Kev." Lily said.
"Hey how about one drink to wake up you? You look like shit." Kev said making Lily laugh. Kev was dancing as he grabbed two shot glasses and a bottle of his fine vodka that wasn't fill with water and poured it until the hilt of the glass.
"Cheers." Kev said as Lily grabbed her glass. They clinked it and drank it.
"Holy shit." Kev said as Lily swallowed and nodded.
"Fuck me." Lily said as she coughed then grabbed her rag and walked to the nearest table where there were empty beer bottles.
I hope everyone like this chapter. I want to give thanks to the readers who followed my story this past weeks. Thank you very much, I hope i get to read your comments during this story. I can't wait for tonight for the new episode. Dont forget to comment, like and follow. Next chapter will be much longer.