Bpov

When I first reached the house, Alice ran out the door

"Bella" she ran to the car pulling the door nearly off, she pulled me out and gave the big hug crying into my shoulder "you came back"

That started me off "I came back" was all I could say as my throat was too tight to talk. After we release each other I looked over to see esme and Carlisle walking over to us

"Bella don't you ever do that to me again" esme pulled me into her arms and Carlisle hugged me and esme together

We were all crying but headed into the house.

I was stupid to think that I could live without these people and I was more stupid to think I could leave Edward.

I knew they wanted to talk but I needed to find Edward, to tell him I was sorry and to tell him that all I want is him and that I would never leave him till he told me otherwise.

"Where's Edward, I need to talk to him" I asked esme

"He went to the airport to find you"

"Oh my god "

"He love you Bella, he was a broken mess on the floor reading your letter"

"I'm so sorry "

"Don't be, go and freshen up before he gets home as I'm sure we won't be seeing you for the next day or so" esme winked at me, which make me laugh

"Ok I will be back in a bit" I headed toward the door but pulled when esme spoke

"Ok sweetie and Bella, you may not be related by blood but you are and always will be a Cullen and nothing will ever change that, do you hear me"

"Yes and I'm sorry" I smiled and walked out

Even though I didn't actually leave them, I still managed to hurt them. I needed to make it up to all of them but mainly I needed to make it up to Edward.

As I was getting ready I heard Edward car pull up, I looked out the window to see him sitting in the car with his head on the steering wheel with his body shaking, he was crying and I was the reason was it.

I quickly put my shoe on and ran out the door. I stopped meters from the car. I just stood there watching him crying, I wanted to run to him but I was frozen. I had hurt him and now I didn't know if he would want me still.

He ran after you fool, if he did want you why the hell would he bother going to stop you

As I was about to walk, his head popped and he was now staring at me, I froze again. I could feel the tears falling down my eyes as he looked so broken.

What you waiting for the, Go to him

He got his car and I started to move toward him, he kept eye contact with me every step I took, even when I was standing inches away from him

"Edward…. I'm so sorry"

"Bella shh, just kiss me" he said and then his lips were on mine, his hands were holding on to my waist while mine were in his hair, holding him to me. The kiss deepened and he turned me so I was now leaning onto the car with his body pressed into me.

I could have stayed this way forever but someone coughed from behind Edward. The kiss broke and we looked round to see Tanya was standing there, I quickly pushed Edward away but he just held me tighter to him.

"Well well well" she said with her arms crossed looking down at me

"Shit... Tanya …fuck, I'm so sorry" oh my god i was shitting a brick, till she smiled and looked at Edward

"Well Edward it's about fucking time you grow some ball" she had a huge smile on her face and I couldn't understand why, surely if I saw my fella kissing another women I would be fuming and I'm pretty sure I would be kicking the shit out him but no, here Tanya stood smiling at us both.

I looked up at Edward and he was fucking smiling down at me, I turned back to Tanya

"Am I fucking missing something? Why are you not pulling my hair and kicking my arse for kissing your man"

"Bella this man hasn't stopped talking and lusting over you for far too long, me and also Edward are not together"

"What you mean 'not together'" I am fucking confused,

"Well me and Edward both agreed to fake date in uni, as he didn't want random bimbo girls all over him and I didn't want people finding out that I prefer pussy to cock"

"Ok but uni finished months ago, so why you are still faking it"

"Well it's a long story but Edward is still helping me out as my dad and his business partners are old school, and my dad doesn't want my sexuality out in the open"

"Ok why would it matter if it got out, "

"Well my dad is Marcus sparrow" she said but I could help but laugh, I knew that name

"Does he have a partner called Caius?"

"Yes that's my uncle" I could help but laugh more. No fucking way they were Old school, Marcus was a dirty old pervert that wanted me to give him a blow job the night Edward came to new moon, as for Caius he was worse. He had a 3 way with two other girls, out the back while I dance for Marcus. They were both not old school.

"Why are you laughing" Edward asked

"Well sorry to tell you this but they are not old school, I know he is your dad but he is dirty pervert and as for your uncle all I'm saying is 3way." Edward laughed and Tanya smiled

"Do go on" she said, so I told her all about that night, she was laughing her head off and said she would be having word with him.

After we finished talking, me and Edward headed to my place to talk about where we went from here. We agreed to take thing slow but after having some lustful sexy I asked him to move in with me, I know it's fast but I didn't want to waste any more time being apart. He said yes and moved his stuff in the next day.


Time has flown by so fast, me and Edward have been together for 8 weeks and things are going good. I love waking and falling asleep next to him, but mainly I loved him making love to me every spare minute we got.

I didn't get into Seattle uni as it was too late for them to take me but I wasn't bothered to much as I wanted to look around for jobs and I could wait till next year to reapply.

The job hunting wasn't going to good and I was thinking of going back to the club but Edward wasn't too happy about that at all. I know I don't need the money but I did enjoy working there and rose was back now so I would have my girl to watch my back from the bitches.

Emmett fully supports rose and her job but He has become a regular. She told me he showed up nearly every night watching her work and when she on a break they are both humping each other in the car, out back. They both make me laugh.

When Emmett came home after dropping off rose, he had the biggest grin on his face. He told us all about their holiday and said rose agreed to marry him. We was all in shock at first but then he said he was moving out to live with her, I jumped up into his arms screaming in his ear, telling him how happy I was for them both.

It was true I couldn't have been happier for them but especially Seth. He was going to have a daddy.

So back to the job issue, Edward has an issue with me being half naked and dancing around for old pervert but I have to keep reminding him, the night he was there. That shut him up every time.

Tonight I tried not to argue with him about it but tonight he has pissed me off telling he forbids me to go back. Well I can tell you this nobody forbids me to do anything, not even Edward.

"Who the fuck do you think you are? My dad?" I'm fuming, I have never been so angry in my life

"No I didn't mean it like that, I meant ..." I cut him off

"Yes you did, don't lie to me. Edward I'm a 21 year old women and I've been looking after myself just fine before you came back, so don't you dare try telling me what I can and can't do" I turn away from his as the tears were falling down my face

"Bella please" he begged but I couldn't look at him I was so angry I need to clear my head

"I need some air" I grabbed my keys and left

As soon as I stepped outside I relaxed a little but i wanted to have a little drive till I was ready to see Edward. It was dark out and only a few cars on the road.

I pulled over to the side when I heard my phone go off. I knew it would be Edward asking me to come home. I felt bad just running off like that but if I stayed I would have said something I didn't mean and I didn't want that.

BELLA: BELLA, IM SORRY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I JUST DON'T WANT MEN EYE FUCKING MY GIRL. PLEASE COME HOME WE WILL SORT SOMETHING OUT X

God I loved this man, I replied

EDWARD: IM SORRY Too, LOVE YOU LOADS SEE YOU IN A MINUTE X

I put my phone next to me and pulled out to do a u turn, just as I pulled off two bright came out of nowhere and straight into me.

I screamed as the car was tossed up in the air and landed back down, rolling over a. My head was being tossed side to side and my chest felt too tight to breath. Glass was shattered and flying everywhere, then it all stopped and I upside down, my eyes were blurring and my chested was getting heart was beating 150mph, I tried to call out but nothing came out. My head was banging but I could hear someone telling me to stay still till help came. My eyes where heavy, I just wanted to rest my eye but then the voice is telling me stay awake.

Blink

Blink

Blink

Blink

"BELLA"

Then the blackness took over


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