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"So what's your favorite color?" he said. I began to laugh at him. - Chapter 13


"Well I always thought it was green because it was the color of the trees and grass and that was all I had at one point" he nodded with a frown he didn't like it when I brought up my old life.

"But now I think it's grey" I said looking into his stormy grey eyes that I have come to find comfort in.

"Why grey?" He asked naively.

Don't ask such stupid questions.

Is it really not that obvious?

Jeez.

"I dunno I just think it's a comforting color" I said shrugging.

"It's kind of bland don't you think" he said questioning me.

"Not when you've seen it the way I have" I say and it's true, his eyes look dangerous like storm clouds.

But somehow I find comfort, protection in it.

"So what about you?" I ask him.

"I do like green it's a calming color that signifies health and good things" he said explaining himself.

"Hmmm" I hummed to myself.

"Green Is a nice color" saying it more to myself than him.

"Do you ever think we're going too fast?" I wondered just speaking my thoughts out loud without a filter like usual.

"Yes I do think we're going to fast" he shocked me.

I shouldn't be shocked though, Levi is still Levi.

Levi is still the cold, ruthless man I met.

I wish I could change that part of him.

But I can't.

You can try to heal things but they are never the same again.

I sometimes forget that I'm not in a fairy tale and that life isn't meant to be played to my upper hand.

Sometimes that's the saddest thing of all.

I just stared at him my facial expressions becoming cold.

"You know we're good for each other. I make you happy, you make me stronger.

But you know in the end we will destroy each other because nothing can have perfect balance" I say as his forehead tilts as he looks towards the ground.

His forehead leans against mine and he whispers "I know but I want it anyways".

He got up and left me.

Leaving me alone to run our conversations over in my head.