Author's Note: By reading the reviews, I realized I made Paul say "or Nah" last chapter, lmfaoooo oh well. Is you guys mad or NAH? xD he's perfect lol.

Also, where are you guys seeing that Giselle is Dawn and Lyra's roommate? She isn't their roommate lol. There can only be two people in each dorm, and Giselle has her own room, the only problem was was that she couldn't get into the room since she lost her keys but she ends up getting a new pair anyway… and you guys will see who her roommate is anyway.

Glad you guys are loving Dawn and Paul so far!

Dawn stared at the ceiling high above her head, several thoughts crashing down on her.

Paul… He was alive and it still surprised her till this very day. She remembered way back when she was in a nervous mental breakdown when she first found out he was supposedly dead. And then she remembered moving out of Drew's apartment because she just couldn't take being there anymore. Especially when she thought that Paul was gone for good.

When she moved to Twinleaf, all she wanted was to forget about his death and just forget about him period. It took her several months to keep him from crossing through her mind, but he just kept on coming around; every second to every hour of each day. His supposedly death had affected her so painfully that she stopped talking to the people she thought she cared about the most. She left May and Drew behind, along with the others. But she was honestly surprised to see that they shown up to her birthday party.

May was honestly the greatest friend she ever had. But ever since that downfall she had with her about Paul, they weren't exactly the same anymore. Especially when Paul was out of the picture.

And Drew… He was like a big brother to her and he was also Paul's best friend.

But after all those months passing by, right now she couldn't even begin to think.

Paul was alive, but he had completely forgotten all about her. How was Paul alive exactly? And how did he survive the gun shot? And also, how in the world did he lose his memory and forget about the one girl that meant so much to him? She wasn't even sure of how he felt about her now.

Just two days ago they hooked up at that bar… And to know that he has a girlfriend, a girl he supposedly loves just pained her completely. She was surprised with all this pain she could take from him. He did so much to make her feel so terrible. So, so much. But does he even realize all the pain he caused towards her?

Dawn let out a light sigh and closed her eyes. She knew he had a girlfriend, but she honestly couldn't care about it anymore. Paul was the only guy that could make her do bad things.

The way he danced with her at that bar.

As he began to slow dance with her, Dawn felt his hand move down to her lower back, her body now being closer to his. Her heart was beating within every step they took, their bodies slowly turning during each step. Paul could hear her anxious heavy breaths, but he held her close, knowing her anxious feeling will start to die down eventually. Dawn stared at him for a little while longer, deciding to rest the corner of her forehead against his chin, her own chin being supported by his shoulder while her hand remained there.

She let herself get lost into the music, feeling his body heat crashing down on her. She closed her eyes as she cherished this moment between them, their bodies moving in a slow and steady pace.

The way he pulled her in for a kiss.

Paul left his hand on hers as he briefly took a step back, raising his arm high above her head as he looked down at her, acknowledging her to twirl until her hand was close to leaving his, her arm stretched out with his. Dawn stared at him from that small space between them, he stared at her too.

It was now he decided to pull her in within a swift movement. And while grabbing a hold of her other hand that was free, her face along with her body being brought back to him, he immediately attached his lips onto hers when he had the chance. And this indeed shocked her.

The way he touched her body and made love to her…

She felt him roughly grab her as he set her body down on top of the bar counter, pushing her legs open as her dress was rising high above her thighs. He pressed his body in between her, his hand stroking her through her panties as he began sucking on her neck, sending waves of pleasure up her spine.

It felt just right. All the bad things felt just right. And she honestly wanted to do more bad things with him. Because she loved him. She loved him to the bottom of her heart. And if it took her to do bad things just to prove that she loves him, then she'll continue doing it. Nobody needs to know… as long as she is with the guy she loves.

A pillow being thrown at her face quickly brought her back to reality, her eyes widened into the pillow.

"Where in the hell WERE you yesterday!?"

Dawn tried to speak through the pillow that closed her face, but Lyra couldn't make out the words that she was saying so she finally pulled the pillow away from her face, strands of hair now clinging onto Dawn's face.

Dawn let out a breath of air, "Geez," she grumbled breathlessly as she sat up in bed. "You seriously need to stop doing that…" She muttered, slightly annoyed as she rubbed her face.

Lyra rolled her eyes and folded her arms. "I was looking all over for you yesterday. Now tell me, where were you?"

"I was out." She responded, keeping it simple. She wasn't lying completely though, she really was out.

"Where?"

"At work." She leaned her head against the headboard.

"I went to your job yesterday and you weren't there, so." The brunette raised her eyebrow. "Tell me where in the hell were you?"

Dawn sighed as she let out a breath of air. "I was out," she repeated herself. "With a friend. We decided to ditch school and be together for the rest of the day going places. That was all."

She reached over for her phone that was settled on top of the small dresser and grabbed it.

"You should've told me that." The brunette wined, slightly frowning afterwards. "I wanted to speak to you about something."

"What about?" Dawn asked, her eyes glued to her phone. She realized she received a text message from none other than Paul and she found herself blushing lightly.

Good morning beautiful.

Whatever Lyra was saying was completely going from one ear and out the other. Her voice was muted out completely when she saw that text from Paul and she was quick to send a text message back.

Good morning to you too. (:

She murmured 'mhmm' to let Lyra know she was listening to everything she was saying, but really she wasn't. She was more focused on texting Paul than to be focused on anything else.

Her eyes lit up when she saw his message show up at her screen.

Wyd? I want to see you.

"Dawn! Are you even listening to me!?"

The blunette looked up from her phone, startled by the sudden outburst Lyra had. "..Y-yeah."

"Oh my gosh," the brunette reached out for her phone and snatched the phone right out of her hands.

Dawn's eyes immediately went wide as she tried to get her phone back.

"No! I'm going to see what's keeping you so occupied that you can't listen to me!" Lyra told her, holding Dawn back with one hand and holding Dawn's phone with the other as she let her eyes pass over Dawn's phone screen. Her eyes widened and her jaw dropped when she realized what was going on. "Oh. My. God."

Dawn stood back, clearing her throat as she realized Lyra noticed who she was talking to. "… Are you hooking up with Paul?"

Dawn sat there in silence, deciding to not answer that question.

"Well?"

Dawn looked down, sighing. She didn't want to tell anybody for the sake of not having drama, but then again why should it even matter if Lyra knows the truth? Lyra was actually a pretty good friend of hers and she knows how to keep a secret rather well so, why not?

"Yes…"

"Oh my godddd." The brunette dragged on. "But doesn't he have a girlfriend? I thought that he was with that annoying bitchy girl I met at the bar."

"He is," Dawn confirmed, sighing. "But we both haven't really cared about that part." She reached out to grab her phone and sent a quick text to Paul.

She set her phone down on her dresser and looked over at Lyra.

"Wow that's totally messed up," Lyra laughed lightly, remembering how stuck up Letty was when she had first approached her. "I feel bad for laughing, but poor girl."

Dawn shook her head, trying to hide the smile that was on her face. "It's not funny. It's actually really messed up, I mean. I shouldn't be hooking up with him while he has a girlfriend, right?"

"Well no shit,"

"But then again I can't help myself because he is so freaking… he's freaking Paul! I mean come onnn." Dawn looked at Lyra in all seriousness. "Every time I look at him, I'm dying to sex him up and it's crazy because I never had so much sexual thoughts about him until now." Her eyes were wide as she said this.

"Oh so you're a naughty kind of girl? Ooooh." Lyra nudged Dawn lightly on the shoulder and laughed.

Dawn laughed along with her, speaking in between laughs. "Paul is turning me into one!" She rested her head on the headboard and let out another laugh before taking another breath. "It's wrong to want him, I can't want him. I mean I always wanted him from the beginning, but I can't want him now since he has a girlfriend."

"Then why not end this whole thing you have going on with him?"

"I… I can't just end it, I mean… It's not that easy," she looked down at the blanket and then looked back up at Lyra. "You don't get it. Paul is so freaking… fiiinnnneeeeeee! I can't just end this thing with him!"

"You are so bad!" Lyra laughed hard, nudging Dawn again. Dawn shook her head as the laughter soon died down moments later.

"Just be careful, that's all I can tell you."

Dawn nodded her head simply. "No need to worry!"

xxx

Giselle closed the door shut behind her before turning around completely and seeing a black haired girl lying down on her bed crying her eyes out. Giselle's eyebrows immediately furrowed together. "Um, who the hell are you?" she said loud and clear enough for the girl to hear.

The girl who was currently crying on her bed turned to face Giselle, and Giselle just stared at the girl with mascara running down her cheeks.

"S-sorry," the girl said, quickly moving onto her bed as she slammed her face into a pillow and sobbed loudly.

Giselle stared at the girl that transitioned to her own bed. "Talk about dramatic," she murmured lowly, rolling her eyes as she walked over to her side of the room and placed her bag down on a chair that was next to her desk.

She took a seat on her bed and flipped her hair to the side, looking over at the girl seated in the bed across from hers. "Are you just gonna lay there and cry all day? I mean for real, it's seriously annoying."

The girl finally brought her head up and sat up in bed, wiping her eyes and finally looking over at her. "I'm Letty… and sorry, my boyfriend of seven months just broke up with me."

"You got dumped?" Giselle sighed lightly and shook her head. "Sweetheart, really? You shouldn't be crying over some asshole that left you, forget him."

"It's not that simple," the girl frowned, running a hand up her head and through her hair. "I loved him, and I thought that he loved me, but then he sent me a message saying 'we're through', and that proves that he never loved me at all…"

"Like I said honey, screw him." Giselle looked through her bag for a pack of cigarettes as she got herself one. She took out her lighter and lit it up before pressing the cigarette against her lips as she inhaled the smoke.

Letty stared at the smoke that was leaving through her mouth, somewhat mesmerized by the sight and smell. Giselle looked over at her, noticing her obvious facial expression. "Want one?"

Letty stared at her before answering, "Sure," Giselle handed her a cigarette along with her lighter as Letty lit up her cigarette and pressed hers against her lips.

Giselle sat back down on her bed and crossed one leg over the other. She pressed her cigarette against her lips once more as she inhaled the smoke before exhaling the smoke out into the air. She thought for a brief moment. "Want to go out? I can keep you company and take your mind off of that asshole if you want."

"Yeah, I do need a breather," the girl responded, getting up as she quickly went into the bathroom to fix her make-up.

Giselle waited for about a good ten minutes until the black haired girl returned from the bathroom. Giselle was already at the door and opened it as soon as she saw Letty step out of the room. And soon they were out to the bar down the street.

xxx

He wiped the sweat that ran down his forehead and handed the glass to one of the customers. "That'll be 3 dollars," he waited for the customer to give him the money and sighed again. Once the customer gave him the money, he looked around at the other bartenders, watching as they did their job, but there was one bartender he realized was nowhere to be found. Where was Dawn? He raised his eyebrow, remembering she was just serving someone just a second ago.

Lucas sighed, slightly becoming annoyed by her absences lately. He turned to walk to the kitchen, but paused in place when he heard her speaking to someone so… flirtatiously.

xxx

Dawn laughed lightly as she leaned her hip by the bar kitchen sink, the music loud but she could still hear Paul's voice through the phone completely.

"What are you wearing?" he asked her seductively. Dawn found herself blushing hard, but she let out a breath of air and laughed again,

"Paul!" She hissed, laughing lightly. "We're not supposed to be talking in that way." She hissed, turning her body around as she started walking around the kitchen, slowly, but in a steady pace. She looked out the kitchen door to see if any bartenders would come around, but so far there weren't any.

"Since when do I follow rules?" Dawn's eyes widened at his comment, flustered.

"You are such a flirt, I swear…"

"Only with you." Dawn once again blushed lightly and looked down at her feet. She knew it was so wrong of him to continue this whole thing with her, but there was also a part of her that didn't want to stop this whole thing going on with them.

"Paul, we really need to stop this…" she started, sighing lightly. "I mean, you have a girlfr—" she paused with her words as soon as she saw Lucas step into the kitchen, her eyes immediately widening. Her mouth was open, at loss for words.

"What are you doing?" Lucas asked, in a harsh tone. "You shouldn't be on the phone; you should be out there working." He spat, loud enough for even Paul to hear.

Paul heard this and groaned to himself, obviously annoyed by being interrupted again. "Bad timing?"

"Uh yeah, can I call you back?" She said, her voice sounding obviously nervous. Paul quickly responded with a 'yeah' and she soon hung up the phone, returning her phone into her pocket as she now looked up at Lucas who looked extremely angry with her.

She wondered if he had overheard her speaking with Paul… that would explain why he looked so angry with her. It's too impossible to believe that he was angry with her because of her taking a small break. Or maybe he was just still angry with her for what she did to him.

"You didn't have to be so loud…" she said finally.

Lucas raised his eyebrow at her, "Excuse me? I can be as loud as I want to. I am your boss, and if I feel like you're not doing your job, I'm going to call you out on it."

"I was just answering an important phone call," she argued, now becoming ticked.

"Important phone call my ass, obviously you were on the phone flirting with lord knows what. How about you save that bullshit for later and get back to work? This isn't the place to be fucking around." He retorted. This time Dawn was shocked by the sudden words he used against her. This was nothing like Lucas, he was never this angry with her before.

"If I catch you screwing up one more time, I am firing you. I swear to god, I am firing you. You never show up to work and when you do, you are always fucking around." Lucas walked towards her as he glared down at her. Dawn's lips trembled, not knowing what to say now. "One last strike, and you're out." He said finally before turning away from her and heading out the kitchen.

Dawn stood there in shock, taking in those words he had just said to her. Why did he sound like he hated her so much? She honestly didn't mean to hurt him so badly, if that was the reason why he was yelling at her… but it would make so much sense however, because the Lucas that she knows would never yell at her like that. But that was when they were on good terms. That was then and this is now. Ever since Paul came into the picture.

Dawn frowned again, becoming upset by the fact that once again Paul was the main problem with a person she cares about.

She let out a heavy sigh and walked out of the kitchen and returned to her job. She began wiping down the counters with a wet rag while other bartenders served customers drinks.

"It's nice to see you again."

Dawn looked up to see who had just spoken to her. Her jaw nearly dropped when she saw who it was. Her eyes were wide. "Giselle?" She gasped.

The girl grinned at her and took a seat in one of the empty stools. Dawn's heart nearly pumped out of her chest when she saw Letty taking a seat by her. Letty pulled out her wallet to get out at least five bucks and handed it to Dawn.

"I want two shots of henny. I'm in need of it." Letty demanded.

Dawn stared, not knowing what to say. She quickly did as she was told and handed the girl her two shots of glass while Giselle's eyes wandered off towards the bartenders.

When Lucas walked by Dawn to check up on her to see if she was doing her job, Giselle's eyes immediately landed on him and for some reason she couldn't find the courage to look away. "Keep it up," he said, now meeting eye contact with Giselle.

The two stared at each other for a short while, Giselle could feel that electricity spark between them and she found herself at loss for words.

When she thought this moment would last for eternity, he tore his eyes off of her and went towards the bar kitchen. Giselle stared as he went and then looked over at Dawn. "Who is he?" She asked, curious to know who the handsome bartender was.

"That's my boss," Dawn stated, wiping her hands with a clean rag before settling the rag down on the counter. She hardened her eyes on Giselle. "And if you're here to start trouble, I suggest back off because I'm not up for it."

Giselle raised her eyebrow and laughed lightly at her statement. "How humorous of you to make assumptions, Ms. Queen Bee." She handed her about three bucks and forced a generous smile. Giselle hated Dawn so much as well as Dawn hated her. "I want a glass of champagne," she said, flipping her hair to the side as she kept glancing over Dawn's shoulder to see if that handsome bartender would return from the kitchen.

"Seems like you haven't changed a bit," Dawn mumbled, getting out a glass as she poured champagne into it before handing it to Giselle.

Giselle shrugged, throwing her head back as she chugged down a half of the alcohol before setting it back down on the counter. "We can't always get what we want, sweetheart." She smiled purposely to piss off Dawn as Dawn rolled her eyes.

Letty pulled a strand of hair behind her ear as she got up from her seat. "I'll be right back," she mumbled, disappearing off into the large crowd that was in the bar.

Dawn watched as the black haired girl left and quickly shot her eyes on Giselle. "Are you here to win back Paul or something?"

Giselle raised her eyebrow, "Paul? I thought he was dead?" She acted as if she hadn't known, pretending as if she didn't care about him at all.

"He's alive," Dawn confirmed, a bored expression crossed over her features.

Giselle shrugged, taking another sip of her drink. "I know, I was joking."

"Stay away from him," Dawn told her in more of a demanding tone.

Giselle was somewhat amused by the tone she used against her. "Relax, Barbie. I'm not here to take your man. I got my eyes set on someone else anyway," her eyes wandered off towards Lucas who now walked out of the kitchen.

Dawn stared at Giselle and looked to where she was looking. When she noticed she was looking at Lucas, putting two and two together, her eyes widened and she whipped her head around to look at Giselle. "Lucas!?" She hissed quietly.

"Oh that's his name?" She raised her eyebrow, her eyes still on him. "He's so handsome…"

"That's… No, you can't talk to him." Dawn shook her head, not liking the idea of her liking Lucas. It didn't bother her at all if he ended up with some other girl, but Giselle of all people? The girl who screwed things up with her and Paul long ago? How about a hell no.

Giselle looked at Dawn as if she were crazy. "And why not?" She asked her, her attitude lingering in her voice.

"Because he's.. My ex and I don't want him to be with someone that is not good. And you are not good." She stated clearly.

Giselle pursed her lips. Did she really just say that she was a terrible person right in from of her face? She laughed hysterically at that comment and got up from her stool. "Who are you to tell me what I can and what I cannot do? I can do whatever the hell I want and if you got a problem with it, deal with it." Giselle spat, now walking towards where Lucas was purposely and took a seat in one of the stools directly in front of him. He was currently wiping down the counter, not taking notice of her, however. "Hey," she said loud enough for him to look up at her.

Lucas looked up at her from cleaning, his blue eyes now meeting her brown ones. Giselle nearly felt her heart fell by the wonderful sight. Boy was he so handsome. "Hello," he said, continuing to wipe down the counter.

"I'm sorry to bother you, but I thought you should know that you're pretty attractive." She told him confidently. Lucas raised his eyebrow at her, somewhat surprised by her comment.

"Thanks," he said, not knowing what else to say. Giselle bit down on her lower lip and took out a piece of paper from her purse along with a pen. She scribbled down her phone number and handed it to him. "You should call me," she told him. "I'm available any time…"

Lucas looked at the paper in his hand and then looked up at her. The two stared at each other for a long while and for some reason Giselle felt her heart beginning to race.

"What's your name?" He asked her, nicely.

Dawn looked over at the scene and groaned.

Giselle opened her mouth to speak, but then closed her mouth shut. She thought for a moment, though. Should she tell him her name or should she just let him find out on his own? She smiled deviously and chose the second one.

She got up from her stool as her brown hair passed over her shoulders. "Guess you're going to have to find out that one on your own, mister hot sack." She winked at him before returning to the stool that was right in front of Dawn.

Dawn glared at her. "You are such a bitch."

"I know," Giselle chimed, smiling. "Last name bitch, first name baddest."

Letty took a quick shot of her henny and returned her glass down on the counter. Dawn rolled her eyes, "Whatever," she headed off towards the kitchen as she began cleaning the dishes that were held inside of the sink.

Giselle watched as the girl left and looked over at Letty who still looked like she was still depressed about that whole break-up she had with her boyfriend.

"You're still pissed about that asshole?"

Letty looked over at her. "Well no shit," she rolled her eyes, sighing again. "Paul and I have been together for a while and when he sent me that text—"

"Wait, wait, wait, did you just say Paul?" Giselle's eyes were furrowed together, obviously taken aback.

"Yeah… why?"

"Is his last name Sumpter?"

"Yes…?"

"Oh my god," Giselle shook her head and let out a soft laugh. "Of course, now it all makes sense."

"Um, what?" Letty became confused, not sure of what Giselle was talking about.

Giselle looked at her. She obviously had no idea why he broke up with her, and she had a great clue of why he had. It was because of Dawn. It will always be because of Dawn.

She laughed lightly and forced a sympathetic smile towards Letty. "Listen honey, that boy was really playing you. And I know this because he honestly doesn't give a shit about anything or anyone."

"What are you talking about, have you met him?"

"Yes," she answered. "I met him long before you and I wanted him for myself a long time ago. But then a certain blue headed whiny little brat stole him from me." She rolled her eyes. "If you fell for Paul, then I feel so sorry for you because really he's not going to give you the time of the day."

"Wait… what certain blue headed girl are you talking about?"

Giselle raised her eyebrow. She really hadn't known about Dawn and Paul at all? "The bartender that just left. Yeah, that's the girl that Paul is currently with right now. She's the only girl he really gives a shit about."

"What!? So that fucking girl is the reason why Paul broke up with me!? He left me for HER!?" She yelled loudly, only causing two people to look at her since the music in the bar was pretty loud.

"Honey, that's been his bae from the beginning." Giselle stated. Once she heard her favorite song come on in the bar, she quickly got up from her stool. "Come on, forget about him and let's dance! You shouldn't be down about him!" She grabbed Letty's handed and tried to pull her to the crowd full of people, but Letty snatched her hand away.

"No," she said angrily, more likely sounding hurt.

Giselle looked at her and sighed. "Come on, you cannot seriously be hurt by him."

"Well, I am." She argued, anger now evident in her tone. She shook her head and just brushed past her and through the crowd and out the bar. Giselle watched as the black haired girl left and shook her head.

She hated girls with a dying passion.

xxx

The blue haired girl sighed lightly as she locked the bar door with her keys and turned away from the entrance. When she saw Paul's car pull up, she didn't know what to say or do now.

He railed down the window and she saw him immediately looking at her, as if he were waiting for her to enter. "Paul, I can't.." she said finally.

He raised his eyebrow, raising his voice loud enough for her to hear from inside of the car. "Can't what?"

"I can't get in the car with you," she mumbled, pulling a strand of hair behind her ear. No matter how much she wanted to get in that car with him and do lord knows what, she just couldn't. Even though she loved him, she just couldn't. Only because she only cared about Letty's sake, although she honestly didn't like her much.

"Why not?" Dawn stared at him and frowned lightly. She took slowly steps towards the car and stood in front of the pulled down window shield. "Because I'm trying to do the right thing. You have a girlfriend, a really pretty girlfriend, and we just… have to stop this because it's wrong of us…"

Paul looked at her with a blank expression. Dawn wasn't sure of why he was looking at her like that, but she looked down, wondering if he'll say something to that. Would he be mad at her? Or will he actually understand that he really has been doing wrong?

"Letty and I are over," he said finally.

Dawn blinked, now looking up at him.

Did he really just say what she thought he just said…?

"W-what?"

"Letty and I are done. Through." He repeated, his tone blank.

She opened her mouth, no words seeming to form. Yes, she was indeed shocked, but a part of her was also happy, but there was also a part of her that felt deeply bad for Letty. She closed her mouth shut, her mind a blur now.

She pulled the car door open and sat down in the passenger's seat, closing the door shut. Paul placed his hand on the volume button and lowered the music down to a minimum before looking over at her.

Dawn stared out in space, speechless, and confused. She finally took a moment to face him only a few moments later, her eyebrows furrowed together. "Why?" was all she could really say now. She didn't know what else to say, as a matter of fact.

"Because I wanted it to be."

"But, I don't understand… I thought you loved her."

He shook his head, tearing his eyes off of her. She listened as he began to start the car. "She was just a fling, nothing serious."

Dawn raised her eyebrows, somewhat surprised by his words. So Letty was just a fling? Meaning she absolutely meant nothing to him? Meaning he was just with her for the time being?

She licked her lips, slowly narrowing her eyes out the front window as Paul began driving the car in a slow pace.

Dawn found herself wondering if she was the reason why he broke up with her. It would make a lot of sense, but then again Paul is not the same Paul she was with back then. He was different now. Maybe because now that he lost his memory, things are seeming a bit absurd to her. But she also wondered if Paul was actually beginning to remember her. And maybe that was the reason why he broke up with Letty. Maybe he's starting to realize that it's Dawn the one he loves.

Maybe, just maybe… Dawn prayed.

It remained silent throughout the rest of the car ride until Paul stopped the car in a parking space by the dormitory building. He shut off the car, pulling his keys out of the engine before looking over at her.

Dawn looked at him, not knowing what to say.

The only noise in the air was their steady breathing. Dawn wondered if he was going to say anything, but he just decided to keep looking at her with that same look that always sent chills down her spine. That look that made her heart race.

Paul stared at her for a little while longer, placing his palm against her cheek as he pulled her hair away from her face. Dawn closed her eyes briefly as she felt his thumb brush her cheek gently, her eyes reopening seconds later.

He licked his bottom lip before leaning his head towards her. Dawn watched as he leaned in, her blue eyes staring into his onyx ones. She then closed her eyes only a few moments later and then she felt his lips pressed against hers, his cologne crashing down on her. Oh he sure did smell good.

She kissed him back, feeling that same intense feeling she had always felt when she kissed him.

She felt him press his lips harder against hers; deepening the kiss as his hands now fell towards her waist. Paul lifted her up from her waist and placed her on top of his lap, their lips still attached and her back pressing against the steering wheel.

Dawn quietly kissed him more, her hair falling over his face. She wanted to show him how much she loved him. She wanted for him to see that she loves him for him, no matter how much he's changed. She will always love him no matter what. She will always love him for being him.

Paul's hands reached for the back of her shirt as he slowly lifted her shirt up and tossed it to the side, pressing his face in between her breasts that were covered by her bra. He placed wet, sincere kisses against her flesh as Dawn's head slightly dropped back, her eyes closing as she let out a soft moan.

And so they made love for lord knows how long in that car…

And then they returned back to their dorms, Dawn closing the door behind her as warm tears now ran down her cheeks.

No matter how much she loved him…

No matter how much she wanted to be with him…

No matter how much he wanted to be with her…

She knew she couldn't have this happy moment. Because she knew it will cause her problems later in the future just being with him again. With Lucas in the picture, along with Letty and now Giselle… their relationship will turn into a disaster, and who knows they might end up hating each other. And Dawn would sincerely hate for that to happen.

Dawn let out a shaky breath, closing her eyes shut. She desperately wanted to be with him so much, and she honestly did not want to make such a difficult decision.

After a long while of thinking of what to do, she finally got a hold of herself and changed into pajamas.

It was time to let him go.

And that night was the night she decided to, without him really knowing about…

Author's Note: That last part is heartbreaking. But you guys understand why Dawn had to end it right? She knows her relationship with Paul will not be approved and she doesn't want to continue sneaking around behind everyone's backs feeling guilty about it.

But don't worry guys, you know how I am. Dawn and Paul aren't really over. (; that's what Dawn thinks, but let's keep it real, you guys really think she's gonna end it for good with Paul? PPPPFTTTT puh-leeeease, how humorous xD

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